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ForeverU & I

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If you ask me how much Jung Hoseok loves Min Yoongi...

Well, I probably can't answer, but I just know that Yoongi is the light that shines in my dark heart. Yoongi is the coldest water that is poured on my hot heart. Just having that cold, pale white hand holding my hand makes me feel like the bad things will pass for good.

If you ask me if one day Yoongi has to disappear from my life...

I will probably do whatever it takes to keep Yoongi with me. It may sound selfish, but I accept it because I love Yoongi too much to let him go. But if Yoongi really disappeared, I would have to do whatever it took to get Yoongi back.

But it wouldn't be possible because soon Yoongi would have to leave me.

Yoongi has terminal cancer. The doctor said no more. After a long time I had to leave. I can't accept it.

But what can I do? Everything has been predetermined, no matter how much you want to hold it back. But I probably won't be able to fight this terrible disease that will take my life away. I can only accept it. But no matter what, I will spend the remaining time together as long as possible.

I don't have much time left. I know Hoseok loves me very much. But what should I do? I don't want everything to be like this. I love Hoseok no less than he loves me.

But even then, I wouldn't be able to resist fate.

from months to weeks from weeks to days In a few days I will die and I will use all my strength to finish writing the letter before Hoseok returns.

Yoongi's condition is getting worse. The doctor said today would be the last day Yoongi would be with me.

And finally the time has come. When Yoongi will leave me forever. At that time, I didn't even know how hard I was crying. I wanted to die along with Yoongi but one word forced me to live. For Yoongi...

'Hoseok, from now on, you have to live instead of me.'

'...I love you...'

Yoongi's vital signs became linear. At that time, it was as if an invisible hand squeezed his heart as if it had disappeared from the left side of his chest. Lost in Yoongi's breath, I suddenly turned around and saw a letter on the table without thinking too much. So I quickly picked it up and read it.

‘Hoseok, when did you read this missing letter? I probably won't be with you anymore. I want you to live your life without me. I don't even remember how long we've been together, but I just know that I'm so happy when I'm with you. I know how much you love me and you know that I love you just as much.

And finally, I wish you lots of happiness and smiles. Did you know that when you smile you look so good? Ah, I can't hold back any longer. I'm telling you,

I love you very much. Goodbye, Hoseok.'

Many years later

A white lily, the kind Yoongi liked, was placed on a stone with a name engraved on it.

“Min Yoongi”

I didn't have anyone after Yoongi left. I came here every day. No matter how busy I am, I will come to see Yoongi. If Yoongi is watching, I want Yoongi to know that I smile a lot like Yoongi likes, but I want to be happy. I probably can't do it. Because Yoongi is my happiness. No matter where or when, old memories of me and Yoongi in every scene come back.

The sofa where we used to sit and watch dramas and laugh together. The kitchen fire we helped put out because I almost burned down the bed where we used to cuddle every day. The sink where we used to brush our teeth together, the park where we used to play together, everywhere that reflected old images of us are still ingrained in my heart. And in the end, if Yoongi knew, I wanted You know that I love Yoongi very much.

I love you every day and will love you forever...

…Forever…

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