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Title: How long is forever?

Rate: PG-13[Drama]

Pairing: BNior

Because of the word forever.. It's really been a long time.

“How long is forever?”

"For me.. it's probably more than my whole life. What about you?"

"We say.. forever, each person's life is not the same."

“Um.. and for the rest of your life. ..How long has it been?”

“..Jinyoung?”

“Forever, some people only last 10 years.. For some people, it means their whole life.. Some people's forever is just one second..but our forever.. It's you, Jaebum."

“I love Jinyoung. ..and will love you forever.”

“Where are you going?” Jinyoung grabbed another's hand.

“Let's go out and buy some things. Jaebum, did you want anything?”

“Um.. I really want to eat fried chicken.”

“Hm.. I really like it.”

And he let go of the other hand..

“Jinyoung..”

“Huh?” A cat-like voice called out to a sweet voice. He looked up from the book in front of him and looked at the other person who was playing with his cell phone.

“..Who is this person?”

"Oh, Jackson. My new friend from work."

A photo of Jinyoung and his new friend from work, Jackson, was posted on Instagram and tagged Jinyoung's name. A picture of two people pressing their cheeks close together would be more appropriate.

..Will our new friends be close?..

“Are you close?”

“Haha, actually not very much. Jackson is quite friendly. Aren't you even too friendly to reason? Isn't that uncomfortable?”

“Ask and see.”

..Ringggg Ringggg..

“Jaebeom, we're coming back late today!”

"How late? How do you return? Why did you return so late?"

“Well, we had a small dinner party at a large store 2 blocks from the office. We were able to close a sale with an important customer. So the boss raised him.”

“Oh.. and when do you return? Do you want me to go get it?”

"It's okay. Jackson said he'd send it."

“Let's drink, right? Driving is dangerous, I'll go pick you up myself."

“So.. ok!”

“Jaebeom”

The petulant kitten hugged him from behind and rested her small chin on his shoulder, her lips smiling at him. No matter how long it has been, I never get tired of looking at it.

"How is it going?"

“Next Saturday, let's go see a movie and go to the bookstore.”

“Next Saturday? Can you tell me again later?”

"...okay"

“Hello Jinyoung.”

“Huh?”

“Next Saturday, I.. I'm really sorry, I have an appointment to talk to a customer.."

“Next Saturday..? Oh! It's okay."

"..Aren't you angry?"

“Not at all, Oh Jaebum, it's a little dark when we go home today.”

"Why?"

“There is an urgent meeting. But it won't be very dark.”

"So? When the meeting is finished, call me. I'll come pick you up."

"It's okay. Jackson will send you."

“Jackson?”

“Um, ah, I have to put it down. See you at home!”

“Oh.. Wait.. Oh..”

..These days, the name Jackson has been heard a lot lately..

“Jinyoung”

Jaebum's harsh voice sounded as the picture appeared on the phone screen. The photo was posted by a friend at Jinyoung's workplace on Instagram. Judging from the composition of the photo, it is assumed that it was taken from an entertainment venue because it was quite dark and there were bottles of alcohol scattered around. Because the point is exactly that.

The prominent elements in that picture..

..The picture of Jinyoung being hugged by Jackson from behind. The little head is leaning on another person's and this picture is a little too close than it should be..

“Is there an explanation?”

“..Jaebeom..”

“Tell me I.. You're misunderstanding..right?"

“Jaebeom.. misunderstood.”

“..What is the truth? Tell me so I don't misunderstand.”

“..We went to drink at work.. Maybe a little drunk.. It's like in the picture..”

The other person's indirect voice didn't help that what he was trying to think of as a 'misunderstanding' faded from his mind, and it even made him feel more like he had been lied to.

“Is that really all?”

"yes.."

“Jaebeom”

The voice of the person he had loved his entire life sounded behind him. The tall figure pulled away from cleaning his desk and turned to look directly at the other person.

"How is it going?"

An expression of embarrassment was evident on his face. Some hands clenched the hem of his own shirt, eyes lowered and looking at the ground.

..and what he is about to "misunderstand" is about to happen..

“Jinyoung..?”

“We..sorry.”

“Sorry for what?”

“..What did we have with Jackson ..already?”

The sound of the air conditioner was louder than the sound of Jaebum's vital signs.. His heart had stopped beating..

"Huh.. Ra..we're sorry."

A sweet voice mixed with sobs filled with guilt. Lots of apologies but Jaebum couldn't understand anything.

“W-we feel ..d-good with him..”

“We.. were excited.. so we let the emotions.. Y-Above everything.”

"We're sorry.. Hey Jaebum, we're sorry."

and many other words that Jaebum listened to but didn't understand. He hoped that everything was a misunderstanding like he'd heard before, but it looked like everything was really a misunderstanding.

..The story that Jaebum misunderstood that Jinyoung wouldn't leave him..

Jinyoung asked to move himself out of the house where the couple used to live together..and to move himself out of Jaebum's life. ..More than 6 years since the couple agreed to be together and more than 10 years since they have been together..

..For someone, it's only 10 years..

..and for some people it may mean their whole life..

"We love ..Jaebeom. Jaebum is our 'forever'."

A bewildered voice that spoke words of love in a pleading manner. ..It disappeared along with anyone who had ever said this sentence to him..

It's been a while since my life without Jinyoung.. Jaebum is still firm in his word "forever", he still lives in the same house, uses the same number, works at the same place, many things are still the same..but there is no "same old" Jinyoung as he used to have.

He got to know another person's story through social media. Some friends from school, some around you. ..Jinyoung is still as bright and beautiful as ever.

..The thing that has changed is probably only the feeling..

..Jinyoung has moved to Hong Kong with Jackson..

This is the latest news that Jaebum received an update from a co-worker at the company where Jinyoung used to work. He just nodded and smiled.

..smile at someone's good news..

..because of the word forever It's really been a long time..

More than ten decades have passed. Jaebum still has the word "forever" engraved in his heart.. even though he's almost 4 years old now..

With a pure white cutter flower in his hand, his legs walked past the gravestones and almost stopped at the end.

He stopped right there. ..and feel stopped Been here for a very long time

..Park Jinyoung..

The name of the person he loved most was carved on a dull colored stone with the marks of time on it. ..and will love you forever..

The cutter flower was carefully placed with a smile and a look of love that was always there for the person in front of him. Even though..now that person is no longer in this world.

After Jinyoung moved to Hong Kong with Jackson for a while, there was a reason for him to return due to orders from the company, but who knew that this trip would be his last?

Variable weather conditions.. The plane crashed into the sea.. More than half of the passengers received minor injuries, with some seriously injured, but Park Jin Young and Wang Jackson and less than 10 other passengers. Didn't survive..

Jaebum learned this news while walking past the electrical appliance store across from his company..

He didn't even know how he had brought himself back to his room.. He didn't even know when all the tears that had made his face so wet and soaked the mattress and pillow had existed..

..He doesn't even know why he's still so confident with his own words "forever"..

Jaebum comes to visit and cleans Jinyoung's grave every week. ..a grave with Jackson by his side and of course he only cared about Jinyoung. Jackson's grave and that of others next to him were therefore quite dirty and distinctly different.

Because of the word forever.. It's really been a long time.

“Jackson, can I buy from you?”

Jaebum squinted at the sign of the person sleeping next to Jinyoung and asked, of course there was only silence as an answer.

“I can buy you a new mattress.”

“I.. want to be close to Jinyoung..”

Im Jaebum still comes to visit Jinyoung even though his age is now reaching 5..

His words "forever" are running out. But it's not because I'm out of love..he still loves Jinyoung..

Like the first day he realized he loved this person..

It's like all the time I've been in love with this person..

It was like the last day of his life when Jinyoung was still by his side..

Like in the past..

“I love Jinyoung. ..and will love you forever.”

“Hey, I showed you my new house. Jackson, do you want to move to a new house?”

“It's a bit too much...why don't I just buy it from the person on the other side?”

“Actually, I just hate you. I want you to be far away from me.”

“Actually, you should have died alone. Why did you have to take my Jinyoung with you? I don't know.”

Im Jaebum has become a grandfather who likes to talk about Jackson's 'last home', hoping that one day he can sleep there instead. ..sleep next to Jinyoung like he always did.

But of course, Jackson never once mentioned selling the space he wanted.. and he only complained because he knew exactly what he wanted.

..It can never be his again forever..

How long is forever?

..How long is forever?

Sometimes, just one second.

..Sometimes forever is just one second..

Or sometimes, whole life of someone.

..or sometimes It means the whole life of a person..

“How long is forever?”

"For me.. it's probably more than my whole life. What about you?"

"I think.. forever, each person's life is not the same."

“Um.. and for the rest of your life. ..How long has it been?”

“..Jinyoung?”

“Forever, some people only last 10 years.. For some people, it means their whole life.. Some people's forever is just one second..but our forever.. It's you, Jaebum."

“I love Jinyoung. ..and will love you forever.”

-E ND-

-FOREVER-