Hello, this is a Chansu fic.
one shot
Short (really very short) to welcome the end of the year.
P.S. Who is sad? If you don't like being unhappy, skip it. I don't recommend it at all.
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But if you can accept it, you can invite me. Thank you for coming in.
Thank you theme
Art Mustache
by O W E N TM.
O W E N TM.
“Please sit with me.”
“Please come.”
“Thank you… eh Chanyeol..”
"oh!"
Because there were no more seats left in the shop. And I didn't know how long I would have to stay here, so I asked to find a seat. After Kyungsoo dropped down next to him, he found that the person sitting on his Macbook was an acquaintance he hadn't seen for a long time.
“Why are you here?”
“R..waiting for someone.”
"How are you"
The low voice of an acquaintance spoke after taking a sip of his favorite Americano. A casual private outfit still looks good because of his handsome face. Even though I invite other people to talk, I still keep pressing my MacBook.
The coincidence of suddenly entering a coffee shop in the same large department store on a festival day. Even though we haven't seen each other in ten years...
"Good. ...So what exactly do you do?"
The smaller man laughed slightly. Because we hadn't seen each other for a long time, we were naturally shy at times. But it only got stuck for a while. The closeness is telling. Anyway, we can go back to talking normally.
"Now I'm a programmer. Isn't that cool?"
“In conclusion, I am a real programmer.”
“Um, what about you, Chef?”
“No, the house won't let you. So I went to the account…”
“Oh..oh..”
When talking about career Kyungsoo was a little disappointed. In fact, being an accountant isn't bad at all. But if possible, I would like to follow my dreams more. Because Kyungsoo is very good at studying. So my parents were disappointed with the knowledge I had and didn't want me to become a chef.
"Sorry for asking."
"No, we asked first. It's okay."
When he finished answering, he laughed like it was a small matter. In spite of the fact that it is a matter that has always hurt my heart.
“So Chanyeol has a girlfriend yet?”
“There isn't any.”
The dry smile of a twenty-seven-year-old programmer trying to hide his sadness. I'm in my thirties but I still don't have a boyfriend. After looking at the person asking Seeing something, he secretly sighed before continuing to speak.
“No one wants to be the boyfriend of a programmer who spends all day sitting in front of a computer doing work. I only eat coffee and junk food. Plus there's not much time available."
Kyungsoo remains silent and doesn't say anything. Just listen to the other person complain. No matter how sad what you say will sound. But Chanyeol still had a slight smile on his face.
A smile from the heart that has hardly been revealed to anyone for many years..
Chanyeol is an introvert who talks very little. If I don't want to be close, I won't get involved with Kyungsoo. He always smiles and always finds things to talk about. It's a pity that since entering university we haven't been in contact with each other any more.
“Okay, but the broker has good eyes. If you try flirting with a girl. It should be good anyway.”
“Now and back then are different. At that time it was just a boyfriend. But now they will become life partners.”
The two of them's dry laughter was not too bad. Even though everyone really knows each other in their hearts.
“Do you want to go out together tonight?”
“K..is..”
“Forgot, you're here waiting for this person. Let's go together."
This is the biggest mistake again in my life..
“It's better to go back. I have to continue working. Happy New Year's Eve.”
Why..
"Happy end of the year. Come back safely."
Why…
“Kyungsoo”
“Huh?”
The moment the other person was turning around in doubt. With another person taking a deep breath, as if preparing himself for what was about to happen.
What Chanyeol always feared..
“You have a girlfriend, right?”
A silver ring worn on the ring finger of the left hand. Even if you wear a ring on another finger But Chanyeol knows very well that this person doesn't like wearing rings. And even though I did, I never once put it on that finger.
"yeah"
The sound of Kyungsoo's heart pounding and Chanyeol's feelings of collapse were painful. The important question still tugged at both of their little hearts over and over. The state of never being able to return was always reiterated in the subconscious of the two of them.
Really not worth it..damn it.
"Oh, so you're here waiting for your girlfriend in the store."
“Ah, yes..”
"congratulations"
“Uh huh.”
Kyungsoo forced a smile even though his heart couldn't. But he had to smile because another person stood there smiling and congratulating him with all his heart. After that, Chanyeol decided to walk out of the restaurant as Baekhyun walked in.
“Did you wait long? Sorry I'm late.”
“Just a moment.”
“Is your wife hungry yet?”
“Looking for someone?”
Kyungsoo, who kept looking left and right, was not noticed. The other person I talked to walked and didn't know how far. We don't know when we'll meet again.
"No, let's go eat, we're hungry."
Decided to fold my feelings into my heart again. Look at the person in front of you next to us today and smile a little.
Today is our 1 year wedding anniversary.
“Okay.” The couple then went to get something to eat, without Baekhyun paying any attention to what had happened just now.
In Kyungsoo's whole heart Even though it belongs to Baekhyun..
But there is still a small and deepest part. A little part of my heart hopes for someone to walk with. person sleeping next to People who will travel together eat together Sharing suffering together Kiss and swear in front of the priest together..
That is 'Park Chanyeol'
I'm sorry I didn't wait, I'm really sorry, but we're too different to be together.
He just wants Chanyeol to meet someone better than himself..
Without realizing that Chanyeol was waiting for him as well. Never thought about it..
Even though we're not together anymore
Even though now we may have to meet again in a state other than lovers anymore.
But I hope that I will meet you again.
And hope that we will be happy together again.
I hope... ㅡDo Kyungsoo
Chanyeol began to walk away quickly when he saw the person who walked in and rubbed his head on his friend's shoulder. What will be the matter discussed.. The feeling that pierced my heart but couldn't speak was painful. Even though the surrounding atmosphere is bright because of the festival, But it didn't help Chanyeol at all.
Walking around the mall aimlessly I just want to keep walking to relieve my loneliness... People who travel together are really envious. Many of my friends the same age already have families. The people around us only come in pairs and groups. Unlike him who stood alone with no one beside him.
Living in isolation is now the daily routine.
Actually, calling him and Kyungsoo friends is an understatement. I would have to call my old lover who broke up because of the distance..
Invite you to travel together?... Chanyeol is crazy. It's no longer possible. Why didn't you think carefully before asking?
“Sigh.”
A sigh that sounded soulless Make a mental effort to smile and encourage yourself. But his heart ached so much. It's not that Chanyeol doesn't have anyone to flirt with. Not at all. He stands out and is really cool. There are only people who want to be lovers.
Because the two had to be separated from each other because they studied in different countries, their bodies were far apart and their hearts were far apart.. but even so, Chanyeol was still waiting. Waiting hopelessly Always waiting for another person to come to him on the day he returns....
But it wasn't in time.
He already has someone new.
Even though I know full well that the other person has a new person. But I secretly hope that they might break up. So I pretended to ask, pretending I didn't know. In the end, the answer that was received was still the same.
“Already married.”
Chanyeol laughs pathetically to himself over and over.
Do Kyungsoo, who has been a source of light and happiness for most of his life. There was no way to come back to him again.
I'm glad you found someone who makes you happy.
I'm glad you found someone better than me.
Even though right now we're just friends who know each other
But I'll wait here for you. No matter the time, I will always be by your side, far away. And if the next life really exists I will try harder for you.. I promise
To you, my first and eternal love ㅡPark Chanyeol
Talk TIME
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