HAPPY

NEW

YEAR

Happy new year. 2018 

The sound of fireworks reverberated amidst the music and cries of cheers. The clock on the clean white wall now reads 12:00 AM. It is time for the start of a new year and something new. Everyone everywhere is celebrating and enjoying the happiness. New Year's Day But...I'm

I miss someone who used to be by my side. The person who used to walk through the years with me, the person who hugged me every time I felt like there was no one standing beside me, but now that person isn't standing beside me anymore...

It might feel a little sad. Now I'm left alone. But I don't feel sorry at all. There were many people who came to ask me. Why would I let you go so easily? I answered them with just a short sentence, "I want to see you happy." A simple and to the point sentence that I often use to answer questions like this. climb

It was true as I answered them. I just want to see you happy. No matter how much pain I feel

December 31, 2015.

"Bona, should we go out and buy something to eat in the room today?" Someone's clear voice came from the bathroom in my bedroom.

"Good. Do you want anything special to eat?" I looked up from my favorite book and answered the question from the person in the bathroom.

"Hmmmm, little one, I still can't figure it out." Suddenly, the person inside the bathroom opened the door, appeared and spoke to me with a sweet smile.

I was a little shocked to see such a small person with a towel wrapped around his chest like that. It's not that I've never seen a small one in this state. But because I'm still not used to the actions of the people at the window.

"Luda, what did you say?" I said in a harsh voice as I stood up and walked towards the person who was standing with his head bowed in front of the bathroom door.

"I'm sorry, little one." The little one replied in a low voice. From the beginning when I was about to scold you again But the little person's expression, like a dehydrated rabbit, made me feel weak and defeated by her again.

"Hurry and get dressed. Then we can hurry and go buy some things." I said, using both hands to support the little man's smooth cheeks so that he could look up at me again.

Why do I keep losing to the people in front of me like this? Ever since I've known you, I've never once felt defeated by you. No matter how angry you make me, in the end I ended up losing to her again.

" okay "

The little man smiled at me again and ran back into the bathroom. It only takes less than 10 minutes for a little person to take care of themselves. Until I, too, wondered why Luda was able to put on makeup and dress so quickly. I once asked directly, but the answer that I received made me blush to the point of embarrassment."

Well, Bona doesn't like people who do things slowly. I'm so small, so hurry up and get dressed." I never thought that a small person would care about me this much. She agreed to get dressed quickly to keep me from waiting too long because she knew I didn't like it. Ah..what a cute person.

It didn't take long for either of us to drive on the road because the distance from my condo to the mall was quite close. At first, I planned to take the little one to go shopping at a big department store in Seoul. But since Seoul was holding a festival, Little People chose to come shop at the department store near my condo instead.

We spent a long time choosing things. Walking around picking up things here and there. And now the not-so-large cart is stuffed with so many things that we don't even know about the upcoming year of 2016. Will me and the little guy eat it all?

"Today is definitely going to be a very special New Year's Day, right?" I said as we were carrying our things back to the car to go back to my condo to cook. The little man only smiled and nodded at me.

From shopping for things that took a total of almost 2 hours, now me and my little one have returned to the condo. Along with hurrying to prepare things for the countdown tonight.

"You don't have to. I'll let Luda handle it." The little man turned and grabbed my hand and said not to come out. I was a little confused that the little guy suddenly wouldn't let me cook.

"I'll make it for you to eat." The little man smiled at me again and said his reason.

" but... "

"Nothing." This is the first time that a little person has dared to speak harshly at me. Why should I be afraid? The person in front of me was smaller than me. Why would I be afraid of you?

"If you don't want to be small, I won't let Bona cuddle you."

I could only open my eyes wide at the words of the person in front of me. You're not going to let me cuddle you? No, this is clearly like murder. I just made a face like a depressed dog and walked out of the kitchen with my head down and sat kissing Puk on the long sofa in the middle of the living room. Is this too boring sitting around with nothing to do? But what can I do? The little guy has forbidden me.

If I force myself to do it, there's hope that tonight I'll definitely be hugging the pillow on this sofa.

Dung Dung Dung Dung

A green chat program is pinging notifications on my fancy phone. I picked it up to see who had sent the message.

KIM FAMILY

KIM_Taeyeon :

Where is the countdown today?

KIM_Seola :

Today I'm at the countdown at Eggy's house. Tomorrow I'll go back home.

KIM_Jennie :

I'm coming home now.

KIM_Taeyeon :

And where is the third person, Nong Kim?

I smiled at the message sent from my blood siblings.

KIM_Bona :

Today I'm at the condo for countdown with my little one.

KIM_Seola :

Wow, I'm here with my girlfriend.

KIM_Jennie :

It's like Sol-Ah doesn't live with her boyfriend at all. Haha.

KIM_Seola :

Yay! Kim Jennie!!!

"What are you laughing at?" While I was enjoying the conversation with the Kim siblings, The little man walked out of the kitchen, carrying plates of food and arranging them on the table.

"Oh, I'm just talking to the Kid family." I replied as I got up and walked over to the dining table where the little man was standing.

I stood looking at the two or three bowls of food that were lined up on the dining table and turned to look at the face of the little man who was smiling sheepishly at me.

"It may look like a simple dish, but I can really make just this."

"This looks delicious. Let's go eat. I'm hungry." I quickly sat down on the chair and pulled the little guy to sit on the chair next to me and immediately started eating the food that the little guy made.

The two of us sat eating and talking until the time passed until 11:50 p.m., so I invited the little guy to go out and wait to watch the fireworks on the balcony outside the room. Today's sky is completely dark, but if there are lights on the buildings, they'll slowly shine and sparkle so that it's not too dark. The two of us came out and sat on a long chair with a sweet-colored blanket each.

The atmosphere right now is very quiet. It was so quiet that I could hear the breathing of the little person sitting next to me. I turned to look at only half of the little person's face. A slender face, a little mouth, a little nose, it makes me easily fall in love with her. I sat there staring at the little person. Not a single word came out of either of our mouths.

Only the wind blows across our bodies. The little man tightened the sweet-colored blanket onto his body again. I moved towards the little person and pulled him into my embrace and tightened my arms.

"If I could live like this with you every day, it would be great," the little man said, breaking the silence. But the words the little one said made my heart flutter.

I felt the sobs from the person in my arms. Is Luda crying? I don't know what the little person was crying about. But her words just now made me want to cry quite a bit.

"We're together now." I tried to force the words out in a normal tone, but it only made the little man cry even harder. Now I'm completely confused. Why does this little person cry so much? Why do the strange words that little people say mean anything?

The little man slowly rose from my embrace. I saw the little person's face covered in tears from crying just now. We stared at each other for a while. The sound of the clock from the clock tower indicating that it was midnight. And people all over the world are celebrating the start of a new year, a new life.

Many beautiful colored fireworks are lighting up the sky. But the person in front of me still looked at me with eyes that I couldn't understand. My feeling right now is like I'm about to lose a little person.

"This New Year, I want you to be strong. May you always be this cute little person. Do you know that your smile And her smiling eyes are very cute. Please keep it up no matter how hard things are for you.”

I said my best wishes to the little person in front of me and gave her the smile that I thought was the most beautiful in my life. Right now, I don't know what this little person is thinking or suffering. And I didn't think to ask. I just want to be a person who encourages no matter what the little person is going through.

The little man looked at me and cried. So I pulled her into a comforting embrace again.

"Do you know that you are the person I love the most? Please remember that I love you the most. I've never loved anyone except you." The person in my arms cried without shame. I began to realize what the little person was going through. And I'm ready to accept it too.

"Luda," I said while both arms still hugged the little person close to my body.

"Luda, please go back and do Luda's duties."

I braced myself for saying these words through tears. I know the story between us is impossible. Little person in my arms She already had a partner, but it wasn't of the little person's volition. It was just a marriage for the business interests of the little person's family.

Even so, no one would definitely accept our love because society in South Korea is not very open about these matters. The little person in my arms cried harder and hugged me tighter than before. It's not that I'm not sad about the way things ended for both of us. But I had to accept that sooner or later this little person would have to leave me, one way or another.

So I choose to let you go from now on. When the two of us weren't more connected than this

"I don't want to do it. I want to be with you. I want to be with you forever." The little man cried out loud, wanting to not be afraid of the makeup on his face getting messy.

"Don't cry, sweetheart. Everyone has their own duties. And I know that little one must definitely do his job well. Believe me." Even though I said it like that, my heart was breaking. My heart hurts as if someone had taken a knife and stabbed it over and over in the same place.

The little man looked up at me again. Our faces were only the tip of our noses apart. I could feel the little person's sorrow and pain. Even though this little person's sweet face is filled with tears, it is still beautiful in my eyes. I bent down to give the little one one last, gentle kiss.

There's nothing more extreme than a kiss goodbye. We slowly broke away from the kiss, both of our faces still filled with tears.

“Please remember that I, Lee Luda, always love Kim Bona and will always love you.” The little person said with a serious expression and eyes that conveyed the truth of what she said just now.

"Kim Bona always loves Lee Luda," I replied, giving the little man a soft smile.

Tonight will be the last countdown for both of us. And the next morning the two of us were probably just acquaintances...

Now all the stories in my memory with the little person named Lee Luda have passed for 3 years, 3 years of which we have not communicated with each other. I hope the little person is still happy. No matter how bad things get, I just hope that you can get through it on your own. Smiles and laughter.

And the hug from the little person, I still remember and never forget. No, I have never forgotten the little person. It's been a long time since the time passed.

Dung Dung Dung Dung

A green chat notification sound came up. No need to tell who sent the message. It was probably only my siblings who usually sent messages.

Happy new year.

Every year, this is probably the one they send. It makes me smile even though this year I don't have a little person standing next to me, but I still have a warm family. And I have siblings who always give me strength. I opened and read each person's message. I still can't imagine how I would have gotten through the dark days without them.

On the days when I was in the most pain, only my siblings understood and stood beside me. I am truly grateful to God for giving me birth in such a warm family. I texted back and put the phone in my pocket.

I stood looking at the sky and thinking about the past that had some happiness and some suffering, but it was just the past. It's just a memory of the past. Every story that happened in the past has taught me a lot. It made me grow up and think more.

The message notification sound sounded again, but if it wasn't from the green chat program, it was a message from the phone sent from the original number. I picked up my phone and quickly opened it to read. The message that was sent brought quite a smile to my lips. I don't know how long it's been since I smiled like this.

A message sent from the person I've been thinking about for 3 years.

" Happy new year 2018.

This year, Bona will probably be happy, right? I still love you the same way. I'm sorry I haven't contacted you. I'm doing my duty. I've done as Brother Bona told me. Bona, please miss me too. look after health

Lee Luda"

Happy new year 2018.

Please.

Sorry for being gone for a long time right now.

I'm doing research so I don't have much free time to write.

Don't be angry at Wright. It's a new year, so Wright brought this story down for you to read.

Let's solve the loneliness first.

past for heasts.

Wright hasn't abandoned him yet.

But I haven't had time to decorate yet. If Wright has completed his research or has free time,

I'll come in and edit it and upload it for you to read.

Thank you for coming to read. If you write a typo or don't understand something,

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