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Jong Shin Yoon(윤종신) - Like it(좋니)

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Luoyang, China – 2018 

The weather at the end of April is cool like this. Suitable for waking up early to receive the freshness of spring. Flowers are blooming beautifully, wherever you look you will see only brightness. For people who have been stressed out at work all year, using vacation time during this period is not a bad idea.

A thin figure dressed all in black, starting with the hood. Skinny jeans and sneakers Camera shoulder strap attached to the neck.

DSLR

A big one that doesn't suit those thin hands at all. Taking a walk in a beautiful garden amidst colorful peonies blooming. On a weekday like this, there are few tourists. Makes it possible to capture beautiful, pleasing images from many angles.

The corners of her red lips twitched into a smile as the screen displayed the image she had just pressed the shutter for. Another picture from the desired angle. Before you can take a picture of the view in front of you, you have to wait for this area to be clear of people first. But the results were worth the ten minutes spent.

Spent more than two hours here. The purple-haired owner thought of his next location in the city. Lifting her wrist, she looked at the time on a luxury watch whose dial had cracks from a past temper that she didn't intend to change. Keep it as a reminder.

Find a corner to rest for a moment. Even though the temperature is in the mid-tenths of degrees Celsius, the bright sunlight can make you sweat. Plus, I'm a person who doesn't like to exercise. Therefore, it is not unusual to experience leg fatigue from walking continuously for a long time.

Slender fingers scan through the work that I just took while I was resting. The more I look at it, the more I miss it... I miss someone who is as bright as spring. Think of someone who is more beautiful than all flowers.

“oh! Sorry sorry sorry sorry… ”

I quickly apologized in international language for being careless. So busy taking photos that I walked back and bumped into someone. The small, gray-haired owner sat kissing Puk on the floor. This caused me to quickly release the camera in my hand and let the shoulder strap take care of me. As for me, I hurriedly helped her up. His mouth couldn't stop apologizing.

“That's OK”

She accepted my apology without looking at me. A small hand brushed away the dust from his body.

“sorry”

I couldn't help but apologize again. Even though she wasn't injured, I'd like to apologize anyway.

She nodded as she surveyed herself. The gesture was so familiar that it made me tremble. Having said that, this person is just as small as that person. I'm still standing in front of her. She seemed to realize so she looked up.

“Luda!”

“Uncle Jiyeon”

Small cafe not far from the garden

Wangcheng

is the place I choose From his attitude, he knew that the other party was unwilling to come along. But because I begged you, you were forced to come. I arranged to order drinks. Even though it's been a long time, I still remember everything about you...everything I used to ignore.

“I didn't know she spoke Chinese.”

But in the end, it was Luda who had to come in and help when the order taker was unable to communicate with me. It's not that she can't speak English. But it was me who ordered something other than the menu. Sometimes I feel annoyed that I am such a difficult eater. Can't help but be surprised to see her communicating in the local language here.

almost a year ago Many things have really changed.

She glanced at me slightly. before paying and leading me back to the table. No one started a conversation until I started to feel uncomfortable. She still doesn't look at me. until the drinks were served I still can't find my voice.

“If you invite me, it will be quiet like this. Next time, don't invite me.”

"dress..."

I was slightly startled by that sentence. I have so many lines in my head but I can't distill them out. I used to think that if we met I have a lot to talk about. But in reality..you can only be quiet. Look at her face like this

Are you okay now? It's very difficult.

Our ending was just a goodbye.

But it's still hard for the both of us.

."How are you"

“As you can see. Hey..if there's nothing better to talk about, then don't.”

She looked as annoyed as usual. And now it seems like it's getting bigger. The air conditioner in the store is cool, but why do I feel sweat coming out? Isn't this a basic question for people who haven't seen each other for a long time? Believe me, no matter what I say, you'll still have these symptoms. I think about it and feel sorry.

Let the silence fall again The thin phone of the person sitting on the other side rang out. I couldn't help but secretly look at who was calling. I know it's rude, but I want to know. And when I found out, it hurt..

I've heard some of your stories.

Is she dating someone? Someone good

Someone told me about it.

The conversation was in a language I couldn't understand. This is what makes her able to communicate with people here knowledgeable and fluent.

“Girlfriend?” I asked what I knew. Since the picture that was shown late in the morning was a picture of a couple looking very sweet. Ah..that hurts.

“Yes.” It was short but shook my whole heart.

“My friend, ah..Isol. I've told you before. They're so cute.” It's so stupid to even talk about this. I could only curse myself in my heart. The atmosphere was already very uncomfortable. It's getting worse.

Luda didn't answer, she just nodded and stared at me.

Well, you don't have to suffer through it.

You can't stand the emptiness.

“That's good. There's someone who can take care of you. I'm relieved. He knows that you don't like being alone, right?”

Once again there was no response. She stared at my face. The eyes that I used to love Eyes that were once filled with love Right now..it's so empty.

Are you happy in love? When did that relationship begin?

You probably don't know how beautiful you are. I still can't forget her image.

I really can't forget it. It hurts to hear the news about her.

"Can I ask? Have you been together for a long time? Well.. you can't answer." I was stunned, admitting that I really wanted to know as much as I'd heard about her. It seems like someone has been by your side for as long as we've been apart.

“What kind of answer do you want?”

"dress..."

I don't understand this sentence. Why did Luda ask like this? Is it important what the answer is? When it hurts, it's different.

“Six months”

“Huh?”

She suddenly spoke up as I was picking up my coffee cup. Almost dropped the glass from my hand. I pray my ears won't go away. It could be just six days or six weeks.

“We've been together for over six months now.”

But we've only been broken up for...eight months.

Do you love him? I really can't stand it.

I hope you're having a hard time.

Just one-tenth of the pain I feel

While I'm in pain I hope you are happy.

I feel the edges of my eyes getting hot. While I was hurting from a breakup She has someone else to comfort her. I always thought she had the same symptoms. But I was wrong. No..maybe she wasn't in pain at all.

It wasn't time to talk anymore. Her ringtone rang again. You don't need to look to know who's calling. I turned away, not wanting to know what he was talking about, even though I really couldn't understand it.

“Please excuse me.”

"Wait..wait a minute."

She excused herself and got up to leave. I hurriedly said Grab her wrist Brown eyes stared at me until I was conscious. Immediately release that thin wrist.

“Uh..the cost of coffee.”

"nevermind Consider me a treat And then we...don't meet again."

It's not fair. It's like I'm the only one who's hurting.

Am I the only one whose feelings are broken?

I only love once Am I overreacting?

He could only follow her gaze and leaned back on the chair, exhausted. It hurt more than I thought it would. Do you know who Luda is? But after hearing this from his own mouth My heart feels like it's being squeezed to pieces. She and he were still standing at the counter. He looked so happy that I couldn't bear to look at it. He closed his eyes and tried to hold back the tears that were about to flow.

It's so complicated But I want you to be happy.

I don't know why I missed you so quickly.

I don't know how long I kept my head down. Look up again. She and the other person had crossed to the other side of the road. I look through the blurry veil of tears. The two hands were tightly clasped together. Memories flowing over one another

I smile through tears

“Congratulations, Ludaya.”

Are you happy in love? When did that relationship begin?

You probably don't know how beautiful you are. I still can't forget her image.

I really can't forget it, it hurts to hear the news about you.

I followed her until she was out of sight. From here it was also clear how happy she was. So different from me

too little time There are still many things I want to talk to you about.

“You really suit this hair color, you know? If only I knew that she was this beautiful. I won't stop you at all.”

I could only speak to the ownerless glass in front of me. that she refused to take it with her

“Her smile Still bright as always.”

Do you love him? I really can't stand it.

I hope you're having a hard time too.

Just one-tenth of the pain I feel

While I'm in pain I hope you are happy.

Ah, why does it have to hurt so much? Why are you so happy while I feel like I'm dying? One thought I wish I could see the pain in your eyes. But..there isn't any.

If there's ever a time when you think of me

Please ask how I am.

The little hope that I once had Now it's all gone. I didn't expect to fall in love again. But at least just having a nice conversation is enough.

“Just a question of are you okay? She hasn't asked me yet. You really hate each other.”

I'm sure everyone would say I'm fine. Everyone thinks I'm fine.

Because of my own stupidity

I act like it's nothing. Living an empty life day by day

Smiling at his own stupidity. with the past Since the day I didn't have Luda by my side My life is empty Work and return to accommodation Travel once in a while, live a normal life even though it isn't like that at all.

If that day I showed pain If I show that I'm weak If I don't lie to myself that I can live without you Today..will it end up like this? The person who held your hand today It must be me, right?

Is she really happy?

Our story has become a good memory, right?

Has no one ever loved you?

Raising my hand to wipe away my tears, I sighed deeply. It's over, it's truly over. There will never be a day when our paths will ever cross again. Even parallel lines are not possible.

“Everything has become a perfect memory,” I whispered to myself softly.

I became just your ex-lover

Pushing the door out of the store Turn left and walk along the sidewalk. This time there is no destination. I just want to keep walking.

Turning to look in the direction she was walking, he smiled softly.

“Good luck, little one.”

Just love that has passed and gone