" Everyone has had that relationshipwith someone where they never actually dated, but they knew that they weretogether. "

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WANNA-ONE fanfiction

Pairing : Lai Kuanlin x Park Jihoon #

Lin Hun

Rate : PG - 13

Note :

The fic is based on the group. It's Linhun in the way we see and want to communicate. Anyway, I hope you read happily ❤ Tag

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"Kwanlinna, is something wrong with you?"

1 hour before that

The sound of shouting and commotion could be heard throughout the living room, which seemed too small to house 8 young men. The reason for the unity and unison like this could not be avoided...

"I'd like to use my elder brother's right to play the game first!"

"Wait a minute, bro, that game disc a fan bought for me!"

"I don't know."

"Wow, Jisung hyung."

The deep voice trailed off and the body squirmed back and forth, hoping the eldest would sympathize. But is there a time like this that something like this will happen? And it's even more tempting for boys.

"Come on, Dan. You can continue with him."

Because the words of the person next to you spark hope in your heart. Daniel smiled widely in agreement. But before he could say anything, he was cut off by the same person.

“But the person who continued with you is no longer there. Because when you're yelling, they're all fighting with each other. Whether the game will be played by everyone or not, I don't know yet."

"oh..."

It's unbelievable that one person who can give hope and then destroy it so easily actually exists...Geong Seongwoo.

Because of the stubbornness of those who claim to own the game disc, it causes quite a bit of embarrassment to the bandit members. They therefore need to find the best solution for all parties.

...But is there anyone who is willing to sacrifice the queue for others? Heh, just dream because of this. Justice never existed among thieves in the first place.

Everyone nodded to each other in agreement with the proposal that did not require sound. Just by looking into your eyes you will know what's going on inside. In the end, it was Ji Sung who was the leader who spoke up.

"Kuan Lin Ja"

A smile and a husky voice that tried to make it seem sweeter than honey in the fifth month caused the owner of the name to flinch. He smiled dryly before answering softly.

"Is there something wrong?"

He seemed to have just pulled himself out of his private world, so he didn't seem too bothered by the sweet yet completely friendly voice.

"That's it~"

"What's wrong with you lately?" because the older one showed a look of deep concern. To play, the person being asked begins to form knots on their eyebrows. before adding "It's like...looking dull and tired."

"...yes?"

"It's simple, it's shabby, Aqualinna."

"shabby..? What is shabby?"

Hearing this, the elders He smiled fondly before turning into an evil smile. Begin a plan to evict as many members as possible who are stealing their games!

'It's time to put on the fire, hello'

"I can't even look at my face, thank you Linnie."

"Feeling like you put on makeup and still look like a corpse."

"Oh, you look like a dirty person. If you don't understand, just look like Jaehwan."

"Wait a minute, Minhyun. In order to explain to others, do I have to diss others?”

"Oh, where is Dis? Is he telling the truth?"

"Sungwoon hyung took it too? Oh my!"

“Just like that, Kuanlin. It's shabby and you can't look like Jaehwan."

"It's not going to end, is it..."

Because of the affection of the maknae, foreigners came together to explain a lot. A giant child who received so much love from his older siblings that he believed them completely because of his innocence. His handsome face began to show concern. His hand slowly touched the surface of his face.

“Is it really that obvious?” Kuanlin buried his face in his palms before muttering. "I guess these days my work schedule is so busy that I don't get enough sleep."

"That's right! If you don't have a schedule tomorrow, it's better to save your sleeping hours just in case. As a small child, you need to sleep a lot so that you can grow up quickly." Once again, he was the ringleader who gave advice in a voice that was worried about his younger sibling.

"That's it. I'll stop growing up prematurely like Sungwoon hyung."

"Hey, hey, when no one took sides, then you bullied others, Jaehwan?" Before another riot broke out, followed by the sound of shouting and cheering for boxing. The youngest followed his older brothers' advice easily and then faded into the bedroom.

the meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances 

: if there is any reaction , both are tranformed.

The person who had been voted out unconsciously walked in and sat on the bed. In my head I was thinking whether I should go to bed or put on a face mask first. As for his hand, he picked up a Korean language teaching book and opened it. The room was quiet because his roommates were all obsessed with video games. Kuanlin closed his eyes before leaning his head against the wall of the room and began to think nonstop, including the things his elders were saying about him.

The familiar scent of shampoo wafted into my nose as I began to drift off. If I had to guess, it would probably be a roommate who came in. But because of his desire to sleep, he didn't pay any attention to the newcomer.

Until the owner of that body opened his mouth to speak.

"When you're going to sleep, why don't you sleep well?"

Because of the edgy words, he was forced to open his eyes. before being slightly shocked He was a little sleepy before standing up and answering the question.

"What are you thinking about for fun? I'm already dazed." Kuanlin looked at the older man who walked towards him and sat down on the empty space near him. He stared at the small hand that was busy drying his hair before he was slightly startled when his round eyes met his.

"So, aren't you lonely sitting here all alone like this?" Kuanlin accepted the small towel from the older man as usual. Meanwhile, the smaller person turned his back so that the other person could easily dry his hair.

"I really want to stay, but the older guys say I look... worn out? Ah yes...shabby. They said so, so they let me sleep." Kuanlin replied as he carefully wiped the other's damp hair.

"So Jihoon hyung doesn't go out and sit with other people?"

The owner of the name shook his head slightly. Before answering honestly "I'm thinking the same thing. But when I came out of the bathroom and saw them fighting over each other to play the game seriously, I thought that if I jammed, I would probably get kicked out."

Kuanlin moaned in his throat. And the room was quiet again because everyone was not the type who always had something to talk about like the group of people outside. But it was good that there was only silence and no awkwardness mixed in between the two of them. This closeness makes it possible to clearly smell the scent of shampoo mixed with shower cream coming from the person next to you.

In fact, before when I first entered the dormitory. Kuanlin wants to be close to Jihoon, so he volunteers to dry his hair because he often sees him complaining that he's lazy. Even though at the beginning he was told he didn't have to, he wanted to help anyway. Until now, it has become a habit for both of them.

Therefore, it is not strange that this kind of thing happens naturally. Plus, he got to know Jihoon hyung even more. Simply put, he killed two birds with one stone.

"It's dry enough."

"Thank you."

Jihoon combed his own hair and styled it so it didn't look too frizzy. He picked up a towel that was damp and hung it on the end of the bed before turning around to face the child in front of him.

"It's not very shabby at all..." He said as he brought his face closer to the point that the younger man had to unintentionally wrinkle his neck a little, accompanied by the sound of his damn heart beating so unexpectedly that he was afraid that he would feel it.

"It's true. When the older guys said it, I secretly fell for it."

"Really?" Jihoon answered softly as he realized something. He secretly smiled before bringing his face closer until he almost fell over. The tall owner's ears began to glow red. If I had to guess, the inside of my chest would definitely be pounding.

"Wha...why did you bring your face so close to me? I'm so shocked."

"Can't you do it?"

Seeing his younger sibling start to lose face due to his calm voice and his expression being so different from before, Park Ji Hoon's heart was greatly touched. He decided that he would not stop teasing him now.

"If you don't want me to be busy, then I'll go." And because he has some background in acting, Therefore, it is not difficult to make an angry face and grunt to get up and run away until Kuanlin is secretly in awe.

As expected, his wrist was narrowly restrained by the junior.

"Where are you going?"

"Go find Woojin."

"Let's go slowly. Let's be friends first." Before he could say anything, Pom's wrist was pulled again and his body was dragged to sit and kiss Puk like before.

"Just now, you pretended to be angry, right?"

"what"

Kuanlin smiled widely before ruffling his own facial hair to correct his embarrassment. Slender hands grabbed both of the other's hands and placed them on his own lap and laughed. "Don't make that face. It's scary."

"If it's scary, let go."

"No, you're teasing me with this joke again. I won't be fooled like last time."

"I had to raise your chickens for a week before you got over your anger and only later told me you were teasing me."

Jihoon's face was pursed because the giant boy wouldn't follow the game. Even though I'm a little bored, let it be. Just stop being depressed and smile brightly and he'll be fine. The little man smiled before looking at his younger sibling. The hand that was once held only by Kuanlin was held very loosely.

"Lai Kuan Lin"

"Huh?"

"Equanlin"

"How is it going"

"It's you. It's you. Where's your voice?"

"Is something wrong, Jihoon hyung?"

"Do you remember the words you memorized yesterday?" Because the older man's good eyesight happened to catch a glimpse of a Korean language teaching book lying lonely at the foot of the bed, it reminded him of the story of him volunteering to tutor the younger Korean language, especially vocabulary. But when I saw another person's face turn pale and smile with pursed lips, it was enough to understand the meaning.

"Well, yesterday's schedule was busy...."

"pretext? Is there time to prepare before the performance?"

"Uh..."

"Are you going to trick me? Have you ever met Amnineteen U-Fight Me?"

“You must have more spirit than this. Think about the time when you had to answer questions to the media alone, without any of us helping, what would you do?"

"The only one without siblings..."

"That's right."

"Wait, what are you thinking about, Kuanlin?"

When he saw that the maknae had been quiet for a while, Jihoon realized that he had accidentally tickled the younger sibling...

This child looked quiet, didn't speak or show his feelings. But in my brain, I don't know where I'm thinking.

"Uh, Kuanlin, I didn't mean that."

Especially about the fact that at the end of next year we won't be together anymore...

It wasn't just the giant kid who thought. Jihoon as well as the other members thought about it all the time. He himself had thought that one day it would come. As time passes, the band's lifespan shortens. It's sad that other groups had 2nd, 3rd, and 4th anniversaries, and so on, unlike them who didn't have the opportunity to experience it.

I used to secretly think that I wanted our band to be a permanent band. But it was never possible in the first place. Because they must accept these conditions and status since choosing to apply.

Even though I've made up my mind, it still hurts like before.

Jihoon squeezed the other person's hand to emphasize his guilt for accidentally bringing up a sensitive issue. The tip of his thumb rubbed the smooth skin in a comforting way. With round eyes looking at the flawless face, he lowered his eyes and let out a soft sigh.

"Kwanlinna... Is something wrong?"

The loud sound of the air conditioner is the answer to this question. It made the elders start to feel sad. Hold both hands tighter than before. He leaned closer to make sure he could still hear him.

And it was at the same moment that the other party raised their head.

...I felt it again when the tips of my noses touched.

It's strange that they both knew each other but no one was willing to be the first to leave.

"Jihoon"

The young man's first voice broke the silence of the previous 10 minutes. forehead touching forehead Eye contact Lips barely inches apart Including the chest inside that is throbbing.

"Huh?"

"Park Jihoon"

"Jihoon hyung..."

"Come on, I'm waiting to hear."

"Just now...it was..."

Jihoon will suffer death already. It must have been a big deal because the person in front of him looked like he was thinking hard and was speechless, not daring to ask. He was afraid that this kid would think too much and yell at him.

"There's---"

"Are you going to kiss me?"

"...look for?"

Huh..?

"I'm only 17 years old. I told you before, I don't know how to do something like that." The younger man said teasingly. As a result, people can't be asked. and the expression on his face made the boy stifle a laugh.

"Dammit, that's not it. Was it a coincidence?"

"Then why don't you leave? Normally, even in this scene, do they have to be embarrassed and quickly push them away?”

"You've been watching too many dramas like that."

"So you're going to stay like this?"

"So you don't like it?"

"I like it. I like it a lot."

Kuanlin let out a smile before looking into the big round eyes that had another universe inside them with unbridled feelings for the person in front of him. with the back of the hand gradually Slowly, he stroked the other person's face across his neck and narrow shoulders. It ended with the older man grabbing his wrist and bringing it to his left chest, which was pulsing just as fast.

...to communicate that we all feel the same way. And only the two of them would know.

The two smiled at each other before finally bursting out laughing. It was Kuanlin who held his neck into an embrace. Jihoon rested his chin on his broad shoulder before lightly patting the other's back. Once again, I let him hold me like that and refused to pull away. The feeling right now is like butterflies fluttering around in my stomach. And Kuanlin began to fear that his own lips would tear all the way to his ears if he continued like this.

Until a long time has passed. Jihoon, who was still stunned, asked in a softer voice than usual.

“You still haven't answered me about what's wrong with you. Even though I already know But...well, I'm sorry that I accidentally said something that didn't make any sense."

Kuanlin giggled before patting the older man's head. Satisfied, he inhaled the familiar scent of shampoo.

“Actually, it's a little delayed. But it's another year, isn't it? Even though it only seemed like it was for a moment, it was longer than I thought.”

"This little delay of yours, I almost went out and called Jisung hyung to come out and clear things up. Sigh, I'm completely heartbroken, you know that?" Jihoon lowered his head and muffled his voice.

"Really a little delayed."

"Oh."

"But I see a lot of it. I just want to tease you."

The older man was silent for a while, thinking before reaching Bang Or a short time later. His eyes widened immediately when he interpreted it. He ran out of words to say...oh my god, he felt so guilty he almost died, but he came back and realized that he had been teased by a kid!

"Lai Kuan Lin! I'm not funny either. And take back all your worries."

The little man pushed the owner of the name before pounding the other's chest repeatedly in revenge. Kuanlin cried out in pain, even though his face was smiling.

"You've teased me a lot. I'd like to get some back."

"Can I just tease you back and not take this issue?!"

"Don't look at me. Go to sleep. If you're a small child, don't stay up late. Oh, don't forget to mask your face often or you'll be greeted again."

"Where are you going?"

“Go find Woojin and go play some games. I'm no longer a friend!"

The last sentence ended with the sound of the door slamming shut in the giant child's face. I don't know why he couldn't hold back his smile. It's probably because Jihoon hyung is still cute no matter how angry he is. Plus the color on your cheeks makes you want to hug him to his chest.

In fact, he and Jihoon hyung had never had anything more than a hug. Their status is still just bandmates like everyone else. Only a little more than that because each person is satisfied with a relationship that doesn't go deeper than this. Kuanlin admits that he likes Park Jihoon in many ways.

The meaning is so great that I don't know how to explain it to others. If I were to explain the overall picture, it would be Park Ji Hoon is someone he is always happy to be with and has been a good memory of Lai Kuan Lin since they first met.

...and because of this, his head is full of Jihoon.

I may not always be with you. 

When we're far apart , Remember you will be with me right

inside my heart.

END :)

It's finished.

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Annyong readers, all those who wandered in to read this. Thank you for reading until the talk period.

What can I say? This is a Linhun fic written from our point of view. Nong Lai, a shy person, and Nong Jihoon, an off-camera figure who is extremely manly and dares to hit the elders, haha. But there is still a sweetness with the younger sibling. I'm one of those people who really loves Jihoon's quirkiness, so I want to respond to this myself, haha.

We love when these two are together. Even if anyone sees that Jihoon doesn't seem to play with his younger sibling. But we think that it is already his personality. And if your older brother doesn't play with you, he probably won't allow you to hold the phone on your arm until you remember touching each other. And I wouldn't be this gentle and not take care of my younger sibling like this. I like that he doesn't show much emotion. It will be a way to take care of yourself from a distance like a man would (just in the beginning).

Little Laini likes him a lot, right? ;-; Chipper's heart is so refreshing. If we put in a chipper attitude, we'd say that everyone feels the same way, they just choose not to say it. Keeping it quiet might be better for both of you than anything like this.

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Finally, we would like to say that Linhun is also a good memory for us, so this fic came out. I apologize for the strangeness of the language. I haven't written fiction in a long time.

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Let's continue to live together as unemployed sailors. Enjoy reading *3*

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