'20 March 2018'

Looking back today, a year ago, I was still as messed up as ever. Woke up around ten o'clock in the morning, which even though it was around the time I had school break. It's been 2 weeks, but it's not the nature of a diligent person to sleep in the house and eat and wake up this late. I only know that I want to overcome my laziness. My confused mind is debating. I wondered if I should stay in bed or find something to do, but in the end I gave in to the monotony of the world with just me every day and picked up my phone and tapped into YouTube. But as fate would have it, betrayed me

There was nothing that caught my attention so I picked up the friendship book I received from my elementary school graduation and opened it. My tears started to flow. Until one of my close friends was telling us funny stories in messy letters, but what caught my attention was the last line on the page. It is written that

'P.S. Don't forget to search on YouTube.

GOT7 Thaisub

Na, Mark is very handsome ><'

I don't know what compelled me to pick up my phone and press into YouTube again. My slender fingers pressed the keyboard as my friend had told me and pressed search. I randomly tapped in 1 video right away. When I started watching it, I felt as if I had fallen into another world. A world where there are only smiles and laughter. And I enjoyed it. The video is called '

Weekly Idol Got7 If you do Thaisub’

And the moment I accidentally locked eyes with the man named 'Kim Yugyeom', my world suddenly stopped spinning. He was so beautiful and handsome. Suitable height A sharp face with snowy white skin, broad shoulders that I believe I can lean on on a tiring day. And suddenly when our smiles spread

My world suddenly turned around again. His smile was too bright and beautiful for me to compare with anything. My heart suddenly skipped a beat. It was pounding until I thought I was going to die. When the camera panned to someone else, I realized that I fell in love with him. Now, if you guys already know what the reason for this is, then it's time to follow me and see the whole story.

In the darkness that surrounded me in a narrow, dank room that only smelled of sadness. Once again, my tears flowed down slowly and without stopping. My sobs echoed in the dizzyingly narrow room where I was. But it's not my house. I never called and accepted it as home, I never returned. It's really 'home'.

Suddenly, a bright light flashed in my eyes. The entire room instantly brightened. Every space was filled with my tears. Seven people appeared in front of me, the tears that were flowing automatically stopped. Kim Yugyeom walked towards me in this crazy room, he looked at my face. Smiling at me again, a warm, graceful finger reached out and gently wiped away my tears.

He reached out and held my hand. Immediately, he started running past many things: the practice room, the stage, Jeju Island, his house, the dorm, the award ceremony, and so on without letting go of my hand for even a second. I don't know how much time has passed, I don't know who I am. I don't know where I am. I don't know when he will stop running.

The only thing I know is that he will never let go of my hand. As we kept running like this, I saw many changes in their bright hair colors, red, blonde, brown gradually. Endlessly changing back and forth, suddenly my 'mother' appeared. She insulted me in all kinds of ways. You act like I don't matter.

I had stopped running and my legs were weak. Too tired to continue running, he did not dare to continue at this time. He didn't leave me. He didn't console me. He didn't turn around to look at me, he sat down and leaned on my back. The tightness of our joined hands makes me know that I still have him left. He's not going anywhere.

He would never leave me. Silence slowly fell upon us. None of the 8 of us spoke. The other 6 sat down in front of me and began to sing. The sweet, melancholy sound of the piano reinforced my feelings. To make matters worse, he added weight leaning on my back. I squeezed his hand so tight I squeezed his hand like he was the only refuge I had.

My tears flowed again. It didn't stop flowing, my face started to distort because of how ugly my emotions were. I knew it myself, but they weren't going anywhere. The piano sound is still there. A warm hand still holds my hand, a hug that will hold me when I'm tired, a gentle hand will hold me up when I fall.

They didn't run away at all. When I cried until I was satisfied He stood up and gently pulled me by the hand to follow him somewhere. I followed him slowly. It is a stage where there are many of his fans who love them like I do. Those fans gave them a surprise. Their tears flowed down my heart. They had been through a lot.

But never letting go of my hand, my scars suddenly became small compared to their stories. We ran again. But this time they ran faster than before. Farther than before, but the hand holding me is still as tight as ever. They have grown so much from what I know. I slowly loosened my clasped hands and pulled them out. 'Kim Yugyeom'

He turned to look at me in confusion and I smiled at him. and told him to run with his brothers They've taken care of me for more than enough. The day I can walk on my own, I will no longer be a burden to them. They tried to hold me back. But I still smile and shake my head. He gave up and ran off, out of my little eyes.

I ran after them, watching them from my dark corner. I'm old enough to take care of myself and I'm ready to take care of him. From here where I stand I can see them treating many people the same as they did me. They are so gentle and beautiful. I'm not angry at all. Looking from here, even though it's far away

But I can see how much they've grown since the first day we met. From here, even though I'm far away, I can still see them and they're aware of my presence. Kim Yugyeom, who was 21 years old, turned around and looked at me. He still saw me. My heart began to beat irregularly again.

He turned to show me his beautiful face. He hadn't changed at all except that his hair had turned brown to match his face. His cheeks were plumper, a sign of his hard work. Beautiful, bright eyes that looked like there were millions of constellations in them were looking at me. Another warm smile appeared as he walked back to me and squeezed my hand gently as a promise that we would never leave each other.

Talk:

Hello everyone. Today is my 1 year anniversary of being in Akase. It might not be that long. But just like in the story Wright is a very messy Ahgase. At first there were a lot of problems. Too young to be reasonable Acting badly, not being cute, worthy of being a fan of

GOT7

But the day when everything became clear was the day the comeback results were announced.

M countdown

Comeback episode 7

For7

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You still remember Gus, right? Haha. I'm a New fan too. We really like the backhoe. That day, we acted very unlovely by not voting for him because we thought there were already a lot of Gaz fans. We were just complacent until it came out like this....it really hurt us a lot. If you cry, you'll probably die right then. Back to the present, Gaz is about to come.

Then cum again in the same month.

TT

We are fans of Wanna Wan too!! (But right now there is only one member, Ahgase). We are quite worried because Wanna Wan has a lot of fans. But we voted for Gus to spin views, spin tags, stream, and do everything. But we're afraid we'll be disappointed, haha. We're still immature. Over the past 1 year, I haven't acted like a cute Ahgase at all. Fan of Dek Padew, Bangtan, JBJ

Now it's an idol produced again, very bad.

TT

But every time someone praises those people, we get very annoyed. It always reminds us of where our secret, our 'home' really is. Gus really is everything to us. I really want to 'komawo' (borrow the Nyong song for a second) you guys. That has made me what I am today. Promise that even though you will be discouraged and tired, you will never give up. I will study hard.

Do what you love and earn money to pay for it yourself quickly. I love you, brothers. You are my 'home' and my 'family'. You can say I'm a problem child, haha. Hmmmm, I don't. She studied well like my older sister. Whatever you do, it's like always following in your footsteps//complaining a little, I'm tired.

TT

But I love my sister, haha. I like writing, I love reading, and I want to be a writer. Write about your siblings.

GOT7

World class idol We will chase our dreams together. Thank you very much to all Ahgase who are like our 'family'. Thank you very much. It's been one year already. Yay!