"Maybe those feelings

You can only keep it in your heart alone.”

-Jin Hwi-

***This fanfic It is only the imagination of the author***

[Fanfic WANNAONE]

"Feelings that cannot be conveyed" [Jinhwi]

It's an uncomfortable feeling that can't be explained.

“Which member would you like to take care of the most?”

The tone of the host who asked the question was still well remembered.

“Park Jihoon.”

“Because Jihoon hyung is cute…”

But the tone of the person answering that question he remembered by heart. It's just a short speech. But it keeps repeating in my head over and over.

Today... It's already the third day and Lee Daehwi opened the door and entered a small room for three people. The single bed and bunk bed below were still empty, meaning that none of the members in the room had returned yet. The little man sighed in relief that he still couldn't see the other person's face right now. Otherwise, he wouldn't know how to act.

His eyes looked at the empty bed without any shadow of someone, the bed was neatly kept and the blankets were neatly placed on the bed where he used to sit often. Or sometimes they sleep together like when filming the show even though His own bed was only on top.

The warmth in the room turned into an uncomfortable coldness that was almost suffocating. I didn't want to think about the matter at that time, but I couldn't. When the words are still stuck in my head and won't go anywhere.

There was only him who thought too much of himself...

The owner of those words is still the same, still smiling, laughing, and talking with other members as before... Except with him, it was clearly felt. Especially the people who are closest to each other. It's even more evident.

Why wouldn't he know that Bae Jinyoung was avoiding him even though he didn't show much? But it felt like that person was deliberately keeping a distance from himself, not being together one-on-one, and would only talk to him when there were other bandmates present.

Maybe...ignoring him completely would be less painful than doing so.

Clear tears flowed from the little eyes. A thick long-sleeved shirt was used instead to wipe away tears. Lee Dae Hwi sat down on the bunk bed below the bed he usually slept in, but for the past three days, he hadn't even been able to put his hand on the mattress. One sleeve of his shirt had been bitten just because. I don't want the other members who have returned to hear this.

The strength he had built up over the past three days easily shattered as he sat on the familiar bed. The whole room used to be filled with happiness. It was different from now when Daehwi felt so uncomfortable that he almost didn't want to stay in the room anymore, but he didn't have much time to grieve.

The small figure stood up before the others. Probably starting to gradually return to the dormitory at different work times. Of course, the owner of the bed he was sitting on just now was thinking as he casually wiped away the tears on his face. before going into the shower Hoping for warm water Please anoint him from the coldness of his heart.

Lee Dae Hwi came out of the bathroom with a new set of clothes and had been thinking since he was in the bathroom about how he would get through the night.

Finally, he stopped in front of the master bedroom. He considered for a moment before opening the door. As expected, there were only Park Woo Jin was lying on his bed playing with his cell phone as they filmed a show together. The first group to return, the young man from Busan looked up at the person who opened the door and raised his eyebrows in surprise.

“Woojin hyung…”

A small body suddenly threw itself at another person without warning, probably because before joining the group they were in the same camp. To have become more close than others The older one didn't say anything, just caressed the still little one's hair, let him hug him until he was satisfied, and then pulled away himself.

“What is the matter?” Even though he thought of the answer in his mind But I'd like to ask.

“Can I sleep with you today?” The other person didn't answer, but instead asked a question. Woojin pondered for a bit. It wasn't that he couldn't, but he was afraid that other people would be suspicious and worried in vain. When he saw the face of the junior from the same training camp that was looking very dull, he had to nod in agreement.

“Just one night or others will be suspicious. Today, you can say that you want to come play games with me.”

“Thank you...”

“Because of that?”

There was only a nod and a long sigh from Woojin. I don't know how to help. It's a problem between two people that he can't intervene in. I can only hope that the two of them will get back to the way they were soon. That's all.

“Hurry up and clear things up, the longer we leave this, the more it will become a problem.”

“Uh...”

Sometimes Daehwi doesn't understand why the other person acts so distant.

Or it might be because he acted too intimately and made that person annoyed.

If that's the case...what should I do?

It's a secret that none of the members knew before, even those from the same label like Park Woo Jin.

The story of him 'secretly liking' that Bae Jin Young.

I've liked it for a long time and I've liked it since I joined the show.

Produce 101

I liked it from the moment we all danced to the song.

Pick me

A center like him can see everyone.

But he didn't know why his eyes were only looking at one person.

young man in position

F

which is the lowest position on the stage

But the other party's dancing style is so mesmerizing that you can't take your eyes off it.

He fell in love with Jinyoung from that moment.

I've always looked forward to it every time we get closer. When we're together, it's so happy and fun that I don't want to forget that time.

I've always looked forward to it and didn't expect us to debut together.

Joy flooded my chest the longer we were together. The more the inner feelings are expressed, the more

But Lee Dae Hwi probably forgot to think that doing this might make the other party feel uncomfortable.

Until you have to distance yourself from each other.

It's not that I don't understand, I just don't know how to behave so that we can return to the way we used to be.

or the truth

He should give up.

Should have known a long time ago

that

The love between the members

No matter what you do, there will be no hope.

...END...

--Writer Talk--

Hello everyone.

MindurDP

It's me.

First of all, thank you very much for reading this story.

It's the first fic of

wannaone

I decorated it.

which your friend asked for And Wright also wanted to create a sad, gloomy atmosphere.

So this pair was born (haha).

I'll honestly confess that the writer wasn't a writer from the beginning. I've never written fiction. I've read some of it in passing (but not to the point of following along).

This is therefore our first fic.

This band is the first (and probably the only) band that I'm a fan of.

love

WANNAONE

Very much.

If there is a mistake anywhere, I apologize.