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Minseo (민서) - Yes (좋아)

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After reading from the older person's point of view, it was the younger person's turn.

Each thought that the other was not in pain. But in reality, how does anyone feel? Only myself knows.

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Luoyang, China – 2018 

fresh air in spring Helps improve the moody mood in the morning. I chose to take a walk in the garden.

Wangcheng

Take a walk and admire the beauty of colorful peonies blooming. Luckily there weren't many people today. You don't have to walk around in a chaotic mess. Let the mood be hotter than before.

“Ah!” I shouted in shock as I was walking around admiring the flowers when someone I didn't know bumped into me and I fell down. But the other party wouldn't have gotten it when I wasn't careful enough to move.

“oh! Sorry sorry sorry sorry… ”

She quickly apologized as she helped me up. Judging from the look and voice, it was a woman just like me.

“That's OK”

I replied, dusting myself off. I didn't look at her face.

“sorry”

Small's hand stopped as she apologized again. Even though I told you it was nothing. But I wouldn't be rude to her having to apologize so stupidly. Nodding to say I know. The tip of the black shoe still stood in the same place. Until I had to stop examining myself and look up at her to see if she had anything else to do with me.

“Luda!”

“Uncle Jiyeon”

More shocked than when he got hit. It's that the person I hit...is the person I don't want to meet the most.

I followed the person a little taller than me into a small cafe next to a garden that I was quite familiar with. Actually, I didn't really want to come. But seeing that attitude and pleading eyes If you want me to be mean, you can't do it. Because I was walking behind, I had the opportunity to consider the people in front. She's still the same. Except for that purple hair..it suits him well.

Seeing his awkward attitude in ordering a drink made me sigh a little. I am a difficult eater and that has never changed. Poor English for both the customer and the person taking the order may lead to inaccurate demands. So I had to take care of it myself.

“I didn't know you spoke Chinese,” she said. It's not strange to not know. Because I myself have only been able to say this a few months ago. Of course..since here I have to be able to use the language here.

I didn't answer that sentence. Aside from looking at your face, paying, and being led to the table. At this point, I started to feel annoyed at myself for still being able to remember the other person's details. From the time I ordered coffee Even though I chose the table to sit at...I also chose the angle that she liked.

I sat with my arms crossed and stared at the person across from me who was too busy turning around. I refused to say anything. Like a person who doesn't act right. Until the waiter brought the drinks to the table. She still didn't say anything.

“If you invite me, it will be quiet like this. Don't invite me next time." I said out of emotion. I saw him startled a little, looking at my face as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't.

How is she now? It must be very difficult.

The last time I saw her

It's just a goodbye And we both act like it's okay...

"How are you"

“As you can see. Hey..if there's nothing better to talk about, then don't.”

She opened the conversation with a basic sentence. But that makes me irritated. Which I don't understand myself why it's like this.

She was silent again. His expression was even more nervous than before. I'm still looking at you Considering what had changed aside from her hair color, she looked thinner, probably because she worked so hard that she didn't take care of herself like she used to. His demeanor was flustered, unlike Kim's. The same Jiyeon who was always calm. Is it because of me? I don't really want to think about myself.

Rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

The thin phone I put on the table Trembling, calling me to take my eyes off the person in front of me. The screenshot that appeared made me secretly look at the other person immediately. She stared at it before turning her eyes away.

You probably heard that I'm fine, right?

I met someone very nice.

The person who is good to me

"hello"

[Where is it? He's going down.]

“Coffee shop next to the garden.”

[Okay, see you]

We chat in Chinese. When the person at the other end of the line is a person here Of course, the person opposite doesn't know what I'm talking about. So I was able to smile sweetly and beg at the end of the phone. Even though the conversation wasn't sweet at all I admit..that I was just sarcastic to you.

“Girlfriend?”

"yes"

Jiyeon unnie asked directly, and I answered honestly. She lowered her eyes. A slender hand holds a straw and shakes the ice in the glass. The attitude is like someone who is sad...just like

“My friend, ah..Isol. I've told you before. They're really cute.”

I nod in response. It's not strange that you know some things about me. Since my friend is also dating her friend And my friends often tell me when the other person asks about me.

It's fine, we've had our tough times

Because of the differences between us

“That's good. There's someone who can take care of you. I'm relieved. He knows that you don't like being alone, right?”

My eyebrows twitch. Staring at her face still I don't understand why she would say it. Do you want me to know that you still remember me? Why? When you're the one who always leaves me alone?

That's right, I'm starting a new love. Then I won't shed any tears again.

I'm still stuck on that memory. It's hard to erase

The day I found out about you was really terrible.

"Can I ask, have you been together for a long time? Uh.. you can't answer."

“What kind of answer do you want?”

"dress..."

She asked indirectly what I thought she probably already knew. To be honest, I really don't want to answer. I don't want to see the sadness you express in those eyes.

“Six months”

“Huh?” She stopped as she raised her glass. He looked up at me confusedly.

“We've been together for over six months now.”

I reinforced her curiosity. Jiyeon unnie looked a little stunned by the answer. I had assumed it would be like this. I know you're thinking it's fast. Since the period of time we broke up was only eight months But I've endured the pain between us for much longer than that. You must have forgotten it.

I like him. He understands everything about me.

She never knew anything about me.

Just one tenth of the pain I feel

It's very painful. But you forgot me

Those beautiful eyes started to turn red. She seemed hurt by my answer. But for what purpose, when you weren't the one who ruined everything? Silently breaking up our relationship Leaving me in so much pain If I didn't have him standing by my side to comfort me. Give me a smile and strength.

I would have to live with that suffering for a very long time. Look..even today I thought the wound was dry. Just got poked a little. It still hurts.

“Excuse me,” I excused myself and stood up when the person I was waiting for had arrived.

“Wait,” she said, grabbing my wrist. I stared at her until she quickly let go.

“Uh..the cost of coffee.”

"nevermind Consider me a treat And then we...don't meet again."

I conclude before walking towards my lover. It's good.

She probably felt that it was very difficult for her.

Do you think you're the only one who feels that way?

Are you crying without me knowing? Please don't show it again.

“Wait for their coffee for a moment. What do you want?”

“No.”

I refused, even though I really wanted to get out of here. I turned to look at the person still sitting in the same place. Why can't I see that hurt look? Your tears welling up She just wanted me to see that she was sorry, that's all. People like Kim Jiyeon never get hurt because of anyone.

It's that simple. I also want to be happy.

But even so, it was none of her business.

I left the store and walked past the large clear glass window. She sat with her head bowed and her shoulders shaking like someone crying. That's all I see Mei Qi tightened her grip on my hand, causing me to turn around and look. He knew who the people in the store were. But even then, he didn't ask. Just smile at me This is what makes me fall in love with this person. I tighten my grip and answer.

The crossing light has turned green. We hurriedly walked across. The destination is at

Audi A7

white waiting

I turned to look at her one last time. She's still in the same place.

I'm in love

My love is beginning He says I'm beautiful like this.

He loves me very much and loves me just the way I am.

Even though he knows I have painful memories

“You're okay,” Mei Qi said after we got into the car.

“Um,” I smiled, letting him know I was fine.

He left his hand on the black steering wheel and reached for my hand. His eyes were full of love sent to him.

"If you want to miss him, you can. I understand."

“You don't have to be sentimental at all. You can get out of the car now.” He sent his free hand to squeeze that clear cheek. Actually, it should have been me who asked that question. No one wants their girlfriend to talk to their ex-girlfriend. But because this is Mei Qi Someone who is ready to understand me You care about me in everything, different from other people.

I love him. In fact, I want to thank him very much.

I hope you too will be happy soon.

I hope you love that woman ten times as much as you give me.

And don't do what you did to me again.

The entire car fell silent again. different from before Yes..I intend to show you how happy I am. But now I don't have to show it anymore. I looked out of the car and let my thoughts and emotions take their course. The driver no longer shook hands. He turned on some soft music to keep the whole car from being too quiet. I want to thank him for his understanding and I want to apologize for being like this.

“Someday, I will be happy. You will meet someone who makes you love and want to take care of you more than me, Jiyeon unnie.”

If you think of me again and asked if I was okay

Maybe I'll answer that I'm fine. Because I want to live a happy life

Tears shed over bad memories will heal me.

And I won't regret it anymore.

The edges of my eyes are hot. When old memories come flooding back Memories that I will never forget even though I want to forget them. I have him by my side. But I still can't erase the old person from my heart. What happened today has reminded my heart that Kim Jiyeon still has an influence on my feelings.

I wiped the tears from my cheeks. Today will be the last time I will let myself be vulnerable because of you. That's it..I've done enough wrong for the person I love.

I'm really happy.

That's right, it's a memory that should be forgotten.

I only loved you for a time.

It is the truth of how much we once loved each other. There are many stories between me and you. But it's just something I want to forget I should forget it Will it be happy memories or every tear lost? I don't want to remember It's been almost a year since we've been apart..time is doing its job. Take everything away from your heart

Today...we shouldn't have met.

But from now on I will only be your ex-boyfriend.

I shook everything out of my mind. He turned to look at the driver who was humming a tune in his throat. eyes staring ahead But that hand left the control of the car to hold my hand again. I held my hands together tightly to let him know that even though I was hurting from old wounds, I hadn't forgotten who I was and who I loved.

Kim Ji Yeon is just an old love that has passed.

The car passed by a small, peaceful church nestled in a corner of the city. I closed my eyes and prayed to God.

' May Kim Jiyeon fade from my memory. And let the two of us never meet again. From now on forever'

Even though it's been a long time But it won't be any more.