:-Daisy ✿

How long have we been together?.....more than a year now?....but we haven't had anything yet…..

Thank You

How long have we been together?

It's been over a year already?

I still remember well the first time we met. Silky golden hair blows in the morning breeze. Straight bangs help add beauty to the face and make it look more charming. Beautiful, light pink lips in a seductive shape. Big, round eyes like a doll's. I still remember every little bit of wonder at how God created such a precious person.

But now it's not like that.......... No, it just changed a bit....

Or is it me that has changed?

“Baekho!!”

"look for!"

I was snapped out of my trance when I heard a familiar voice calling out to me from around the corner of the room. Ren made a sullen and upset face at me again... If it was before, it would have been cute. But now it's not....

From small arms, they now had more muscular flesh. The bangs that add to the cuteness are now smoothed out. His small and fragile body began to look bigger like he had become a man....

Even though the outside may change a bit But Ren is still the same Ren, the Ren that I love and who loves me..

“What's wrong with you?”

Ren's voice sounded again. This time, his sweet face was so close to mine that I was a little startled. Ren gave in to my stupidity again. Lately I've been feeling a bit strange, my mind has wandered and I've been acting really awkward.

“I'm a bit empty.”

I smiled as smoothly as possible at the other person. Look, it has negative effects too. Ren didn't ask me any more questions. He shrugged and walked back to sit on the sofa. Grab a smart iPad. I'm guessing he's probably on Twitter or something.

“Did you know that tomorrow there is a farewell party for Aron hyung? before returning to LA.”

"Oh, I know. Ren is going?"

“We must go, our seniors.”

Aron hyung...I remember he liked to come in and play with Ren many times. Ren likes to play with Aron-hyung sometimes too. But no, I have to go watch!

“Then I'd better come with you.”

Even if it's just that. I trust Ren, but I've never trusted anyone else. Everyone is interested in Ren. Ren could be taken away by someone at any time. I have to go watch my Ren.

“Baekho”

“Huh!!”

Once again, Ren likes to show up and avoid making noise. Our faces were so close to each other, I was startled and I fell on my stomach and fell to the floor. Ren stood looking at me from above with a bored expression on his face. He shook his head in disgust, but it was nice that Usha reached out and helped me to my feet.

“What are you doing these days?”

“It's nothing like this.”

I gave the other person a wide-eyed smile like a backhoe and scratched my head to relieve my embarrassment. Damn it, since you got fit and went to the gym, you changed your look like this! So I don't know what I've become!

Am I shaken? Of course, it's normal for my girlfriend to hate me.

What the hell is this!?

Aron hyung is a foreigner who has been studying in Korea for a while now. But it was time for him to return to his hometown. Aron hyung has a big, very luxurious house. So he held a party at home instead of at a hotel or pub. Low capital, that's easy.

That's not enough. It was considered to be Aron Hyung's last party, so it was full of liquor, X-rated girls, and hot guys. The intoxicant was Aron-hyung's idea, but that X-girl, hot guy, it was definitely Minhyun and JR's idea!

Friday night after school Classmates, classmates and seniors all come together to have a party at Aaron's house. The loud, boisterous music sounded loudly, not being considerate of other houses in the same area. The event was full of hot guys and X-rated girls, just like they said. Including friends in class.

I went to find a seat first because I didn't know how to act. Actually, this is the first time I came to a party like this. So did Ren. Or maybe I was wrong because as soon as I stepped foot in Ren was already expertly shaking his head and dancing to the rhythm of the song..

Alcoholic drinks were lined up all over the table, including elegant glasses. I'd like to try drinking it as well. Many times Ren and I or JR and Minhyun would drink together. But it was always forbidden, but of course today no one forbids it.

“Baekho, do you want to drink?” A sweet, familiar voice sounded next to his ear. Ren stood looking at me with a surprised expression. I nod slightly. Ren immediately picked up the bottle of alcohol that was lying around and opened it. Pour it into two small, elegant glasses.

“This..” Ren handed me a glass of wine with a neutral expression. Plus, he popped it into his mouth like he had drank it many times before. He was secretly drinking behind my back?

“Why do you look like an expert?”

"Just pour it into a glass and drink it. It's not difficult."

That answered my question straight to my face. It can't be completely closed, Choi Goren! I stared at the alcohol in my hand for a while and imagined what it would be like to be drunk.

“Wow, that's really strong!”

Before I could even put the drink into my mouth, I heard the cheers of the people at the party. The music that was playing in a pub was changed to a song that I was very familiar with because it was a song that Ren liked to sing and dance to.

I walked through the crowd and found Ren drunkenly dancing to the song.

Just Dance

of

Lady gaga

Even though he still held a glass of wine in his hand. It's just arrived, so wear it with all your might.

I'm not very good at this kind of thing. I'd like to stand and watch Ren dance. At least Ren looks like a lot of fun. That's all good. I immediately gulped down the liquor into my mouth. Ugh, the bitter taste hit my throat. I made a face and put my drink in my own glass. How could other people drink it? Or was it because the first time I drank it that it came out like this?

“How can it taste good if you drink something like that?”

I looked up at the familiar voice. It's none other than this good Minhyun. Walking with JR, but JR asks to avoid walking and continue dancing.

“What about Mr. Minhyun? So skilled?” I raised my hand to punch Minhyun in annoyance. The good friend sneaked back and removed my punch in time and let out a mischievous laugh.

“First time drinking, right? I'll give you some advice, hyung."

Watching it still doesn't stop annoying me. I don't know when he secretly drank like this, even though we were together most of the time. Probably secretly went drinking with JR, these two.

Minhyun picked up the new bottle of liquor that was sitting on the edge of the table. I wasn't sure if it was liquor or not because it was clear water instead of brown like the one I drank before.

"Vodka is good. No smell, no taste. But don't drink too much or you'll be knocked out. Hahaha."

When the liquor was finished, Minhyun handed me a glass of liquor. I bent down to smell it. Minhyun was right. There's really no smell. It's like plain water. I raised the glass and drank. Well, it was like drinking water. It does not smell and has no taste. Slowly feeling better than before.

“Baekho, what do you drink?”

Ren appeared and stood behind me without making any sound. He also rested his chin on my shoulder. Round eyes staring at the glass of liquor in my hand, my eyes shiny.. Hey, Ren, don't tell me you secretly drank behind my back before.

“Vodka”

"What tastes good about drinking like this? It has no taste. You have to mix it."

I felt Ren's hot face nuzzle into the nape of my neck. Along with the smell of liquor that permeated the nose. Is Ren drunk?

“Are you drunk?”

“It's empty.”

The person behind spoke in a quiet voice. Ren put his arm around my waist. Mischievous hands started to grab the hem of my shirt. What the hell are you going to do with this, Ren?!!

“Hey, what are you doing? Go into the room.” The owner of the party called out. Walking with a glass of liquor in hand It looked like he was still conscious because he was probably used to these intoxicating drinks. Completely different from Ren and me!

“Oh, Baekho, I haven't seen you in a while. Are you thinner?”

Aron hyung greeted as he looked at me from head to head. That's right, I'm a lot thinner. I've been exercising at the gym lately.

“That's right, hyung. Look, your belly isn't bloated anymore.”

"Hoy!"

Ren's hand immediately grabbed the hem of my shirt and pulled it up. It wasn't just me who was shocked. Aron and Minhyun also gasped because Ren had never behaved like this before. I immediately pulled down my shirt, hoping that no one would notice my features.

“What the hell is wrong with you, Baekho? You're so immature,” Ren muttered to me before pulling away from me and walking back to the same room where people were dancing wildly.

I looked back at the glass of wine in my hand again and without hesitation, downed the entire glass into my mouth. What happened!? Let me tell you, it's just because of the effect of alcohol. Or is it Ren's identity? So what is wrong with me?

It must have been because Aron hyung saw me drink the whole glass. So he graciously took the glass from my hand and poured me more liquor. He grabbed a bottle of vodka and refilled it for me. But it's not enough. Aron-hyung picked up another bottle that was nearby and continued to mix it. Hey.. Can you mix it like that too?

“This slim vodka is not satisfying. You have to mix it together.”

Aron hyung handed me the same glass. The smell is very strong. It's a mix between the two.

“Today is your last day, hyung. Do your best.” Aron patted my shoulder gently before walking back into the crowd of people dancing to the rhythm of the music.

I downed my glass of liquor and drank. The taste was strange and indescribable because of the two things mixed together. But slowly sipping it, it was enjoyable.

I don't know how many hours have passed since both Ren and Baekho and everyone else at the event were starting to get drunk with the atmosphere and become addicted to these intoxicants.

Her sweet, red face stood and danced, swaying to the rhythm of the music. The black jacket he wore before coming to the event had now been taken off and thrown away somewhere, revealing his small arm muscles. Ren was so drunk that he couldn't feel anything. Let your body flow to the music and the intoxicating atmosphere. Just like Baekho who drank according to Aron's advice until now his white face had turned red to the max.

Starting to want to move to the sound of all this boisterous music.

"Ren, you're drunk."

“Not yet. I can still do it.”

His mouth says he can, but his face is pressed against JR's chest, who is leaning against the wall. Until the young man had to hold Ren's face. A mischievous hand pulls off JR's jacket, revealing his slender arms.

"Ren, I don't think you can handle it."

"I'm okay. I'm okay.."

"Ren is funny when drunk. It's funny. Hahaha."

My world began to spin. The right side of my head started to feel a little heavy after drinking too much. And what is Ren doing all this time? I looked to where Ren was standing. It's easy to find yourself in a crowd of people because of its striking golden hair color. But then...

Ren is standing there poking fun at JR. Not enough, JR also held Ren's face. Whatever you do, don't be afraid of each other! I clenched my fists in anger.

I staggered through the crowd of people who were struggling as if scalded by hot water. Because of the alcohol I couldn't walk properly.

“Ren, what are you doing?!” I forcefully yanked Ren's wrist from where it was resting on JR's body. Ren looked startled but shook my hand away nonchalantly.

“What is wrong with you, Baekho!!”

“That guy was a sloppy drunk and did something ugly!!”

"I'm not drunk, Mr. Sim is drunk!!"

“Stop it, you two are drunk.”

“Hyung, don't interfere.” Aron walked between the two of them. A palm pressed their chests apart, but JR pulled Aron out from between them, whispering something.

“The matter of husband and wife Don't let them settle things themselves.”

“You're drunk, Baekho.”

Ren probably wouldn't stop fighting for a second. I'm starting to have water. I wasn't drunk at all. I grabbed Ren's wrist to make him follow me, but the little guy didn't seem to want to follow me very much.

“I can still drink, I'm not drunk.” The childish behavior of the two of them began. Baekhoe impatiently picked up the whiskey bottle and drank the whole bottle. Meanwhile, Aron and JR stood watching from a distance, looking forward without even thinking to say a word.

“I bet 100 won that Baekho will knock him out first,” the elder's voice said confidently.

“Hyung, I bet a million won that Ren will knock him out first. Hahahaha.” JR laughed loudly.

“I bet you two will end up in bed.” Minhyun came out of nowhere and spoke into their ears and walked away. Leaving Aron and JR standing there with lustful faces, imagining everything.

“I can still drink!” Ren grabbed the bottle from Baekho's hand and continued drinking, ignoring the looks of the people around him. But of course this was more than both of them could handle. Baekho stood and blinked a few times to regain his composure, but it didn't work. This was beyond his limits.

“I think you two need to talk slowly. Let's go talk in my room first."

A well-wisher Aaron walked Baekho with his arm around his shoulder to his destination, but he was clearly thinking something sinister. Because the two of them have been together for a long time. Even though he never knew, he could guess that the two of them had never had anything to do with each other before. But this time won't be the first time, hehe.

When Aron brought Baekho to his bedroom Just like Minhyun tried to drag Ren along. Aron pushed the backhoe onto the bed. The young man was still awake but in a state of poor self-control. Just like Ren

After finishing disposing of this intoxicated figure, the pair walked out of the room and closed the door properly. And I'm sure no one will open the door until morning...

“Hmmm,” a muffled voice came from Baekho's mouth. He tried to get up but couldn't, his head and body were heavy. Ren, still drunk and excited, thought of something silly. A small hand supported the face of the figure lying on the bed. Caressing your cheeks passionately

“Baekhoya…” Thin lips kissed the neck of the sleeping person, taking the opportunity. The nose is high, tucked into the crook of the white neck. The smell of alcohol permeating the room is a great mood booster.

"Ren..don't."

“Baekho..so cute.” Thin lips pressed a kiss to the lips of the figure beneath him. A mischievous hand lifted up another person's shirt. A hot tongue eagerly rammed into the young man's mouth. Sucking and licking with the thick tongue until there were loud moans from the other person without stopping.

"Um..Ren, that's enough."

"I know you like..."

Baekho's hand squeezed Ren's shoulder tightly when Ren didn't stop. Bitter teeth bit down on the young man's body until it left red marks. That's right, who wouldn't like a good feeling like this? Especially at a time like this The subconscious combined with the power of alcohol really was the perfect opportunity.

The young man's strong arms wrapped around Ren's body. Even though my mouth says I refuse, my heart says the opposite. He didn't know who was getting smaller or bigger because from this angle he could see Ren was really big.

“I like your arms, Ren.”

“This guy is really drunk keke.”

“I wasn't drunk...”

Slowly, one by one, the clothes began to be removed. Naked bodies close together on the bed alone, the hot air combined with the stimulation from the alcohol made the bedroom almost explode.

The hot touch was given to each other like no one would agree. A body that begins to move back and forth to the rhythm of love It makes a good moaning sound. Activities in bed that occur unexpectedly due to the mistakes of immature children. When I wake up, it will disappear..

All disappeared.....

Even though it's gone, the evidence remains.

The morning sunlight streamed in through the window and the young man lying on the bed had his eyebrows furrowed because the sunlight was dazzling his eyes and disturbing his sleep. The young man's eyes slightly widened. His eyes were fixed on the ceiling of a room he was completely unfamiliar with. Where is he sleeping? Aron hyung's room? And he found the answer when he looked at the bedside table next to which Aaron's picture was placed.

That's right, he was probably so drunk that he fell asleep..

I slowly leaned up from the bed but a sharp pain built up inside me. Why does it hurt like this? It hurts so much. I have a lot of pain in my hips and lower body. What? Why do I have pain from the bottom down?

Oh!! Why do I get hurt there? I opened the blanket and found that I was completely naked with nothing covering me except this blanket. What the hell is happening to me?!

Without noticing, I just saw that someone was sleeping next to me. I slowly pulled the blanket away and saw Ren's familiar face. he is sleeping And in the same naked state as me....

Don't tell me that...

I surveyed my body again to be sure. What could be more shocking? I looked at my own body, especially my lower body. The evidence in my eyes was not true...

Not true. I might be drunk but this is too much and it's not true! The cloudy white liquid was still smeared all over his body. I would definitely be less shocked if it weren't at that point, obviously...

Ren and I....

It shouldn't be like this. I must be the one to act. It wasn't done!

“Forget it.”

A sweet, sleepy voice rubbed his eyes from sleep. Ren turned towards me and slowly opened his eyes. Big round eyes stared at me confused. Just like me, but I Staring at him with a look of paranoia.

“Baekho, what happened? Why did you..”

Ren looked at me as he covered her lower body with a blanket. My face was red and I couldn't speak. I want to hurry and disappear right now. Does he know what he's done?

"Do you know what you've done?"

“I don't remember, what happened?” Ren sat up on the bed but was surprised that he was naked. He looked back at me, eyes wide.

“Last night you were drunk.”

"You're drunk too."

“Ren! This is so crazy!”

“Because I really drank too much. It's okay, I don't blame you.”

“What the hell are you talking about?!”

Ren's eyebrows furrowed together in a show that he didn't understand why Baekho had to be so upset. Looking at the condition of the backhoe, it looks like a crazy child who was raped or something like that...

“You raped me.”

“Are you crazy, Baekho?!” Baekho couldn't think of a word before he said it. How could Ren rape him!?

“Really, don't you remember? I'm hurting down there!"

Without saying anything, Ren opened the backhoe's blanket and looked at it. Startled, Baekho pulled the blanket back over his body. The expression on his face turned red with embarrassment.

Damn....

Did he really rape Baekho?

He didn't want to describe what he saw when he opened the blanket just now. Actually, that's what I'm talking about...

"I didn't rape you, sir."

“Idiot!! Get away from me.” Baekho shoved Ren's shoulder. He was both angry and embarrassed. It was true what Ren said, but he didn't really know it. Just woke up and it was as you saw!

Even though we're lovers, it shouldn't be like this!

And after this, what will happen next? Just now they can barely look at each other. Especially for the backhoe….

End