'J' secretly likes a friend in the same group. But he could only pretend. 'Rain' plays all day. The other party saw him as just another rival who didn't get along well. When he thought about confessing his feelings to Rain He must come to know the truth. Rain is already dating a man!?

Drama work is coming again. Haha. It's a story based on the characters in the story 'Is it wrong? If I secretly like him', referring to Jay who secretly thinks of Rain more than a normal best friend. You can definitely read them separately and you won't be confused. Please read them. ^^~

I stared out at the balcony of the condo where I was staying. The cool breeze of dusk blows against my face. The lights from the buildings and cars on the road remind me that I am here. I have lived with these things since I can remember. And soon I moved to a condo here alone. To look quiet and lonely in the eyes of others But I think it looks freeing. I want to do anything.

But I don't intend to act like a slut every day.

Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah

My phone rang. I immediately went to pick it up. In my heart I expected that the person I wanted to talk to would call. But it might just be a thought. That guy would never call unless it was something really important.

"What's up?"

I put my voice down

“[Are you masturbating? Looks like he's in a bad mood I interrupted]"

A voice that I am very familiar with and a phrase that few people dare speak to me like. Made me ask confusedly. Even if you can guess who it is But I want to hear it clearly. Maybe I'm so blurred that my ears are blurry.

"Who?"

“[Oh, just pretend like you forgot. Damn Jay pants]"

The voice on the other end of the line said the nickname he had given me, making me remember it immediately. Is this Ren calling me!? I was shocked for a moment before replying.

"What's wrong, fagot! Are you calling to disturb me? People are about to finish.”

Even though I said it out loud, inside I felt something strange. Why are you so happy that that bastard called?

"[That's disgusting!]"

“You do the same thing. Or is it not true?”

So how come we can talk about things like this?

"[Never, I'm an innocent person]"

Hearing that, I laughed lightly.

"So clear, Ran."

"[Well..it's up to you to think about]"

Just hearing his voice makes me happy, even though we're talking about non-issues.

“So what's the matter? You probably didn't call because I missed you, right?"

I asked if it was true. But I can guess that he probably didn't say he missed me anyway.

"[What the hell are you thinking about!]"

That's not at all different from what I thought.

"[Damn Arm, I gave you a lawyer's sheet to copy, didn't you? I'm going to ask for a copy. I have my first class tomorrow because I'm afraid I won't make it in time. Teacher Wi is even more brutal.]"

Rain made a long speech.

"Oh..so what? Are you going to come and get it?"

"[Yes, you can come out and wait in front of the condo. We're almost there]"

My heart is pounding hard. Rain will come to me. Even if it's just coming to get the sheet. But I accidentally smiled a little to myself.

"Okay, don't delay."

I also don't understand why I don't express my true feelings. Or because that guy and I had never spoken nicely to each other before? So I didn't dare to say exactly what I thought. It's me who always stirs up arguments. It seems difficult for me to speak nicely.

I walked out and stood in front of the condo after hanging up the phone. Without forgetting to pick up the sheet of Arm, who is Rain's closest friend. I looked up at the stars in the sky that were completely darkened by the lights from various buildings, causing only darkness to be seen. before letting out a soft sigh It's like my feelings are being hidden right now.

Brunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

The sound of a motorcycle stopping in the parking lot in front of the building along with the owner of the figure walking toward him.

"Hey, come quickly."

I greeted him first. Just seeing his face makes me want to walk in and hug him. But he tried to control himself. While always telling myself that this guy already has a girlfriend. I'm a cute woman. This guy would never like a guy like me. Plus they argue almost every day.

"I just dropped by to send Lina home so I stopped by."

Those words reinforced the feelings I had. I clenched my fists, realizing how much this guy loved her. No one can replace her.

"Here's the sheet..get it then hurry back. I'm going to bed now."

I handed him the sheet, starting to hate myself for talking like that to him. It must have been jealousy that made me say such mean things. Even though I knew in my heart that I had no right to even think about it.

"Well, I don't want to stay too long."

After saying that, he went to start the car. I was about to walk up the building but was stopped when Rain called out to me first.

"J.."

He called me softly by my real nickname, not a given nickname.

"Thank you. Sweet dreams. Bye."

Finishing his sentence, he rode away immediately. Leaving me standing alone in front of the building. I shake my head a little. before letting out a small smile at Rain's expression. You've made me never give up, Ren..

That night, I secretly smiled alone until I fell asleep. Damn it! Why are you so cute? Even though you're actually a man. I walked into the football field where the crowd was still thin. He placed his bag on the bench near the edge of the field before walking towards Arm who was sitting on the field taking a break.

“Why did you come so early today? I usually see the phone all the time."

I smiled at that greeting before sitting down next to the arm.

"There's nothing.."

I replied with a smile. Arm turned and looked at me confused and didn't ask anything further.

"Oh..Do you know yet?"

Arm begins.

"What do you know? If it's about someone, I don't want to know!"

I told you beforehand. Because this guy often knows little things about school, such as Who is having an affair with whom? Who is someone's girlfriend? Or there are news stories about people fighting each other all the time. But it's strange that he doesn't join any newspaper clubs like that. But so be it.

"No, it's about Rain."

That name made me who didn't want to know at first immediately perk up.

"Why is that Ren?"

I didn't even want to know anything about that guy. I'm just listening out of politeness. (Where are you going? ><~)

"Um..are you interested?"

That spear is broken! Diligent people are waiting to listen. Brought to you to ask a question that was difficult for me to answer.

"I'm not interested, I just want to know what else that bastard did."

I answered evasively, Arm smiled a little before continuing.

"I saw that he broke up with Lina yesterday."

"Ha! TRUE"

I asked in shock. That guy broke up with the woman he had been with for 3-4 years.

"Yes. Why, I don't know."

That guy who returned from sending Lina yesterday to break up with her!? I sat still and didn't reply to Arm. That guy was acting strangely yesterday. Plus he said goodnight to me. Can I think for myself?

"Let's go play football. Maybe Rain will come and ask again."

Arm invited him to stand up and stretch out his hand to pull me up. Going to exercise sometime in the morning is also good. And why do I have to be in a better mood like this? I don't understand.

As he kicked the ball, his eyes searched for the person he wanted to meet the most. Then I saw Rain walk onto the field and sit down on the edge of the field. I saw Arm hurriedly walk over and present his face. I guess I'd like to know.

"Hey, hey, Ren!"

Followed by a loud greeting that the whole stadium could hear. I saw Rain make a sad face in his arms and I secretly smiled all alone.

"what?"

Rain asked quietly as Arm stopped in front of him. I didn't intend to eavesdrop on their conversation. But I happened to be standing within earshot, that's all.

“What else is coming? I broke up with my boyfriend and didn't learn to tell my friends."

Arm opens the issue without wasting time. I saw Ren look shocked for a moment before speaking.

"Oh, it's over."

Ren replied curtly.

“Or where do you secretly like men? That's why I broke up with someone who had everything like that girl."

I had listened to them talk from the beginning and I accidentally interrupted and walked over and smiled mockingly at that guy. I secretly saw Rain's shocked expression for a moment before quickly adjusting to normal. "Don't be a moron, you stupid pants. That's more of a boss."

Seeing Rain make an annoyed face at me is cute in a different way.

"Who are you calling Jay-Pants?!" You fagot!”

I started yelling while Rain sat still trying to provoke me. Well..I'll let you wash it every day.

"I don't want to argue with you. I'm in a good mood today, let's go!"

I finished speaking and walked out, leaving the two people sitting there confused by my actions.

Several days had passed since Rain broke up with Lena. Today was the day I decided to do something that might change my life from now on. Yes..I will confess everything to that guy. After thinking and pondering for a long time I've been waiting for this time for many years, since I entered Mathayom 4. You could say it's new. Because I secretly liked him since then...

Going back to the 4th grade. (I'm new to Mathayom 4)

'Too bad! You'll definitely be late for work like this'

I told myself as I increased my running speed. But because he didn't see the person coming in the opposite direction, he hit that person and fell.

'Sorry, are you alright?'

I asked with a concerned look on my face, reaching out to pull his arm to get him up.

'Um..it's okay. But we're in the same room.'

He studied my face for a bit before continuing.

'What is your name?'

'J..'

I answered, feeling something strange, I don't know why.

'Um..I'm Rain. I have to go to work. Go Jay.'

He called my name even though we just knew each other. And also smile That's when I started to like that guy. Even though I had never thought of liking a man before. After that we became close until we were in the same group. But I don't know why he and I always bite each other when we meet.

"Ah!? Did you come to see Ren?"

A beautiful woman walked out of the shop where Rain worked part-time and smiled sweetly at me, who was hesitantly standing in front of the shop. I suspect he knows because of my school uniform. I smiled back at him before speaking.

"Is Ren there?"

"I just went out with my girlfriend."

That older sister smiled sweetly while I stood still in shock. Fanny means..? Is it Lina? Or is it someone new?

"Is something wrong?"

He asked with a clear expression of concern on his face when he saw me keeping my head down.

"Uncle..can you explain it to me?"

The cocoa cup that was warm at first was now completely cold. But I didn't bother to pick it up and drink it. My brain is now empty. I was so choked I could hardly speak. Never thought I'd feel this way This is what they call..broken heart. I want to forget today from my mind. I don't want to know anything else. That doctor..Rain. I have a new boyfriend.

Plus, that person is also a man. Why? If I had confessed sooner, he might have liked me. But I lost to that older brother anyway, Brother Wine, because Rain secretly liked him before she even met me.

"Brother White, I'd like some liquor.."

I spoke while still not fully conscious.

"no! Pay attention, Jay. What will you get if you do that?"

Brother White tried to bring me back to my senses by shaking me.

"I want to forget.."

I muttered alone. Brother White stared at me silently.

“Because I was waiting for the right time, I was a coward and didn't dare to say it. That's why I lost Ren. Huh.."

I felt the edges of my eyes become hot. Drops of clear water flowed down without stopping. I rarely cry for anyone to see because that would show my weakness. But now I really can't stand it. It hurts so much that I don't know how to explain it.

"J.."

I felt the warmth of the body of the person in front of me. Brother White hugged me!? I was shocked and tried to pull away because I didn't want to use this as an excuse to take advantage of him. But he hugged him even tighter.

"Pa..P'White?"

"Don't be sad, Jay. I believe that one day you will be able to forget."

He gently comforted me while gently stroking my head.

"gulp.."

I tried to hold back my tears. Control yourself from hugging back. But my body doesn't listen to me at all.

“Sometimes you have to wait until it's good. But some things, if you just wait, they might go away first..so this is your lesson. Next time, you can definitely choose a better way.”

Brother White smiled softly at me. The warmth of this embrace made me forget most of those things. From now on, I'm just waiting for time to heal and get better.

"Thank you, Brother White."

1 month has passed

I was waiting for some people in front of the restaurant where Rain worked part-time. But the purpose for which I came now is no longer the same as that time.

Awesome!

The sound of the door opening before closing softly followed by its owner, a slim, handsome figure.

"Good, Brother White."

I greeted with a smile.

"Good. Come quickly."

He smiled and replied.

"I want to see you soon."

No problem, let me drop a little.

"Oh, another pot."

Brother White laughed before walking and stopping next to me.

"I'm the only one with you."

After speaking, Brother Whitey's face was as red as a ripe tomato. Really cute. Whoever's boyfriend doesn't know?

"Then let's go, shall we?"

I asked with a smile, grabbed his hand loosely and walked out of there.

I will never again hesitate to pursue happiness for myself. I won't let valuable time go to waste again. You're the one who told me, Brother White..

The end.

yes

I thought it would end in a dramatic way but I feel sorry for Jay. So it came out like this: 55 Jania is a character that I really like. Because he has feelings >///< I really like the man. He is very sensitive. Plus, I tease him because I like him. So cute. See you again ^^