-One month ago-

"This is Hakkyun."

"Um, what's up, Taekwoon?"

"Let's be apart for a while."

"Huh...huh?"

"Well, I have an important project that I need to hurry up and submit to my teacher. So I want to spend extra time with it."

“Ah...um, okay, it's Taekwoonie's important job. I'm not interrupting, just take it easy."

"Um, thank you for understanding me, Hakyeon."

"Oh, but...can you tell me how long?"

"Oh.. I'm sorry, but I still can't decide on it..."

"Ah, so..."

"excuse me"

“Um, it's okay, you don't have to apologize. I don't think much of it."

"um"

That's the last time. That I got to meet and talk with Taekwoon...my lover. And after that day I didn't see him again.

No matter how many dozen messages I send to him... What I got back is

'emptiness'

It's not just that he doesn't answer. But...he didn't even open and read it.

I don't know how time-consuming and busy the work he is doing is. But it must be very busy. ...That's why he doesn't have free time, even for just a minute. To open and read messages from me A message full of thoughts and concern from me to him. ...my lover

Of course, his silence disappeared like that. It makes me feel...

I felt anxious, scared, and often downright hurt. But in the end, I still tell and remind myself all the time that

“Cha Hakyun, no, don't think too much. Taekwoon just needs to make time for his work. ...Don't think too much. Soon he will come back to you as usual. Just be patient."

And when time has passed since one day became a month That I haven't even met my lover Jung Taekwoon...

Until today That I finally met him, Jung Taekwoon, my lover...

Today, I had an appointment with Wonshik, my (special) close friend next door who just moved in two weeks ago. But the two of us had known each other for many years before that.

I made an appointment with Wonsik at Garosugil. We determined that I'll come out and find a cafe with a quiet atmosphere. The type that is suitable for sitting and reading a book. Well... something like that.

In fact, I didn't want to come out like this.

But Wonshik saw that I kept myself in my room and didn't go out. Probably not that good...so today he invited (forced) me to hang out with him for a day.

And I also don't want to deny Wonshik's kindness in inviting me. And I've been rejected many times. Today, I don't want to hurt his kindness again. So I agreed to come hang out with him one day.

And it might be because I've been out and about. After keeping to myself and refusing to go out anywhere Since the day Taekwoon disappeared from me that day After that, I didn't feel like going anywhere anymore.

And even now I still can't answer with certainty that I'm right? Or do you think it's wrong? who chose to go out and travel today

What is it that makes me think that way?

There's nothing very special. (Raises a smile, feeling sorry for himself)

I just happened to meet a familiar person. He disappeared from me a month ago. Now, that person is smiling widely like a very happy person. ...with a woman

He and that girl who saw it They seem to fit together so well...

Those beautiful, slender hands of his. That one time...a long time ago He used to use it to play the piano. Play me a romantic love song One evening when snow was falling...

But today, on a clear day... those beautiful hands of his Now he was using it to gently caress that girl's clear cheek...

He and she looked so close and close to each other, both their gestures, their smiles, and the way they looked at each other.. it seemed very meaningful. And it looked so special...that it made me stand here watching them show their sweet love to each other without shame. I have to clench my fists.

Because you have to suppress emotions and feelings that feel like a sharp object has been stabbed into your heart. It was both painful and resentful to the point of being unable to speak. I can't tell you how much it hurts in my heart right now. When I saw the true picture of the person I loved...

"Doing an important project...huh. It's just a lie used to trick stupid people like me into believing it, Jung Taekwoon."

"Yeon..."

"Hakyun"

"Did you hear me, Hakkyeon!"

"Ah! Ah...Sorry Wonshik."

"What's wrong with you? You're suddenly so lost?"

"Oh, no, just something to think about."

"Huh? Are you sure?"

"um"

"But I don't think so."

"Ah, you can still read my mind like before."

"Huh. Well, how long have we known each other?"

"That's right. Is there anyone who knows me better than you?"

“Yes, so stop acting like the sky is falling down. I saw it and was shocked."

"look for? Is that what the front of the floor looks like..."

"Well, I won't ask why, but just know that you'll always have me here."

"Huh? You make me feel that way.” Hakkyun smiles and narrows his eyes at Wonsik.

“What do you feel?” His handsome face and flirtatious eyes reached closer to Hakyeon, waiting for an answer.

"I feel like you Why do you have to be so handsome and good, Wonshik-sama?” Hakkyun didn't say anything. But he also raised his hand to playfully squeeze the tip of Wonshik's high nose.

“Shit, you…heh.” Wonshik slaps Hakkyeon's hand away. And it seems like there's something else to say. But Wonsik chose not to say it out loud. But he reached up and lightly ruffled Hakkyun's hair, trying to get back at Hakkyun for pinching his own nose. And then the two of them laughed at each other like children.

“Hey, Wonsik.” After fixing his hair back in place, Hakyeon turned to Wonsik, who was sitting next to him and was drinking his own drink.

"what?"

“Do we want to go drinking tonight?” Hakkyun asked with a look that said, “You have to go, you can't deny it.”

"Huh? Joking? Are you really telling the truth?” But even though I knew the answer, it was true. But Won-sik still wanted to ask Hak-yeon again to be sure.

"What do you think?"

"Of course I want you to answer that it's true."

“Um, then let's go back to bed and rest. And tonight we'll go out and have fun together."

"Same place!/Same place!"

-At the Black Mansion-

In a bedroom that is rather dark which was no different from the dark feelings of the room owner. How much did you go?

His thin body looked as if it were not a man's. But it's more like a woman's body. At this time, his upper body was... completely naked, without any clothing to hide his beautiful figure and complexion. In normal times, the hunters' eyes were often hidden by clothing that was so intimate that it was sometimes too uncomfortable.

Hakkyun sat back against the headboard and raised one knee hidden under the thick blanket. They also pump nicotine from small cigarettes wrapped in paper...

Since when?

This Cha Hakyeon didn't show his true self like this.

Ah...probably from four years ago...like that.

From someone who never cared about anything Never cared about anyone And always do what you want, no matter what it is. Even if it caused someone trouble, Hak Yeon would never think about it. Until becoming a vicious and dangerous person in the eyes of others all the time...

But then one day Some fate has come to make Cha Hakyeon very bad for that person. I have agreed to change myself in everything. In hopes of being a clean person for someone who he accidentally fell in love with. ...I love that person so much that I'm willing to do everything. No matter how much I have to force myself, I will do it.

Because I don't want that person I love until (almost) all my heart to feel disappointed. Hak Yeon therefore had to be willing to do everything.

When I think back to the past again like this Huh...I really am more pitiful than anyone else. Foolish Cha Hakyun

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-One month ago-

"This is Hakkyun."

"Um, what's up, Taekwoon?"

"Let's be apart for a while."

"Huh...huh?"

"Well, I have an important project that I need to hurry up and submit to my teacher. So I want to spend extra time with it."

“Ah...um, okay, it's Taekwoonie's important job. I'm not interrupting, just take it easy."

"Um, thank you for understanding me, Hakyeon."

"Oh, but...can you tell me how long?"

"Oh.. I'm sorry, but I still can't decide on it..."

"Ah, so..."

"excuse me"

“Um, it's okay, you don't have to apologize. I don't think much of it."

"um"

That's the last time. That I got to meet and talk with Taekwoon...my lover. And after that day I didn't see him again.

No matter how many dozen messages I send to him... What I got back is

'emptiness'

It's not just that he doesn't answer. But...he didn't even open and read it.

I don't know how time-consuming and busy the work he is doing is. But it must be very busy. ...That's why he doesn't have free time, even for just a minute. To open and read messages from me A message full of thoughts and concern from me to him. ...my lover

Of course, his silence disappeared like that. It makes me feel...

I felt anxious, scared, and often downright hurt. But in the end, I still tell and remind myself all the time that

“Cha Hakyun, no, don't think too much. Taekwoon just needs to make time for his work. ...Don't think too much. Soon he will come back to you as usual. Just be patient."

And when time has passed since one day became a month That I haven't even seen my lover, Jung Taek Woon...

Until today That I finally got to meet him, Jung Taekwoon, my lover...

Today, I had an appointment with Wonshik, my (special) close friend next door who just moved in two weeks ago. But the two of us had known each other for many years before that.

I made an appointment with Wonsik at Garosugil. We determined that I'll come out and find a cafe with a quiet atmosphere. The type that is suitable for sitting and reading a book. Well... something like that.

In fact, I didn't want to come out like this.

But Wonshik saw that I kept myself in my room and didn't go out. Probably not that good...so today he invited (forced) me to hang out with him for a day.

And I also don't want to deny Wonshik's kindness in inviting me. And I've been rejected many times. Today, I don't want to hurt his kindness again. So I agreed to come hang out with him one day.

And it might be because I've been out and about. After keeping to myself and refusing to go out anywhere Since the day Taekwoon disappeared from me that day After that, I didn't feel like going anywhere anymore.

And even now I still can't answer with certainty that I'm right? Or do you think it's wrong? who chose to go out and travel today

What is it that makes me think that way?

There's nothing very special. (Raises a smile, feeling sorry for himself)

I just happened to meet a familiar person. He disappeared from me a month ago. Now, that person is smiling widely like a very happy person. ...with a woman

He and that girl who saw it They seem to fit together so well...

Those beautiful, slender hands of his. That one time...a long time ago He used to use it to play the piano. Play me a romantic love song One evening when snow was falling...

But today, on a clear day... those beautiful hands of his Now he was using it to gently caress that girl's clear cheek...

He and she looked so close and close to each other, both their gestures, their smiles, and the way they looked at each other.. it seemed very meaningful. And it looked so special...that it made me stand here watching them show their sweet love to each other without shame. I have to clench my fists.

Because you have to suppress emotions and feelings that feel like a sharp object has been stabbed into your heart. It was both painful and resentful to the point of being unable to speak. I can't tell you how much it hurts in my heart right now. When I saw the true picture of the person I loved...

"Doing an important project...huh. It's just a lie used to trick stupid people like me into believing it, Jung Taekwoon."

"Yeon..."

"Hakyeon"

"Did you hear me, Hakkyeon!"

"Ah! Ah...Sorry Wonshik."

"What's wrong with you? You're suddenly so lost?"

"Oh, no, just something to think about."

"Huh? Are you sure?"

"um"

"But I don't think so."

"Ah, you can still read my mind like before."

"Huh. Well, how long have we known each other?"

"That's right. Is there anyone who knows me better than you?"

“Yes, so stop acting like the sky is falling down. I saw it and was shocked."

"look for? Is that what the front of the floor looks like..."

"Well, I won't ask why, but just know that you'll always have me here."

"Huh? You make me feel that way.” Hakkyun smiles and narrows his eyes at Wonsik.

“What do you feel?” His handsome face and flirtatious eyes reached closer to Hakyeon, waiting for an answer.

"I feel like you Why do you have to be so handsome and good, Wonshik-sama?” Hakkyun didn't say anything. But he also raised his hand to playfully squeeze the tip of Wonshik's high nose.

“Shit, you…heh.” Wonshik slaps Hakkyeon's hand away. And it seems like there's something else to say. But Wonsik chose not to say it out loud. But he reached up and lightly ruffled Hakkyun's hair, trying to get back at Hakkyun for pinching his own nose. And then the two of them laughed at each other like children.

“Hey, Wonsik.” After fixing his hair back in place, Hakyeon turned to ask Wonsik, who was sitting next to him and was drinking his own drink.

"what?"

“Do we want to go drinking tonight?” Hakkyun asked with a look that said, “You have to go, you can't deny it.”

"Huh? Joking? Are you really telling the truth?” But even though I knew the answer, it was true. But Won-sik still wanted to ask Hak-yeon again to be sure.

"What do you think?"

"Of course I want you to answer that it's true."

“Um, then let's go back to bed and rest. And tonight we'll go out and have fun together."

"Same place!/Same place!"

-At the Black Mansion-

In a bedroom that is rather dark which was no different from the dark feelings of the room owner. How much did you go?

His thin body looked as if it were not a man's. But it's more like a woman's body. At this time, his upper body was... completely naked, without any clothing to hide his beautiful figure and complexion. In normal times, the hunters' eyes were often hidden by clothing that was so intimate that at times it was too uncomfortable.

Hakkyun sat back against the headboard and raised one knee hidden under the thick blanket. They also pump nicotine from small cigarettes wrapped in paper...

Since when?

This Cha Hakyeon didn't show his true self like this.

Ah...probably from four years ago...like that.

From someone who never cared about anything Never cared about anyone And always do what you want, no matter what it is. Even if it caused someone trouble, Hak Yeon would never think about it. Until becoming a vicious and dangerous person in the eyes of others all the time...

But then one day Some fate has come to make Cha Hakyeon very bad for that person. I have agreed to change myself in everything. In hopes of being a clean person for someone who he accidentally fell in love with. ...I love that person so much that I'm willing to do everything. No matter how much I have to force myself, I will do it.

Because I don't want that person I love until (almost) all my heart to feel disappointed. Hak Yeon therefore had to be willing to do everything.

When I think back to the past again like this Huh...I really am more pitiful than anyone else. Foolish Cha Hakyun

Hello...haha

"Four years...that's a long time," came the low voice of the white-skinned young man with a pin sticking out from under the thick blanket. Inserting his own naked body, he lay on top of Hakkyeon's naked body.

He is Lee Hong Bin, a young man with a beautiful face (flawlessly handsome) and dimpled dimples on both cheeks. With blood-red eyes that were round and cute and sparkling, worth staring at. And the elements on Hongbin's front plane are always the ones that make people fall in love with every time they look at them.

“Hmm, the sweet taste of you as you mature...it really refreshes me. My cute little bunny.” Hakkyun used his free hand to scoop up Hongbin's underside and brought it closer. To receive a sweet kiss from him No matter how much it is, it's still enough. ...a need that has been hidden for a long time

“Ah..ah.” Hong Bin's face began to turn red and his blood-red eyes began to fill with desire for more..again.

“Hmph..ah, take it easy. ..Little rabbit." Hakkyun used his free hand to change it from the rounded end. Gently caressing the side of the cheek and the round head with soft, smooth hair. A pale blue, ombré style hand played soothingly. Naughty little rabbit Let the fire that burns in your body from the need to release it every moment. To relax... The fire of lust is hotter than any other fire of Hong Bin.

“You know how much Hakkyun's smell and touch drive me crazy.” Hong Bin raised his head to meet Hakkyun's eyes and spoke to Hakkyun with a look that Bong clearly said. How much is he suffering from this endless desire right now? Damn it, it's torture like crazy.

"My cute little bunny. Sorry for keeping you waiting. But from now on...I won't run away again." Hak Yeon told Hong Bin his truth in a soft and sweet voice. A sweet voice that often makes someone's heart flutter and become addicted to the point of being unable to withdraw every time they listen to it.

But not everyone can easily hear it.

Regardless of Cha Hakyeon's true identity, which is actually so hot...that anyone would find it difficult to hold back...when meeting Cha Hakyeon's true form. A person who everyone considers dull and emotionless. And he was probably just a young 3rd year student who looked stupid and naive.

In reality, it is not at all.

Cha Hakyun, the person that others see It's just a false image. It was just an illusion that Cha Hakyun created to trick others into believing. And they thought that Cha Hakyun was like that. According to the picture Cha Hakyun wanted to see. And it was just a coincidence that Cha Ha Kyun accidentally forgot his true identity.

Because he was too involved in the role of a fool that he had created. Cha Hakyeon was completely deceived by the person he loved and trusted like this.

Huh, it was so painful...to the point that I thought I was on the verge of death!

It's not wrong when people say that the more you love, the more it hurts.

Yes, we should not believe and trust. Until I gave it to him with all my heart like this

But love (deception) makes us unable to see anything.

Love (deception) makes us stupid and ignorant and dreaming that it will be beautiful.

In the end, love (deception) is just a beautiful flower filled with deadly poison. By the time we know it's toxic...it's already too late.

-A Night of Illusionary Colors-

On the main route leading directly into the capital A metropolis of color and prosperity at night.

The path was quiet and lonely, with only dense forest on both sides. Without houses and lights...and especially at night like this. The atmosphere was extremely eerie!

          Audi R8

The black luxury car was driving along that lonely road as fast as the car owner's mood. without fear of anything If this kind of speed could cause an accident at any time. If you make a mistake through carelessness

Cha Hakyeon right now...emotions are boiling. Until he couldn't control it. The story we saw today...it really has come to an end. He couldn't stand it anymore. If possible, he himself would like to be patient a little more.

But...no more, no more, enough is enough! It's been too crazy...it's really been too much. And it was most deserved. That everything must end just like this

In the past, he must have been too calm. Now it has to explode... But after thinking about it, This guy is so stupid. To be able to endure something like this for such a long time. In fact I myself am a person who has never been patient with anything like this.

It's really laughable and self-pitying.

That, what the hell were you doing? In the past, huh, that was really crazy, right?

But it's over. From now on, this Cha Hakyeon won't act stupidly like that ever again. Never again.

Damn it!!

-Meeting point-

Crackling

“Um, sorry, I just got here.” Hakyeon answered the phone from Wonshik. I guess he called himself. Well, Hak Yeon actually made the appointment for Wonsik himself. But when it was time for the appointment, I turned out to be the one who was late. Sigh, that guy must have complained to me badly by now.

/Ah, I think I'm getting bored.

"Eh? All of my wonshik. This Cha Hakkyun doesn't dare keep him waiting." Of someone who has to play the role of a minor who has to please others. Because I made the mistake of being late.

/Huh, come on, I'm sitting at the VIP table on the second floor right now. I thought if you walked up it wouldn't be difficult to find.

"Eh? VIP table? Why are you up there? I thought you were waiting for me in front of the bar like usual..” Hakkyun immediately asked back. Wondering when he heard something different from before. As well as walking towards the entrance door.

/Well, that is...

"Huh?"

/Well, I met a friend from the faculty here, so...

"Ah, um, I understand."

/Here, if you're not okay. Let's go downstairs to our usual place.

"Hey, no need to. I don't have any problems. But what about your friends? Will they be okay? I'm going to sit with you on the floor."

/Oh, I already told them about that. Everyone is okay, no problem.

"Um, okay, that's it. I'll be there in a moment."

/Okay, see you later.

-VIP table on the second floor-

“Hey, are your friends here yet?” Sehun, another member of the group, was one of the four people sitting together drinking tonight. asked Wonsik as soon as he saw that Wonsik was finished talking on the phone.

“Um, I'm walking up.” Wonshik turned to answer his friend, his face looking more lively than before.

“Looks like they're definitely not just ordinary friends like this..” Jongin smiled brightly and spoke in a knowledgeable tone? After seeing Kim Won Shik's different expression

“Hehe, pretend you know, Mr. Jongin.” Wonsik smiled and said without accepting or denying. But just then, everyone could see that it was true. As Jongin said

"Eh? Or...maybe it's the person you're flirting with?" Sehun tried to guess.

“Um, Sehun said it well. And it looks like it might be true as well.” Taekwoon sat quietly, snuggling up to his beautiful girlfriend tonight. Still, I couldn't help but miss the opportunity to have this conversation. I would like to tell you about this matter of crushing a friend. They are always ready to crush you.

“Huh, you better take the time to have a sweet time with your beautiful So-Ah, Taekwoon,” Wonsik immediately shot back in a joking manner. Not serious at all Even though their friends often like to joke like that on a regular basis.

Hello...

“Wonsik,” a sweet, soft voice that makes anyone hear it and immediately turn around to look. Who is this and why does his voice sound so melodious?

“Hakyun~” Wonsik turned around and smiled to welcome the new arrivals with an expression that clearly showed how happy he was. To have fun with this lovely friend tonight.

“Come, come and sit here.” Wonsik slapped his hand on the empty space next to where he was sitting. To repeat to Hakyeon to come sit next to me right here.

“Ah,” Hakyeon nods in acknowledgement, giving Wonsik a cute smile first. Then he hurriedly walked in and sat down where Wonshik had told him to.

“Ah, this is my friend Hakkyun.” Wonsik introduced Hakkyun to the three friends sitting at the table together.

"Ah, hello. My name is Sehun^^" Sehun, who was sitting opposite Hakkyun, hurriedly introduced himself before anyone else. With his charming voice and smile,

"I'm Hakkyun^^" Hakkyun also gave Sehun a cute smile like a good-natured person.

"Huh!" Oh...that's cute. Sehun immediately raised his hand to his heart. When Hakkyeon's sweet, cute smile suddenly arose, it suddenly became violent.

"Hey, this way too. I'll come in. I'm still single^^" Here's another one...so much of a fool, my friend. Wonsik could only glare at his two friends, who couldn't stop giving Hakkyun sweet glances.

“Hey Hakkyun, don't smile at these guys like that. Look!” Wonsik turned around and scolded Hakkyun. And he didn't forget to use one arm to hook Hakkyun's neck in to himself until Hakkyun's sweet face was immediately buried in the muscular chest of a man who likes to exercise like Wonshik.

“Oh, what? Oh, it's too tight. I can't breathe, Wonshik. Keke." Hakkyun laughed and squirmed in Wonshik's arms.

"It's annoying. Why do you smile like that at them? Here it is!” Wonsik held onto Hakkyun even more. Up until now, Hakyeon was practically sitting on Wonshik's lap. ...Looking at it, it's like lovers are teasing each other. Sigh, I don't care about my friends who are sitting here looking at each other with wide eyes.

“Oh, he just smiled at me like this. Are you really that jealous of Wonshik's friend?" Sehun teased and couldn't help but annoy his friend.

"Is that why you have to be so possessive? Hmm, not really.. at all, hehe.” Jongin said that and then slapped his hand on Wonshik's thick shoulder, just as annoyed as Sehun.

"What? This is my (important) friend.” Won turned to Jongin and pointed at Hakkyun like, You guys can't mess with this person of mine, please know this.

"Oh, so we're not your friends?" Sehun shot back in a mocking way.

“That's right, our three years of contact are worthless to you. Sigh...I'm so sorry." Jongin pretended to act sad. Very striking in Wonshik's eyes. This neighbor is exaggerating. Sigh.

"Because I'm not as cute as your Hakkyun. I'm disappointed." Sehun had been so disrespectful to Jongin. Oh, my best friend always likes to play with each other. I'm really fed up with their professional acting. Wonsik could only shake his head gently. And now I'm still hugging Hakyeon.

Still refusing to let go It was as if he had forgotten that. Now I'm hugging Hakyeon.

"Hey..." a quiet voice called out from a handsome young man sitting in the far corner. It seemed like everyone had forgotten that he was even at the table. "It's like you guys forgot about me."

"oh! Uh, haha, it seems like I really forgot about you.” Sehun turned around and made an apologetic face to Taekwoon, who was sitting next to himself.

“Uh, yes, you're the one who just sat there quietly and didn't say anything. You weren't even in a hurry to introduce yourself to Hakkyun. Ah...anyway, I have to apologize on behalf of this friend. It's not polite to Hakkyun either^^" Jongin turned to complain to Taekwoon before smiling sweetly at Hakkyun. Now that I'm free from Wonshik's strong arms, huh.

But Kim Jongin could still see that Wonshik's hand was still hugging Hakkyun's thin waist. Hmm...

“Ah, yes, that's fine. I don't mind. Because like your friends, you don't seem to have much free time around. ...Is that right^^" At the last sentence, Hakyun turned to Taekwoon with a smile. that other people think is extremely cute But for Taekwoon, it was a smile that sent a chill down his spine that caused goosebumps to rise up in a strange way.

“Ah, Hakyeon is so cute and kind. What should I do? I'm so shaken by you." Sehun started dousing Hakkyun again.

"Eh? What's going on? Haha." Hakyeon stopped staring at Taekwoon and turned around to laugh and smile sweetly, making Sehun's heart flutter even more.

“Hakkyun, please turn around and smile at me^^” Jongin leans forward towards Hakkyun, wanting Hakkyun's attention. Um...that crazy friend of Se-Jong. They're fighting to woo Hak Yeon, right? Wonshik gritted his teeth and glared at his two stupid friends with extreme restraint.

“Hey, you two should be quiet. At least let Taekwoonman introduce himself,” Wonsik said.

"Ah, uh, sorry," Sehun said.

“Uh, this is Mr. Taekwoon. Why don't you hurry up and introduce yourself?" Jongin turned to Taekwoon. That right now the expression looks strangely calm??

"Oh, I'm sorry for the delay in introducing myself. I'm Soa^^" The only pretty girl at the table hurriedly greeted and introduced herself to Hakkyeon with a bright, attractive smile before Taekwoon, who still had a calm but oily face. Looks strangely stressed.

"Yes, I'm Hakkyun ^^" Hakkyun smiled sweetly and introduced himself to her very naturally. Even though his heart was about to explode right now.

"..And you? Aren't you going to introduce yourself to me^^" Hak Yeon pretended to turn around and talk to Taekwoon. Wanting to put pressure on Taekwoon to feel even more uncomfortable.

“Ah, uh…” Taekwoon suddenly couldn't find the words to say. Why does it have to be a coincidence like this? Taekwoon could only think like this in his heart.

"If you don't want to introduce yourself It's okay^^" Because I know you well enough, Jung Taekwoon.

"Oh.." The more Hakyeon spoke and smiled sweetly like that. Taekwoon was even more choked to the point where he couldn't breathe.

“Wonsik,” Hakkyun turned to talk to Wonsik with sweet eyes. Deliberately making Taekwoon see himself. I didn't care and didn't care at all. That Taekwoon would still embrace another woman by his side in front of each other like this.

“Huh?” Wonsik turns his head closer to Hakkyeon. He also raised his hand to fix Hakkyun's hair in the front that looked messy. Gently in both eyes and actions Until Sehun's friend and Jongin's friend had to look at each other and wanted to say out loud together, "Oh really."

"Oh, I'm just going to the bathroom." Hakyun finished speaking and made to get up. But he was begged to be held back.

“Do you want me to come with you?” Wonsik said with concern and didn't want this friend of his to walk out alone in a place like this. But I know Hakyeon's personality well so I just asked first.

“It's okay, that's it.” Hak Yeon smiles sweetly at Wonsik, emphasizing that he's okay. Don't worry.

“Um, I understand.” Wonsik nodded in understanding and let Hakkyun go.

After having a figure so sexy that it made everyone's heart skip a beat, she walked away. His teasing best friends, Sehun and Jongin, immediately started joking and teasing Won-shik.

"Wow, you're so possessive, Wonshik's friend," Jongin started first.

“But if I were him (Wonsik), I would probably be as jealous of Hak Yeon as he is. What kind of crazy person can make my heart tremble like this? I don't understand at all,” Sehun rambled out of his true feelings.

“That's right, if you're not jealous of him then...can I flirt with him?” Jongin tried to talk to Wonshik with a serious expression.

"That's it. If you really said that he was just your friend. I have the right to flirt with him.” Sehun also flirted with Jongin.

“No!” Wonshik said decisively, refusing to give in. Nothing is okay with Sehun and Jongin.

“Why?!/Why?!” Sehun and Jongin immediately said in unison when they heard Wonshik say no.

"No, you guys are flirting like this. And you still think I'm going to let you guys mess with Hakyun?!" Wonsik said in a serious, stern voice.

"Oh...isn't it easier to say that you're jealous of him? Huh?" Sehun shook his head at Wonshik like a wise man.

"Say we're friends. My best friend must be dishonest. Sigh, I'm really bored with you stubborn people." Jongin also taunted Wonshik.

“Uh, in any case, you guys are strictly forbidden from messing with Hakkyun!” Wonsik pointed at his friend seriously.

All of a sudden!

“Ah!” So ​​Ah's startled voice rang out when Taekwoon suddenly stood up without saying anything. He didn't say anything until she was nearly in front of Taekwoon's strong body and fell down.

"Oh, I'm sorry, So-ah. I just realized that I'm going to have to call to discuss some business. I'll be right back." Taekwoon quickly apologized. And made up lies to tell you So that I could leave the table without anyone getting suspicious (so?)

Taekun just told her. I didn't say it to ask for her permission. Therefore, when finished speaking Taekwoon immediately walked away. Without waiting for her or her friends who were sitting there looking stunned. Asking or having any doubts about yourself is a waste of time. ...Because he won't be able to follow Hak Yeon out in time.

-Parking lot-

“What are you looking for?” A soft, sweet voice came from behind Taekwoon, who was now standing with his hips turned, looking left and right. Looks like someone who is looking for something.

Grab

“Huh, are you here?” Taekwoon turned his head at the sweet voice he heard from someone he recognized well behind him.

"Huh? Me?” Hak Yeon pretended to be honest. Put on a confused expression, "Is it me?" Is this me? As Taekwoon walked towards him, he was leaning against the back of a sports car that was Hakkyun's car. Before his thin lips could take over half of the cigarette he had already smoked, he twitched into an evil smile when he saw Taekwoon's sharp eyes staring at the cigarette he was holding without looking away.

“You...smoked it too?” Taekwoon frowned, not expecting to see something like this from the innocent(?) and gentle Hakyeon he knew.

Hmm...Actually, I must say that Jung Tae Woon couldn't believe that the thin person in front of him was standing with his legs crossed and leaning against the side of the car door, one hand in his trouser pocket and the other hand holding a cigarette. It's Cha Hakyun, someone he really knows.

Whether it's the way she dresses that emphasizes showing off her slim, sexy figure like a woman's body that Taekwoon never expected... you know that Hak Yeon is tall but has a rather slimmer figure. Normal men would do well, but they never thought that Hak Yeon would be as thin as the bodies of the girls he likes so much.

The innocent and gentle eyes that Hakkyun had used to look at Taekwoon for almost four years now, Hakkyun's eyes were nothing but empty darkness. So much so that Taekwoon felt nervous when he had to make eye contact with Hakkyun right now.

"In your head now There must be a lot of questions,” Hakkyun said casually. Then he pumped in the small remaining cigarette smoke until it filled his lungs and slowly exhaled it with a calm expression and eyes. No matter how hard he tried, Taewoon couldn't read what was hidden there.

“Why are you here?!” Taekwoon started to ask in a slightly tense tone.

“Is that necessary for you to know? Does where I am and where I go matter to you?” ) I'm not interested in anything.

“Hakkyun,” Taekwoon's voice softened when he heard Hakkyun's words.

“Ah, you still remember my name. Huh,” Hakkyun said sarcastically and smiled with pity.

"Why-" Taekwoon still had a confused look on his face. I don't understand what Hak Yeon wants to do.

"Oh, that's enough! I'm already annoyed. I'd better go," Hakkyun interrupted in an extremely annoyed tone and jumped up to his feet. Prepare to walk away from there. But..a scene like that in a novel happened first.

Just a moment.

“Are you just going to walk away like this?” Taekwoon tightly gripped Hakkyun's small wrist, preventing Hakkyun from walking away.

"Huh? ...It hurts. You don't need this much force to stop me,” Hakkyun said in a calm voice. The look that turned to meet Taekwoon's eyes was so hard that it looked very frightening. But even though Taekwoon was shocked by Hakkyeon's terrifying sight at first, he calmed himself down and overlooked the frightening sight. He had never met before because Taekwoon still had many things to discuss with Hakkyun.

"Why are you quiet? Why didn't you complain? Why didn't you just say anything, Hakyeon, why?!” Finally came out...

I have to admit that when I first saw the clear faces of the people who approached Wonshik at that time, it really shocked me. I knew from the beginning that the name of the friend Wonshik had appointed was Hak Yeon, but I never thought that it would be the same Hak Yeon of the person I knew. Oh, no, I have to say that the person I was (secretly) dating was different, which made me almost shocked.

Then my heart was beating fast and furiously all the time. I was worried and thinking about all sorts of things. In which everything is full of chaos and confusion.

However, it's probably different from Hakyeon. I didn't see any reaction from him at all. He hardly looked at me. He really made me feel like I was just an air element. When Hak Yeon didn't bother looking at me...

I won't lie that I secretly looked at Hakkyun the entire time he sat down next to Wonshik. His expression and eyes were different from what I had seen Hakkyun back then...it was. Made me feel a strange pain in my heart. And I started to feel angry and not myself.

The more we both looked into each other's eyes right now...it made my awkwardness even more. I didn't like it and I really didn't understand why? Why was Hakkyun so silent? Why was Hakkyun not showing any reaction? When you met me tonight, and most importantly, there was another woman like that beside me, but

Hakkyun still smiled and laughed brightly with my friends and acted like he didn't know me at all...how?

Hakkyun's eyes were blank then and now as well. Why is it so empty for me...Hakkyun?

"Hakyun"

“Is it necessary? Do I have to do such a thing?”

"What do you mean?"

"Ah, so can I ask you something?"

"what?"

"What are we doing?"

“Huh?” I stumbled. I felt stuffed and my brain suddenly stopped working. I couldn't find the answer to Hakkyun's question.

“Huh, I guess there's no answer.” Hakkyun only smiled pitifully. “Never mind, right now I don't want to know anymore. So please take your hands off me."

“Wait…” Taekwoon continued to hold Hakkyun's wrist.

“Sigh, then if you have something you want to say, hurry up and say it. I'll give you time..." Hak Yeon told Taekwoon emphatically. He then pulled his wrist out of Taekwoon's hand when he saw that Taekwoon had begun to relax his grip on his own wrist.

Hak Yeon dropped the finished cigarette on the ground and used the tip of his foot to crush the old cigarette butt until it was completely extinguished on the concrete floor of the parking lot. Hak Yeon reached into his bag and took out a fresh cigarette and lit it.

Hissing

“I only gave you time to finish this cigarette so you better hurry up and say it,” Hakkyun repeated to Taekwoon with a slight annoyance in his voice, then Hakkyun turned his head. Another way to continue smoking that cigarette.

"...." Taekwoon bit his lip and gritted his teeth to suppress his irritation at Hakkyeon's cold and indifferent attitude.

"Oh, why are you quiet? If you don't have anything, you shouldn't hold me back. It's a waste of time.” Hakkyun said coldly, without any intention of being considerate.

“You look so different that I'm shocked. Hakkyeon" Taekwoon then spoke.

“Huh, is that so?” Hakkyun said and turned to continue smoking.

Damn, that was... just a moment. More than half of the cigarette Hakkyun was smoking was already gone?!

"Are you angry at me?"

"angry? Huh, am I in any position to be angry at you?”

"Uh.." Ugh! Facing a question like this, Taekwoon felt choked and could hardly speak.

“Huh, even when I asked what we were up to, you still couldn't answer. And you still dare to hold me back, you really are an idiot.”

“Hakyun…” Taekwoon was about to say. But a third person's voice interrupted him.

“Hakkyun, are you here?” It was Wonsik who followed out to find Hakkyun.

“Um, come out and smoke a cigarette.” Hakyeon turned to Wonshik with a beautiful smile on his face as if it was normal for the two of them. It was so different from the expressionless face in front of Taekwoon.

“Oh, you're here too, Taekwoon?” Won-sik walked over and wrapped his arms around Hak-yeon's shoulders. Seeing that the person standing with Hakkyun's back was his friend Taekwoon, and seeing Taekwoon's expression that looked like something was on his back, Wonshik couldn't help himself. Asked, "Eh? Is something going on?”

“No..nothing. Well, I'll go back inside.” Taekwoon shook his head slightly in denial of Wonshik's question and then quickly turned and walked away from there.

"Huh" In the end, you just walked away from the class like that. What a cowardly rider, Jung Taekwoon.

-After Taekwoon's tall figure walked away-

“This is Hak Yeon.”

“Oh, I'm sorry, Wonshik.”

“Eh?”

“Well, I guess I'll have to go back first.”

“Why? You just came here yourself. Why are you in such a hurry to return?”

"Well, there's something I have to do."

“I can't ask.”

“Um, sorry.”

“Ah, that's okay. Even though I'm disappointed, it's okay."

“Take this,” Hak Yeon hands Won-sik a small black card.

"What? I don't want it." After seeing what Hak Yeon gave him, Wonsik immediately waved his hand in denial.

“But I was the one who invited you out, so at least let me treat you to an apology for not being able to stay with you.”

“No, but if you feel guilty and really want to apologize to me, then Come hang out with me next holiday.” Wonshik offers a new proposal.

“Are you going on a trip?”

“Yes, on Saipan Island.”

"Look...in America?"

"Um, yes. So, do you want to go together?"

“Is that what you want?”

"yes"

“Then I'll go out with you, Wonshik. Kiss.” Hakyeon reached up and kissed Wonshik on the cheek, promising him that he would definitely go out with Wonshik.

-Another angle-

Tae-woon said he was going back into the pub but actually just walked away and hid in a corner to watch Hak-yeon and Won-sik talk.

Taekwoon's expression and expression as he secretly watched the two of them clearly showed that he was. Dissatisfied with Hak Yeon and Wonsik's behavior and conversation, as if the two of them seemed to be closer than just friends.

And when he saw Hak Yeon reach up and kiss Wonshik's cheek like that, the anger and jealousy built up even more.

Taekwoon clenched his jaw tightly to prevent it from causing further anger and quickly adjusted his expression to look as normal as possible. When he had to walk back to the same spot where he had stood with Hakkyun before, now There, only Won-sik was left standing alone because Hak-yeon had already driven away.

Hello

“Oh? Taekwoon? I thought you went back inside, didn't I?” Won-sik looked confused and was surprised to see Tae-woon walk back towards him again so he couldn't help but ask.

“Uh, I have business to hurry,” Taewoon answered in a dismissive manner as he hurriedly took long steps towards his own car that was (accidentally) parked right there, while his sharp eyes secretly looked at it. Direction of the car

Audi R8

of Hak Yeon who was still waiting in the car at the entrance to the pub so that the car could clear the road so he could drive out.

“Huh? Wait…” Wonshik was about to ask Taekwoon to continue asking, but Taekwoon wasn't around to hear anything and immediately closed the car door and started the engine.

Brilliant~

Wonsik could only stand and stare at the back of his friend's luxury car, unable to understand anything.

“What is it, suddenly leaving in such a hurry?” Wonsik shook his head back and forth to get the useless thoughts out of his head and then walked back into the pub again.

-Hakyeon's side-

Hak Yeon smiled like a person who actually had a plan. Hakyeon knew from the beginning that Taekwoon said he was going to go back into the pub but actually he just walked out and hid in the corner, watching Hakkyeon and Wonsik from the corner of the pillar next to the door because he knew that. Hak Yeon was amused so he pretended to kiss Won Shik's cheek for Taek Woon to see.

Because I want to know if it will make Taekwoon feel hurt or something?

Huh, and it seemed to work as Hakkyun expected.

Hak Yeon didn't drive the route back to Hak Yeon's room like Taekwoon expected...but the route Hak Yeon was headed was. It's the way to Yongsan District.

Taekwoon was left wondering in his mind, why did Hakyun drive that way?

But even if Taekwoon is wondering how to die right now, he probably won't have the answer anyway.

Because of that, Taekwoon couldn't do anything except keep calm and keep chasing after Hakkyun's car.

Until some time had passed, the tail lights of Hakkyun's car flashed, signaling that Hakkyun was about to turn into the left-hand side, which was the direction Hakkyun's car was about to turn into. Entered Yongsan High School.

Hak Yeon easily turned into the school zone because the front entrance gate was already open.

Of course, Taekwoon, who was driving behind Hakkyun's car, saw Hakkyun turning into a place where it was highly unlikely that anyone would welcome him or allow him. Let anyone go in there at night like this.

Taekwoon was so surprised that he couldn't speak. No matter how surprised he was, Taekwoon ended up following Hakkyun into their old school.

Crack...Pung

Hak Yeon drove the car and parked it in front of the school building that was across from the football field.

Hakkyun finished parking, then got out of the car and calmly stood beside the car door smoking a cigarette and waited to see what the owner of the car who had followed him in would do next.

Fu~

Hello, Hello.

Taekwoon finished parking the car and hurriedly opened the door, got out of the car and hurriedly walked towards Hakkyun who he thought was probably waiting for himself.

Even though Taekwoon walked in front of Hakyun right now. But those Hakkyeon's hidden eyes still didn't look at Taewoon for even a second.

Fu~

Hakkyun pumped his cigarette until it was full of pain and then slowly let out a long, cloudy white smoke until the smoke was gone. Hakkyun was about to pick it up and smoke again, but. ..

Just a moment.

Hakkyun's beautiful hand used two slender fingers to hold a small white cigarette. He had just raised it and held it at his lips, but Taekwoon's large hand grabbed onto her small wrist. That side of Hakyun

Taekwoon pulled Hakkyun's wrist just slightly away from Hakkyun's lips, just enough to bring his face closer to Hakkyun's sweet face. In order to use his mouth to hold the cigarette butt where Hakkyun's slender fingers were holding it, he came in and smoked it too...

Hakkyun stared at the cigarette in his hand that had already been half-smoked. Hakkyun's hand and the cigarette had now been moved to stand in front of Tae's face. Khun has replaced it.

What are you thinking of doing? ...Take it away and continue smoking it from me? Hakkyun just thought it over in his mind without speaking or giving the slightest hint of doubt or anything other than slowly moving his blank gaze away from the tip of the cigarette he held. The fingertips slowly rose up to Taekwoon's sharp eyes and the two of them finally made eye contact.

Hak Yeon remained silent and allowed Tae Woon to do as he wished without protesting or showing any signs of liking or disliking that Tae Woon did that other than remaining silent like a dead person(? ) has no feelings and can't guess at this point. What is Hakkyun thinking or feeling? There's no answer...

With Hak Yeon's silent and unresponsive attitude

Even though at that time Taekwoon had pretended to bring his handsome face so close to his own pretty face, Hakkyun's expression was still calm. as before

It was really surprising. If it was like before...By now, Hakyeon would definitely be blushing all over and not be silent like this.

Seeing that Hakkyeon was still so silent to himself, Taekwoon purposely put pressure on Hakkyun's small wrist. To let Hakkyun's hand and the two slender fingers that hold his cigarette come close to his own warm lips, making them as tight as possible until they couldn't tell what Taekwoon wanted. Do you smoke or do you want to kiss Hakkyun's soft fingers?

But it was definitely someone like Jung Taekwoon. Never do anything without expecting benefits. Anything that is profitable, Jung Taekwoon definitely never misses it, such as what he is doing right now.

Smoking a cigarette and kissing both of Hakkyeon's soft fingers at the same time, that's the way of a smart person!

Taekwoon stared deeply into Hakkyeon's dark eyes, searching for something... when the two of them locked eyes at the same moment Taekwoon pressed his lips to a deep kiss. At Hakkyun's soft fingers, he slowly smoked Hakkyun's cigarette, hoping to see a different expression than Hakkyun's stillness like this.

Hakkyun knows what Taekwoon wants but...sadly, what Taekwoon wants from Hakkyun is now difficult to achieve.

Even though Hak Yeon knew that Taekwoon was taking advantage of him in such a shallow way, Hak Yeon didn't care about it. It's just that I was taken advantage of a little bit... then I'll go collect the balance all at once, compounding the profits at the end, it's still not too late.

Because of that, for now I'll let you do as you please..heh heh

-Moments later-

After the cigarette sharing scene ended, there was a hot kiss scene, but it was a kiss without any sweetness. It was a hot kiss with only the cool scent of mint from the cigarette and the faint taste of alcohol still lingering on the tongues of the two people who had drunk it before...so to speak. This kiss of theirs

It was probably just a kiss to wash away the smell of cigarettes and alcohol from each other because that kiss didn't mean anything...to Cha Hakyun.

But for Jung Taekwoon...I don't know?

“Right here..” Hakkyun said after leading Taekwoon to the side of the stairs down to the soccer field, and it was the first words Hakkyun spoke after entering here.

“..." Taekwoon walked in and stood next to Hakyun. and silently waited to hear what Hak Yeon had to say.

“The first time I met you was right here.” Hakyun continued to use polite language when speaking to Taekwoon, wanting to create distance as usual.

“..." Taekwoon's expression changed quite a bit when he heard Hakkyun use language that seemed so distant from himself.

Even though just now you still allowed me to kiss you... exactly like that, but why?

“I still vividly remember my body shaking and my heart pounding the first time I saw your face. On the afternoon of that day...the first week of the second semester of my life as a 2nd year high school student, room 4.” Hak Yeon recalled a past from yesterday that he had not yet told Taekwoon. The expression and tone of voice were normal, but when Taekwoon heard it, it made him feel a strange tingle in his heart.

“After that day, I started looking for you. I wanted to know your name, your year of study, whatever you were. I want to know everything But I'm a coward. I don't even have the courage to even ask my friends or anyone about you...oh, it's not my business. Don't you want to do anything?" Hakkyun made a huffing sound, feeling sorry for his past self.

“Hakkyun…” Taekwoon was about to reach out and touch Hakkyun's small shoulder. But Hakyun turned away from Taekwoon's hand. and walked in the other direction without turning around to pay any attention to how bad Taekwoon's face looked after being rejected like that by Hakkyun.

Hak Yeon walks into the part of the central building that houses the academic room where Hak Yeon and Taek Woon's memories are.

“Here in order,” Hakyeon stood and looked down at the seat on the balcony in front of the academic room where the memories were hidden.

“Well, I still remember this place and never forget it. Because it was a memory that made me feel extremely shocked at that time,” Taekwoon said with a slight amused smile. When thinking back to the most surprising event of that time

“Probably like that, because I still can't believe that I had the courage to do such a shameful thing. Heck, at that time, I must have turned out to be a brave person...to you. yes"

"Eh? Well...well, I don't know. At that time, I was just shocked and stunned because you ran away as soon as you told me you liked me.”

“Whether you believe it or not, it took me almost an entire semester to muster up my courage to tell you my feelings…” Hakyeonpook stayed like that and slowly turned his head. Looking into Taekwoon's eyes earnestly, he said what was left over, “I like you, Taekwoon.”

Lap building

“Hakkyun,” Taekwoon felt his heart beat faster when he heard those words from Hakkyun.

“Do you know how embarrassed I was at that time? I was so embarrassed that I didn't dare look at anyone. Even my friends I was so embarrassed that I hugged my knees and bowed my head and cried alone in front of the library. Huh, how pitiful.”

paste

“Hakkyun,” Taekwoon reached up and lightly touched Hakkyun's small shoulder. Since this time he wasn't rejected by Hak Yeon like last time, Taekwoon was able to feel a bit more cheerful.

“If I could go back in time, I probably wouldn't have done that,” Hakkyun finished and smiled faintly at Taewoon. There was something hidden in Taewoon's eyes as well.

“..." Taekwoon didn't know what was hidden in Hakkyun's faint smile and the way he looked at himself, but it made Taekwoon feel strangely afraid in his heart. too

-Moments later-

Crack, crack...

Hakkyun slowly pushed the large doors of the auditorium open and then Hakkyun walked Taekwoon down to the stage below where in the center of the stage stood a white piano.

Taekwoon followed Hakkyun's back silently, his head filled with many thoughts racing because he still couldn't figure out what Hakkyun was trying to do.

Cold attitude...

Distance yourself...

Don't complain even though you found out you were being unfaithful...

Back at the old school...

A kiss that isn't as sweet as before...

Tell stories of the past that were never known...

Bringing back memories of the old days...

Everything you do...for what exactly?

tight!

Meanwhile, Taekwoon was so lost in his own thoughts that he didn't even notice. When did Hakyeon walk in and sit on the chair behind the piano? Then the sound of the piano began to play. It pulled Taekwoon out of his world of chaotic thoughts.

“..." Taekwoon stood still as if hypnotized by the music playing on the piano.

The song that Hak Yeon is playing right now is a song that has already been heard. It feels both beautiful and sad at the same time.

At this moment, Taekwoonman's entire body and heart seemed to be completely frozen. Suddenly, a feeling of guilt that had never existed before slowly began to build up.

The more I stared at Hakkyeon's beautiful face that didn't show any emotion like that. Taekwoon's heart felt like it was squeezed so tightly it was almost crushed...

"Hakyun"

The beautiful and sad song played by Hakyeon continued to play. With the only listener being Taekwoon, it was as if both his body and heart were cursed to be stone and unable to move. However, the feeling was as if his heart was being squeezed so tightly by someone's hand that it was almost crushed. This kind of hand....what is it?

Aside from feeling like your heart was being squeezed like that. Taekwoon began to feel more and more guilty. The more Hakyeon's song plays, Taekwoon's feelings inside were even more painful.

Why?

Images of the old days with only smiles laughter and happiness The memories Taekwoon and Hakkyeon had together slowly flowed into Taekwoon's head like images recorded on a camera roll filled with the stories of the two of them.

All this time...whether it was the beautiful smile or the sweet and sincere words of Hakkyeon that only Taewoon had, Taekwoon never once saw the value of it. No matter how much Hak Yeon tried to do for him. ...Taekwoon never paid attention to it anyway.

Because I think Hak Yeon loves himself very much and is willing to do anything for himself. So no matter what Hakyeon would definitely never be able to change his mind about himself.

That's because of Hakkyeon's stupid-looking goodness like that. Taekwoon was so impressed that he saw Hakkyun as nothing more than a dead object. That you can leave it behind however you want...as your heart desires.

I don't know since when? Taekwoon begins to lose sight of Hakkyeon's feelings. and went out to have deep fun with many people throughout the past...even though Hak Yeon was there

But Taekwoon did it according to his own wishes without ever feeling any guilt towards Hakkyun. No, he never once thought about Hakkyun's face. Even if you're in bed with someone else.

But right now...there's a lot of guilt towards Hak Yeon. With everything in the past and my own selfishness that has done badly... It was reflecting heavily on Taekwoon.

Since when?

Since when...Hakyeon's dark eyes stared at me from this close-up of a hand's reach? Since when did the sound of piano playing stop...but when? Why am I not conscious at all?

Hello

Even now that my whole body could barely move It was as if I had really been cursed and turned to stone.

“Hakyun,” Taekwoon's soft voice called out the name of the person who walked in and stopped in front of himself.

Just a moment.

"..." Hakyeon took one of Taekwoon's hands and held it out. And then Hak Yeon pulled out something that he had kept in his trouser pocket. Then he placed it in Taekwoon's palm. Before Hakyeon's beautiful dark eyes glanced up, looked into Taekwooning's eyes and said, "It's time for him to be reunited with his owner."

One small earring has a small diamond in the middle. They were the earrings that Taekwoon bought to wear with Hakkyun on their anniversary three years ago.

"..." Taekwoon stared deep into Hakkyeon's empty dark eyes, wanting to find out what might be hidden there. ...But no matter how deep he looked, in the end, what Taekwoon saw was still nothingness.

“Hakyeon,” Taekwoon's voice began to take on an extremely pleading tone.

"You call my name too often. Or are you afraid you won't remember my name? Huh,” Hakkyun said sarcastically in a quiet voice. Then he removed his hand from Taekwoon's hand but...

Just a moment.

"Hakkyun" Taekwoon quickly grabbed Hakkyun's wrist before Hakkyun could turn away.

“What?” Hakkyun stared at the wrist that was tightly gripped by Taewoon's large hand before slowly raising his eyes, not making direct eye contact with Taewoon.

"...sorry." It took a long time for Taekwoon to utter the words that echoed in his own heart.

"..." Hakkyun's eyes fluttered for a moment when he heard Taekwoon's apology. But it was only for a moment and then it returned to normal.

“Hakkyeon,” even though there were many words he wanted to say in his heart, Taekwoon couldn't say them. Because Hak Yeon's eyes looking at Taekwoon were so empty that there was nothing left like this. Besides being unable to speak, it also felt very painful.

“Um, do you want me to tell you that?” a simple question from Hakkyeon's calm, unkind voice. It was such an easy tool to use to hurt Taekwoon right now.

"..." Taekwoon's eyes slowly began to show a hint of pain and regret. When I started to know what was about to happen.

“Release your hands from me. And then we're all different people. Let everything end here."

Hakyeon made eye contact with Taekwoon, hoping that Taekwoon would understand. Even though Hak Yeon's heart is now hot and on fire, To the point where I almost wanted to go on a rampage. But Hak Yeon had to bear it and keep it hidden. Absolutely don't let it come out. Because now is not the time...it is not now. Hakkyun can't just explode with everything right now.

Well, I still haven't gotten revenge on the person who caused me pain and sorrow. You think I'm going to let it go that easily?

How have I been in pain? How much do you regret...the following? It's you, Jung Taekwoon.

End of the first part

-Starting a new chapter-

“Release your hands from me. And then we're all different people. Let everything end here."

“Huh?” Taekwoon's face widened before he furrowed his brows, not wanting to understand what he was hearing. What? What did Hak Yeon say? Did you tell me to end it? Crazy!

All at once!

Meanwhile, Taekwoon is shocked by what Hakkyeon said. Behind Hakkyeon, a dark shadow suddenly appeared.

The slender hands of a man with almost pale skin slowly moved to hug Hakkyun's thin waist from behind. Before the handsome, half-breed face of a black-haired man appeared, he snuggled against Hakkyeon's smooth shoulder and cheek without any regard for anyone.

Taekwoon's eyes widened in shock before his expression turned into anger. Suddenly, a third person appeared and even appeared snuggling in front of him like that! This...what the hell is this?!!

The matter that Hak Yeon said has not yet been cleared up. And what else is this? Who is this idiot!!!

As Taekwoon's eyes were burning (both with anger and jealousy), a voice that was like a life bell rang out:

“Time is up.” A deep but resonant voice rang through Taekwoon's ears. From the third blood-eyed young man who was still snuggled close to Hak Yeon.

"who? Who are you?!” Taekwoon suppressed his emotions and spoke with an angry expression and eyes. before rushing straight in, hoping to tear the two of them apart.

All at once! Grab it!

However, everything was not as Taekwoon intended. Because the man knew faster. He used his speed to make Hakyeon spin and escape from Taekwoon's hand before Taekwoon could reach him.

"...!!!" Taekwoon stood frozen in place with an angry expression on his face after his mistake just moments ago. Now he can only stare at the person who stole Hakkyun without consent. But still couldn't do anything either.

"In case you don't understand. That now you There is no right to Hakkyun anymore.” The scornful words from the blood-eyed young man with Hakkyun in his arms. After saying that to Taekwoon, he also reinforced Taekwoon by pressing a kiss to Hak Yeon Show's smooth cheek. before raising his head and grinning at Taekwoon like someone who was superior.

“Who are you? Release Hakyeon now!” Taekwoon pointed at the man and shouted angrily. The person who stole Hakkyeon before their very eyes. Mother-Ng sees this and it hurts a lot!!!

"Hey! How dare a low-class filthy piece of meat like you show such rude behavior in front of me?!” His blood-red eyes instantly became fierce and frightening. When the words and behavior that Taekwoon expressed It made him very dissatisfied.

“Hey, Jaehwan, please calm down.” Hakyun turned his head up to meet Jaehwan's now blood-red eyes that were too terrifying to even imagine. He also pulled the hand that was pointing at Taekwoon's face back to Jae Hwan's face and held it down, wanting to calm Jae Hwan's angry mood.

"Hmph...heh. I understand. I'm sorry." Jaehwan took a long breath. before hugging Hakyun tighter. And he lowered his head and whispered an apology into Hakkyeon's ear in a soft voice. Then Jae Hwan buried his face in the spot between Hak Yeon's small shoulder and the sweet neck of his neck. To suppress his own rage and bloodlust as well.

“Hakyun,” Taekwoon gritted his teeth, forcing down the anger raging in his heart to cool down. Will scream out the name of the lover (?) who is still in that man's embrace. And because of that, Taekwoon's body seemed to freeze again. Because of the eye-popping picture in front of me!

Crazy! What the hell is this? Even though wanting to go in and snatch Hak Yeon away from that guy would actually go crazy. But when I met Hakkyeon's empty, dark eyes, that was it. His body stood still and refused to move as his brain commanded. What the hell is going on? Oh my gosh!!!

“You have twenty minutes left. to get out of this school"

Hakyeon spoke to Taekwoon for the last time. before turning and walking out of the auditorium with Jaehwan. Without turning his attention to Taekwoon, who stood still, staring behind himself with a look of pain in his eyes that no one had ever seen before...

"Hakyun"

-later-

Jaehwan brought Hakkyun back to the Black Mansion without anyone saying anything until he dropped Hakkyun up in the bedroom. Their conversation began.

Hak Yeon walked to the balcony to catch the breeze and took out the cigarette he had with him and lit it again.

Huh, pale white smoke was slowly and calmly ejected from his lips. It's similar to the person's mood, now that the rage in his heart has begun to calm down a bit.

Hak Yeon is impatient but cold at the same time. Because he is a person who is quite good at keeping his emotions in check. It is therefore difficult to see what lies beneath that neutral expression. What are you hiding?

Hak Yeon is a person who has a normal personality that is opposite, or is known as having the habit of expressing opposite feelings. For example, if he is angry, he will show his emotions in a calm and cool manner to hide the restlessness within. My heart doesn't let anyone know. Or to put it more easily, The angrier he gets, the colder he becomes, just like that, Hak Yeon.

And most importantly, when it comes to that point, Cold-bloodedness will make Hak Yeon's decisions decisive...to the point of frightening.

Hello

Just a moment.

A tall figure that looked a bit bigger than Jaehwan's Hakkyun walked up and hugged Hakkyun's thin waist from behind longingly.

"It's been so long, it's been such a long time since I hugged you like this." His voice was soft. But it was filled with the feeling of missing Jaehwan with all his heart. Who whispered to Hak Yeon to know all his feelings through words and hugs right now, “It's been a long time, you know?

So don't disappear from me again, Hakyeon."

“A traitor like me is still worthy…” Hakkyun said softly as he leaned his head down to rest against Jaehwan's head, resting his slender hands on it. Hug onto Jae Hwan's strong arms, wanting to respond to Jae Hwan's feelings.

"I am. What happened in the past is just the past. I don't care," Jaehwan said firmly. before emphasizing what he truly wanted, “For me. The present and the future are what I want. You understand that, right, Hakyun?”

"You know what it's like for me. If you accept it...I won't reject you, Jaehwan."

“Huh, of course it's for you. Even if this heart of mine hurts more than ever, I still want to hold it.”

“Ah, I feel a little guilty. I'm just a demon. That likes to torture other people, is that true?"

“Then take it as you wish. A slave of a master like this person. It is ready to respond and allow you to crush it as much as you want. As your heart desires," Jaehwan said to Hakkyun as he trailed kisses and sniffs all over Hakkyun's sweet neck and rounded shoulders, eagerly wanting...

"So...ah, but what should I do?"

"Huh?"

"Tonight, I'm probably too exhausted and powerless to crush you like that, but..."

"but?"

“Tonight, wouldn't it be better for you to be the one who crushes me...instead?” Hakkyun asked in a testy voice.

“If you say it like that...it will happen.” Jaehwan straightened up and hooked Hakkyun's rounded chin so that they were facing each other. Before saying deep words with fiery eyes,

“Tonight, I will make you forget everything. Until you have to feel me and only see me. Just touch me and the happiness that you have with me, just this one person."

“Hm, that sounds interesting. Then please embrace me with your happiness, Jaehwan.”

“Of course, with all my love I have only you. I will make you so happy that you forget everything, Hakyeon.”

-A week later Afternoon at university

xxx-

(Part Taekun)

Their staring at each other and my one pair of eyes that were still the same. (The eyes of a loser)

Ah, Hakyeon, you look so good. You look so good. You look so happy. When I'm with him...that's not me.

But the more I see Mr. Dee...myself repeats deep in my heart. It's not that I'm not satisfied with anything. I can see that you have a bright smile because of him. My heart is hurting.

The picture of you that I see right now is a sad beauty.

Well, your eyes kept staring at him. And what about my eyes? Where should I look? You can see the line of me looking at you right here...

Your eyes that I couldn't see before So I just realized that it was too late. When there's only me left ..I could only close my eyes and accept the feeling inside that was painful.

I opened my eyes and looked at him again. I only stared at you. Well, inside here...it only thinks of you. There's only you right now...Hakyun.

I don't hate him, I don't hate him at all. Because he can make you smile like a little angel. So it just makes me feel jealous and hurt inside.

It probably won't be in time. It probably won't be in time. Words that became secrets only because I lost the chance to say them. Is that the reason why I can't be with you like this? When I thought of it like that I looked down at the empty space in front of me. Think about those words...and write them down with a blank blank. ...I don't want to understand at all.

When he looks at you with soft eyes and you look at him in return with those sweet eyes. Where do I have to look...to accept that I can't see you?

I know that this makes me more painful. But one pair of my hopeless eyes It refused to avert its eyes... could only look. The two pairs of eyes slowly closed as you kissed him with the sweetest kiss ever.

The eyes of a person who is slow to understand The eyes of the person who lost you I can only look at you with this feeling...I feel even more sorry than before.

The staring eyes of you and him again...

And one pair of eyes that are still the same ...This pair of eyes that are wandering my way

I have realized that I made a big mistake. It was my own mistake. A dream suddenly grew in my heart.

It's time to bring you back to me. ...It's like the wind.

Your words and heart contain your pure love that fills my white canvas. It's probably something that has accumulated for a long time that makes me unable to see anything except the heart of the person who (used to) had only this person throughout the past... I'm the one who destroyed everything until it couldn't be broken. There's a good amount left. Now I'm standing and looking at you in pain.. because I just realized that you are very valuable to me.

Now I have to keep you in a drawer forever...like that?

I don't have any rights left. Is that true?

If I miss you If I want to see you... I can only secretly watch from afar like right now. Is that all you got?

Just watch from afar. It's still this much pain and suffering.

Even though my heart is longing You are like a bright star. Live from far away That seems too difficult to reach...but at least in my heart I'd like to get some warmth from returning. Will I get it?

But, looking at you with this feeling I felt even more sorry than before. Will you realize that right now I'm using my heart to look at you...

The gazes of you and his were never far apart. I realized that you probably don't feel me anymore. (Hakyeon...miss you so much)

What if it were me?

The eyes that look at you through your own eyes The eyes that only look at you, there is only you in my eyes

What if it were me?

Those once warm eyes of you Will you turn around and look at me again?

It's like a period of receiving punishment for karma. I am right now.

After Hakyun cut off ties with me that night I became a complete loser.

Days where I'm just delirious and absent-minded. Thinking about Hakkyun until he couldn't do anything, the cold words and the image of Hakkyun leaving with another man in front of me...the more it hammered inside me.

The days when I could only sit and think to myself over and over why I became like this...

I honestly admit like a man that I am. I never thought that Hak Yeon would have such a huge effect on my feelings and life... I never really thought about it (because you saw Hak Yeon as something dead).

This indecision I don't know if it's because I made a mistake with Hakkyun as well or what? that was holding me back from going to Hak Yeon

Had Hak Yeon cut ties and leave with someone else like that. It made me a little bit angry. But when I calmed down The feeling of anger was replaced by confusion. And then I got lost in a blind whirlpool...

I became an idiot that can't do anything I'm just a loser who keeps watching him be happy with other people every day. Turned into a crazy loser who was jealous of that man. With Hakyeon by my side...

The sight made me both hurt and ache inside. But my eyes couldn't stop looking at Hak Yeon.

I don't want Hak Yeon near anyone. And I don't want anyone to come close to touch Hak Yeon at all. In my heart, he wanted to go in and take Hak Yeon back. But my body refused to move according to my needs. ...because of feelings of fear and hesitation in my heart So I could only look at Hak Yeon.

But I... still haven't given up. and let Hak Yeon go like this

Please give me some more time...

-End of another chapter-

To be continued...

*Spoiler for next chapter

again and again Everything is my fault.

And don't ask why I myself can't see it.

Now you're the one who could change my luck, but

I'm not like that It's just what you think.

I can't stand it any longer, I'm going crazy.

I know you're not that person. I will leave after speaking.

You're just another man who came to play with me

You're just another man Don't hurt me.

Why, why, come back again?

Don't blame me and then leave.

Because you're just one man

Just a woman And a broken heart for me

I'll be back soon. You go get ready.

Wear what you like. That I didn't say anything

It's for this time Treasonous men like you, get out of here.

You're just a man And a broken heart for me

I'm going to throw away my painful self.

I will live like the true (strong) me. Don't let something like this happen again.

Please go away. What else are you going to lie about?

Please be quiet. It can't fool me anymore.

Why, why, come back again?

You do this with all women. Don't talk about me.

That I'm just your toy

You're just another man It was just a coincidence that I was hooked and wanted to play too.

If you understand, then go back.

To be continued...

I'm gonna throw...my memories away

Now I feel undone

And I am cursed by every day

Till my time is gone

I've never felt this way before

And now I know this so for sure

I won't forget your last BETRAY

I'll never forget this day

Never forget this day.

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-One month ago-

"This is Hakkyun."

"Um, what's up, Taekwoon?"

"Let's be apart for a while."

"Huh...huh?"

"Well, I have an important project that I need to hurry up and submit to my teacher. So I want to spend extra time with it."

“Ah...um, okay, it's Taekwoonie's important job. I'm not interrupting, just take it easy."

"Um, thank you for understanding me, Hakyeon."

"Oh, but...can you tell me how long?"

"Oh.. I'm sorry, but I still can't decide on it..."

"Ah, so..."

"excuse me"

“Um, it's okay, you don't have to apologize. I don't think much of it."

"um"

That's the last time. That I got to meet and talk with Taekwoon...my lover. And after that day I didn't see him again.

No matter how many dozen messages I send to him... What I got back is

'emptiness'

It's not just that he doesn't answer. But...he didn't even open and read it.

I don't know how time-consuming and busy the work he is doing is. But it must be very busy. ...That's why he doesn't have free time, even for just a minute. To open and read messages from me A message full of thoughts and concern from me to him. ...my lover

Of course, his silence disappeared like that. It makes me feel...

I felt anxious, scared, and often downright hurt. But in the end, I still tell and remind myself all the time that

“Cha Hakyun, no, don't think too much. Taekwoon just needs to make time for his work. ...Don't think too much. Soon he will come back to you as usual. Just be patient."

And when time has passed since one day became a month That I haven't even seen my lover, Jung Taek Woon...

Until today That I finally met him, Jung Taekwoon, my lover...

Today, I had an appointment with Wonshik, my (special) close friend next door who just moved in two weeks ago. But the two of us had known each other for many years before that.

I made an appointment with Wonsik at Garosugil. We determined that I'll come out and find a cafe with a quiet atmosphere. The type that is suitable for sitting and reading a book. Well... something like that.

In fact, I didn't want to come out like this.

But Wonshik saw that I kept myself in my room and didn't go out. Probably not that good...so today he invited (forced) me to hang out with him for a day.

And I also don't want to deny Wonshik's kindness in inviting me. And I've been rejected many times. Today, I don't want to hurt his kindness again. So I agreed to come hang out with him one day.

And it might be because I've been out and about. After keeping to myself and refusing to go out anywhere Since the day Taekwoon disappeared from me that day After that, I didn't feel like going anywhere anymore.

And even now I still can't answer with certainty that I'm right? Or do you think it's wrong? who chose to go out and travel today

What is it that makes me think that way?

There's nothing very special. (Raises a smile, feeling sorry for himself)

I just happened to meet a familiar person. He disappeared from me a month ago. Now, that person is smiling widely like a very happy person. ...with a woman

He and that girl who saw it They seem to fit together so well...

Those beautiful, slender hands of his. That one time...a long time ago He used to use it to play the piano. Play me a romantic love song One evening when snow was falling...

But today, on a clear day... those beautiful hands of his Now he was using it to gently caress that girl's clear cheek...

The two of them looked so close and close to each other, both their gestures, their smiles, and the way they looked at each other.. it seemed very meaningful. And it looked so special...that it made me stand here watching them show their sweet love to each other without shame. I had to clench my fists.

Because you have to suppress emotions and feelings that feel like a sharp object has been stabbed into your heart. It was both painful and resentful to the point of being unable to speak. I can't tell you how much it hurts in my heart right now. When I saw the true picture of the person I loved...

"Doing an important project...huh. It's just a lie used to trick stupid people like me into believing it, Jung Taekwoon."

"Yeon..."

"Hakyun"

"Did you hear me, Hakkyeon!"

"Ah! Ah...Sorry Wonshik."

"What's wrong with you? You're suddenly so lost?"

"Oh, no, just something to think about."

"Huh? Are you sure?"

"um"

"But I don't think so."

"Ah, you can still read my mind like before."

"Huh. Well, how long have we known each other?"

"That's right. Is there anyone who knows me better than you?"

“Yes, so stop acting like the sky is falling down. I saw it and was shocked."

"look for? Is that what the front of the floor looks like..."

"Well, I won't ask why, but just know that you'll always have me here."

"Huh? You make me feel that way.” Hakkyun smiles and narrows his eyes at Wonsik.

“What do you feel?” His handsome face and flirtatious eyes reached closer to Hakyeon, waiting for an answer.

"I feel like you Why do you have to be so handsome and good, Wonshik-sama?” Hakkyun didn't say anything. But he also raised his hand to playfully squeeze the tip of Wonshik's high nose.

“Shit, you…heh.” Wonshik slaps Hakkyeon's hand away. And it seems like there's something else to say. But Wonsik chose not to say it out loud. But he reached up and lightly ruffled Hakkyun's hair, trying to get back at Hakkyun for pinching his own nose. And then the two of them laughed at each other like children.

“Hey, Wonsik.” After fixing his hair back in place, Hakyeon turned to ask Wonsik, who was sitting next to him and was drinking his own drink.

"what?"

“Do we want to go drinking tonight?” Hakkyun asked with a look that said, “You have to go, you can't deny it.”

"Huh? Joking? Are you really telling the truth?” But even though I knew the answer, it was true. But Won-sik still wanted to ask Hak-yeon again to be sure.

"What do you think?"

"Of course I want you to answer that it's true."

“Well, then let's go back to bed and rest. And tonight we'll go out and have fun together."

"Same place!/Same place!"

-At the Black Mansion-

In a bedroom that is rather dark which was not different from the dark feelings of the owner of the room. How much did you go?

His thin body looked as if it were not a man's. But it's more like a woman's body. At this time, his upper body was... completely naked, without any clothing to hide his beautiful figure and complexion. In normal times, the hunters' eyes were often hidden by clothing that was so intimate that at times it was too uncomfortable.

Hakkyun sat back against the headboard and raised one knee hidden under the thick blanket. They also pump nicotine from small cigarettes wrapped in paper...

Since when?

This Cha Hakyeon didn't show his true self like this.

Ah...probably from four years ago...like that.

From someone who never cared about anything Never cared about anyone And always do what you want, no matter what it is. Even if it caused someone trouble, Hak Yeon would never think about it. Until becoming a vicious and dangerous person in the eyes of others all the time...

But then one day Some fate has come to make Cha Hakyeon very bad for that person. I have agreed to change myself in everything. In hopes of being a clean person for someone who he accidentally fell in love with. ...I love that person so much that I'm willing to do everything. No matter how much I have to force myself, I will do it.

Because I don't want that person I love until (almost) all my heart to feel disappointed. Hak Yeon therefore had to be willing to do everything.

When I think back to the past again like this Huh...I really am more pitiful than anyone else. Foolish Cha Hakyun

Hello...haha

"Four years...that's a long time," came the low voice of the white-skinned young man with a pin sticking out from under the thick blanket. Inserting his own naked body, he lay on top of Hakkyeon's naked body.

He is Lee Hong Bin, a young man with a beautiful face (flawlessly handsome) and dimpled dimples on both cheeks. With blood-red eyes that were round and cute and sparkling, worth staring at. And the elements on Hongbin's front plane are always the ones that make people fall in love with every time they look at them.

“Hmm, the sweet taste of you as you mature...it really refreshes me. My cute little bunny.” Hakkyun used his free hand to scoop up Hongbin's underside and brought it closer. To receive a sweet kiss from him No matter how much it is, it's still enough. ...a need that has been hidden for a long time

“Ah..ah.” Hong Bin's face began to turn red and his blood-red eyes began to fill with desire for more..again.

“Hmph..ah, take it easy. ..Little rabbit." Hakkyun used his free hand to change it from the rounded end Gently caressing the side of the cheek and the round head with soft, smooth hair. A pale blue, ombré style hand played soothingly. Naughty little rabbit Let the fire that burns in your body from the need to release it every moment. To be able to relax...the fire of lust that is hotter than any other fire of Hong Bin.

“You know how much Hakkyun's smell and touch drive me crazy.” Hong Bin raised his head to meet Hakkyun's eyes and spoke to Hakkyun with a look that Bong clearly stated. How much is he suffering from this endless desire right now? Damn it, it's torture like crazy.

"My cute little bunny. Sorry for keeping you waiting. But from now on...I won't run away again." Hak Yeon told Hong Bin his truth in a soft and sweet voice. A sweet voice that often makes someone's heart flutter and become addicted to the point of being unable to withdraw every time they listen to it.

But not everyone can easily hear it.

Regardless of Cha Hakyeon's true identity, which is actually so hot...that anyone would find it difficult to hold back...when meeting Cha Hakyeon's true form. A person who everyone considers dull and emotionless. And he was probably just a young 3rd year student who looked stupid and naive.

In reality, it is not at all.

Cha Hakyun, the person that others see It's just a false image. It's just a veil that Cha Hakyeon created to trick others into believing. And they thought that Cha Hakyun was like that. According to the picture Cha Hakyun wanted to see. And it was just a coincidence that Cha Ha Kyun accidentally forgot his true identity.

Because he was too involved in the role of a fool that he had created. Cha Hakyeon was completely deceived by the person he loved and trusted like this.

Huh, it was so painful...to the point that I thought I was on the verge of death!

It's not wrong when people say that the more you love, the more it hurts.

Yes, we should not believe and trust. Until I gave it to him with all my heart like this

But love (deception) makes us unable to see anything.

Love (deception) makes us stupid and ignorant and dreaming that it will be beautiful.

In the end, love (deception) is just a beautiful flower filled with deadly poison. By the time we know it's toxic...it's already too late.

-A Night of Illusionary Colors-

On the main route leading directly into the capital A metropolis of color and prosperity at night.

The path was quiet and lonely, with only dense forest on both sides. Without houses and lights...and especially at night like this. The atmosphere was extremely eerie!

          Audi R8

The black luxury car was driving along that lonely road as fast as the car owner's mood. without fear of anything If this kind of speed could cause an accident at any time. If you make a mistake through carelessness

Cha Hakyeon right now...emotions are boiling. Until he couldn't control it. The story we saw today...it really has come to an end. He couldn't stand it anymore. If possible, he himself would like to be patient a little more.

But...no more, no more, enough is enough! It's been too crazy...it's really been too much. And it was most deserved. That everything must end just like this

In the past, he must have been too calm. Now it has to explode... But after thinking about it, This guy is so stupid. To be able to endure something like this for such a long time. In fact I myself am a person who has never been patient with anything like this.

It's really laughable and self-pitying.

That, what the hell were you doing? In the past, huh, that was really crazy, right?

But it's over. From now on, this Cha Hakyeon won't act stupidly like that ever again. Never again.

Damn it!!

-Meeting point-

Crackling

“Um, sorry, I just got here.” Hakyeon answered the phone from Wonshik. I guess he called himself. Well, Hak Yeon actually made the appointment for Wonsik himself. But when it was time for the appointment, I turned out to be the one who was late. Sigh, that guy must have complained to me badly by now.

/Ah, I think I'm getting bored.

"Eh? All of my wonshik. This Cha Hakkyun doesn't dare keep him waiting." Of someone who has to play the role of a minor who has to please others. Because I made a mistake by being late.

/Huh, come on, I'm sitting at the VIP table on the second floor right now. I thought if you walked up it wouldn't be difficult to find.

"Eh? VIP table? Why are you up there? I thought you were waiting for me in front of the bar like usual..” Hakkyun immediately asked back. Wondering when he heard something different from before. As well as walking towards the entrance door.

/Well, that is...

"Huh?"

/Well, I met a friend from the faculty here, so...

"Ah, um, I understand."

/Here, if you're not okay. Let's go downstairs to our usual place.

"Hey, no need to. I don't have any problems. But what about your friends? Will they be okay? I'm going to sit with you on the floor."

/Oh, I already told them about that. Everyone is okay, no problem.

"Um, okay, that's it. I'll be there in a moment."

/Okay, see you later.

-VIP table on the second floor-

“Hey, are your friends here yet?” Sehun, another member of the group, was one of the four people sitting together drinking tonight. asked Wonsik as soon as he saw that Wonsik was finished talking on the phone.

“Um, I'm walking up.” Wonshik turned to answer his friend, his face looking more lively than before.

“Looks like they're definitely not just ordinary friends like this..” Jongin smiled brightly and spoke in a knowledgeable tone? After seeing Kim Won Shik's different expression

“Hehe, pretend you know, Mr. Jongin.” Wonsik smiled and said without accepting or denying. But just then, everyone could see that it was true. As Jongin said

"Eh? Or...maybe it's the person you're flirting with?" Sehun tried to guess.

“Um, Sehun said it well. And it looks like it might be true as well.” Taekwoon sat quietly, snuggling up to his beautiful girlfriend tonight. Still, I couldn't help but miss the opportunity to have this conversation. I'd like to tell you about this crush on a friend. They are always ready to crush you.

“Huh, you better take the time to have a sweet time with your beautiful So-Ah, Taekwoon,” Wonsik immediately shot back in a joking manner. Not serious at all Even though their friends often like to joke like that on a regular basis.

Hello...

“Wonsik,” a sweet, soft voice that makes anyone hear it and immediately turn around to look. Who is this and why does his voice sound so melodious?

“Hakyun~” Wonsik turned around and smiled to welcome the new arrivals with an expression that clearly showed how happy he was. To have fun with this lovely friend tonight.

“Come, come and sit here.” Wonsik slapped his hand on the empty space next to where he was sitting. To repeat to Hakyeon to come sit next to me here.

“Ah,” Hakyeon nods in acknowledgement, giving Wonsik a cute smile first. Then he hurriedly walked in and sat down where Wonshik had told him to.

“Ah, this is my friend Hakkyun.” Wonsik introduced Hakkyun to the three friends sitting at the table together.

"Ah, hello. My name is Sehun^^" Sehun, who was sitting opposite Hakkyun, hurriedly introduced himself before anyone else. With his charming voice and smile,

"I'm Hakkyun^^" Hakkyun also gave Sehun a cute smile like a good-natured person.

"Huh!" Oh...that's cute. Sehun immediately raised his hand to his heart. When Hakkyeon's sweet, cute smile suddenly arose, it suddenly became violent.

"Hey, this way too. I'll come in. I'm still single^^" Here's another one...so much of a fool, my friend. Wonsik could only glare at his two friends, who couldn't stop giving Hakkyun sweet glances.

“Hey Hakkyun, don't smile at these guys like that. Look!” Wonsik turned around and scolded Hakkyun. And he didn't forget to use one arm to hook Hakkyun's neck in to himself until Hakkyun's sweet face was suddenly buried in the muscular chest of a man who likes to exercise like Wonshik without warning.

“Oh, what? Oh, it's too tight. I can't breathe, Wonshik. Keke." Hakkyun laughed and squirmed in Wonshik's arms.

"It's annoying. Why do you smile like that at them? Here it is!” Wonsik held onto Hakkyun even more. Up until now, Hakyeon was practically sitting on Wonshik's lap. ...Looking at it, it's like lovers are teasing each other. Sigh, I don't care about my friends who are sitting here looking at each other with wide eyes.

“Oh, he just smiled at me like this. Are you really that jealous of Wonshik's friend?" Sehun teased and couldn't help but annoy his friend.

"Is that why you have to be so possessive? Hmm, not really.. at all, hehe.” Jongin said that and then slapped his hand on Wonshik's thick shoulder, just as annoyed as Sehun.

"What? This is my (important) friend.” Won turned to Jongin and pointed at Hakkyun like, You guys can't mess with this person of mine, please know this.

"Oh, so we're not your friends?" Sehun shot back in a mocking way.

“That's right, our three years of contact are worthless to you. Sigh...I'm so sorry." Jongin pretended to act sad. Very striking in Wonshik's eyes. This neighbor is exaggerating. Sigh.

"Because I'm not as cute as your Hakkyun. I'm disappointed." Sehun had been so disrespectful to Jongin. Oh, my best friend always likes to play with each other. I'm really fed up with their professional acting. Wonsik could only shake his head gently. And now I'm still hugging Hakyeon.

Still refusing to let go It was as if he had forgotten that. Now I'm hugging Hakyeon.

"Hey..." a quiet voice called out from a handsome young man sitting in the far corner. It seemed like everyone had forgotten that he was even at the table. "It's like you guys forgot about me."

"oh! Uh, haha, it seems like I really forgot about you.” Sehun turned around and made an apologetic face to Taekwoon, who was sitting next to himself.

“Uh, yes, you're the one who just sat there quietly and didn't say anything. You weren't even in a hurry to introduce yourself to Hakkyun. Ah...anyway, I have to apologize on behalf of this friend. It's not polite to Hakkyun either^^" Jongin turned to complain to Taekwoon before smiling sweetly at Hakkyun. Now that I'm free from Wonshik's strong arms, huh.

But Kim Jongin can still see that Wonshik's hand is still hugging Hakkyun's thin waist. Hmm...

“Ah, yes, that's fine. I don't mind. Because like your friends, you don't seem to have much free time around. ...Is that right^^" At the last sentence, Hakyun turned to Taekwoon with a smile. that other people think is extremely cute But for Taekwoon, it was a smile that sent a chill down his spine that caused goosebumps to rise up in a strange way.

“Ah, Hakyeon is so cute and kind. What should I do? I'm so shaken by you." Sehun started dousing Hakkyun again.

"Eh? What's going on? Haha." Hakyeon stopped staring at Taekwoon and turned around to laugh and smile sweetly, making Sehun's heart flutter even more.

“Hakkyun, please turn around and smile at me^^” Jongin leans forward towards Hakkyun, wanting Hakkyun's attention. Um...that crazy friend of Se-Jong. They're fighting to woo Hak Yeon, right? Wonshik gritted his teeth and glared at his two stupid friends with extreme restraint.

“Hey, you two should be quiet. At least let Taekwoonman introduce himself,” Wonsik said.

"Ah, uh, sorry," Sehun said.

“Uh, this is Mr. Taekwoon. Why don't you hurry up and introduce yourself?" Jongin turned to Taekwoon. That right now the expression looks strangely calm??

"Oh, I'm sorry for the delay in introducing myself. I'm Soa^^" The only pretty girl at the table hurriedly greeted and introduced herself to Hakkyeon with a bright, attractive smile before Taekwoon, who still had a calm but oily face. Looks strangely stressed.

"Yes, I'm Hakkyun ^^" Hakkyun smiled sweetly and introduced himself to her very naturally. Even though his heart was about to explode right now.

"..And you? Aren't you going to introduce yourself to me^^" Hak Yeon pretended to turn around and talk to Taekwoon. Wanting to put pressure on Taekwoon to feel even more uncomfortable.

“Ah, uh…” Taekwoon suddenly couldn't find the words to say. Why does it have to be a coincidence like this? Taekwoon could only think like this in his heart.

"If you don't want to introduce yourself It's okay^^" Because I know you well enough, Jung Taekwoon.

"Oh.." The more Hakyeon spoke and smiled sweetly like that. Taekwoon was even more choked to the point where he couldn't breathe.

“Wonsik,” Hakkyun turned to talk to Wonsik with sweet eyes. Deliberately making Taekwoon see himself. I didn't care and didn't care at all. That Taekwoon would still embrace another woman by his side in front of each other like this.

“Huh?” Wonsik turns his head closer to Hakkyeon. He also raised his hand to fix Hakkyun's hair in the front that looked messy. Gently in both eyes and actions Until Sehun's friend and Jongin's friend had to look at each other and wanted to say out loud together, "Oh really."

"Oh, I'm just going to the bathroom." Hakyun finished speaking and made to get up. But he was begged to be held back.

“Do you want me to come with you?” Wonsik said with concern and didn't want this friend of his to walk out alone in a place like this. But I know Hakyeon's personality well so I just asked first.

“It's okay, that's it.” Hak Yeon smiles sweetly at Wonsik, emphasizing that he's fine just like this. Don't worry.

“Um, I understand.” Wonsik nodded in understanding and let Hakkyun go.

After having a figure so sexy that it made everyone's heart skip a beat, she walked away. His teasing best friends, Sehun and Jongin, immediately started joking and teasing Won-shik.

"Wow, you're so possessive, Wonshik's friend," Jongin started first.

“But if I were him (Wonsik), I would probably be as jealous of Hak Yeon as he is. What kind of crazy person can make my heart tremble like this? I don't understand at all,” Sehun rambled out of his true feelings.

“That's right, if you're not jealous of him then...can I flirt with him?” Jongin tried to talk to Wonshik with a serious expression.

"That's it. If you really said that he was just your friend. I have the right to flirt with him.” Sehun also flirted with Jongin.

“No!” Wonshik said decisively, refusing to give in. Nothing is okay with Sehun and Jongin.

“Why?!/Why?!” Sehun and Jongin immediately said in unison when they heard Wonshik say no.

"No, you guys are flirting like this. And you still think I'm going to let you guys mess with Hakyeon?!" Wonsik said in a serious, stern voice.

"Oh...isn't it easier to say you're jealous of him? Huh?" Sehun shook his head at Wonshik like a wise man.

"Say we're friends. My best friend must be dishonest. Sigh, I'm really bored with you stubborn people." Jongin also taunted Wonshik.

“Uh, in any case, you guys are strictly forbidden from messing with Hakkyun!” Wonsik pointed at his friend seriously.

All of a sudden!

“Ah!” So ​​Ah's startled voice rang out when Taekwoon suddenly stood up without saying anything. He didn't say anything until she was nearly in front of Taekwoon's strong body and fell down.

"Oh, I'm sorry, So-ah. I just realized that I have to go call to discuss some business. I'll be right back." Taekwoon quickly apologized. And made up lies to tell you So that I could leave the table without anyone getting suspicious (so?)

Taekun just told her. I didn't say it to ask for her permission. Therefore, when finished speaking Taekwoon immediately walked away. Without waiting for her or her friends who were sitting there looking stunned. Asking or having any doubts about yourself is a waste of time. ...Because he won't be able to follow Hak Yeon out in time.

-Parking lot-

“What are you looking for?” A soft, sweet voice came from behind Taekwoon, who was now standing with his hips turned, looking left and right. Looks like someone who is looking for something.

Grab

“Huh, are you here?” Taekwoon turned his head at the sweet voice he heard from someone he recognized well behind him.

"Huh? Me?” Hak Yeon pretended to be honest. Put on a confused expression, "Is it me?" Is this me? As Taekwoon walked towards him, he was leaning against the back of a sports car that was Hakkyun's car. Before his thin lips could take over half of the cigarette he had already smoked, he twitched into an evil smile when he saw Taekwoon's sharp eyes staring at the cigarette he was holding without looking away.

“You...smoked it too?” Taekwoon frowned, not expecting to see something like this from the innocent(?) and gentle Hakyeon he knew.

Hmm...Actually, I must say that Jung Tae Woon couldn't believe that the thin person in front of him was standing with his legs crossed and leaning against the side of the car door, one hand in his trouser pocket and the other hand holding a cigarette. It's Cha Hakyun, someone he really knows.

Whether it's the way she dresses that emphasizes showing off her slim, sexy figure like a woman's body that Taekwoon never expected... you know that Hak Yeon is tall but has a rather slimmer figure. Normal men would do well, but they never thought that Hak Yeon would be as thin as the bodies of the girls he likes so much.

The always innocent and gentle eyes that Hakkyun had used to look at Taekwoon for nearly four years, at this time, Hakkyun's eyes were nothing but empty darkness. To the point that Taekwoon felt nervous when he had to meet Hakkyun's eyes right now.

"In your head now There must be a lot of questions,” Hakkyun said casually. Then he pumped in the small remaining cigarette smoke until it filled his lungs and slowly exhaled it with a calm expression and eyes. No matter how hard he tried, Taewoon couldn't read what was hidden there.

“Why are you here?!” Taekwoon started to ask in a slightly tense tone.

“Is that necessary for you to know? Does where I am and where I go matter to you?” ) I'm not interested in anything.

“Hakkyun,” Taekwoon's voice softened when he heard Hakkyun's words.

“Ah, you still remember my name. Huh,” Hakkyun said sarcastically and smiled with pity.

"Why-" Taekwoon still had a confused look on his face. I don't understand what Hak Yeon wants to do.

"Oh, that's enough! I'm already annoyed. I'd better go," Hakkyun interrupted in an extremely annoyed tone and jumped up to his feet. Prepare to walk away from there. But..a scene like that in a novel happened first.

Just a moment.

“Are you just going to walk away like this?” Taekwoon tightly gripped Hakkyun's small wrist, preventing Hakkyun from walking away.

"Huh? ...It hurts. You don't need this much force to stop me,” Hakkyun said in a calm voice. The look that turned to meet Taekwoon's eyes was so hard that it looked very frightening. But even though Taekwoon was shocked by Hakkyeon's terrifying sight at first, he calmed himself down and overlooked the frightening sight. He had never met before because Taekwoon still had many things to discuss with Hakkyun.

"Why are you quiet? Why didn't you complain? Why didn't you just say anything, Hakyeon, why?!” Finally came out...

I have to admit that when I first saw the clear faces of the people who walked towards Wonshik at that time, it really shocked me. I knew from the beginning that the name of the friend Wonshik had appointed was Hak Yeon, but I never thought that it would be the same Hak Yeon of the person I knew. Oh, no, I must say that the person I was (secretly) dating was different, which made me almost shocked.

Then my heart was beating fast and furiously all the time. I was worried and thinking about all sorts of things. In which everything is full of chaos and confusion.

However, it's probably different from Hakyeon. I didn't see any reaction from him at all. He hardly looked at me. He really made me feel like I was just an air element. When Hak Yeon didn't bother looking at me...

I won't lie that I secretly looked at Hakkyun the entire time he sat down next to Wonshik. His expression and eyes were different from what I had seen Hakkyun back then...it was. Made me feel a strange pain in my heart. And I started to feel angry and not myself.

The more we both looked into each other's eyes right now...it made my awkwardness even more. I didn't like it and I really didn't understand why? Why was Hakkyun so silent? Why was Hakkyun not showing any reaction? When you met me tonight, and most importantly, there was another woman like that beside me, but

Hakkyun still smiled and laughed brightly with my friends and acted like he didn't know me at all...how?

Hakkyun's eyes were blank then and now as well. Why is it so empty for me...Hakkyun?

"Hakyeon"

“Is it necessary? Do I have to do such a thing?”

"What do you mean?"

"Ah, so can I ask you something?"

"what?"

"What are we doing?"

“Huh?” I stumbled. I felt stuffed and my brain suddenly stopped working. I couldn't find the answer to Hakkyeon's question.

“Huh, I guess there's no answer.” Hakkyun only smiled pitifully. “Never mind, right now I don't want to know anymore. So please take your hands off me."

“Wait…” Taekwoon continued to hold Hakkyun's wrist.

“Sigh, then if you have something you want to say, hurry up and say it. I'll give you time..." Hak Yeon told Taekwoon emphatically. He then pulled his wrist out of Taekwoon's hand when he saw that Taekwoon had begun to relax his grip on his own wrist.

Hak Yeon dropped the finished cigarette on the ground and used the tip of his foot to crush the old cigarette butt until it was completely extinguished on the concrete floor of the parking lot. Hak Yeon reached into his bag and took out a fresh cigarette and lit it.

Hissing

“I only gave you time to finish this cigarette so you better hurry up and say it,” Hakkyun repeated to Taekwoon with a slight annoyance in his voice, then Hakkyun turned his head. Another way to continue smoking that cigarette.

"...." Taekwoon bit his lip and gritted his teeth to suppress his irritation at Hakkyeon's cold and indifferent attitude.

"Oh, why are you quiet? If you don't have anything, you shouldn't hold me back. It's a waste of time.” Hakkyun said coldly, without any intention of being considerate.

“You look so different that I'm shocked. Hakkyeon" Taekwoon then spoke.

“Huh, is that so?” Hakkyun said and turned to continue smoking.

Damn, that... just a moment. More than half of the cigarette Hakkyun was smoking was already gone?!

"Are you angry at me?"

"angry? Huh, am I in any position to be angry at you?”

"Uh.." Ugh! Facing a question like this, Taekwoon felt choked and could hardly speak.

“Huh, even when I asked what we were up to, you still couldn't answer. And you still dare to hold me back, you really are an idiot.”

“Hakyeon…” Taekwoon was about to say. But a third person's voice interrupted him.

“Hakkyun, are you here?” It was Wonsik who followed out to find Hakkyun.

“Um, come out and smoke a cigarette.” Hakyeon turned to Wonshik with a beautiful smile on his face as if it was normal for the two of them. It was so different from the expressionless face in front of Taekwoon.

“Oh, you're here too, Taekwoon?” Won-sik walked over and wrapped his arms around Hak-yeon's shoulders. Seeing that the person standing with Hakkyun's back was his friend Taekwoon, and seeing Taekwoon's expression that looked like something was on his back, Wonshik couldn't help himself. Asked, "Eh? Is something going on?”

“No..nothing. Well, I'll go back inside.” Taekwoon shook his head slightly in denial at Wonshik's question and then quickly turned and walked away from there.

"Huh" In the end, you just walked away from the class like that. What a cowardly rider, Jung Taekwoon.

-After Taekwoon's tall figure walked away-

“This is Hak Yeon.”

“Oh, I'm sorry, Wonshik.”

“Eh?”

“Well, I guess I'll have to go back first.”

“Why? You just came here yourself. Why are you in such a hurry to return?”

"Well, there's something I have to do."

“I can't ask.”

“Um, sorry.”

“Ah, that's okay. Even though I'm disappointed, it's okay."

“Take this,” Hak Yeon hands Won-sik a small black card.

"What? I don't want it." After seeing what Hak Yeon gave him, Wonsik immediately waved his hand in denial.

“But I was the one who invited you out, so at least let me treat you to an apology for not being able to stay with you.”

“No, but if you feel guilty and really want to apologize to me, then Come hang out with me next holiday.” Wonshik offers a new proposal.

“Are you going on a trip?”

“Yes, on Saipan Island.”

"Look...in America?"

"Um, yes. So, do you want to go together?"

“Is that what you want?”

"yes"

“Then I'll go out with you, Wonshik. Kiss.” Hakkyun reached up and kissed Wonshik on the cheek, promising him that he would definitely go out with Wonsik.

-Another angle-

Tae-woon said he was going back into the pub but actually just walked away and hid in a corner to watch Hak-yeon and Won-sik talk.

Taekwoon's expression and expression as he secretly watched the two of them clearly showed that he was. Dissatisfied with Hak Yeon and Wonsik's behavior and conversation, as if the two of them seemed to be closer than just friends.

And when he saw Hak Yeon reach up and kiss Wonshik's cheek like that, the anger and jealousy built up even more.

Taekwoon clenched his jaw tightly to prevent it from causing further anger and quickly adjusted his expression to look as normal as possible. When he had to walk back to the same spot where he had stood with Hakkyun before, now There, only Won-sik was left standing alone because Hak-yeon had already driven away.

Hello

“Oh? Taekwoon? I thought you went back inside, didn't I?” Won-sik looked confused and was surprised to see Tae-woon walk back towards him again so he couldn't help but ask.

“Uh, I have business to hurry,” Taewoon answered in a dismissive manner as he hurriedly took long steps towards his own car that was (accidentally) parked right there, while his sharp eyes secretly looked at it. Direction of the car

Audi R8

of Hak Yeon who was still waiting in the car at the entrance to the pub so that the car could clear the road so he could drive out.

“Huh? Wait…” Wonshik was about to ask Taekwoon to continue asking, but Taekwoon wasn't around to hear anything and immediately closed the car door and started the engine.

Brilliant~

Wonsik could only stand and stare at the back of his friend's luxury car, unable to understand anything.

“What is it, suddenly leaving in such a hurry?” Wonsik shook his head back and forth to get the useless thoughts out of his head and then walked back into the pub again.

-Hakyeon's side-

Hak Yeon smiled like a person who actually had a plan. Hakyeon knew from the beginning that Taekwoon said he was going to go back into the pub but actually he just walked out and hid in the corner, watching Hakkyeon and Wonsik from the corner of the pillar next to the door because he knew that. Hak Yeon was amused so he pretended to kiss Won Shik's cheek for Taek Woon to see.

Because I want to know if it will make Taekwoon feel hurt or something?

Huh, and it seemed to work as Hakkyun expected.

Hak Yeon didn't drive the route back to Hak Yeon's room like Taekwoon expected...but the route Hak Yeon was headed was. It's the way to Yongsan District.

Taekwoon was left wondering in his mind, why did Hakyun drive that way?

But even if Taekwoon is wondering how to die right now, he probably won't have the answer anyway.

Because of that, Taekwoon couldn't do anything except keep calm and keep chasing after Hakkyun's car.

Until some time had passed, the tail lights of Hakkyun's car flashed, signaling that Hakkyun was about to turn into the left-hand side, which was the direction Hakkyun's car was about to turn into. Entered Yongsan High School.

Hak Yeon easily turned into the school zone because the front entrance gate was already open.

Of course, Taekwoon, who was driving behind Hakkyun's car, saw Hakkyun turning into a place where it was highly unlikely that anyone would welcome him or allow him. Let anyone go in there at night like this.

Taekwoon was so surprised that he couldn't speak. No matter how surprised he was, Taekwoon ended up following Hakkyun into their old school.

Crack...Pung

Hak Yeon drove the car and parked it in front of the school building that was across from the football field.

Hakkyun finished parking, then got out of the car and calmly stood beside the car door smoking a cigarette and waited to see what the owner of the car who had followed him in would do next.

Fu~

Hello, Hello.

Taekwoon finished parking the car and hurriedly opened the door, got out of the car and hurriedly walked over to Hakyun who he thought was probably waiting for himself.

Even though Taekwoon walked in front of Hakyun right now. But those Hakkyeon's hidden eyes still didn't look at Taewoon for even a second.

Fu~

Hakkyun pumped his cigarette until it was full of pain and then slowly let out a long, cloudy white smoke until the smoke was gone. Hakkyun was about to pick it up and smoke again, but. ..

Just a moment.

Hakkyun's beautiful hand used two slender fingers to hold a small white cigarette. He had just raised it and held it at his lips, but Taekwoon's large hand grabbed onto her small wrist. That side of Hakyun

Taekwoon pulled Hakkyun's wrist just slightly away from Hakkyun's lips, just enough to bring his face closer to Hakkyun's sweet face. In order to use his mouth to hold the cigarette butt where Hakkyun's slender fingers were holding it, he came in and smoked it too...

Hakkyun stared at the cigarette in his hand that had already been half-smoked. Hakkyun's hand and the cigarette had now been moved to stand in front of Tae's face. Khun has replaced it.

What are you thinking of doing? ...Take it away and continue smoking it from me? Hakkyun just thought it over in his mind without saying anything or showing the slightest hint of doubt or anything other than slowly moving his blank gaze away from the tip of the cigarette he held. The fingertips slowly rose up to Taekwoon's sharp eyes and the two of them finally made eye contact.

Hak Yeon remained silent and allowed Tae Woon to do as he wished without protesting or showing any signs of liking or disliking that Tae Woon did that other than remaining silent like a dead person(? ) has no feelings and can't guess at this point. What is Hakkyun thinking or feeling? There's no answer...

With Hak Yeon's silent and unresponsive attitude

Even though at that time Taekwoon had pretended to bring his handsome face so close to his own pretty face, Hakkyun's expression was still calm. as before

It was really surprising. If it was like before...By now, Hakyeon would definitely be blushing all over and not be silent like this.

Seeing that Hakkyun was still so silent to himself, Taekwoon purposely applied pressure to Hakkyun's small wrist. To let Hakkyun's hand and the two slender fingers that hold the cigarette come close to his own warm lips, making them as tight as possible until they couldn't tell what Taekwoon wanted. Do you smoke or do you want to kiss Hakkyun's soft fingers?

But it was definitely someone like Jung Taekwoon. Never do anything without expecting benefits. Anything that is profitable, Jung Taekwoon definitely never misses it, such as what he is doing right now.

Smoking a cigarette and kissing both of Hakkyeon's soft fingers at the same time, that's the way of a smart person!

Taekwoon stared deep into Hakkyeon's dark eyes, searching for something... when the two of them locked eyes at the same moment Taekwoon pressed his lips to a deep kiss. At Hakkyun's soft fingers, he slowly smoked Hakkyun's cigarette, hoping to see a different expression than Hakkyun's stillness like this.

Hakkyun knows what Taekwoon wants but...sadly, what Taekwoon wants from Hakkyun is now difficult to achieve.

Even though Hak Yeon knew that Taekwoon was taking advantage of him in such a shallow way, Hak Yeon didn't care about it. It's just that I was taken advantage of a little bit... then I'll go and collect the balance all at once, compounding the interest at the end, it's still not too late.

Because of that, for now I'll let you do as you please..heh heh

-Moments later-

After the cigarette sharing scene ended, there was a hot kiss scene, but it was a kiss without any sweetness. It was a hot kiss with only the cool scent of mint from the cigarette and the faint taste of alcohol still lingering on the tongues of the two people who had drunk it before...so to speak. This kiss of theirs

It was probably just a kiss to wash away the smell of cigarettes and alcohol from each other because that kiss didn't mean anything...to Cha Hakyun.

But for Jung Taekwoon...I don't know?

“Right here..” Hakkyun said after leading Taekwoon to the side of the stairs down to the soccer field, and it was the first words Hakkyun spoke after entering here.

“..." Taekwoon walked in and stood next to Hakyun. and silently waited to hear what Hak Yeon had to say.

“The first time I met you was right here.” Hakyun continued to use polite language when speaking to Taekwoon, wanting to create distance as usual.

“..." Taekwoon's expression changed quite a bit when he heard Hakkyun use language that seemed so distant from himself.

Even though just now you still allowed me to kiss you... exactly like that, but why?

“I still vividly remember my body shaking and my heart pounding the first time I saw your face. On the afternoon of that day...the first week of the second semester of my life as a 2nd year high school student, room 4.” Hak Yeon recalled a past from yesterday that he had not yet told Taekwoon. The expression and tone of voice were normal, but when Taekwoon heard it, it made him feel a strange tingle in his heart.

“After that day, I started looking for you. I wanted to know your name, your year of study, whatever you were. I want to know everything But I'm a coward. I don't even have the courage to even ask my friends or anyone about you...oh, it's not my business. Don't you want to do anything?" Hakkyun made a huffing sound, feeling sorry for his past self.

“Hakkyun…” Taekwoon was about to reach out and touch Hakkyun's small shoulder. But Hakyun turned away from Taekwoon's hand. and walked in the other direction without turning around to pay any attention to how bad Taekwoon's face looked after being rejected like that by Hakkyun.

Hak Yeon walks into the part of the central building that houses the academic room where Hak Yeon and Taek Woon's memories are.

“Here in order,” Hakyeon stood and looked down at the seat on the balcony in front of the academic room where the memories were hidden.

“Well, I still remember this place and never forget it. Because it was a memory that made me feel extremely shocked at that time,” Taekwoon said with a slight amused smile. When thinking back to the most surprising event of that time

“Probably like that, because I still can't believe that I had the courage to do such a shameful thing. Heck, at that time, I must have turned out to be a brave person...to you. yes"

"Eh? Well...well, I don't know. At that time, I was just shocked and stunned because you ran away as soon as you told me you liked me.”

“Whether you believe it or not, it took me almost an entire semester to muster up my courage to tell you my feelings…” Hakyeonpook stayed like that and slowly turned his head. Looking into Taekwoon's eyes earnestly, he said what was left over, “I like you, Taekwoon.”

Lap building

“Hakkyun,” Taekwoon felt his heart beat faster when he heard those words from Hakkyun.

“Do you know how embarrassed I was at that time? I was so embarrassed that I didn't dare look at anyone. Even my friends I was so embarrassed that I hugged my knees and bowed my head and cried alone in front of the library. Huh, how pitiful.”

paste

“Hakkyun,” Taekwoon reached up and lightly touched Hakkyun's small shoulder. Since this time he wasn't rejected by Hak Yeon like last time, Taekwoon was able to feel a bit more cheerful.

“If I could go back in time, I probably wouldn't have done that,” Hakkyun finished and smiled faintly at Taewoon. There was something hidden in Taewoon's eyes as well.

“..." Taekwoon didn't know what was hidden in Hakkyun's faint smile and the way he looked at himself, but it made Taekwoon feel strangely afraid in his heart. too

-Moments later-

Crack, crack...

Hakkyun slowly pushed the large doors of the auditorium open and then Hakkyun walked Taekwoon down to the stage below where in the center of the stage stood a white piano.

Taekwoon followed Hakkyun's back in silence, his head filled with many thoughts racing because he still couldn't figure out what Hakkyun was trying to do.

Cold attitude...

Distance yourself...

Don't complain even though you found out you were being unfaithful...

Back at the old school...

A kiss that isn't as sweet as before...

Telling stories from the past that were never known...

Bringing back memories of the old days...

Everything you do...for what exactly?

tight!

Meanwhile, Taekwoon was so lost in his own thoughts that he didn't even notice. When did Hakyeon walk in and sit on the chair behind the piano? Then the sound of the piano began to play. It pulled Taekwoon out of his world of chaotic thoughts.

“..." Taekwoon stood still as if hypnotized by the music playing on the piano.

The song that Hak Yeon is playing right now is a song that has already been heard. It feels both beautiful and sad at the same time.

At this moment, Taekwoonman's entire body and heart seemed to be completely frozen. Suddenly, a feeling of guilt that had never existed before slowly began to build up.

The more I stared at Hakkyeon's beautiful face that didn't show any emotion like that. Taekwoon's heart felt like it was squeezed so tightly it was almost crushed...

"Hakyun"

The beautiful and sad song played by Hakyeon continued to play. With the only listener being Taekwoon, it was as if both his body and heart were cursed to be stone and unable to move. However, the feeling was as if his heart was being squeezed so tightly by someone's hand that it was almost crushed. This kind of hand....what is it?

Aside from feeling like your heart was being squeezed like that. Taekwoon began to feel more and more guilty. The more Hakyeon's song plays, Taekwoon's feelings inside were even more painful.

Why?

Images of old days with only smiles laughter and happiness The memories Taekwoon and Hakkyeon had together slowly flowed into Taekwoon's head like images recorded on a camera roll filled with the stories of the two of them.

All this time...whether it was Hakkyun's beautiful smile or sweet words of sincerity that only Taewoon had, Taewoon never once saw the value of it. No matter how much Hak Yeon tried to do for him. ...Taekwoon never paid attention to it anyway.

Because I think Hak Yeon loves himself very much and is willing to do anything for himself. So no matter what Hakyeon would definitely never be able to change his mind about himself.

That's because of Hakkyeon's stupid-looking goodness like that. Taekwoon was so impressed that he saw Hakkyun as nothing more than a dead object. That you can leave it behind however you want...as your heart desires.

I don't know since when? Taekwoon begins to lose sight of Hakkyeon's feelings. and went out to have deep fun with many people throughout the past...even though Hak Yeon was there

But Taekwoon did it according to his own wishes without ever feeling any guilt towards Hakkyun. No, he never once thought about Hakkyun's face. Even if you're in bed with someone else.

But right now... a lot of guilt towards Hak Yeon. With everything in the past and my own selfishness that has done badly... It was reflecting heavily on Taekwoon.

Since when?

Since when...Hakyeon's dark eyes stared at me from this close-up of a hand's reach? Since when did the sound of piano playing stop...but when? Why am I not conscious at all?

Hello

Even now that my whole body could barely move It was as if I had really been cursed and turned to stone.

“Hakyun,” Taekwoon's soft voice called out the name of the person who walked in and stopped in front of himself.

Just a moment.

"..." Hakyeon took one of Taekwoon's hands and held it out. And then Hak Yeon pulled out something that he had kept in his trouser pocket. Then he placed it in Taekwoon's palm. Before Hakyeon's beautiful dark eyes glanced up, looked into Taekwooning's eyes and said, "It's time for him to be reunited with his owner."

One small earring has a small diamond in the middle. They were the earrings that Taekwoon bought to wear with Hakkyun on their anniversary three years ago.

"..." Taekwoon stared deep into Hakkyeon's empty dark eyes, wanting to find out what might be hidden there. ...But no matter how deep he looked, in the end, what Taekwoon saw was still nothingness.

“Hakyeon,” Taekwoon's voice began to take on an extremely pleading tone.

"You call my name too often. Or are you afraid you won't remember my name? Huh,” Hakkyun said sarcastically in a quiet voice. Then he removed his hand from Taekwoon's hand but...

Just a moment.

"Hakkyun" Taekwoon quickly grabbed Hakkyun's wrist before Hakkyun could turn away.

“What?” Hakkyun stared at the wrist that was tightly gripped by Taekwoon's large hand before slowly raising his eyes, not making direct eye contact with Taekwoon.

"...sorry." It took a long time for Taekwoon to utter the words that echoed in his own heart.

"..." Hakkyun's eyes fluttered for a moment when he heard Taekwoon's apology. But it was only for a moment and then it returned to normal.

“Hakkyeon,” even though there were many words he wanted to say in his heart, Taekwoon couldn't say them. Because Hak Yeon's eyes looking at Taekwoon were so empty that there was nothing left like this. Besides being unable to speak, it also felt very painful.

“Um, do you want me to tell you that?” a simple question from Hakkyeon's calm, unkind voice. It was such an easy tool to use to hurt Taekwoon right now.

"..." Taekwoon's eyes slowly began to show a hint of pain and regret. When I started to know what was about to happen.

“Release your hands from me. And then we're all different people. Let everything end here."

Hakyeon made eye contact with Taekwoon, hoping that Taekwoon would understand. Even though Hak Yeon's heart is now burning hot and on fire, To the point where I almost wanted to go on a rampage. But Hak Yeon had to bear it and keep it hidden. Absolutely don't let it come out. Because now is not the time...it is not now. Hakkyun can't just explode with everything right now.

Well, I still haven't gotten revenge on the person who caused me pain and sorrow. You think I'm going to let it go that easily?

How have I been in pain? How much do you regret...the following? It's you, Jung Taekwoon.

End of the first part

-Starting a new chapter-

“Release your hands from me. And then we're all different people. Let everything end here."

“Huh?” Taekwoon's face widened before he furrowed his brows, not wanting to understand what he was hearing. What? What did Hak Yeon say? Did you tell me to end it? Crazy!

All at once!

Meanwhile, Taekwoon is shocked by what Hakkyeon said. Behind Hakkyeon, a dark shadow suddenly appeared.

The slender hands of a man with almost pale skin slowly moved to hug Hakkyun's thin waist from behind. Before the handsome, half-breed face of a dark-haired man appeared, he snuggled against Hakkyeon's smooth shoulder and cheek without any regard for anyone.

Taekwoon's eyes widened in shock before his expression turned into anger. Suddenly, a third person appeared and even appeared snuggling in front of him like that! This...what the hell is this?!!

The matter that Hak Yeon said has not yet been cleared up. And what else is this? Who is this idiot!!!

As Taekwoon's eyes were burning (both with anger and jealousy), a voice that was like a life bell rang out:

“Time is up.” A deep but resonant voice rang through Taekwoon's ears. From the third blood-eyed young man who was still snuggled close to Hak Yeon.

"who? Who are you?!” Taekwoon suppressed his emotions and spoke with an angry expression and eyes. before rushing straight in, hoping to tear the two of them apart.

All at once! Grab it!

However, everything was not as Taekwoon intended. Because the man knew faster. He used his speed to make Hakyeon spin and escape from Taekwoon's hand before Taekwoon could reach him.

"...!!!" Taekwoon stood frozen in place with an angry expression on his face after his mistake just moments ago. Now he can only stare at the person who stole Hakkyun without consent. But still couldn't do anything either.

"In case you don't understand. That now you I no longer have rights to Hakkyun.” The scornful words from the blood-eyed young man with Hakkyun in his arms. After saying that to Taekwoon, he also reinforced Taekwoon by pressing a kiss to Hak Yeon Show's smooth cheek. before raising his head to smile at Taekwoon like a person who had the upper hand.

“Who are you? Release Hakyeon now!” Taekwoon pointed at the man and shouted angrily. The person who stole Hakkyeon before their very eyes. Mother-Ng sees this and it hurts a lot!!!

"Hey! How dare a low-class filthy piece of meat like you show such rude behavior in front of me?!” His blood-red eyes instantly became fierce and frightening. When the words and behavior that Taekwoon expressed It made him very dissatisfied.

“Hey Jaehwan, please calm down.” Hakyeon turned his head up to meet Jaehwan's now blood-red eyes that were too frightening to even imagine. He also pulled the hand that was pointing at Taekwoon's face back down to hold Jae Hwan's hand, wanting to calm Jae Hwan's angry mood.

"Hmph...heh. I understand. I'm sorry." Jaehwan took a long breath. before hugging Hakyun tighter. And he lowered his head and whispered an apology into Hakkyeon's ear in a soft voice. Then Jae Hwan buried his face in the spot between Hak Yeon's small shoulder and the sweet neck of his neck. To suppress his own rage and bloodlust as well.

“Hakyun,” Taekwoon gritted his teeth, forcing down the anger raging in his heart to cool down. Will scream out the name of the lover (?) who is still in that man's embrace. And because of that, Taekwoon's body seemed to freeze again. Because of the eye-popping picture in front of me!

Crazy! What the hell is this? Even though wanting to go in and snatch Hak Yeon away from that guy would really make you crazy. But when I met Hakkyeon's empty, dark eyes, that was it. His body stood still and refused to move as his brain commanded. What the hell is going on? Oh my gosh!!!

“You have twenty minutes left. to get out of this school"

Hakyeon spoke to Taekwoon for the last time. before turning and walking out of the auditorium with Jaehwan. Without turning his attention to Taekwoon, who stood still, staring behind himself with a look of pain in his eyes that no one had ever seen before...

"Hakyeon"

-later-

Jaehwan brought Hakkyun back to the Black Mansion without anyone saying anything until he dropped Hakkyun up in the bedroom. Their conversation began.

Hak Yeon walked to the balcony to catch the breeze and took out the cigarette he had with him and lit it again.

Huh, pale white smoke was slowly and calmly ejected from his lips. It's similar to the person's mood, now that the rage in his heart has begun to calm down a bit.

Hak Yeon is impatient but cold at the same time. Because he is a person who is quite good at keeping his emotions at bay. It is therefore difficult to see what lies beneath that neutral expression. What are you hiding?

Hak Yeon is a person who has a normal personality that is opposite, or is known as having the habit of expressing opposite feelings. For example, if he is angry, he will show his emotions in a calm and cool manner to hide the restlessness within. My heart doesn't let anyone know. Or to put it more easily, The angrier he gets, the colder he becomes, just like that, Hak Yeon.

And most importantly, when it comes to that point, Cold-bloodedness will make Hak Yeon's decisions decisive...to the point of frightening.

Hello

Just a moment.

A tall figure that looked slightly bigger than Jaehwan's Hakkyun walked up and hugged Hakkyun's thin waist from behind longingly.

"It's been so long, it's been such a long time since I hugged you like this." His voice was soft. But it was filled with the feeling of missing Jaehwan with all his heart. Who whispered to Hak Yeon to know all his feelings through words and hugs right now, “It's been a long time, you know?

So don't disappear from me again, Hakyeon."

“A traitor like me is still worthy…” Hakkyun said softly as he leaned his head down to rest against Jaehwan's head, resting his slender hands on it. Hug onto Jae Hwan's strong arms, wanting to respond to Jae Hwan's feelings.

"I am. What happened in the past is just the past. I don't care," Jaehwan said firmly. before emphasizing what he truly wanted, “For me. The present and the future are what I want. You understand that, right, Hakyun?”

"You know what it's like for me. If you accept it...I won't reject you, Jaehwan."

“Huh, of course it's for you. Even if this heart of mine hurts more than ever, I still want to hold it.”

“Ah, I feel a little guilty. I'm just a demon. That likes to torture other people, is that true?"

“Then take it as you wish. A slave of a master like this person. It is ready to respond and allow you to crush it as much as you want. As your heart desires," Jaehwan said to Hakkyun as he kissed and sniffed all over Hakkyun's sweet neck and rounded shoulders, eagerly wanting...

"So...ah, but what should I do?"

"Huh?"

"Tonight, I'm probably too exhausted and powerless to crush you like that, but..."

"but?"

“Tonight, wouldn't it be better for you to be the one who crushes me...instead?” Hakkyun asked in a testy voice.

“If you say it like that...it will happen.” Jaehwan straightened up and hooked Hakkyun's rounded chin so that they were facing each other. Before saying deep words with fiery eyes,

“Tonight, I will make you forget everything. Until you have to feel me and only see me. Just touch me and the happiness that you have with me, just this one person."

“Hm, that sounds interesting. Then please embrace me with your happiness, Jaehwan.”

“Of course, with all my love I have only you. I will make you so happy that you forget everything, Hakyeon.”

-A week later Afternoon at university

xxx-

(Part Taekun)

Their staring at each other and my one pair of eyes that were still the same. (The eyes of a loser)

Ah, Hakyeon, you look so good, you look so good, you look so happy. When I'm with him...that's not me.

But the more I see Mr. Dee...myself repeats deep in my heart. It's not that I'm not satisfied with anything. I can see that you have a bright smile because of him. My heart is hurting.

The picture of you that I see right now is a sad beauty.

Well, your eyes kept staring at him. And what about my eyes? Where should I look? You can see the line of me looking at you right here...

Your eyes that I couldn't see before So I just realized that it was too late. When there's only me left ..I could only close my eyes and accept the feeling inside that was painful.

I opened my eyes and looked at him again. I only stared at you. Well, inside here...it only thinks of you. There's only you right now...Hakyeon.

I don't hate him, I don't hate him at all. Because he can make you smile like a little angel. So it just makes me feel jealous and hurt inside.

It probably won't be in time. It probably won't be in time. Words that became secrets only because I lost the chance to say them. Is that the reason why I can't be with you like this? When I thought of it like that I looked down at the empty space in front of me. Think about those words...and write them down with a blank blank. ...I don't want to understand at all.

When he looks at you with soft eyes and you look at him in return with those sweet eyes. Where do I have to look...to accept that I can't see you?

I know that this makes me more painful. But one pair of my hopeless eyes It refused to avert its eyes... could only look. The two pairs of eyes slowly closed as you kissed him with the sweetest scent.

The eyes of a person who is slow to understand The eyes of the person who lost you I can only look at you with this feeling...I feel even more sorry than before.

The staring eyes of you and him again...

And one pair of eyes that are still the same ...This pair of eyes that are wandering my way

I have realized that I made a big mistake. It was my own mistake. A dream suddenly grew in my heart.

It's time to bring you back to me. ...It's like the wind.

Your words and heart contain your pure love that fills my white canvas. It's probably something that has accumulated for a long time that makes me unable to see anything except the heart of the person who (used to) had only this person throughout the past... I'm the one who destroyed everything until it couldn't be broken. There's a good amount left. Now I'm standing and looking at you in pain.. because I just realized that you are very valuable to me.

Now I have to keep you in a drawer forever...like that?

I don't have any rights left. Is that true?

If I miss you If I want to see you... I can only secretly watch from afar like I am now. Is that all you got?

Just watch from afar. It's still this much pain and suffering.

Even though my heart is longing You are like a bright star. Live from far away That seems too difficult to reach...but at least in my heart I'd like to get some warmth from returning, will I be able to...

But, looking at you with this feeling I felt even more sorry than before. Will you realize that right now I'm using my heart to look at you...

The gazes of you and his were never far apart. I realized that you probably don't feel me anymore. (Hakyeon...miss you so much)

What if it were me?

The eyes that look at you through your own eyes The eyes that only look at you, there is only you in my eyes

What if it were me?

Those once warm eyes of you Will you turn around and look at me again?

It's like a period of receiving punishment for karma. I am right now.

After Hakyun cut off ties with me that night I became a complete loser.

Days where I'm just delirious and absent-minded. Thinking about Hakkyun until he couldn't do anything, the cold words and the picture of Hakkyun leaving with another man in front of me...the more it hammered inside me, the more it hurt.

The days when I could only sit and think to myself over and over why I became like this...

I honestly admit like a man that I am. I never thought that Hakyeon would have such a huge effect on my feelings and life... I never really thought about it (because you saw Hak Yeon as something dead).

This indecision I don't know if it's because I made a mistake with Hakkyun as well or what? that was holding me back from going to Hak Yeon

Had Hak Yeon cut ties and leave with someone else like that. It made me a little bit angry. But when I calmed down The feeling of anger was replaced by confusion. And then I got lost in a blind whirlpool...

I became an idiot that can't do anything I'm just a loser who keeps watching him be happy with other people every day. Turned into a crazy loser who was jealous of that man. With Hakyeon by my side...

The sight made me both hurt and ache inside. But my eyes couldn't stop looking at Hak Yeon.

I don't want Hak Yeon near anyone. And I don't want anyone to come close to touch Hak Yeon at all. In my heart, he wanted to go in and take Hak Yeon back. But my body refused to move according to my needs. ...because of feelings of fear and hesitation in my heart So I could only look at Hak Yeon.

But I... still haven't given up. and let Hak Yeon go like this

Please give me some more time...

-End of another chapter-

To be continued...

*Spoiler for next chapter

again and again Everything is my fault.

And don't ask why I myself can't see it.

Now you're the one who could change my luck, but

I'm not like that It's just what you think.

I can't stand it any longer, I'm going crazy.

I know you're not that person. I will leave after speaking.

You're just another man who came to play with me

You're just another man Don't hurt me.

Why, why, come back again?

Don't blame me and then leave.

Because you're just one man

Just a woman And a broken heart for me

I'll be back soon. You go get ready.

Wear what you like. That I didn't say anything

It's for this time Treasonous men like you, get out of here.

You're just a man And a broken heart for me

I'm going to throw away my painful self.

I will live like the true (strong) me. Don't let something like this happen again.

Please go away. What else are you going to lie about?

Please be quiet. It can't fool me anymore.

Why, why, come back again?

You do this with all women. Don't talk about me.

That I'm just your toy

You're just another man It was just a coincidence that I was hooked and wanted to play too.

If you understand, then go back.

To be continued...

I'm gonna throw...my memories away

Now I feel undone

And I am cursed by every day

Till my time is gone

I've never felt this way before

And now I know this so for sure

I won't forget your last BETRAY

I'll never forget this day

Never forget this day.