But the path we chose caused us to separate. It doesn't mean that we won't love each other.

But just in opposite directions It doesn't mean that we won't meet.

Just wait....until we meet.

This fanfic is self-serving because today's fan meeting with the younger one made me so happy that I fainted.

This fic was made up with words used in

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of the older person to use as a reference

If something goes wrong I apologize. I don't have any bad intentions. Thank you.

Have you ever heard that it's like heaven ordered heaven to tease me on the day that I, Yoo Seonho, would have time to meet the person I really miss? People who even live in the same country But it's like we live in different countries, people I haven't mentioned at all the whole time people have asked about me. It's not that I don't want to talk about it, but the more I talk about it, The more I miss you, the more I want to meet you. Sigh. Okay, if you ask me who?

I'll tell you, that person is mine: Lai Kuanlin, everyone's famous idol.

Actually, I came to lament like this because two days ago, my manager walked in and said,

'Sunho, you have to go film a program. In a foreign country.' It was like hearing the sound of lightning strike in the heart. Because of my love I just told you that I have 4 days off. What should I do? I can't do anything. That's what I said. It's like heaven ordered the heavens to tease me. I've been waiting for this day all along. But we have to guess each other. I'm free, he's working, I'm working, he's free.

To say that we haven't met at all is not true. We met a little bit. After he debuted Most of the time we keep in touch through the phone but it's nothing compared to seeing each other. And in the past few months he has been very busy. As a result, we haven't seen each other at all, so I miss him a lot. I want to hug him, I want to spend time together. Sigh.

The more I think about it, the more I worry. Why? Because I haven't told him yet. Sigh. I sighed for the hundredth time. How can I tell you that I'm afraid he'll be so sad? We planned it well. What to do during this 4-day holiday that he received, but it ended with my sudden work schedule.

While I was thinking about what to say, a ringing sound from the number that I had in my memory as "Lai Linlin" called me back to my senses and I answered immediately.

“Sonhohoho,” came a cute voice. I'm starting to get stressed out.

“Yes, Kuanlin, why did you call so early today?” The voice on the other end of the line laughed and looked very happy. I'm starting to get more stressed again.

"Nothing. I got off work early today, so I called quickly."

“Sonho, where should we go the day after tomorrow? I want to go to an amusement park again. I haven't been to a long time. Let's go.” My Lai Linlin said in an excited tone about our short trip during the holidays. I didn't want to make him sad. I didn't want to disappoint him because I was disappointed too.

“Kwanlin is....”

"Hmm, what's going on? Is something wrong, Sunho?" I gulped. Hey, come on.

"Well, the day after tomorrow we have to go work abroad. It was sudden. We just found out from Brother Mene. We're sorry we haven't seen each other again."

I calmed myself down and said it with an explanation all at once. And it was as expected. The result that was returned was silence... from the other end of the line.

"Guanlin...Lai Linlin, Sunho, I'm sorry. Maybe we'll have time to see each other later." And the end was still quiet. I know he's not going to be upset about anything. Lai Kuanlin isn't an idiot. He was just sad and disappointed from the hope that we would see each other in several months.

"Um, it's okay. Never mind, Sunho, this wasn't intentional. It's work, we understand." Ah, my Linlin replied. Did you see how cute he was? Sigh, I miss you so much.

“So, when are you coming back? How many days will you go and come back in time for our holiday? We can meet each other one day. I want to meet you. I miss you." Kuanlin-ah, can't you be so cute? Just this, love will die.

“Sorry, Kuanlin, but we came back on the last day of your holiday. We shouldn't have met." He sighed. Kuanlin's voice came out softly. Ah, I made him sad again.

"Oh, it's okay. We'll meet again soon." "Yes."

"Actually, we don't have a schedule yet on the 27th. He might be free, hehe."

"Really? And Kuanlin will come?" I asked with excitement. Everyone probably already knows what we're talking about. But for anyone who doesn't know yet I'll tell you, this is the 27th. It's the day I'll be holding my first fan meeting. I'm so excited.

"Oh, go. I have to go."

“I have to give encouragement. Chicks around here 555” Bright laughter sounded softly. It makes me happy. that he was happy We exchange experiences during working hours. And talked nonsense with each other for a long time and finally had to put it down because we both still have to work tomorrow.

“It's late. You can sleep now, Sunho's Linlin.”

“Stop it, I told you not to call me Linlin, hey.” Haha, the voice hissed in dissatisfaction with my own name that I suddenly called out loud. It's so cute. Lai Linlin.

“Okay, sweet dreams, and I miss you a lot, you know? See you later."

“Oh, sweet dreams and I miss you too. Please take care of yourself.” A short, simple sentence, but it made my heart warm. Oh, I love you so much.

"Yes, and I love you, Linlin." 555 Before I hung up the phone, I heard a voice shouting through the phone, saying, "Don't call me like that." Heehee, Linlin was angry and embarrassed. Laylinlin is so cute I'm going to die. You don't think it's cute? And tonight I'll probably have good dreams again just by hearing Lai Kuanlin's voice.

Every night for me will be a good dream...

It's today. that I will be able to return to Korea I came to work according to the sudden schedule that was inserted. Made me have to make an appointment with someone important. But it's okay because I still have a chance to see him again. On my big day in just a few days, ah, I'm so excited. Will I be able to do it well? Will my fans like it?

Will he be happy with my performance? These are the things that I am very worried about. With the first fan meeting of my life I want everyone to like it. Because I work very hard and expect to make people who love and support me happy.

These days I'm preparing for the fan meeting and I don't even have time to talk to Kuanlin. During the past two days, I've only sent messages saying good night, I miss you, and I love you because it's very late and he has work to do. We have to do it from morning until late at night. We don't have time to see each other, but we still care about each other.

Through various methods as we can. Today I am quite excited, no, very excited. Until you can't sleep I want to call and annoy someone, but I don't know if they're asleep or not. or still working Because the message I sent wasn't even read. Should I try calling or try closing my eyes to sleep?

While I'm deciding Incoming call from Who is my person? It rang. It didn't take me long to think. I pressed the answer.

“Hello, Kuanlin-ah,” I shouted as soon as I accepted.

“Sunho, we... we're sorry.” What happened? Why did he apologize to me? I can only wonder. But after wondering, it didn't take long before he revealed it.

“Tomorrow, we can't go. There's a sudden job coming in." Hmm. Before that, Kuanlin called me. One time I was told that I had to perform at an awards ceremony first. And the event ended just in time for my fan meeting, so I didn't expect that he would suddenly have an event like this. What can I do? I'm going to tell you that I can't go. Come to me. Leave your work.

Where can I get something like this? In the end, I can't do anything. Even if I'm sad, I have to accept it by default.

"Oh, it's okay. Just sending encouragement is enough." I tried to control my voice so as not to sound disappointed or so sad that I was caught by Guanlin. Because I know that he would be just as sad.

"Are you angry? We apologize. We understand that that day How do you feel about Sunho?” he said in a very depressed voice. Why is the sound shaking?

“Lai Linlin didn't cry, right? Hmm?” I asked worriedly.

“No, I didn't cry. We just regret not being able to go to Seonho's important event.”

"It's okay. As long as we know how much Linlin wants to come, that's enough. Besides, we have two days of work in case Linlin doesn't know."

I tried to comfort him because I didn't want him to feel any worse. Just like I said I have two days of work and I still have hope.

"We'll try, Sunho. We'll try our best." Kuanlin He told me in the hope that he would come as well as I had expected.

“Are you excited? It's tomorrow." I'm excited. But if Kuanlin was there, it would be great. I could only think.

“Very excited. Please give us encouragement. Haha. We can't sleep anymore."

I heard Kuanlin laugh and then teach me about stage performance. Like experts who have been through fan meetings before, we talked a little more. and hung up the phone. Hmmmm. It's time for me to rest and my morale has come. Tomorrow I will do my best. Make the people who love me happy and repay them for supporting me.

And make people who are very important to me, like Lai Kuanlin, proud of me too.

And today has arrived, October 27th, my first day of fan meeting. It's almost time. I came to practice playing the piano and practice singing the songs I had prepared. Rehearse a little performance I practiced everything to prevent mistakes and to gain my own confidence. It was almost 6:00 p.m. and I sneaked out to see the fans in front of the hall. I can tell you that I was very shocked.

that has such a large number of fans I was actually worried about whether there would be people coming to see me but when I found out that the tickets were sold out within minutes. Until having to add one more round It was beyond my expectations. I'm glad there are so many people who love me. I consider it to be one more step of success.

Today my family, my parents and my younger brother Seungho also came, so I was a little embarrassed. But I'm very happy that they came to give me encouragement, even though they were an important encouragement that made me get to this point.

And another important person of mine, Lai Kuanlin, sent a message saying, “Fighting, keep fighting Son Hoya even if we don't make it. But we're still watching you. Do your best. Do it with happiness and it will turn out well. And I miss you. I love you. -Sunho's Lai Linlin” Ah, so cute. If you're close, you'll grab me and hug me so tight you'll die.

Here, I couldn't stop smiling until P'Mane teased me a lot and said who did I get good encouragement from? Well, I got it from someone you know who.

It was time to start the event. I introduced myself to the fans and the host came to interview a few things that the fans wanted to know about me. We played a game of random lucky fans, came on stage, and performed a performance that I had prepared, playing the piano, singing, and dancing a little. I spent time with the fans until almost the end of the MC fan meeting.

He announced on the mic that There is a special gift from a special person. He gave it to me to turn around and look at.

At that time, I said that I was very confused. Is it included in the script? But when I opened it

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came out, my heart immediately jumped because

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That is my important person, Lai Kuanlin, who didn't come today.

in

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Kuanlin greets my fans.

"Hello everyone, I'm Lai Kuanlin. Nice to meet you." He greeted everyone with a smile.

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Kuanlin dressed in a black hoodie. With a matching black hat and bangs down too, huh, so cute again. In the script, they talk about Also about Seonho.

Q:

For Sunho that Kuanlin talked about

“I am very shocked. Because the height is similar to mine, I ate many meals. He's good looking and when we talked to him, I thought he was really funny so we talked often. So we've become very close until now.” He's as tall as he is. Eat well and have fun talking. He's a funny person, so we've become very close until now.

I don't know if he was excited or not, so I said confused, haha. But how can we not be close? Well, he and I have always had each other.

 Q:

Sunho in normal daily life What kind of child are you?

“For me personally, I am a friend who is like a younger sibling? Because it's really cute. But when working, I will be very focused. He who looks like that is really cool. Nowadays when we're in contact, they call me 'hyung'. It's a lie, I didn't call him that. Hyung, when it's just the two of us, haha, but he said that I

So cool that he made me feel so embarrassed?

“But honestly, I didn't really treat him specially like friends. Because of that, I feel sorry for him, but even so, I keep following his news every day. We follow each other's news. I want Sunho to be comfortable with me.” Is it him who doesn't take care of me when we're together? Practice dancing together He took care of me very well.

He is both a friend and an older brother, as they said. But another thing that he didn't say is that He is my lover. The two of us follow each other's work and every news. Talking and encouraging each other about everything, it makes us feel that we are close to each other as usual. Ah, this is going to make me cry, Lai Linlin, why do you have to be so cute?

in

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At the last moment he spoke directly to me. The feeling that he conveyed to me I understand it well.

“Son Hoya, Ahn Young, how are you? Is it fun? Hyung, I want to be by your side all the time. I want to work together. But because of both of our schedules, you know that, right? Like right now, I wanted to go see you, but I couldn't. I'm very sorry." Tears have flowed from my eyes, Kuanlinna. You don't have to apologize. We know that you wanted to come, we know that you are sad that you didn't come, we know that even now we are not together like we used to be, not working together as we had originally hoped, but that's right.

There will never be that day. It's okay. Don't be sad. Don't apologize. We understand it.

“From now on, I will be very good to you. Just believe me. I will believe in you too. From now on, let's walk the flower path together and our fans, please follow Seonho. Please give me a lot of love. Thank you, Annyeong.” Kuanlin, we believe in Kuanlin in everything. Let's walk together.

Holding hands and walking together, no matter what path we take, just don't let go of our hands. We are ready to go with you in every way. Thank you for these feelings, it's been a great day. One day at the end We are very happy. Thank you.

The fans' screams ended as well.

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Kuanlin's. Ah, I turned around to face the fans. Fans tell me not to cry. They probably understand my feelings too. I'm sorry, how can talking like this make me cry? This is my first fan meeting. You must have only a smile. Smiling through tears now, I say thank you to Kuanlin along with the fan meeting that ended. Everyone made me really happy.

See you again tomorrow and if I want to make a wish while blowing the fan club's cake. I would like to wish that tomorrow my important person That person is free. Come support me here instead of opening

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Is it enough for me to have hope, everyone? If I wanted to know, I would have to ask him. I begged Lai Linlin, even though he didn't come, he still sent the clip so boldly that it made me shed tears and be very happy tonight.

I hope my wish comes true...