No matter how much you love...

I'm still a person.

Drama 100%

Min's small body Yoongi was shaking from crying so much. But not even a sound came out. Small white teeth clenched together to hold back a sob.

Min Yoongi doesn't like crying.

That's what made him clench his teeth so tightly. Even though there was no one in the room with him. His small arms hugged himself tightly as if the weather was very cold.

He had been crying for almost four hours. Even though I had cried out so much, there was still no sign that my heart, which was hurt like crushed rose petals, would get better.

He's already tired...

Tired of crying alone

Tired of bearing the pain alone.

2 years before that

Min Yoongi is just a small man. A person with a bland face and a sweet side. Even though his face looks like a shy and reserved person, I would like to say that that's not him at all. He is an irritable, annoyed person, talks little, is lethargic, is still and sleeps and changes his sleeping position. be cheeky It can be said that he is a man who is more manly than his appearance, to the point where he has received a husband from every institution.

He lives alone because his parents died in an accident together. He himself was an only child. There is an inheritance that parents have left to sustain them until they are old.

If you ask me if I'm lonely..

I must say that sometimes

Even so His life is as smooth as a straight line. There is no one in my heart and I don't think there will be any trouble at all. Wake up late, sleep in class, go home, sleep in loops like this continuously.

But it seems that a demon has come to change the course of his life. An annoying creature named Kim Taehyung.

Suddenly, this giant dog suddenly appeared in his life. If you say it's annoying, it's annoying. But if you can miss it, you probably won't.

Yes, he fell in love with Taehyung.

It was the matter that surprised him the most. He never thought he would love anyone. Even women never But now I'm suddenly in love with an annoying cat-faced man.

But come on...he can't be upset with himself anymore.

And the day that he didn't think would come true came... The day Taehyung asked him to be his girlfriend.

I felt a warm feeling in my heart that I hadn't felt in a long time. I can't remember. You can say that you really have to thank Taehyung for making him this happy.

We've been together for almost 2 years now and everything seems to have changed. Taehyung started going out often, not showing up for appointments, being stuck on his phone, starting to pay less attention to him. And finally, his anxiety rose to such a high level that he had to secretly follow the other person.

Even though it was surprising that the place the other person came from was the house of close friend Jung. Hoseok who just returned from studying abroad for half a year. He still thinks optimistically that there might be something that needs to be discussed.

So why don't you consult him? It's hurtful.

When he saw that it was not what he thought, he was preparing to return home. But there seems to be something enticing me to follow it a little further.

Finally, he couldn't stand the call from his heart, so he secretly looked at the two people standing at the door of the house talking intimately. Before your sweet eyes widen

He was shocked.. very shocked when the picture in front of him was a human figure, his boyfriend and his only close friend, kissing each other, not passionately. before Taehyung wrapped his arms around Hoseok's small waist and entered the house.

Deep in my heart, I hope it's just an illusion or a dream. Maybe it's just a greeting. Yes! Hoseok only came back for half a year. You may still be stuck in the culture there.

He knows that he is deceiving himself. But I hope in my heart that it will be like that.

To confirm his faint thoughts, he climbed up the window and entered his close friend's house, following the couple.

"Um.. Taehyung, calm down." His best friend's voice came from the other side's bedroom, causing him to follow and quietly listen.

“Can't you calm down, Hoseok? I'm thinking about it and it's already bad," said the familiar voice of the person he loved. before caressing the other's smooth neck beggingly

"What? You can come to me any time. Don't come too much. Haha."

"Um~~ probably won't be able to come often. Yoongi is starting to get suspicious."

"What should I do? We won't be able to see each other often. When are you going to break up with him?” Your mean words made him even more stunned than before. Isn't it true?

"Please play to your heart's content first. It wasn't easy to get, but Hoseok is number one in my heart." After saying that, they began to play a hot love song.

Yoongi collapsed to the ground as if unable to defy gravity. He gently supported his severely wounded body back into the bedroom. before leaving himself weak again

Isn't it true? The picture you saw there The bad words that both of them said again. Is it just a dream?

He let the tears flow silently. There was no sound of any sobbing at all. I thought to myself hard about what to do.

What you should do is give up. So you broke up, right?

But why.. does his heart cry out for his own happiness?

Okay....He gave in.

He chose to trust his heart.

Even if it's painful

When Taehyung came to see Yoongi He acted normally as if he didn't know or see anything at all. Including when he was with Hoseok as well. Min Yoongi is good at keeping his feelings hidden...even if you observe, you won't know.

Throughout the past 6 months since that day Yoongi is still the same. Happy with Taehyung Have fun with Hoseok No one knows the secret. Even though my heart is so numb, it's as if I've been stabbed to the point where I can't feel the pain anymore.

His mental state was very deteriorating. And when the mental state worsens The body is also getting worse. He secretly went to see a psychiatrist and discovered that he had a popular disease.

Min Yoongi has chronic depression.

Because he had to endure sadness and pain for half a year, causing it to become chronic. He hesitated whether or not to tell those two people. But in the end another secret was added.

Min Yoongi is definitely talented, very talented too. But no matter how skilled you are, you probably won't be able to stand the sight in front of you.

The bodies of the young man he was familiar with were bonding with each other so hotly that he didn't notice the newcomer. Even though Taehyung was actually the one who told him to come. Even though another person had actually begged him to come find food for him to eat. Even though today is actually our anniversary. Why did Taehyung break his promise?

I can't take it anymore....He's too traumatized. All the secrets came out all at once until my heart ached. Ears and eyes cannot perceive anything but their own pain.

Yoongi tightly hugs the body that bears all his own suffering. Tears overflowed and almost turned to blood. I cried like that for about four hours.

He slowly released the hand that was holding himself tightly. Will stand up even though the tears haven't stopped flowing. The white man dragged his own body to Taehyung's condo again. But the goal if it's really a tall person's room.

Walking up the stairs to the floor your loved one is on even though the elevator is working Until he arrived, he knocked on the door of the other room's room softly but loudly, causing the other two people in the room to be aware of the knocking sound.

He placed the letter in front of the other person's room, who now probably hugged each other like they used to hug him. Probably giving you a warm kiss like the one you gave him before. Caressing his best friend's cheek as affectionately as he did before.

I don't know if it's lucky or not. Taehyung's room was next to the rooftop. Then he freaked out and walked up the stairs. Ah, why didn't he feel tired at all? Or will he let his tiredness go with this heart full of wounds...

The cool wind blowing through the small body But the person who got hit didn't care. Slowly walked towards the edge of the rooftop. Memories from childhood began to replay like a tape.

Happiness when living with parents Before it gradually turned into sadness, loneliness, and loneliness. Then a strong hand came in to lift him up from his boring life. And in the end he was stepped on by the same person who helped him.

His eyes fell on Taehyung's figure, who was looking at him with a face that was startlingly shocked. Beside him was his best friend.

Min Yoongi slowly smiled at the two before letting himself fall. The consciousness that was slowly fading away bit by bit was causing him a lot of pain. But before his eyes could close completely, he saw Taehyung rushing towards him with tears streaming down his face.

The last words in my heart

"I love you, Taehyung.."

I don't know who.

cry

Some, but I composed it myself.

cry

It's me. Haha. The plot of this story comes from a fic in Joylada. It's a horror genre. I won't say the name of it. That is, Tae-Nia's boyfriend is Ms. Ki's boyfriend. But what's the matter with Brother Hope? Plus, he's jealous of Hope until he shows off. Showing a lot of ownership And we think that Ki was aware of that observation. But she probably wasn't sure.

And she is the closest to Brother Hope. They can be said to be the closest pair of friends in the story. Telling this story, does some of you know it? I accidentally dragged it for a long time.

Because some people don't know. Depression has its stages and levels. The most dangerous distance is *points to P'Ki who is taking a red bath*