DEEP IN MY MIND
Kabi Chan
There must be a day when you can come to terms with it. But there will probably never be a day I can stop thinking about it.
This story was written from the whining of the characters. Chan category and Kabi category From the drama Kalam Harutuk in the tag Kabichan
There is no intention of making any references whatsoever. The events that occur in the story are all hypothetical events.
If there is any mistake or inappropriateness, the author would like to apologize here.
*Before reading the next line If anyone hasn't watched the drama yet or has watched the latest episode.
ep.22
You can escape first. I'm sorry.
And then I had to come back and write again, everyone. Huh, the writer is very sad about the passing of Lieutenant Chan in the drama.
There are no words to express the feelings in your heart. So I had to write fan fiction.
Let Lieutenant Kbi be with Lieutenant Chan a little longer.
Thank you to all readers who stopped by.
You can comment and criticize as you please.
"Kobby"
At night like this, a voice woke him up from his deep slumber. The sound of someone knocking firmly on the door. Rumbling with excitement, the young man raised himself to sit up within a split second, his heart racing, shock to the utmost extent, his face and hairline were moist with sweat. 'Ai Chan's voice'
When he regained consciousness, the tall, slender figure stood up, opened a drawer, and took out his gun. He hurriedly shuffled his feet and walked down from the upper floor. Go straight to that door. He quickly unlocked the door latch. An image of a person he was familiar with appeared.
People arrived and entered the house, their faces pale from blood loss.
"You're hurt."
Kabi's eyes widened when he saw Lieutenant Chan holding the side of his stomach with a hand covered in blood.
"Gently, Siwa. Why are you yelling?"
"And will it follow?"
“Not in time, I ran away very far. Besides, he doesn't know anyone's house around here."
"Dammit."
The tall man couldn't express his emotions except by exclaiming words showing his feelings of fright. He came to support his dear friend's body. Go sit on a long wooden chair. It's about enough for two or three people to sit. Put the gun on the table.
"Wait a moment."
Lieutenant Kabi said and immediately turned to search the medicine cabinet for wound care equipment.
The injured man stared at that back with affection, thinking it was not wrong that he had chosen to come here first.
"Take off your shirt."
"Huh?"
"How do I fix the wound?"
"This shirt is soaked in blood."
The little man received the order and did as easily as his bloodstained clothes were taken off. It revealed a long wound that nearly ran across the delicate skin.
Kabi sighed and sat down next to Chan, his hands opening the medicine box. Grab a saline solution and wipe it around the wound and put in some disinfectant.
He lowered his head and carefully performed first aid. There was no conversation at that time, so quiet that only the uncomfortable sound of his breathing could be heard.
"This is a small knife wound."
"What's going on?"
It was Lieutenant Chan who spoke because he couldn't stand the quiet situation like a cemetery.
"When are you going to stop putting yourself at risk?"
"You act like you're always ready to die."
"What's the matter? Just say "a little bit, a little bit."
The tall figure retorted, unable to tell whether he was angry or sad until his voice shook. The eyes were red and bloodshot as if they were filled with water.
"I'm a spy."
"Life and death It is already normal.”
Lieutenant Chan didn't think that what Lieutenant Bi said had more meaning than he wanted to convey. Lieutenant Chan is not the only one who has suffered, but it is the body and heart of this person as well. Almost torn to pieces
He disappeared and didn't know the news, so he was worried that he would show up and find him. Still coming in a difficult condition that doesn't cause additional worry.
Lieutenant Kabi rushed over and embraced the little man, letting tears flow down his shoulders. There's no way to stop crying.
This action made Lieutenant Chan stunned because he had never seen a frog cry out loud. with things that are not his business Small hands hugged back, palms stroking the back, hoping to relieve the other's worries.
"I'm afraid I'll lose you."
"So what can I do?"
"If we are born we must die"
It was a conversation between two people in an embrace filled with loneliness and sadness. Lieutenant Chan tried to restrain himself from crying.
"I know."
"But it's hard to accept."
"Well, there will probably be a day when I can come to terms with it, but there will probably never be a day when I can stop thinking about you."
"Even when we're together now I'm still afraid that I won't be able to keep you."
Hearing Lieutenant Bi's feelings, Lieutenant Chan smiled. If there was one person he would never regret knowing. It must have been Kabi. Actually, both of them knew from the beginning. How risky is the profession that you do? But when choosing to work in this role, you must always prepare yourself.
Lieutenant Chan himself knew if that day would come. He just wanted to comfort him. Throughout the past, what had happened between him and Kobi. It's something beyond description. It is something that can be felt either as the sun or the wind and rain that comes into his life. He will never forget what it was like to feel like it was born. Don't be sad if he leaves for some reason.
Because the time we spend together is a reality that one life is fortunate enough to receive. Thank you. There are hundreds of millions of people in this world. But he met one of the best people.
"I want you to know that when you think of me I'm thinking of you all the time, everywhere."
"I will stay with you."
"If it's not in person to be seen, it's in our memories."