The love of children during high school...

because it is love

What do you think love is??? Some people say that... "Love is the feeling of yearning for a human life partner." Some people say that... "Love is the bonding of a covenant between people. It is a connection of good feelings towards each other that can be transmitted to each other's hearts." Some people say... "Love

is the creation of desires Carnal desire is a karmic loop that is created between them. And there must be compensation for each other according to the Buddhist proverb: Where there is love, there is suffering.” Some people say… “Love is encouragement and motivation. that can change a person From the bad way to the good way.” Different people have different definitions of “love”.

There is no right or wrong view. It depends on We will only look at it from what perspective...

I, myself, can only sit and think about what "love" really is... I've been looking for answers for myself. All the time, I watched as each of my friends gradually had "what could be called love" one by one. Some were talking. Studying and looking at each other. Some couples have already been together as lovers, while some couples have not been together for a long time.

And sometimes there are reasons why they have to break up, but they still love and be honest with each other all the time. Which I also wonder if love is actually something that is destined to be paired with humans and is considered something that humans can really determine for themselves, right? Or is it true? When a pair of human beings meet each other, it is destined for them to meet each other...

"... Boss... Boss" A voice woke me up from my thoughts. When I turned to follow the voice behind me, I met "A", one of my closest friends. We studied together since elementary school. Until when we entered high school, we took the entrance exam at the same school. And we've always been friends until now...

When we were studying in Mathayom 6 Even though we are busy, we don't have much time to go anywhere together with A. along with our group of friends, both groups of friends from elementary school and high school, because we had to prepare for the university entrance exam, but because A and I were in the same school

He and I still have good friendship. We always help each other. Both when he and I have problems. As a result, he and I are still as close as before. Our friendship is still as strong as before...

“Hey, what are you doing sitting here all alone, boss? I'm done with school. Why don't you go home, friend?" Ai A asked me with concern. "Is something bothering you? What can you tell me?” Ai A said seriously. He tends to notice me when I'm thinking about something stressful. or something that is always serious

“Uh… It's nothing, I'm just stressed out. About the university entrance exam And just sit and think about work, there's nothing to worry about. I'm sitting here waiting to bring the work file to the teacher. He's in a meeting, right? So I'm sitting here waiting for the teacher,” I replied.

“Hey, come on, you know that. I said, look at your face. You seem to be thinking about something serious, please tell me. You don't have to hide it from me. I don't think you're thinking about any work here,” A said, urging me to tell him what I was thinking.

“Wow, I'm here... I've never really closed you off, haha... I was just thinking for fun that... What is true love? Why does it seem like such a thing to so many of us? I dream of being able to experience it.” I replied, wondering what I was thinking.

“That's it, boss nerd. Every day I focus on studying. I've never seen anyone wonder about these things in a hundred days or a thousand years. Or... do you have a crush on any girl in school?" Ai A said with a teasing gesture and tone of voice.

"What are you talking about? No, I'm just curious." I replied immediately.

"Ah, I can believe you, haha." Ai A replied silently for a while. So I decided to ask A, "Hey A... you have a boyfriend too. Please tell me about it." That the love that I found How is it and what does it mean to you?” I asked curiously.

"Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh! Do you want to know? Dad wants to be in love." Ai A teased in his style of being an annoying person.

“It's nothing. You told me about it. I want to hear it,” I replied seriously.

"Okay, okay, I'll tell you about it," A said, and then started telling the story. “I've been in love twice before. The first time was when I was in middle school, with a person named Praew. You know this at the time. We were together from Mathayom 2 until Mathayom 4, and then we moved to study again. Because of exams at that school, we grew apart and rarely saw each other. In the end I quit. Then I met Prao. When I was in Mathayom 4, we lived in the same room. When I was newly excited

I was sad. During that time, I had been dating Prae Ruam for about two years and they were attached to each other. Until I started to come to terms with it, around the time I was in Mathayom 5, I talked with Prao more because we worked at school together. I feel good about him. We talked for about a year until when I was in Mathayom 6, I asked Prao to be my boyfriend. Prao agreed.

In the end, we ended up together.” Ai A told me his love story straight to the end.

“Ah…” I said, thinking for a bit, then asked, “Oh, but when you were dating Praew? I saw the two of you like this. We love each other so much. You both set the status.

In Relationship

On Facebook, you always post pictures of the couple going out together on Instagram, since you both look so in love with each other. Why did you break up in the end?" I asked curiously.

“Oh… is this matter…” A said, then was silent for a moment and then continued. “...is when I and Praew We had to separate in Mathayom 4. I rarely get to see Praew's face anymore. We'll be able to go somewhere together after the midterm exams and final exams, when semester 1 is finished. Now...when they aren't together all the time like before.

We don't meet each other as often as usual. It makes us feel like we're separated from each other... Very different Until feelings began to not communicate with each other like they used to when we were together, what were we arguing about? There were only small things, some irritation. When I was able to reconcile and resolve things, it was over... But when me and him weren't together as usual when I argued with him about something,

It was more difficult to clear. From just a slight problem with each other, like not being able to travel together. When it came to clearing things up, we couldn't do the same as when we came to clear things up. Let's reconcile with each other. It started to escalate into arguments about more serious things, like he thinks I have someone else or I think he has someone else, things like this…

Which in the end, even if it is true that it can be resolved But...it's like it left a scar. which could not be completely healed, it was as if me and him had resolved things. They seem to understand each other but are still suspicious of each other... And it's always been like this... It's been almost a year. It was a time when I felt like I didn't feel as good as anything I'd ever felt happy about.

It felt good to be with him. It started to fade away and we argued violently a lot more often. Most of them are online. Or when we're talking, it's like every time we talk, it's not the same. It's like when we were together, it wasn't okay at all. Which I tried. And I feel like he's trying too to make our love continue to move forward. But in the end,

It really didn't work, so I... Break up with him... When the final exams for Mathayom 4, Term 2 were over... that day... I called and I said to him directly, "Let's break up... We really can't continue together…” Then he answered briefly, “Um…” and then he hung up… It was me… When we finished talking…

Tears flowed from my eyes to be honest... I once cried because first time women It's about Praew. I was so sad, at that time I didn't feel like doing anything. I don't want to know anything. I'm sad, I'm hurt, but I haven't been able to do anything about it. Two or three months, that's it. I was able to truly recover from my sadness,” Ai A said sadly.

"Oh... I can see the picture... You probably love him very much and will never be able to forget him, right?" I said, continuing to ask.

"Oh, I'll never forget... Even though I've come to terms with the fact that he and I have broken up, but still... He was my first love, as they say. First love is never forgotten... This is true. I really can't forget him. He will probably remain in my memory until I die," Ai A replied.

“Yes, I understand,” I answered and continued. "So, what do you think your new love will be like? How long do you think we'll be together?" I asked A directly because I wanted to know.

“Honestly, my boss… I don't know either. When I was dating Praew at that time I thought that I would stay with him until I got married and had a family and had children together because at that time I felt that I loved him so much that I didn't want to lose him from my life at all. But in the end... I lost him and now I just rely on him. I haven't been dating Prao for a long time, not even a year.

I don't know what the future holds, but I'll try my hardest. Make him happy during the time he spends with me because Prao is my girlfriend. I have to take care of him as best I can,” A answered seriously.

"Oh... Ae... you're the best. I accept you." I sincerely praised Ae. I've lived with it for many years and just recently saw it say something cool. He's very manly now. “And like this. In conclusion... having gone through love these two times, what do you think, in the end, what is love and why do we have to have it?” I continued to ask out of curiosity.

“Here, boss, what am I going to tell you…” Ae trailed off. Then he said seriously, “You don't have to look at everything so seriously. You look at these things as serious things, which is right... you can look at them that way. In order for your love to last long. Sometimes you need to know how to plan your life and how to look at love in a serious way.

To build your family life or whatever. But you mustn't let your seriousness make you lose your happiness in love. Seriously... one part of me and Praew had to break up. It's because...we expect too much from each other. When we were together We go everywhere together all the time. It's called being next to each other. We're not apart at all.

Now when we are in different places Living apart, anything we could do together we couldn't do together. We both expect each other to find time to be together as usual. Just like when we were in the same school in middle school. In fact, we both know deep in our hearts that There's no way it can be done.

But we still expect it to be possible. When we take it too seriously It makes us feel bad about love even though we should be happy about it. When it was like this, in the end it couldn't survive... Because that's love for me. There is nothing too complicated or difficult for us to understand.

It's that there are two people. Let's meet and it clicks. That is, you like him, he likes you. This is where love happens. As for whether it's going to happen or not. I mean, are you going to flirt with him or not? Or will he be willing to open up to you if he is unsure of his feelings? I can't answer this one. It depends on the person, probably.

What fate is that? 555 As for the matter of whether everyone must have love or not... It's not necessary here. You saw many adults. We're single for a lot of time. I don't have a boyfriend for many reasons. Want to be alone sometimes, can't find someone you like, things like this, it's clear that love...

There's nothing that needs to be taken seriously. When you love someone, if you really love them... You just have to take care of him as best you can so that he is happy being with you. Don't make him sad. That's all," he replied seriously.

“Oh, I understand what you're saying. Oh, it's been a while since I saw you looking cool. He looks like a truly loving man like this, haha.” I teased A.

“What, I thought I was a handsome, smart, gentleman for a long time, haha,” A boasted proudly.

“...but you, boss...” A asked me back, “I know, I can tell, answer me honestly. Do you secretly like someone? Tell me directly so you don't have to hide it.”

“What… uh… none,” I replied, not very confident.

"Are you sure? Otherwise I'll go tell 'Fah' that you like him." Ai A continued.

"Oh, I don't want it. Haha. It's nothing." I replied shyly.

“That's right. I told you about it. Otherwise, I'll definitely tell him.” Ai A threatened in a serious way.

“…Oh, that might be right. He looks cute and is good at studying too. Her personality is really cute.” I answered honestly because I was afraid that my friend A would really tell the sky.

“That's it, I guess I really didn't make a mistake. When I saw your eyes when I looked at him, I knew. Hahaha, you have good eyesight. You look like you when you wear glasses. Good at studying, just like you. Stay in the same room again These two really suit each other,” Ai A teased.

“Oh, that's enough, my friend. I just kind of like... Because he's cute.” I replied, feeling embarrassed when A saw that. It continued to say: “Since you seem to like him… Why don't you go talk and get to know him a lot? Be brave, ah-ho.”

I answered A and said, “Seriously. I'm a shy person, you know this. And if he wants to like me, I'm not handsome at all. Study well, just in moderation. Really talked to him...just when we went to an academic competition together. But we didn't talk much at all. If you talk to him and he doesn't like it, what will you do? Another thing...

It's getting close to the university entrance exams these days. I'm afraid I'm focusing on two things at the same time. And it won't be good enough…” I answered apprehensively.

“Hey Boss, listen to me…” A said seriously. “Your life… it only happens once. It's about first love. Actually, there is the matter of university entrance exams. But I believe you can do it already. Be brave. Go ahead. You won't know what the results will be if you don't try.” A said as he extended his hand to pat me on the shoulder to encourage me.

"Oh, well, let's just say I'll try it." I replied to A. Then there was a voice calling A's name from the school building behind where we were sitting and talking. A and I turned around. I saw Prao standing and smiling. I was beckoning to A. So he said to me, “Oh, my girlfriend is coming along and today we planned to go out to eat and watch a movie together, haha. I'm going now.

Don't forget what I told you…” Ai A repeated it to me.

“Oh, I know. You don't have to repeat it often. You can go find your girlfriend.” I replied to A and he patted me on the shoulder again. Then he walked towards his girlfriend and walked out of there together...

After a while the teacher finished the meeting. Then he walked down to me at the marble table where I was sitting and took the file summarizing the work that I had been assigned to help the teacher. Then we sat and talked about work for a while until the teacher said he would be back. There's nothing else. Let me go home I stood up and raised my hands to greet the teacher.

Then walked away and separated. I think I'll stop by to return the book to the library first and then go home...

When I reached the library, which was only sparsely populated with students, I went to contact the librarian at the book return area and when I finished returning the books, I returned them. As I was walking out of the library I met "Fah" who was about to walk out of the library...

“Oh… Boss, hello, are you returning the book???” Fah greeted and asked me with a smile.

“Ah… uh…” I answered briefly, as I said I am really a shy person. And will be even more embarrassed. If I'm in front of someone I really like

“Here, we just borrowed a new book to add to the old one and haven't finished reading it yet. Haven't gotten it back yet, haha,” Fah said while laughing cutely like a nerdy female student would. Then he continued to say, “We're going home. I've finished borrowing it. Will Boss come home yet? And how will you go back?” he asked.

“Oh… um… we went back by train…” I answered shyly.

“Oh, we'll go back to the skytrain today as well. Mom couldn't come pick me up today. I'm busy, so let's walk with you today..." Fah said with a smile.

“Um… OK…” I answered briefly. Normally, Fah and I didn't go home the same way. I go home myself. As for Fah, my mother always drives to pick me up, which usually makes me feel embarrassed just talking. Let's walk home together. I became even more embarrassed, afraid that I wouldn't dare talk to him about anything. And then if you do something that looks awkward, it probably won't be good...

The two of us walked out of school together to get on the subway. While walking to the sky station, she put on headphones and listened to music on her mobile phone. I didn't even dare to talk to Fah, so I just walked quietly with him. During that time, A's words told me to try inviting her to talk and get to know her better.

It's always in my head, but I still don't have the courage to invite her to talk. It's embarrassing to talk to someone I like and I'm a shy person. I'm not very good at talking to people. If they weren't really close friends like A, etc. But I also really want to talk to Fah, I want to talk to him more, so

When we went to wait for the electric train at the station until the electric train arrived at the station. As the two of us stood inside the train and the moment it slowly moved out of the station, I knew that we didn't have much time left to be together right now. Because Fah's house is two stations ahead of my house. How do I know? Well, I secretly looked at Facebook.

Look at her IG, people like it. I know some of her personal information. Therefore, knowing this So I mustered up my courage and spoke…

“Fah…” I called her, so she took out the mobile phone earphone. Smiling, he asked me back, "What's the matter, Boss?"

“Uh…” I was silent for a while, my head quickly thinking of what topic to talk to her about. 'Damn, studying is easier than this,' I thought to myself, then asked, "So... I'm about to graduate from Mathayom 6, right? What do you want to study? Where do you want to study next?"

“Oh, I think we'll probably choose to study here. It's convenient and traveling is easy. Taking the skytrain can save a lot of time, but haha. I want to study medicine, but Studying to be a doctor at a university in the city I have to take a lot of exams and I don't know if I'll be accepted or not, haha." Fah replied with a tired smile.

But in my heart, I wanted to study at the doctorate level. I, too, wanted to study at the doctorate. 'How could it be so coincidental?' I thought in my heart, and then the sky asked me back, "What about Boss? I want to study. Where are you going next?”

“Engineering, but I don't know if I'll get it or not. You must be excited,” I replied with a smile.

"Oh, you're a good student and you work hard too. You're already stuck. Me... I don't know if you'll be stuck or not. Sigh," Fa said while sighing.

"Fah, you're stuck. You're going to die. You're better than us. Believe in yourself," I immediately encouraged her.

“Hahaha, I hope so. Let's try together, Boss. Being at the same university is great. We'll have friends from school to live together with." Fah happily answered. I feel very good too. It feels good to talk. And I'm glad to know that She will be studying at the same university as me. 'Oh, it's good that I can finally invite him to talk,' I thought to myself.

After a while, Fah spoke up and said, “Hey, we're going to have midterm exams soon. How about we go read a book together so we can help tutor each other…” Fah invited me. At that time, I felt very happy, almost floating. But he kept his symptoms. But before I could answer, the electric train arrived at the station where Fah had to get off. "Oh, we're here. Well, let's go. Bye, Boss," Fah said, smiling. Then gently waved goodbye and I smiled.

And waved goodbye in response and she walked off the train…

I've arrived here. I'm still really looking for an answer. You can't give it to me. What love is and how necessary it is for humans. Blah blah blah. I only know that I've made up my mind. In the matter of the sky So when I got home I had already showered. I came to sit at the table and do my homework in my bedroom.

Pick up your phone and press into the room group line. Click on Fah's Line profile picture, press the add button, then message Fah...

“Fah… We are okay with the matter we talked about…”

Then I went to sit and do my homework. Read books until around 10 p.m. When I was about to sleep Line on my mobile phone suddenly popped up and I quickly opened it to look…

“Uh, okay, let's make an appointment, Boss…”

...As A said, I really don't care what the future holds. How far will the relationship go? Just now I can talk to the sky. Seeing his face, I was happy. That day, I slept with happiness in my heart. Before falling asleep, I thought in my heart that…

“Or is this what they call love…”

finish.

P.S. The whole story is a fictitious event. Only relying on the experience of love from friends, brothers and sisters of the author to create such content only.

P.S. 2: Thank you for the inspiration for writing that I received from the love experiences of all my friends, brothers and sisters. that contributed to the success of this short story