We want to write a short story. Then something possessed me and I don't know what made me want to dress up as a high school student. So I came to look at this matter.

Secretly in love

☆☆☆ School auditorium ☆☆☆

I believe that many People must have been like me. I secretly like someone. Be jealous of everyone who comes to flirt with him. Take care of him, pick him up and drop him off, be everything, be everything to him... except this boyfriend is what I am at the moment.

If you ask me why I don't want to be your boyfriend, I'll answer manly. I'm speechless.

"It's your last day already. Aren't you going to tell him?"

"I don't dare."

"Hey, I've just graduated. Be brave."

This friend next to me is really upset. Seriously, right now it's really depressing in my heart. When things like this are said out loud, if they think like us, then it's good. But if not, he might change and we won't get along at all. I once saw a friend of mine tell her best friend that she was his girlfriend. Finally, these days, when I meet my friend's face, that person acts like we don't know each other...

It makes me afraid to tell you I love you. But in this feeling, an idea popped up in my head: Today might be the last day that we will meet each other... It doesn't mean we're dead, it means we're finished and separated.

"Um, I'll go tell him."

More than 2 hours passed by sitting sleepily in the auditorium. To listen to the teacher talk about university life and whatever it was, I didn't listen intently. But after finishing the orientation What I do is

I ran to find him.

I don't know why I had to run to him. But I may have forgotten that this is real life, not a drama after the news where we run around a bit and we'll see each other. And this is the year 2019, where everyone has something called a mobile phone....

(Where is)

(Cafeteria, P'Pad)

(Oh, it's there. Just go find it.)

After freeing up the phone, I left where I was and headed to the cafeteria. Which tells me that they're on different sides, right? By the time we got there, we weren't in a dull state with sweat all over our backs, like we'd just taken a shower.

☆☆☆ Cafeteria ☆☆☆

I arrived just before noon, so the crowd in the cafeteria was thin. I looked around for a while and found the nerd boy I was looking for, sitting and drinking red wine and reading a book.

Once I found my target, I entered the chart.

Hurry!

"Hey, my water."

The boy with glasses was angry. I grabbed the red juice and held it in my hand and sucked it all up while raising my eyebrows to annoy him. It's so hot that I had to walk so far before I found him (I can't run, the school is so wide).

"Where do you want to die if you don't want to die?"

"Just a lot."

Is that your mouth?

"See? Hurry and choke on it."

He spoke like he was worried. But this look on your face shows that it's very happy to tease me.

"I'm choking because of you, you kid with glasses," I said before pushing his head away and going to sit at the table across from him.

The boy with glasses smiled until his cheeks puffed up and then shrugged his shoulders, saying inwardly, "Whoever cares, is naughty, annoying, how can I like someone like this?"

"So what did you come to see me for?"

"I'm going to tell you..." I like you. Why can't I say it? It's stuck in the mouth. When he said that word, it was like the sound disappeared. What should I do with my life?

"I'm hungry. Yes, I'm hungry. Let's go buy some food first." When he couldn't speak, he continued. It's probably suspicious that I'm acting strangely. But now, prepare yourself for a moment.

I moved away from the table where the guy with glasses was sitting and I stood at a noodle shop. My heart still beats hard without stopping. Just now, when I could speak, I couldn't speak. My heart is about to pop out and do some b-boying for him to see. Oh, how should I tell you? I have a headache.

After standing and messing with my hair in front of the store? (I forgot it was in front of their store) until the shopkeeper asked if I wanted to order anything (asked with a fierce look, like if I didn't order then you'd leave), I gave him a wry smile. The seller went before ordering. Yentafo rice vermicelli, 2 servings

"I want to buy my favorite things for you too. They're so cute." Waen said, not bothering me. I know it's a joke, but why is the corner of my mouth smiling?

"Too sarcastic, you're talking too much." This isn't meant to be brushed off to relieve embarrassment. Actually, believe me, I'm not embarrassed.

Then each of them lowered their heads and ate as if they were drowning in a time loop in their own thoughts. I realized it again when I looked up and saw it looking at me like it had something it wanted to say to me, but it didn't say anything and waited until it finished eating so it asked me.

"Did you really come to me just to invite me to eat?" he asked, staring at my face.

"..." The question is simple. It was like it was the person who asked the question who gave me the opportunity to speak. I'm going to talk about it. Be mindful for a moment. 1 2

"Then I..."

"Please write me a shirt." What did I just say? Just saying I love you, why is it so difficult to say? But when I stared at its face, I was truly speechless. I don't know what's wrong.

He scratched his face and nodded slightly. He took the pen I gave him and wrote something unknown on the back of my shirt.

"In just a moment, 2 years have already passed." 2 years of secretly liking it has turned into loving it now...

"..." The boy with glasses was quiet, so I continued.

"I still remember the first day I met you."

~~ 2 years ago ~~

☆☆☆ School basketball court ☆☆☆

pop!!!

"Oh."

Completely accurate.

It's not basketball hoops. This person's head is full!

"What's wrong with you?"

I ran to the scene and asked the victim of a mysterious basketball from the basketball court that hit his head, causing the victim to fall to the ground and suffer serious injuries...(Sorry, I'm exaggerating. a little bit) So I ran to see... He sounded like a good person, seemed to care about other people. The truth is, I was the one who threw that basketball. Please don't insult too many people without intention.

"nevermind"

The person who had been hit by a basketball player looked up and smiled teasingly, making me see on his face that the person who said it was okay had already lost his head. I'll still say it's okay.

"But I think you'd better go to the infirmary. I'll take you there."

Speaking while observing, it made me realize that the person I shot the basketball at was in Grade 4.

"But I have to turn in my homework."

When he spoke, I noticed that the notebooks were scattered everywhere. So I helped him put it away before turning to look at the person who couldn't get up.

"What's wrong? Can't you get up?" Don't tell me you sprained your leg like in the movies.

"It looks like my leg is about to turn." I guess I got it right again.

I threw a basketball and it hit my head and flipped my legs over. Would you call it double bad luck or double bad luck?

"So can you get up?"

"How are you?"

He said as he got up and walked towards me....I can't call him home like this.

"So which building will you send this to? I'll send it to you."

I'm not a good person, but if I hurt you, it hurts. I have to take responsibility. Just take the homework for him and take him to the nurse's room. If you throw it away, you'll probably feel like you're a bit bad..

"Just come up and I'll send you."

I went down and sat on my knees, waiting for the boy to ride on my back. I waited for a long time and it didn't come until I had to turn around and scold.

"Come and ride on my back."

"Is it good?" I'm still hesitating. The sun is hot. Don't play hard.

"Uh, quickly."

"..." He was still and made a face.

"Or do you hate me?" I said while remembering that I was very sweaty. I mean, I'm playing basketball. I'm sweating a lot. This smell is... If I were oily, I would be disgusted. But is it necessary this time? My leg hurts. What should I do? Calling an ambulance is too much.

"No."

"Then hurry up."

I accelerated again, so the other party agreed to come up and ride behind me. When the other person came up, I grabbed both of his arms and wrapped them around my neck to let him hold those homework books. Then I put my hands around his legs to prevent him from falling and walked forward. He hesitated a bit before learning to tell his team mates that he was going to take him to the infirmary.

All along the way there was silence. I was quiet and it was quiet. I'm not arrogant, but people just don't know what to say. Until I reached the nurse's face and I turned my neck around, I realized then that how close our faces were, it made

So still that I forgot to breathe

When I saw the other person's face close to me, my heart tensed strangely. What's wrong with me? I'm about to die!

"Alright, here we are," I stammered as I set the child down in front of the nurse's room, then snatched the homework book from him and handed it to him.

After submitting my homework, I went back to the basketball court to continue playing basketball. My friend who saw the incident asked about his condition and I answered. I continued playing basketball but couldn't concentrate much. Because in my heart I still wondered what was wrong with me. Why was my heart pounding in front of the hospital room at that time? Because you're tired or not, it might be possible...

But when I just think of that child's face, my heart races. How do I explain it? Or that I have heart disease?

In my free time, I probably have to go get a heart disease test....

☆☆☆ School basketball court ☆☆☆

Now it's almost time for evening classes to end. But I didn't study. ...Don't look at me like that. I had a free afternoon class, so I went to play basketball. Actually, I didn't skip class today. (Other days don't count.)

Looking at the basketball in his hand, he suddenly thought about that kid.

It's good to go look at it. They'll just say that I'm handsome like I'm black-hearted.

As soon as we arrived at the hospital room, the person I had come to see walked out of the hospital room. As I expected If you ask me why I know there won't be afternoon classes, I'll just answer: I'm good at it....don't you believe me?

Because of the school I walk to study The situation is that he cannot walk.

When that boy saw me, he smiled sheepishly at me. Why am I so afraid that I won't bite?

"Are you going back yet?"

"I'm about to return."

"So how do you go back?"

"Walk back."

"...." It felt like there was another arrow of guilt stuck in my head. I just threw a basketball and missed, only one ball hitting his head. Why do my mistakes seem like so many?

"Can you come home and pick me up?"

This is me trying to take responsibility. I really don't shirk responsibility, believe me.

"My parents are working. I'm back late."

Hey, if things get this big, I can't help you. You'll have to give it back to me.

"Where is home?"

The other party told me the address of their own house, which is 2 streets beyond my house. It's not too far from my house, but it's quite far from the school if you have to walk.

"Wait here, I'll go get a car to pick you up."

I instructed him to wait before going to get the poor car and driving to pick him up. Asking why I have a car and don't take him to take me, it may seem callous, but my car is difficult for me to take with me because my car is....

I drove until I reached the hospital room and the boy didn't see me until I had to honk my horn to call him.

Jingle

Maybe it's called a bell.

The other person came up and made big eyes at me and stood there smiling and laughing at me standing around a pink Auntie model bicycle that was eye-poppingly pink and had a basket with a bell on it. Oh, and there was also a rack on the back of it....Mother's. It's me. My mother told me to use this one, so I have to use it for nothing. My house is a big one (meaning both power and size).

"Funny enough?"

Keep a stern face. The truth is, I'm embarrassed to imagine a big man. Handsome Korean style (don't vomit) must drive the bicycle that aunties like to drive, and it's pink and eye-catching like this. How can you not be ashamed? Do you know how you can be ashamed?

"Just come up and I'll send you."

The other person walked up to my grandmother with a limp smile and then started cycling to send her away. Actually, I'll be back late. But today I have to send this child off. This is really suspicious. How does it normally return?

"Is this normal? How do you go back?"

“Oh, normally, my parents came to send me. In the evening, we walked back."

"Then why didn't you drive?"

"I don't know how to drive."

I'm so old that dogs can't even lick my ass. I don't know how to drive. Sigh.

Paste, paste, paste.

The work germinates once it rains.

"Damn rain. What's going to rain this summer? How can it rain? Be considerate of the summer."

Fizzy.

It's like an aggravating misfortune. When I finished cursing the sky and the rain, it started raining heavily. Summer in Thailand is nice and rainy.

"I'm going to go shelter from the rain at my house first."

I told it in a sentence that didn't require an answer, just told me a little.

Drove a short distance to my house, but the condition of me and it was wet.

"Wow, what have you done? Why is your body so wet?" As soon as I opened the door to Khun Ying's house, my mother greeted me. With language that comes from the drama that your mother is currently addicted to. It's so addictive that it's spoken in real life.

"Oh my god, I'm speaking from a very deformed state. When I listen to this, my head hurts and I feel very dizzy.” I forgot to tell you that I was watching that movie with my mother as well.

Mom laughed at my answer before noticing the man standing behind me.

"hello"

"Oh my god, my son brought a man to Baad Si Badtheling's house," the mother said as she put her hand on his chest and made his eyes widen at his little brother.

Her performance was great. Mom took the award for best actress. I shook my head at my mother's version. before hearing laughter coming from the younger man who seemed to be delighted with my mother's big play

"Friend? What's your friend's name?"

"...." Oh, I forgot to ask your name.

“My name is Lom, Auntie,” the child replied, smiling until his cheeks pouted. until you see the dimples I just found out that it has dimples too. When I saw it, my heart twitched strangely. Along with some feeling in my heart that this child is really cute.

"Oh my gosh, the names match, Fan hahaha" I just found out, Mom, seriously, let's get to know each other's names because of her. But if you say it, you'll definitely get a harsh look from her. How did you bring him here when you didn't even know each other's names?

"Let's take a shower and change clothes first. It looks like it's going to rain for a long time." Mother said in a hot tone as she led the wind and me to the living room. before walking up and talking to me

"Let's take you up to our room to take a shower. Our little clothes are on the edge of the closet. There are snacks in the refrigerator so you can eat them. Take it easy, Mom.” Mom said very quickly and loudly. Where are you going in such a hurry?

"Mom, where are you going in such a hurry?"

I said while holding my mother's wrist and asking her to talk first. Mother looked strangely irritated...

"Go to the magic, Mom, I'm going to go to the magic right away. Oh my god, let go of Mom right now!!!" I quickly released my hand to allow Mom to go to the magic. while shaking his head at his mother's heavy addiction to dramas Even if he rushes to the bathroom, he'll say that.

"Mommy, you have a great sense of humor," he said, smiling until his cheeks puffed up again. Why do I feel like it's cute again?

"Mommy, I'm not a rooster who can't crow."

The answer was silence and the little man's face looked confused.

Okay, let's skip it. I assume I've never made this joke before. I'm embarrassed.

"Haha, what a joke, bro." The children laughed and smiled at each other again. But I was ashamed and almost embarrassed. It's not worth making stupid jokes. I'm so embarrassed. Please take a peek.

"Are you going to take a shower or not?"

"Take a shower."

Hide your shame for now. Don't let it be known that you are ashamed. After saying that, I walked him up to the 2nd floor, into my room and went to take a shower before coming down to find something to eat. I let him take a shower first and I went to find clothes for him to wear.

Crack!

The sound of the door opening and that little kid walking out made my heart flutter again.

“The shirt is here. Put it on and I'll take a shower first." I hurriedly said without looking at the other person. After speaking, I hurriedly walked into the bathroom where the other person had just walked out. I really couldn't take it. I felt like I was really losing to this kid...

After the second of my life passed, I took another person down to eat with my mother. After eating, my mother went to bed, but the rain still fell and showed no signs of stopping.

"You sleep here and come back tomorrow."

"I'm afraid, sir."

"Then let's walk back."

"Oh, that's mean."

Out of annoyance, I pushed the other person's head away. If you want to stay, you play yourself. If you go, you don't go. It's a big deal.

"So you're sleeping here and you don't have any homework?"

At the end of my question, this boy's eyes widened and his face looked as if the world was about to end. He answered with the name of an animal and ran back up to my room, leaving me to sit and laugh alone. along with a clear feeling in his heart that

"I probably really like it."

☆☆☆ Cafeteria ☆☆☆

I sat and immersed myself in the story of this boy with glasses for a long time, including the stories that had passed since the other guy still didn't wear glasses. No matter what it is If this child were present in the event, I would remember everything. It's like he's an important part of why we remember that story.

"P'Pad!!"

"Huh, why are you yelling?"

"I called you a long time ago and you didn't hear me." Wind said and frowned. before changing to another matter

"I've finished writing."

"Oh, um, thank you."

I finished speaking and silence enveloped us again. While watching me take the admin exam to see where I was stuck, it wasn't this stressful. I took a deep breath and concentrated before saying these words that should be said.

"I like you."

"I'm a lover."

Just for a moment, the wind said, "Do you like me?"

"I don't know when I like you. I don't know why I like you. His face is irritating, his personality is not good, he is annoying like his face. I'm being teasing. 1 I couldn't find anything good."

Are you sure this is a confession of love, not a trick?

“But you took care of me, cared for me, gave me encouragement, and caused me chaos until I felt like I couldn't live without you. That's why....it's my boyfriend, P'Pad."

"..."Oh, you bastard, I'm embarrassed but I have to keep a smile on my face. But in my heart, I'm already jumping and shouting "Yes" out loud. God is right with me and I like it. I'm so happy. Usha has been stressed for a long time.

"If you don't like each other, tell me. Don't be quiet..."

I lowered my head and looked at the other person with a calm face. But actually his mouth was still smiling. It's really unbearable.

Looking at the other person's face because he was angry and his eyes were still red and crying, he couldn't help himself and stretched out his hand to wipe the other person's tears.

"I'm smiling."

When he finished speaking, Knot smiled widely with happiness and sent it to the other person. which made her eyes widen before smiling back at me with the same feeling that it was with all my heart that I can't describe at all.

"I'm already a lover, Lom."

"You're my girlfriend now, P'Pad."

Love is risky. If I told you at that time or the wind didn't say it right now, we wouldn't be happy like this. But if another person didn't think the same way, right now someone might be sad. But for me I was willing to take the risk and I'm glad the results were as I had hoped. Even though the wind was the one who asked me to be his girlfriend first, I'm embarrassed.

Wow!

       ☆☆☆ END☆☆☆