PORCELAIN  THEMEs

If I were you.

If I were you..

If I were you..would I?

"I won't fall asleep in Professor Yifan's class." I walked over and stood to support the head of the person who was lying face down on the study table.

Baekhyun raised his head when he heard my voice. Raising a hand to cover his mouth, he couldn't help yawning. before taking my canned coffee from my hand and eating it with a blank expression. He drank the whole can in one go, then pulled out his right sleeve and wiped the coffee stain on his lips.

“Can't help it. I slept late last night.”

“Let's play another game.”

“Of course,” Baekhyun smiled. “It will take a while. I went to bed at four in the morning.”

“There will still be faces to show off. Please read some books.” I took Teacher Yi Fan's lecture book and lightly hit him on the head.

Baekhyun rubbed his head lightly, turned his face, moved his mouth to mock my expression. He always does that when I complain to him. I stood with my feet on the table and looked at that position with familiarity.

"This evening, before going home, let's stop by the bookstore." He reached out and touched my arm and smiled faintly at me.

"wow! This guy is going to the bookstore."

"Why? Can't get in?"

"Just wondering, where do they usually go?"

"Normally, I'm in too. You just don't see it."

I made a face of disbelief. Baekhyun laughs. As for me, I couldn't help but smile as well because.. when Baekhyun laughs. The world suddenly seemed brighter. Both his cute face Both his clear voice And his smile as he smiled at me seemed more special than others or maybe I just thought about it. But all of that made me fall in love.

If I were you, Baekhyun I probably wouldn't smile at me like this.

“You came to the bookstore for this reason, right?” I looked at Baekhyun, who was standing in front of the newly released comic book stand with his eyes wide open. I reached out and pushed his head angrily.

"I thought you'd come looking for a textbook to read."

"Why would I waste it? You can borrow it from me to read. It's a lot easier to understand because you've already highlighted the important things.” He shrugged, his eyes fixed on the comic book on the panel. His expression now was unmistakably childish.

"Is this you-"

“Kyungsoo..” He called my name, interrupting what I was about to say. When I asked what was wrong, he turned and made a pleading face (maybe) at me..

"What?" I gasped a little. In fact, he didn't make a face. What's so stupid? But Baekhyun is a sweet-faced person..

"Borrow some money."

"About what"

"This month my pocket money is gone. I'll give it back right away next month." Baekhyun shakes my arm until my arm starts to ache. Until now he still hasn't stopped making faces at me. I think the bookstore turned on the heater too loud.

“I can lend it to you. ..but you have to let me ride you home.” I faked a smile, even though in my heart I was cursing myself.

Baekhyun froze slightly. Probably because I was shocked by my strange condition. Which I know is strange. Where do I normally say this? I don't know what I was thinking and why I said it like that.. Or maybe I wasn't really thinking about anything at all, haha.

"W.. What do you say? Are you going to borrow it or not?" Damn it! Now I'm freaking out.

Baekhyun is thinking. I always act like that when I use my brain to think about things. His face became more solemn without his intention. His small eyebrows were slowly furrowing together. I didn't say anything to interrupt his thinking. Because I can't say anything. I was in some kind of trance that forced me to keep quiet and stare at Baekhyun silently.

If I were Baekhyun I don't want to make a cute face. This is for other people to see.

“How much do you weigh now?”

“50 or 51, something like this. Why do you ask..”

“Okay, today Baek hyung will carry Kyungsoo home. But for now, I'm going to borrow some money first,” Baekhyun said in a clear voice before changing to a deep voice at the last sentence. I want to die I want to slap him right now. If I were Baekhyun I wouldn't agree to such crazy conditions.

“Next time, I won't lend it,” I said as I paid for the comic book and waited for the employee at the counter to wrap the book cover I bought.

“Come on, because you're so kind, that's why I love you.” Baekhyun laughed brightly. before whispering in my ear, I'm going to wait in front of the store because the employees look too scary.

Baekhyun..

If I were you.. I wouldn't say I love someone so easily.

I walked out of the bookstore and saw the person who asked to leave first frowning at the digital scale in front of the store. When Baekhyun turned to face me, he immediately got off the scale. Before I even walked to it..

“I.. gained weight.” Baekhyun sighed loudly as if the world was going to end soon..

I looked at his tense face and couldn't help but laugh. There are only a few things that Baekhyun gets stressed about.. Weight Game Cartoon Baekhyun saw me laughing so he slapped me fiercely.

"That's right. You just eat, eat, eat and sit and play games."

Baekhyun made a fierce face (a little more than before).

"If I were you I'll exercise."

Baekhyunji's mouth opened slightly, his face twisted. I feel like I've seen this face many times today..

“Don't make that face. I'm worried about you." I smiled, but in my heart I was about to scold myself. I'm worried.. If I were Baekhyun, I'd probably be quite depressed.

“Okay, Kyungsoo, from now on Baekhyun will exercise often. I won't just eat, eat, eat and then sit and play games."

“Very good, then let's go home.” I took a step forward but stopped. When Baekhyun wasn't following He sighed and shook his head a few times. He took off his backpack and..

Squat down on the floor..

“What are you doing?”

"Don't be too strong. You'll both fall, I'm embarrassed." He scratched his cheek so hard I thought it would come off his hand as well.

Oh my gosh, I forgot about how to ride on the back..

“I'm just kidding. Get up.” I started to feel embarrassed. This is the front of the bookstore. When were there so few people passing by?

“Come up quickly.” If I were him, I wouldn't do this! Damn it!

“If I were you I will get dressed in the bathroom.”

Baekhyun, in a large white towel wrapped around his waist, was frantically rubbing his head with a small towel, stopping. He immediately turned his head towards me when he heard the sound. Baekhyun's shocked expression.. cute

“You went into someone else's room at will again, sir.” He continued rubbing his head. Before walking over and picking up the pajamas he had draped over the end of the bed, he went to change in the bathroom.

Coming out of the bathroom, Baekhyun was wearing a white t-shirt and shorts. I thought he would walk over to the computer desk, but no.. He walked over and sat down at the foot of the bed where I was already sitting.

“Are you going to bed now?”

“Are you not sleeping?” He raised his hand to cover his yawning mouth.

"Um, just sleep."

Baekhyun lay down on the bed and pulled the blanket over him before telling me to turn off the lights. I nod slightly. Reaching out to turn off the light, she lay down next to him.

It felt as if the room had quietened until I could hear my own breathing. Baekhyun moved his body to face me, causing me to secretly hold my breath. He closed his eyes tightly. Breathe in and out evenly. It's a sign that he's asleep..um, he falls asleep so easily.

I can't sleep.. I tossed and turned because I couldn't sleep for several minutes and had to stop. I only realized my hand was cold when it touched Baekhyun's hand. I hurriedly turned and ran the other way. I almost retracted my hand to escape, but because he held my hand so tightly, I couldn't retract it.

Even though I really came to take Baekhyun's bed. Baekhyun's bed is so cramped. Sleeping alone has almost nothing left. But he didn't mind me at all, didn't complain, didn't pull a face. Plus, he keeps me company when I can't sleep.

Really, Baekhyun-ah..

If I were you I wouldn't be as kind as you're treating me right now. And I probably wouldn't care about other people who aren't more important than just being normal friends like this..

“Eat, you can just sit here and stare.” I felt a poke on my head. It was a poke on the head that nearly tipped me over onto a plate.

“Um,” I turned to Baekhyun and gave a short nod in response. But my hand didn't move. I felt full even though I had only eaten a few bites.

Baekhyun stopped shoveling rice into his rice. Take your eyes from the TV screen and stop staring at me. I could only give him a dry smile. And suddenly he got up and disappeared into the kitchen, then came back with a basket of red grapes.

“Please eat a little. The weather is hot and I'm losing my appetite."

I sat still and looked at the basket of grapes as if it were a basket with something strange inside. As for Baekhyun, he still encourages me like that. And it didn't seem like he was impressed. So he moved the fruit basket in front of me instead of the rice plate.

“Eat more,” he commanded in a stern voice before he turned his attention back to the TV. I nodded and threw a grape into my mouth... Hmm.. at least it's easier to eat than rice.

“I don't like the peel,” I mumbled softly, peeling off the purple skin on the grape. After eating three children Grape peel tasted even worse than Master Chen's Chinese herbs. Actually, I have never eaten Master Chen's Chinese herbs. I just guessed from the smell.

"Eat it, it's beneficial."

"No, I don't like it." I shook my head.

I heard Baekhyun sigh. But he tried to peel off the last bit of skin that was stuck on the grape and handed it to Baekhyun.

“Is that good?” He smiled jokingly.

“Try it and you will know that it is much more delicious than the one with the shell.”

“Have you washed your hands yet?!” he laughed.

I hammered and pulled my hand back. I was about to throw a grape into my own mouth instead. But was held back by Baekhyun first.

..He leaned his face down close to my hand. His lips parted before he bit the grape in my hand. My fingertips were smeared with grape juice or his saliva, I don't know. I don't remember if my fingertips were wet before or not. But it doesn't matter. It was important that his warm feeling was still at his fingertips.

“It's delicious,” he smiled.

I nod lightly. without saying anything Clasp your fingertips in your palm. That strange feeling still hasn't gone away. I swallowed hard.

If I were you I probably want to do more.

And this is another night where I can't sleep. I feel like it's happening more frequently than before. Especially when I slept in Baekhyun's room. I don't know if I'm stressed about something or not. My mind was blank, completely white.

I looked at Baekhyun who was lying with his back to me. His shoulders moved up and down rhythmically. He was asleep. He slept so easily now. Even though he usually plays games all night. But when I came to sleep with him, I didn't even see him touch the computer.. After taking a shower, I lay down and lay down to sleep.

I take my eyes from him up to look at the white ceiling which is now a dull grey..not confused, it's just a white ceiling and when the lights are turned off. When the room is dark, you can't see that it's just white.

The entire room was completely silent. It was so quiet that I had to try to breathe softly for fear that the person sleeping next to me would wake up.

“Hey!” I was startled and let out a soft sound. When Baekhyun turned around and hugged me tightly. Why does he always make me think he's asleep?

“Can you not sleep?” A soft breath passes my trembling ear. His hoarse whispers were driving me insane. The sound of my heart pounding so loudly it almost came out of my body.

What is Baekhyun doing? If I were him, I definitely wouldn't do this!

“Um.” Before I could squeeze out a very short answer, He choked on his breath and almost died... And it's like now I can hear Baekhyun's smile in the dark, then...

Baekhyun pressed his lips to my temple. Repeat it until I feel hot all over.. I inhaled loudly, so loud that it was embarrassing. This time Baekhyun laughed softly before saying,

“Sleep.” His voice calmed me down. My heart swelled. I felt indescribably at ease. I closed my eyes as Baekhyun pressed his lips to my forehead piece by piece...

“Baek..hyun,” I muttered, feeling like I was in a dream. Baekhyun's kisses all over my face made me hardly dare open my eyes for fear that if I opened them everything would disappear..

“Shh...” I was silent.. I don't know why. But I couldn't move, as if my arms, legs, and body were being held tight by a large rope. There was only a feeling of something moving on my cold skin. It slowly heated up thanks to Baekhyun's skill.

“You keep saying that,” Baekhyun's whispered voice and strange touch made me bite my lip tightly and turn my head away from the hot touch from the tip of his tongue..

“If I were you..”

I accidentally let out a sharp breath. Try to open your eyes. and saw him in front of him ..In the darkness I could see Baekhyun clearly. And he was smiling mysteriously. My heart, which used to beat so loudly, has been quiet since I don't know when. Or in fact, it might have slipped away from me when I didn't realize it..

“Do you want to know....”

I swallowed loudly. Damn it!! Now everything I do is making loud noises. It's so embarrassing. What exactly is Baekhyun planning to do? What did he do it for?

He laughed and then he kissed me. before speaking softly

“If I were you.. I've taken care of it since the first night we slept together.”

FIN.

EDIT 090114.

Fixed some sporadic typos and misspellings. Wow!

EDIT 010114.

Correct some mistakes. But I don't know if it's all gone yet.

XD

TALK ;

It's finished. It's finished.

I just wrote a fic for the first time. Please introduce yourself. Just a moment.

Whether it's long or not, it's long. But if you say it's short, it's short, eh? Haha. I was going to divide it into two parts, but that's not better.

I want it to be a shot day! Because initially we planned the story to be just one shot. Because the main story has only If I were you, that would be it. But when I dress up and go back and forth.....um. It's far out to sea.

And actually, someone suggested changing bodies.... Due to (lazy and) fear that if I do that it won't end in one episode. And I won't be cute and warm, so I won't dress up. Haha. If you find a mistake, please secretly whisper it to me..

I can't find any meaning at all. (both from the story and talk)

The old year has passed. Whatever is new, let's leave it behind and start over with a good year. Happy New Year May this year be a good year <3

Thank you <3