Love Again #

Lok Minhwan Nyeonjan

I try but I can’t seem to getmyself to think of anything but you

Your breath on my face your warm,gentle kiss

I taste the truth, I taste thetruth

We know what I came here for

So I won’t ask for more

I tried, but I forced myself to think about other things.

Except I really can't miss you.

Your breath on my face, your warmth a gentle kiss

It was like I had a taste of reality.

We both know what I came here for.

So I won't ask any more.

Love Again

Copy Minhwan

Nyeonjan

07.30 am.            

“The car has arrived!” shouted the voices of fellow branch members as many friends prepared their bags.

“Dan, the car is here,” I called out to my best friend who was slumped over the marble horse table.

“Are you here?” Dan raised his head and answered.

“Okay, pick up your things,” I said, standing up and surveying my surroundings to see if anything was missing.

“January, I'm going to the bathroom for a moment. I can't take the pain anymore. You go reserve a seat first, I'll take it later." Dan said as he ran out.

“I'm sitting next to the window,” I yelled after Dan turned and nodded and headed towards the bathroom.

“Sit down and check on your friends who haven't gotten on the bus yet.” The class leader's voice sounded.

“Aidan goes to the bathroom,” I said.

Rrr Rrr

My cell phone rang and I looked at the screen before immediately answering.

“Yes, horse.”

“Ah Jan, have you gotten in the car yet?” a middle-aged woman asked.

“It's up. This is checking people in the car.”

“Ah-Jan, you didn't forget anything, right?”

"No, I've brought it all."

“A spare battery, a battery charger cable, motion sickness medicine, and Ajan's money have all been taken.”

"It's complete. I repeat it about three million times already."

"The horse is afraid that he will forget."

“I won't forget Jan.”

“Take care of yourself, Ajan. Horses love Ajan.”

“Jan also loves horses.”

Tid

I hung up the phone and revealed a smile.

"I'm coming."

“It's been a long time,” I said to the person who had just sat down in the seat next to me.

“The bathroom under the building is closed. I had to run to the other side and I almost broke my pee,” Dan said.

“Do you think today will be fun? I don't like riding boats."

"Come on, don't think too much, you're all me," Dan said, sending a wry-eyed smile.

“Did you report to Brother Ong that you got in the car?”

“Oh, I forgot,” Dan said before quickly picking up his cell phone and calling his senior boyfriend.

Dan is my dear friend, the only dear friend I can trust my life to. I can entrust everything to him. Dan listens to my every story. Even though he has a boyfriend, it never makes me feel alone or lonely when I have to go out with my boyfriend.

Every morning or on school days, I would be the one to pick him up at the condo behind the university. Even though P'Ong had school at the same time as him, he chose to come with me. Because he didn't want me to go to university alone. And Brother Ong also understands Dan's actions....

Today, my branch has a field trip activity to an island in the south. The teacher arranged to board the bus at 7:00 a.m., but here it is at 7:30 a.m. The university bus has just arrived. I remember the teacher's face with her catchphrase, '

Don’t be late’

I study at a famous international university in the southern provinces. The reason for studying is that it is close to home....

I study European Studies. English-French major Well....it's like the humanities major, but this just adds business studies to it.

“student, to day we will go toBaan-Sam-Chong. It takes about 2 hours to travel.”

Professor New gave a brief introduction about the details of the trip. I didn't pay much attention to his words because he had repeated this matter many times.

I took the headphone cable and plugged it into the phone.

Iphone7+

Before pressing into the popular music application

joox

Slender fingers scrolled to find your favorite song before pressing down and the music playing louder. Along with the car moving away....

Wellyou only need the light when it’s burning low

Onlymiss the sun when it starts to snow

Onlyknow you love her when you let her go

Onlyknow you’ve been high when you’re feeling low

Onlyhate the road when you’re missin’ home

Onlyknow you love her when you let her go

Andyou let her go

“Do you want to go to the bathroom soon?” Dan woke me up from my slumber.

“Where are you now?” I asked and removed the headphones from my ears and looked out the window.

“Gas station outside the city He hasn't left the province yet."

“It's slow.”

"Do you want to go down to the bathroom?"

“Wait, does this gas station have an Amazon store?”

“There is.”

“Okay.” I picked up my wallet before standing up.

“give 30 minutes”

Professor New said

I walked off the university bus and headed to the bathroom. I hurriedly took care of my personal business and went outside to wait for Aidan.

“Dan, are you done yet?” I shouted.

"I'm done." Dan walked out and washed his hands.

I walked into the Amazon store and found that there were a lot of people inside the store.

“There are a lot of people. Will we be able to make it in time?”

“Just in time, you go get in line.” Dan pushed me to get in line.

“The line is long. Definitely not in time.”

“Just another 20 minutes.”

“20 minutes for me and 20 minutes for Teacher New are not the same thing,” I said.

Why? If Master New wants 20 minutes, he must go for 20 minutes at that time.... How cool, my teacher?

“Wait,” Dan said.

“Aren't you hungry?”

"Oh, then let's go buy something at 7-Eleven."

“Okay, buy me some toast.”

“With milk, no sugar.”

“Oh, hurry up,” I said.

10 minutes have passed.

The line moved only a little. There is still approximately 5 queues to reach me

'Will I be able to make it in time?' I muttered in my heart.

Rrrr Rrrr

"hello"

“(Have you got it yet?)”

“Not yet, another 5 in line.”

“(Seven has

all café

Here you go)”

“It's not delicious.”

“(Really a big deal)”

"Then you can't eat. That's all. I'll walk over to you."

“(Okay)”

Tid

“Oh, I'm sorry.” I flustered and apologized to the person I had cut in front of and left the store.

“It's okay,” said the soft voice of the person opposite.

"Hey"

"Hey"

Both he and I were shocked when we saw each other's faces.

“Jan”

"P'Min"

It was as if the world had stopped turning. I stood gaping at the person in front of me, unable to move. Not aware of anything around you at all

The person in front of me is now taller. Ah, that's right...he was much taller than before. Plus it looks much better. Handsome to the point of indescribable, her beautiful slender eyes are still as attractive as before. Those thin lips still draw the same beautiful smile...

“Jan”

“Jan”

“Jan

“Yes,” I hurriedly woke up from my trance when the person in front of me called out.

“Shocked?”

“Ah, uh, yes, Jan, I didn't expect to see you. Well, I met Brother Min here."

“I didn't think I'd meet Jan either.”

“I'm fine/I'm fine,” both Min and I said at the same time.

“Uh…” I was stunned.

"I'm fine. I'm fine. I've graduated. Jan."

"Yes, Jan is fine. She hasn't finished school yet."

"Haha, that's it. How will Jan be able to graduate with me? I'm your junior."

“Ha ha.”

“Where are you going?” asked Min.

"Oh, I'm going on a field trip."

"Oh, so you're not buying things anymore?" Brother Min asked.

“There are a lot of people. I have limited time.”

“Then take your things.” Brother Min held out the glass in his hand in front of him.

"Oh, it's okay, bro." I quickly denied.

"Take it, I know Jan has to eat cocoa smoothie to keep himself from feeling sleepy."

"...." I was silent at the words of the person in front of me. He remembered it...remembered my details.... He remembered that I had to drink cocoa smoothie to relieve sleepiness....

“Jan...”

“Yes...Yes.”

“Jan is still the same, right? Um...I mean Jan still likes to eat cocoa smoothies like before, right?”

"Oh..Yes, Jan still likes me just like Dim."

“Then take this, I'll give you this.” Brother Min handed him a glass of cocoa smoothie.

"How many baht? I'll pay you." I opened my wallet and prepared to give money to the person in front of me.

"No, no, no, I'll buy it for you."

"but...."

“Jan, are you finished yet? Teacher New has called!” Dan shouted to me from the front of the shop.

"Okay, it's finished. P'Min, thank you very much." I told Dan before turning to P'Min.

"nevermind"

"Then I'll go first." I said before turning and walking out of the store.... I hope that Brother Min will call me one more time...

“Just a moment, Jan.”

“Yes.” I turned around happily, my heart pounding when what I had hoped for came true....

“Do you still use the same line?”

"I don't have that line anymore."

“Then please give me a Line.” Brother Min smiled and handed over Brother Min's cell phone.

I pressed into the LINE application but it popped up on the screen to unlock. I entered my code out of habit and it was able to enter the LINE page normally.... I looked up at Brother Min who was standing. In front of me

"I never change"

“Ah..uh.. yes, here it is.” I hurriedly pressed my Line ID and handed it to Pee Min.

“Hurry up, Jan!” Ai Dan urged.

"I'm leaving."

"Yes, I'll drop you a line."

“Yes.” I hurriedly ran towards Dan with feelings that I couldn't tell whether I was excited, happy, shocked, or sad...

“Who are you talking to?”

“Ah, uh... Brother Min...”

“Your ex-girlfriend?” Dan was shocked.

“Don't be so loud,” I said.

“Why is it a coincidence?”

“I don't know,” I said, thinking about many things. Dan had already gotten into the car. I was about to step into the car but my heart told me to turn around and look at the front of the Amazon store one more time.. I hope Pee Min stays in the same place.

And yes.... Brother Min was still in the same place and waved back to me. I waved back as well before walking out of the car, so happy I couldn't tell.

Can I hope again...hope that we will be the same again.....

Min’s part

I stood and looked at the little person running back to the university bus with a smile. Jan turned and looked at me again. I quickly raised my hand to wave with a smile and Jan herself waved back with a smile.. .

Now Jan's smile...is still the same bright smile. Those puffy cheeks, ah...yes, those puffy cheeks seem to be more puffy than before...

This little person who used to be as tall as my shoulders is now up to my nose. Has it only taken 2 years to make Jan this tall...

Ah...yes, Jan and I were separated for 2 years... Far away until breaking up... A breakup without an announcement is just a gradual disappearance. Disappeared, broke up... There is no contact from any channels including IG, Line, Facebook, Twitter, there is nothing to contact each other...

And I only found out later that Jan blocked me on every channel....

Everything happened because of me. Because I was the one who let Jan go. I was in my second year of study at that time. and Jan is in Mathayom 6. We were busy on both sides until preparing to enter university. As for me, I have to study and do activities until I have no time for each other.

Jan and I have been together since Jan was in Grade 4. I'm in Mathayom 6. We go to the same school and know each other from working in school activities. Jan is a singer As for me, I'm the master of ceremonies...that's it... The beginning of getting to know each other...

Jan dreamed of going to a famous university in the city but didn't know why. Jan decided to study at a university near her home instead and switched to studying languages ​​seriously even though Jan had studied science and mathematics before since Jan went to university. I didn't talk to Jan very often, not often....we hardly talked at all. It's not that I don't want to talk, it's just that work and homework are so tight that I really don't have time.

It's not that I don't love Jan...but I don't know why I did that to Jan... Yes...I'm selfish.

And now I'm being selfish....

“Who are you talking to, Min?” my best friend Baek asked.

"Oh, little Jan."

“Nong Jan, your ex-girlfriend?”

"um"

“What a coincidence. I didn't expect to see this place when I just looked out and saw it. It's cuter.”

“Yes, cuter... very cute...."

“What are you thinking?” asked Buck.

“If I were to ask you to return to the way you were before, do you think that would be a good idea?” I asked him directly.

"That's a good story. It's good, but do you think his younger brother will be the same?" Ibac said, making me unable to continue...

"And are you sure that if you do that, you won't do the same thing to him again?"

"I..will never let Jan go..."

“Are you sure?”

“I will work here.”

"Oh, really? Are you telling the truth?"

“Seriously, I will come back here.”

Jan’s part

Today's activities made me not touch my phone at all from the time I got off the bus, onto the boat, onto the island, doing this and that until I threw it in. At 5 p.m. the bus slowly moved away from Sam Chong Village to return to the university...

“I'm so tired,” Dan complained.

“Sitting on a boat until I'm about to vomit,” I complained.

"I can't take it anymore. I want to sleep. When I get to the university, I'll tell you."

"Okay, go to bed. Here, cover me up with my jacket, it's cold." I handed my jacket to Dan. I know it's cold. As for me, I get hot easily.

I took my phone out of my backpack and pressed open to see the notifications.

Missed call(3): Jan's mama

[Imjane]: seeeenyyyyyy

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Min

Add you with Line ID

I didn't hesitate to click into LINE before clicking to add the person who added me as a friend...

A smile appeared on my face again.

I looked at the photo of the person I just added back.

P'Min.... ah.. still using the same picture... same Line name... same Line ID... and status in Line.... Still the same...

MJ

Arrived at university...

I got out of the car and walked to the parking lot with Dan.

Tung

The line sound rang out and I looked before reading the message that popped up.

Min :

Is Nong Jae home yet?

I debated whether or not to press reply. But no...I decided to ask Dan.

“Dan, if Min comes back and wants things to be the same, what should I do?” I asked.

“Then let me ask you first. Do you still love Min?”

“Love,” I answered without thinking.

During the 2 years since we broke up, there hasn't been a day that I haven't thought of Min. I made up my mind by blocking Min on every channel but it couldn't make me forget Min at all...

“Then you should know the answer yourself.”

“I'm afraid... afraid that it will be the same as before...”

“This matter is up to Brother Min and you to discuss.”

“I understand.”

“I love you, Jan. I want you to be happy.”

"I love you, Dan."

I'm home now and I'm thinking a lot about whether or not I should reply to Min's line...

Min :

Are you asleep?

Min :

Ah...then I won't disturb you. Sweet dreams, little Jan.

Min :

Send stickers

Jane :

Why did you disappear?

Min :

I'm sorry, I'm really sorry.

Jane :

From the day we broke up until today, have you had someone else?

Min :

No, I don't have anyone. I really miss Jan..

Jane :

But I didn't plan on contacting Jan. I let Jan go.

Min :

I'm sorry, I tried to contact Jan. But I saw that Jan was happy the other night and I thought it didn't matter to me.

Jane :

other people ?

Min :

Send image file

Jane :

That's Jan's friend Dan!!

Min :

Huh?

Min :

Send stickers

Min :

Send stickers

Jane :

Do you think Jan has someone else? Jan has never had anyone. Jan never thought about anyone except me. I've never loved anyone except you.

Min :

Jan is my boyfriend's boyfriend.

Jane :

Send stickers

Jane :

Don't make me sad again.

Min :

There will definitely never be that day.

Min :

Send stickers

Lovingcan heal, loving can mend your soul

Andit’s the only thing that I know, know

Iswear it will get easier,

Rememberthat with every piece of you

Andit’s the only thing we take with us when we die

END

Hello, this is a short short fic. It's a short-lived fic. Today I actually went on a field trip. I really encountered it, but I met an old friend. Haha. So I adapted the story hahahaha.

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I really like this couple. I've wanted to marry them for a long time but I can't think of a plot. Today I have a chance. Yay!

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Lok Minhwan Nyeonjan

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