After writing thriller dream stories for a while, Now I would like to take everyone into the story of love. and the sadness of the truth that happens in life sometimes I hope everyone will like it. Please leave comments, comments, and follow. I thank you very much.
The story that I will tell here may seem like fiction, a love story, a story, or a drama, but it is actually a story that actually happened to me, like a sweet dream that has come and gone. And in the style of sadness that cannot be returned All that's left is a faint memory, a vague image.
That is in my sad memories.
The story begins when I was in middle school, about to enter high school. At that time, I didn't know much about love or sex. Plus in those days
Social network
or
It's still not as widespread as it is today.
MSN
and
Hi5
And the most a mobile phone can do is Take a photo and send it as
MMS
Only if you want to upload a picture.
Hi5
Or according to various pages, you have to upload the images to the computer first and then upload them to different pages again. The picture is almost not clear. It's not like nowadays. Everything is very easy. At that time, I was dropped out of school or had to wait to fix it until I passed so I could go to high school like everyone else. While waiting for repairs
I have a lot of free time at home every day and just play on the computer. Until I met him in
Hi5
My brother's name is Brother Non. He is a man with two-tone skin. Not white but also not black Or would you call it a burnt honey color similar to Beyoncé's skin tone? I sat and looked at his picture for a very long time before I decided to say hello. But in my heart, I am very shy. Because at that age of mine I am a very shy person.
When you like someone, you don't dare to flirt directly like other people, even in
Hi5
Anyway, it took me a while before I decided to say hello by leaving a message.
And soon, Brother Non I answered and it was a time when I could tell that I was extremely excited and very happy. Because in my heart I wasn't thinking and hoping that he would answer me. Because I'm a normal-looking kid, white and pretty, everywhere, hahaha, so I don't dare to hope that anyone will like me or flirt with me at all.
After that, we arranged to meet at Future Park Rangsit mall.
The next morning I went to my appointment at around noon. On the movie theater floor of Future Park Rangsit Mall. Oh, I forgot to tell you that I'm so excited because P'Non was my type at that time. He had two-tone skin, was about 175 cm tall, and had a plump body. And it's a soldier too. Including him being a very warm and romantic person.
So it made me the most excited in my life at that time. And that moment when I saw the real person of P'Non. It made me feel so embarrassed that I couldn't tell and it was like he could sense my condition.
Actually, I'm hungry too. So we went to eat at the food court in the mall. P'Non was an extremely gentleman and even fed us food before we even said anything, that is, before he even refused. And P'Non ate two dishes of chicken rice. As for us, we only ate one plate, hahaha. Actually, we weren't full yet but I was afraid they would say that we ate too much, haha.
And while we were eating, suddenly an unexpected event occurred: the power went out and it was almost off. For a minute, it's secretly scary because when the lights go out in the mall, it's completely dark. I think everyone probably already knows this. But P'Non didn't have the same shocked expression as us and turned on the screen light of his mobile phone and shined it at us and said, "
Don't be afraid, P'Non is here." Then he stuck out his tongue at me, "Kuan... that's it, hahahaha. But I liked it, it was cute and he moved his place from the seat across the table from us. He came and sat on the same side as me in the dark. That is, it makes us act harder than before. The symptoms of embarrassment haven't even disappeared yet.
Came across this situation. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
And we noticed that the picture on his mobile phone screen was the picture he used on his phone.
Hi5
But it didn't matter because the mobile phone belonged to him, hahaha. And after the lights in the mall came back on normally and we finished eating, we went to watch a movie, which we invited because There is a movie that I really want to watch.
The Omen
It was released on 06.06.06 and P'Non was very cute and had no objections or anything. We wanted to watch whatever story we wanted.
But when we went to watch a movie together, it seemed like there was a moment when P'Non secretly fell asleep too, hahahaha. I guess it's not the type of movie that I like, but I agreed to do what I wanted. And actually, when the movie ended, I came out of the movie theater. We also asked Brother Non. He said
“I like all kinds of movies. Except it's similar to the movies we watch today. It's a bit boring, hahaha."
So we asked again: “Then why didn't you tell me that you didn't like this style? You will be able to choose other stories to watch instead. You won't fall asleep in the movie theater like this hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
And P'Non answered: "I see that we want to see this. I've never seen anything like this before and this movie is new too. So you followed my heart. Because my purpose today was to meet in order to spend time with us. What are you going to do and watch? Aren't you serious?"
I mean, it's crazy what a romantic person this is. So it made us feel that he was really cute. And then a good feeling suddenly arose.
And I forgot to tell another scene that when we were sitting and watching a movie, P'Non suddenly grabbed and held our hand without saying a word first. I was really embarrassed, but since I already liked P'Non from the beginning, the more I got to meet him in person, his hands might be a little rough, but they were warm and felt like he was protecting us. at all
So I'd rather sit like that than be warm and kind, and it's really satisfying, hahaha.
After we finished watching the movie, we invited him to come to our house as well.
Because after finishing watching the movie, it was around 3-4 p.m. and it wasn't even dark yet and I felt like time had passed very quickly> Brother Non didn't deny it. So we took a taxi back to my house.
When we arrived home, I introduced him to everyone in the house and brought him up to sit and talk in my room. We didn't talk much because I was still shy and Non asked to lie on my lap too. Hahaha, I'm not acting right now. But nothing happened. P'Nont also said that
In a few days, he will have to return to the military where he is stationed. And that's another reason why he made an appointment to meet with us and wants to spend all of his time with us right now. And we thought that anywhere Then it's better to ask him what he thinks of us when he meets us. So I asked P'Nont:
“Brother Non, I would like to ask you directly. What do you think of me after meeting the real me?"
P'Nont replied, "Honestly, I like you. We are cute and white. I like this. It's my type. Hahaha."
So I asked P'Non again, "Seriously, P'Non, don't joke with me to make me happy. I like you too. I don't want to think about it myself alone."
P'Nont replied, "Really, I like you. I'm cute. I'm your type."
So we teased P'Non again, saying, "Wow, you look so good that you're a soldier too." Has no one come to talk to me or say hello?"
P'Nont replied that “Yes, there are a lot. But most of them just come looking for sex. I don't like it. I want to be in a serious relationship. I'd rather find a boyfriend. You see that we are different from other people. So I tried talking to him and liked it so he came to meet us."
Well, it's like, it's even more than what we dreamed about our boyfriend at the time. Never thought I'd meet someone who They like us like we like them. And they're each other's specs like this. And after talking for a while, actually time passed very quickly because when I realized that the sky was already red.
P'Non asked to leave first because it was getting late. I have to go back first. I didn't say anything and said I would walk him to take a taxi and As he came out of our room and was about to go down the stairs, Suddenly I felt like I really wanted to hug him. So I rushed to hug him without him even realizing it.
They both almost fell down the stairs. And P'Non turned and said
"What are we doing?"
So we said that "Well, I want to hug you, Brother Non. I suddenly feel like hugging you."
P'Nont then told me that "If you want to hug me, just tell me nicely. I don't see the need to do this."
So we told Brother Non that "Well, I'm embarrassed by you, Brother Non."
P'Nont told me that "I'll tell you later." Then he turned and hugged me. After a moment, they walked down the stairs together.
After that day We called each other almost all the time but never saw each other because Non had to clear up some business at home before he had to return to the military station. But P'Nont told us what day he would have to go on duty and he wanted us to send him off and asked us. We replied that of course we had to send it. We had no objection because in our hearts we wanted to send it.
And the day when P'Non had to return to station at the department had arrived. and made an appointment to meet at Old Mochit Transport Station It's because Brother Non has to take care of some business before getting in the car. And we got to meet P'Non at the old Mochit bus station. And P'Non prepared a surprise in a way that we weren't prepared for at all.
That is, he had already bought a bus ticket for us and let us take him to his place. Phetchabun Province at the military department where he is stationed. I mean, I didn't even ask first. Hahaha. Well, it feels really good. But I wasn't ready for it, hahaha.
But we didn't deny anything, we considered it a fun ride together, hehehe, and it would be a chance to spend time together as well because we probably wouldn't see him again for a very long time.
It's time to get in the car. We sat by the window and he sat next to me. We followed the usual pattern of booking tickets, hahaha. And while sitting in the car for a while, P'Non also brought a song for us to listen to by putting one earphone in our ear and telling us:
“This is my favorite song. I want us to listen."
We kindly agreed to listen, and it turned out that that song was our favorite too. It is an international song called
Only Love
Sung by
Trademark
I think everyone will be familiar with it if they listen to it. which as I listened to it, I felt Why does it seem like the two of us have known each other for a very long time? Why do you feel that It's like fate destined us to meet each other. It may sound very soap opera-y, but it really felt that way at that moment, and P'Non held our hands tightly even though the people around us were looking at each other.
But he doesn't seem embarrassed or anything. So it makes us not feel ashamed and think Why am I ashamed? He still doesn't care about anyone. Why should we care? Hehehe. It would be the most romantic moment in my life and I was very happy at that time. Because in my life before I met you. Non has never met anyone who would do anything like this to me or give it to me.
And when we got to the bus station or bus stop, I wasn't sure. P'Non's friends were already waiting for P'Non, wondering if they had already made an appointment. and without appointment and expectation P'Nont also introduced us to his friends to know that I am his girlfriend. "I mean, later on, you should have told me first if you were going to introduce me to anyone."
I thought of this alone. That is, it was another surprise that was unexpected but made us so happy that we couldn't stop smiling. And while P'Non went to buy a return bus ticket for me. He had his friends come and talk with me for a while. Which now I know He went to talk and told his friends that
I already have a girlfriend and will bring my girlfriend to debut with me. I never told him about it. My friends looked as excited as I did. Because he told me that
"I've never seen Non be with anyone."
"You're the first person that Non has come to introduce you to." and
"You're cute. We shouldn't. Non is both in love and in love like this." Or
"It's really sweet. I'm leaving this to Non as well." I mean, what the elders said, is it me? Is it cute? Where is it that's cute? Hahaha, I'm the only one thinking about this. But I'm glad that it's all in a good way and I'm glad that Brother Non likes us this much, including his friends.
And when P'Non came back to sit after he had finished buying the bus ticket. There was further teasing for a while and P'Non waited to send me into the car before returning to the military. And before I got into the car P'Nont also said that
"When you arrive in Bangkok, please call me. When you get home, please tell me, darling." It's like, "Ah, I've gone crazy." Calling it love even though we've only known each other for less than a month. I'm embarrassed.
While I was driving back alone There was a lot of time to think. Regarding P' Non, since when did we agree to be together as boyfriend or girlfriend? The answer is, I don't know when. But it's like we both think the same way already, so there's no need to talk or agree for long, hahaha.
Strange, I had never encountered anything like this before in my previous life.
The day has almost passed. After two months, I was able to fix and pass the subjects I had assigned to me in middle school and go on to study for a vocational certificate at
SBAC
Around Saphan Mai But I still call and talk and keep in touch with P'Non without missing a beat. But the strange thing is During that time, I was also a spoiled child and quite an idiot. But I never once quarreled with P'Non. Never really even once. It seems like P'Non understands us and always does what we want. Including one time
I thought of a plan to test Brother Non's heart. By having a friend call and tell P'Non that I had a heart attack and am now resting in the nursing room at school.
By using our mobile phone to call. And what I heard was It's like Brother Non is crying and telling my friends that
"I love you very much. How do you disturb your friends? Please take care of my younger sibling instead of me. If you can leave the department, you will already leave. But I really can't leave. Anyway, please take care of him and tell him too from time to time. Please, I beg you."
When we heard P'Nont say that, we felt like we were very bad for testing the hearts of the people we love like that. But being a child at that age, he did it without thinking. So we quickly grabbed the phone from our friend and told Non that we were feeling better. Don't worry about that.
And after that day, we didn't dare to try and act stupid with P'Non again. But I didn't have the courage to tell him that that time was a test on his brother because he was afraid he would be angry.
Time has passed until the first semester break has arrived and my relationship with P'Non has gotten better and better. Getting sweeter and sweeter Brother Non likes to do romantic things. Always make us smile, such as drawing a picture of the two of us on paper and writing how much we love each other and then taking a photo and sending it to us via message. We also found out later that Brother Non was a cook at the military camp where he was stationed.
And sometimes when he calls, there will always be teasing sounds from his friends. This school break we went on a family trip and came across an amulet that combined the symbols of all religions on one pendant And I felt that the energy was very good, so I rented it to bring it to P'Non as well to protect it when we meet again.
And I also took a photo and sent it to P'Non via message that I would give this pendant along with the necklace. P'Non was very happy, but that time never came.
There are a lot of things happening this semester break. I even competed in a marathon dance competition with my friends. And got a prize, even though it wasn't much, but got a new pair of shoes from the prize I got, hahaha. But the important thing was that during the time of the competition, P'Non suddenly called while I was I was in a dance competition so I could ask for help to transfer money, about 30 baht.
It didn't matter much, but the point was that I couldn't withdraw from the competition or the entire team would be disqualified from competing. But even so, P'Nont wasn't angry or annoyed with me at all. But it is also one of the things I regret the most. Because after that day P'Non was suddenly called to station at the third southern border, completely unexpected for both him and me.
And after P'Non was called to station at the third southern border, We still communicate with each other all the time because we are very worried about him. As we all know at that time The three southern borders are a dangerous red zone because there is a war with southern bandits. Every time I called P'Non or he called me, I always heard gunshots or loud noises.
Including not being able to talk for a long time like before. It made me even more worried and worried than before. But the story has passed. Luckily, P'Nont was fine and returned safely. And Brother Non has returned to his original position in Phetchabun Province. And things that were unexpected or expected to happen in my life happened.
At that time, Brother Non had moved back to be stationed in Phetchabun. We have been in contact with each other more, calling each other more frequently than before because of missing, worried, worried, and because we haven't seen each other at all. One night P'Non agreed to come out and talk to us outside the soldiers' sleeping quarters. Because the topic we talked about that night was our future. If Non is discharged, how will we plan our lives next? P'Nont said that
“I want to live together, use the same things, and I'll go back to work as a programmer as usual so I can earn a lot of money. Let's create a family. Then we'll be able to move in together as a couple." I'm very happy to hear P'Nont speak like this. And that night we had a very long conversation. But I never thought that this would be the last night and the last time that we would talk.
After that night, news came from his friends the next day that Brother Non has dengue fever. I think it was probably because that night P'Non came out and stood and talked with us. Because I saw them complaining that they were too busy. We were told to go back to sleep and be worried. But Brother Non didn't listen and said he wanted to talk first.
So we told Non's friends that we would like to inform them of Non's condition periodically. Please let me know because I am very worried. He agreed, but soon after about a week There was news that Brother Non had died from dengue fever. That news made me so shocked that I couldn't do anything.
Since we've been together, we've only met once. The hug was not completely hugged either. Over a year of dating, we had only met once. The item I bought has not yet been given to me. Even though we had already planned the future together. But having to leave each other unexpectedly like this, I can hardly accept it.
I cried for several days before I could come to terms with it. But no matter what, life must go on. I had to bravely endure this period until I finally got through it.
The time that passed until the school term started, those 2 days was another day that I remember very well. I will never forget it. It is an image that I still see no matter what. That day, I came back from school and got off the bus and was about to cross. Future Rangsit side to catch the bus home. But under the bridge on the U-turn I saw Brother Non. Standing and facing me At that time I was very stunned.
Can't believe my own eyes And I thought to myself, how is it possible that Brother Non has already passed away? But without thinking any further, my legs instinctively moved on their own, like a person half-running, half-walking. And when we were close to Non, who I saw, I was about to reach out and grab him, when suddenly his body was like a fog of smoke that disappeared and was blown away by the wind. At that moment, I was stunned, shocked, and stood frozen.
Including my tears flowing without realizing it. That feeling It's like he's coming to visit us, right? What do we see? I can't explain But I'm glad that he still came to see us for us to see one last time.
Real life is more than any fiction or story.
I would like to dedicate this story to Brother Non. and memories include All the feelings that I have taken and transcribed for everyone to read :'< .