In the end I was just

The island that disappeared from his life

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This story was caused by a very, very, very short temper. Haha.

I want to write a fic, I want to post so much fic, I can't take it anymore. This matter may be confusing at times.

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An island that’s lost

(jinyoungx daehwi)

I refreshed my IG feed for the umpteenth time that day, but the number of direct messages on IG remained the same. The red circle with the number 13 on it lets me know that he hasn't responded yet. When I sat and stared at the message that I hadn't responded to like this, I just realized that I had been offending a lot of other people as well.

         daehwiiwi :

But today I spent almost a thousand baht.

I clicked to read my last message. He hasn't even read it even though I sent it almost two hours ago. I don't know why I expected him to answer quickly when we had already broken up. So what is the need for him to answer me quickly?

          baejin_y: 

What are you buying?

I looked at the notification that popped up again but didn't press it. Because if you answer quickly, he'll know that I'm waiting. Jinyoung and I broke up almost two weeks ago. But we parted on good terms, so now we can still talk. And another reason why he still talks to me is because I owe him money.

          daehwiiwi: 

There are many cute things here.

          daehwiiwi: 

But don't worry. We already have her money back.

            baejin_y: 

Haven't made a demand yet.

          baejin_y: 

But there's no rush to return it. We weren't in a hurry to spend the money.

He answered me three hours later. As for me, I read but didn't reply. Sometimes he read and didn't answer. Sometimes it's me. Take turns moving away from each other a little at a time. On days when you can't take it, just say hello.

Most of the time it's me who can't take it and says hello.

"Aren't you going to wait for someone else?"

I turned to ask Park Jihoon. My best friend who would just drag me to school. Today my school is having a graduation party for Mathayom 6. They let me wear whatever outfit I think looks best on me, but because today I don't have confidence in myself at all. So I didn't dare go to school with the two Jihoons.

"Why are you waiting? You'll get along with me."

“I'm not ready.”

“What are you not ready for? I haven't met Jinyoung yet."

Because Jihoon was plumper than me, his force easily took me to school and I didn't actually get to meet Jinyoung like Jihoon said. It's probably his own intention, which is fine. I don't want to meet him either.

            baejin_y: 

Why did you say today that you will get the money back?

            daehwiiwi: 

Where is it? We can't find it.

          baejin_y: 

Table 14 is the same number as our anniversary.

I smiled when I saw his message. Just knowing that he hadn't forgotten the anniversary still felt good. But people probably don't forget stories that happened that easily, right? I turned to look at the table number. 14 Then he saw that he himself was sitting with his head bent down and dialing into a telephone.

            baejin_y: 

Will you come or will you walk?

            daehwiiwi: 

We'll walk ourselves.

As it got late, the party started to get more fun as well. Teachers came up with games for the Mathayom 6 students to play. But that's right, the party must end. Before the event ended, the teacher who was the master of ceremonies came out to greet us with a touching farewell before announcing the last activity before the end for us.

“Today is the last day for students to be able to meet their friends together like this after graduating from Mathayom 6. Students will have to disperse according to official means and it will not be easy to arrange for friends to meet them.”

"And getting back together with someone you secretly like, an ex-boyfriend, or someone you used to talk to isn't easy either. So today, the teacher will give everyone the opportunity to hug the person they want to hug before they can't hug them again."

When everyone hears the word hug The sound of commotion was heard everywhere. Including Park Ji Hoon, Ahn Hyung Seop, Joo Hak Nyeon, my friends, who immediately talked about who they should hug because there were so many men. As for me? I'd probably hug three of them first.

"Ah, you can go. If you want to hug someone, just walk up to them."

"Let's hug each other first. I love you."

After we finished hugging each other, we separated to find other friends. I went to hug friends in other rooms who were in the same room but couldn't hug. How many people returned to their original seats? In my head right now, I only have Bae Jin Young's face and the words I really want to hug him.

"Aren't you thinking of coming to hug us?"

"I thought so, but we couldn't find her."

“I didn't see where she was looking for us, so I walked around and hugged a few friends, then came back and sat down at the table.”

“Are you secretly looking?”

“I'm always looking.”

Dead air for a moment He and I looked at each other for a while before Jinyoung opened his arms. Waiting for me to hug you At that time, my brain was blank and felt like tears were about to flow. His embrace that I've always had but will no longer have. It's gone.

“Hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee”

“Why are you crying? We're still here. I'm your friend right here."

“Do I want to be your friend, you idiot?”

He burst out laughing. But I heard his sniffling louder. He was probably just as sad as I was. We can't go back to the way we were before. It's really bad that I still love you but we can't get along. I have to accept that fact. We've tried a lot but it doesn't get any better.

“If there is a chance, let's meet again, Daehwi.”

"Oh, see you later."

Jinyoung reached up and wiped away all the tears on my face. The smile he gave me made me want to cry again, not wanting to accept that everything that was once mine would be gone for good. Wow!

And after this, Jinyoung and I will slowly disappear from each other's orbit, becoming just people who have passed by at some point in our lives. And in the end, I was just an island that disappeared from his life.

“I don't want you to be sad anymore. Fight on. I'm just as bad as you, but what can I do? You can pass it. Please be strong with everything you encounter, Daehwi.”

“Thank you, you too.”

“Yes, good luck.”

 ( end )

talk;

Asked about the lost island What does this have to do with breaking up with your boyfriend?

Honestly, we don't know. This fic comes from a short-lived feeling while listening to music.

best friend 

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ikon 

This is it.

And there's a part that says I might be like a lost island. When we read it, we felt that there was something good about it.

So I edited it into real life where I just broke up with my girlfriend.

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