*Warning: This fic is not intended to offend the members in any way*

“I have something to deliver!!!” The delivery driver called Cherprang, causing the 40-year-old aunt to be confused as to who had sent the item.

The name of the sender was addressed, causing Cherprang to be a little stunned.

She hurried back into the house and went up to unpack things in the bedroom.

The rope that tied the box was slowly untied. The cutter gently cuts the sealing tape.

Cherprang slowly opened the package.

Inside there were many scraps of paper stuffed. There was a letter on it.

“To Cherprang”

Even though the paper is yellow But the ink written on it still hasn't faded.

Cherprang sat down on the bed and slowly read the contents of the handwritten letter...

To Nong Cher

When Cher received the letter and the items in this It's probably a bit old.

But I probably won't have the opportunity to deliver it to Cher myself.

It may have been a long time since our love began and ended. Cher must have met someone better than me.

I'm happy too.

Do you still remember? The day I added you on Facebook. And then we talked. Cher still answered me in a confused way.

Back and forth, we talked very closely. Until I know Noey, your friend too.

I might complain a lot, haha.

“I don't mind you,” Cherprang said with a soft laugh.

Two months of slowly building our relationship, finally, that day has arrived.

Do you remember that day we argued? Then I slowly apologized to you and asked to date you.

It seems strange, but we really loved each other, right?

“Yes...I love you very much…”

However, it was my own mistake. uncertainty as well

I'm sorry I'm not quite sure. Because of my military status I care about the nation more than anything.

even love I have to abandon it. If there is a threat to the country

I don't want you to regret it later. If you know that I can't fully take care of you

I feel bad.

I want to hold you close to death. But I have to let go.

That day when you were still studying abroad, I still remember.

“At that time, I acted busy in order to forget you, you know…”

I have become a nurse in the military department in the three southern border provinces. When I sent this, it was already in the area.

Are you okay now? If I could come back I hope to meet you.

I hope so.

I still want to fulfill my promise to travel to Siam with you. I want to take care of you as a lover for once. But I probably wouldn't do it. You're not happy to have me next to you, are you?

You don't want to see my face, I know that.

Good luck, Cherprang.

I still love you always and will love you forever.

Lt. Milin

1 October 2021

“Damn, it's already the year 2041!!!” Cherprang moaned softly. When the owner of the letter writes the year back 20 years

“By the way...Brother Nam Nueng sent this from the military department. Better try calling the agency!!!”

Cherprang picked up the phone and found the number for the military department on the envelope and made a call.

“Hello, Southern Border Region Military Command.” The person on the other end of the line, a soldier on duty, answered the phone.

"Ah..that is...contact Lieutenant Milin."

“From where?”

“Cherprang”

“Wait a moment.”

Cherprang's heart pounded violently. She wondered if the other party would answer the phone or not.

The end of the line was cut into a transfer line for a while. Before the same soldier's voice answered back.

“Excuse me, if you mean Captain Milin. Medical unit address You moved away a long time ago.”

"You're not fooling me, are you? Nam Nueng ordered the younger brother to come and speak like this, right..”

"I'm not lying, sir."

“Thank you...”

Cherprang's mobile phone fell to the ground. She looked back at the package, not yet looking at the gift inside.

Cherprang slowly removed the scraps of paper. The contents inside gradually appeared.

----- Year 2021 -----

“I have been here for a year now. The ring was not worn. Let's give this to Cher." Namnueng put his own ring into a parcel box that was partly lined with scraps of paper.

“This one, this one, this one, this one.” Namnueng slowly put the things she wanted for her ex-boyfriend into the box that would send her heart away.

“Huh?! Delivery for the next 20 years?!” The employees at the delivery store were shocked by Namnueng's words.

“Yes, 20 years.” Namnueng still had a determined expression on his face, causing the employees to feel embarrassed.

“U..uh...well...it's....”

“How many thousand can you charge me? But please send me something!!!!”

"is…"

“Please accept the deposit. In fact, it can be deposited.” The branch manager came out and told the employee to receive Nam Nueng's items.

"Please give it to me. In 20 years, please give it to me..."

“Yes, yes, customer…”

“Patrol soldiers and injured civilians!!!” The head nurse came in and shouted like this. It is well known that everyone will have to go to work again.

Namnueng put on his body armor and helmet before holding a gun and running into the car with his teammates.

"How are you? Please be patient." Namnueng slowly gave first aid to a soldier who was injured from the explosion.

“Brunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

The terrorists returned for a second round….

“Everyone find cover!!!” When Namnueng heard the command, he quickly ran to hide in the corner of a building with a few other soldiers.

“Ring” the sound of a grenade rolling towards a certain waterway. The safety latch has been released….

“Fuck, squat!!!”

“Brum!!!!”

Namnueng's dark green military uniform turned black.

A huge amount of blood slowly flowed from the wound.

In addition, his right leg was also completely blown apart by the force of the explosion.

"P'Mee, P'Mee, don't worry!!!" Pan, a hospital nurse who knew Namnueng, tried to call for the other person to remain conscious.

“I have a problem...help...the brother who...”

"I'll quickly give you first aid."

“No...yes…” Namnueng slowly took out an item from his left chest pocket.

It's a printed Polaroid picture. It's a picture of her and Cherprang together.

"Take...give it to...Cherprang...in Bangkok...your diary in your room..."

“Who is Cherprang?”

“Find...find...bring those two things to...make sure…”

“This picture...it's yours!! Plus it's stained with my blood!!!”

"Make a mess...actually annoy me until the last second..."

“Yes, brother. I can go back to Bangkok. I will do it!!!!”

no reply

One water has gone still.

“Phi Bear!!!!”

“Pung Pong,” the doorbell sounded. Cherprang then went out to welcome the visitors.

“Who are you looking for?”

"Uh... I'm here to see Cherprang. I'm Pun, P' Mee Lin's junior. Oh, P' Nam Nueng."

"yes"

"Is it P'Cherprang?"

"Yes, what do you have, little one?"

"Well, there's something that he left with me 20 years ago." Pan placed his backpack against the front of the house and reached down to pull the zipper open.

"Hey, hey, let's go to your house first." Cherprang slid the door open to let the important guest in.

“There are three things, sir.” Pan opened the bag in front of Cherprang.

“First of all, it's a diary from when he was there. He gave orders on the ambulance. I told you to bring it to me.”

“Secondly, it might be...a little messy…” Pan took out a ziplock bag. Inside was a bloodstained picture that Namnueng gave in an ambulance 20 years ago.

“This is…” Cherprang took the envelope. Her tears didn't stop flowing.

"Nam Nueng...Nam Nueng is dead?..." Cherprang turned to ask Pan with a sobbing voice.

"It's... the third thing... I'll tell you myself..." Pan answered stammeringly.

“Bring it.”

“Haha…”

“Bring it!!!!” Cherprang went and pulled Pan's shirt collar.

“Wait a moment, brother. I don't have any of this stuff!!!”

“You don't have it with you. And how can you tell that there are three things!!!!”

“Bingbong!”

“Here it is, haha.”

Cherprang pushed Pan away and walked to the front door of the house.

When the door opens Cherprang slowly looked at the person in front of him.

She was wearing a t-shirt and a pleated skirt.

This woman's right leg is a prosthetic leg.

Her face, Cherprang remembers well who she is.

Cherprang's tears flowed as she shouted words that made the person in front of her laugh softly.

“I told you not to tease me like this. Why do you still tease me like this? Crazy Bear!!!”