The content of this story has nothing to do with the anime or manga because this story has not written anything related to basketball at all because the content of the story is more about feelings of loneliness. Both the protagonist and hero have different feelings of loneliness, and Akashi himself

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Kuroko Tetsuya

A young boy who has to live alone because his entire family has died. His personal life is dull, so not many people see him, which makes his life rather lonely and without friends........ ...but not for Akashi Seijuro.

Akashi Seijuro

A young boy who lives in the midst of a society full of hypocrisy all the time, which makes him feel lonely and isolated until he meets Kuroko Tetsuya.

Midorima Shintaro

The doctor who treated Kuroko's heart attack, Tetsuya, was a doctor who often scolded Kuroko because he had taken care of Kuroko's mother and family before everyone died. Has quite a close relationship with Kuroko.

When the sun rises, it must set……If there is happiness, there must be suffering…….If there is a beginning, there must be an end…..If there is love, there must be all love……If there is birth, then there must be death, but…… My love is not like what everyone knows about what happened to me, Kuroko Tetsuya. It started when I was sick and had to be hospitalized.

“How long have you been sick?”

“Ah!! Who are you?? Uh..Actually, you're asking me this..I've only been sick for about a week now...My name is Kuroko Tetsuya. And how long have you been sick?...And what's your name?"

That man, who could see me because usually no one noticed me much, that man had a face that could be considered very handsome. His eyes were different from the others because they were two-sided. One is red and the other is gold. His hair color is as outstanding as his face because his hair color is blood red, matching his sharp face very well.

"My name is Akashi Seijuro. I was sick not long before Tetsuya. When will Tetsuya stop staring at me?"

“Ah!! I'm sorry that I accidentally stared at you like that. It was really rude. I'm truly sorry.”

When Akashi-kun saw that I had been staring at him for too long, he reminded me to stop staring at him and instead look at the atmosphere of the sky. Today the weather is quite nice. The sky is bright blue. The clouds gradually floated beside me, because I had no one because everyone abandoned me until today. I have to live a life of loneliness and loneliness to the point that sometimes it makes me think of living. Living alone is difficult. It's good that I still have enough money left over from my mother's life insurance, which allows me to live without too much difficulty. But with the disease I have, I don't know if I can survive. How long?

“What are you thinking, Tetsuya??”

"Sorry..just sitting here thinking about my past a bit."

I turned around and smiled at Akashi-kun who was now sitting next to me before Akashi-kun stood up and spoke to me before he walked out of the hospital rooftop.

"Tetsuya, I have to go back to my room. You should go get some rest as there are people waiting to see you."

"Waiting to meet me?? And who is he?"

I went back and asked Akashi-kun but I didn't find anyone there. At that time I didn't think much of it and just walked quietly back to my room. The rest of the way was as usual. As always, no one noticed me until I finally walked to my own patient room. But what shocked me was that I met Doctor Midorima Shintaro, who was Standing and waiting for me inside the room

"Where have you been, Kuroko-kun? You haven't recovered yet. If you walk around like that, what are you going to do if you get sick?"

"Alas!! Doctor, I don't have a big problem here!! Plus, the doctor made me stay in the room, so I got bored."

“Sigh!! Now come sit and the doctor will check your condition.”

Dr. Midorima is the same doctor who takes care of the illnesses of everyone in my family, including myself.

"Um…..The current symptoms are nothing to worry about, but don't go out and play around too often."

“Yes….uh….Doctor, do you know the patient named Akashi Seijuurō? I just want to know which room he is in!! When he and I separated, I forgot to ask him.”

"Akashi?…..uh…..I'm not too sure, but where did you meet him?"

"Found it on the rooftop. I was sitting up there alone and Akashi-kun came in and invited me to chat. Doctor, what's wrong with you?"

"It's nothing…..Kuroko-kun, please rest."

Doctor Midorima walked out of the room and everything went quiet again…….I was lonely….I was unhappy….I had no one….I was left alone again. I was sick. Even though the doctor didn't tell me, that's enough for me to know that it wasn't that my illness was nearly gone or normal, but rather the opposite. Since I started living alone, I started to feel sick and anxious like this. But every time I just bought medicine and took it, it went away. But this time it was different because I fainted and then my heart stopped and I collapsed in the middle of the bookstore where I work. It's nice to have Someone gave me basic CPR and took me to the hospital.

Knock knock

“Tetsuya…..I want to come in.”

“Akashi-kun….please come.”

"How do you feel? The doctor told me you were close to recovery."

Akashi-kun asked me before he lowered his head and kissed my forehead with his hand, which I didn't resist because I didn't know why I felt so at ease every time I was near Akashi. Chi-kun

"I'm fine….but Akashi-kun, how did you know I was in this room?"

"There's nothing I want to know that I won't know, Tetsuya."

"So Akashi-kun, which room are you staying in so I can hang out in your room?"

"No need to, I'll be the one to come find Tetsuya myself."

After that, Akashi-kun and I talked and exchanged stories about each other, which made me realize that it wasn't just me that had to endure loneliness, Akashi-kun did as well because even though he was a person, Many people surrounded him, but no one ever approached him with sincerity because everyone wanted benefits from him. And since that day, Akashi-kun and I were often together and Then the day I began to have more doubts about him because Akashi-kun sometimes had trouble breathing, but when I called the doctor for him, Akashi-kun refused and just said that he didn't. What's wrong? And he's been like that for the entire time we've known each other, which has lasted for months.

Today the weather is not so bright and my condition is slowly starting to deteriorate because there are times when my headache and fainting spell suddenly become so intense that my heart stops beating. Indifferent and every time when my condition deteriorated to the point of my heart stopping, Dr. Midorima would help me pump my heart back up every time………

But everything I am about makes me afraid that I won't wake up and see Akashi-kun again……I'm afraid that one day if he opens the door and doesn't find me here, he How will I feel……I am afraid that I will have to leave this man alone. I don't want to have to leave him alone, and what is more important is………..I still haven't. I even told him my feelings for him.

"Tetsuya.......are you here again?"

"Ah........Akashi-kun!!"

"Why are you surprised that Tetsuya made an appointment with someone else?"

"No.........no.......Akashi-kun........can I ask you something?"

"Um!! Fine. If you can answer, I'll answer for Tetsuya right away."

"If one day I disappeared without telling you, would you feel lonely or like something was missing from your life?"

I'm asking because I want to know that if one day I can't revive again, what will Akashi-kun be like? Will he still be able to smile or will he go back to the way he was? That.......back to having a face full of pain like walking............ which is something I don't want because the Akashi-kun I know is suitable. With a smile on his face that was brighter than the sad smile like at that time.

“Why did Tetsuya suddenly say that?? Tetsuya is going to leave me?"

"Well........I.........I'm just making an assumption for fun. What is the answer, Akashi-kun?"

"If you're just joking then go..........but my answer is the truth!! If one day Tetsuya really disappears then I probably won't be here anymore... .....Because in this world I have only Tetsuya left who is everything to me."

"Ah.......Akashi-kun......I don't want you to think like that because my illness isn't getting any better. It's only going to get worse. If that day comes... If one day I can't wake up and wait to see you again, will you go back to being sad again?"

I asked Akashi-kun with a heartache because if his smile were to disappear just because of my death, it would definitely be my soul that had to endure the most suffering.

"No!! I won't be sad."

"Are you really saying that, Akashi-kun?"

"yes!!! Because I will follow Tetsuya."

"What exactly do you mean by following me?"

Akashi-kun didn't answer, but he held my hand and led me to follow him down from the rooftop and lead me to a stop in front of a room. The sight in front of me immediately startled me because of the person lying on the hospital bed. And the man standing next to me right now is the same person............Akashi-kun, who I understood for the entire month that we were together, was just a sick person. Ordinary like me, but not at all because all the time the person who is with me is his soul whose physical body is still sleeping giving off oxygen and still has all the cords.

"What exactly is this!!! Akashi-kun??"

"As you can see, that's my real body, which died a long time ago, but my father just hasn't let it go yet. That's why I told Tetsuya that if Tetsuya doesn't recover, If it really comes up again, I'll follow Tetsuya too."

"Why, Akashi-kun? Why do you have to go with me?"

"I don't even have to ask because I like Tetsuya........No!!! I love Tetsuya."

"Do.........Do you.........Akashi-kun really like me?"

"True!!! And Tetsuya, does he like me?”

"I like it.......I like Akashi-kun the most because to this day I'm still alive because of the only thing that is you, because I don't want you to be all alone. ......No matter how much I have to defy fate, I will still do it in order to revive and wait for Akashi-kun to come, no matter how much it causes me suffering."

"Then you don't have to resist!! Because if you don't have Tetsuya, you won't have me either."

Akashi-kun and I agreed that the next time my heart stops it will be the last because I will never be revived and neither will Akashi. He will leave his body permanently and we We'll go where the two of us are supposed to go together and I won't be lonely and Akashi won't be sad about being left alone anymore.

Tick.........Tick...........Tick......................... .................................................. .................................................. ...

Both me and Akashi's last vital signs sounded at the same time from different rooms. The personal doctor who was treating me and Akashi ran to both me and Akashi's room.. .............But I'm sorry, Dr. Midorima, because we probably won't go back again.

"Let's go, Tetsuya......to a place where it's just the two of us. I promise that I'll always be by Tetsuya's side from now on and forever."

"Yes, I will always be by Akashi-kun's side. Whether in this life or any other life, I will always be by Akashi-kun's side as well."

Akashi-kun gave me a very gentle and sweet kiss before our souls wandered off to a far away place where no one knew what would happen but as long as I Still having Akashi-kun by my side, there is nothing to be afraid of because I believe that everything will be fine if I have him with me like this and forever.

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