Coming of age day

Yu Seonho x Bae jinyoung

“Jinyoung, if I ask for something, will Jinyoung be angry?”

This novel was written solely to satisfy myself.

And will be very pleased if the readers who fall in and read are happy too.

I had no intention of harming my beloved children in any way.

Just because it's too dry to bear

Yu Seonho x Bae Jinyoung

“Jinyoung, if I ask for something, will Jinyoung be angry?”

The summer sun made him sweat all over his face. A navy blue handkerchief was used every now and then. He used it to wipe his face while pushing on his glasses, which seemed to be an obstruction at this time. The sound of the train approaching the platform and the people crowding around him. causing his eyebrows to furrow in annoyance As the people around him hurriedly tried to push him into the train, he could only hide a displeased look beneath the frame of his glasses.

Damn it.

Today is still a frustrating day.

Whether it's work Boss the weather, the smoke, the rancid smell of the people next to you. What he had experienced every day and what he was going to experience in the near future was truly annoying.

He gasped as he thought of the big kid with the smile on his face that morning with That sentence that says Today must definitely be the best day.

Just thinking about it made him nervous.

Bae Jinyoung is living an ordinary life in a big world where people are packed like cans of fish in a high-speed train. His life at 34 years old is no different from when he was 24 at all. What would be different when Before the work fire was all the time, he had millions of plans in his head. Both about traveling

Regarding work or even love, cutting to the present, he has put aside what he wants to do at this time. Ready to make a commitment to himself that he just wants to survive in this crappy world. Whether it's work or people around him, it's never always been as he wanted, probably because he's not a flattering person and is too lazy to explain. Maybe too?

         17:13 PM

He looked down at his watch before squinting at the still blazing sunlight.

Sometimes hell doesn't come in the form of a deadline but in the form of sunlight, he thought in his head while waiting for the bus. The hot weather has caused the handkerchief to be used again. Meanwhile, his regular bus was pulling up to the bus stop. Jinyoung steps forward, preparing to get into the car. His eyes suddenly caught sight of a flower shop across the street. It shouldn't have stopped him as he walked up to the car.

He sighed and rolled his eyes in annoyance.

The destination of this car is a happy place, where cool air conditioning and soft beds are waiting.

If there was one thing that made him let go of that precious moment, it would be the annoying kid that was always hanging around next to him.

The child that made him unable to concentrate Keep thinking about things that don't matter to the point where you have to face bad things all day long.

"Sigh"

Jinyoung sighed tiredly. If you got on the first car, you would have already taken a seat. He regretted that the previous car was empty with almost no people. Just a few minutes ago, he had just crossed the battlefield on a bus with an unexpectedly large number of people, making him wonder if this bus was driving on the road with the vehicle leaning to one side or not, probably because of the rancid smell. On the hair of a beautiful blonde woman that made him hallucinate.

“ Jinyoung ” He must have gone crazy, Jinyoung thought when he heard this familiar voice calling out to him at this time. He inspected a single pink flower tied with a ribbon of the same color and wrapped in clear plastic. Its current state made him unable to think, his only excuse was no longer valid.

While Jinyoung was adjusting to his tiring life...

"Is that mine?"

A familiar voice sounded again.

Jinyoung adjusted his glasses before turning to look at him with a suspicious expression. He let out an unconscious sigh.

"They say that sighing often will shorten your life, right?" And here it is again, the teasing smile and irritating words of an annoying kid named Yoo Seonho.

“Why are you here? Jinyoung asked curiously, “Did your mother not prepare the dinner like you bragged about?”

"Hey, Sunho."

"Hmm, what is it?"

His eyebrows twitched when he realized that the tall boy wasn't listening at all to what he was saying. He just held the flower above his head, turned around and smelled it, and repeated this until he started to get annoyed.

"Smells good too. The tall boy talked to himself so much that Jinyoung didn't even think about wondering what he wanted to know.

“But, why is his condition so ruined? Look, this is no different from Jinyoung right now. Seonho looked at him alternatingly with the flower in his hand that had a broken stem and the wrapping paper was crumpled, and his white shirt sleeve was pulled up to the crease. The tie that had been pulled down and the suit shirt draped over his arm, combined with the sweat that coated his body and his hair that was starting to look disheveled, would say that it was as ruined as this kid said it would be.

"You've been through a lot. Will you please help me give you a good massage?"

" do not need "

"Immediately refuse. The tall child smiled brightly, sniffing the faint scent of sweet roses close to his nose.

The older man quickly ignored the other's offer. Jinyoung couldn't forget his last massage experience that didn't help him relax at all.

"Jinyoung, don't tense up..ohhhh." He didn't wait for him to finish speaking. The loud-mouthed child's wails were heard throughout this child. If he hadn't met him, he probably wouldn't have felt it.

The pink roses were arranged in a clear vase because the broken stems made them look lifeless. It's so different from the tall kid who always smiled from the time we met until now. Jinyoung smiled at the kind-hearted woman he called unnie as she put rice on a plate for him.

"Jinyoung ate a lot because it was a special day, so it was a bit overwhelming."

"Yes, Mina."

Jinyoung responded to the middle-aged woman who always had a smile on her face. Sun Ho's mother is still as beautiful as she was ten years ago. She is kind and gives good advice to him, like a good older sister.

Numerous plates and bowls lined the table, filled with a large amount of food that seemed too much for three people. More than half of the menu has things that her beloved son Sun Ho likes. Even though there was too much food, there was never any leftover. It was that kid who ate so much that Mina hyung complained all the time.

Until sometimes he was taken away too.

The boy came to see that he was eating like a cat sniffing. So I had to be forced to eat this and that. The bowl with the mountain of rice was making him tired of living life again.

Why did he have to take responsibility for something like this?

Jinyoung could only scoop rice into his mouth with a grumble. Bringing satisfied smiles from the mother and daughter.

"Jinyoung, ummm" the person was immediately stunned. When a spoon full of rice with stir-fried chili pork and a pile of kimchi was handed in front of me,

How are you going to kill me?

Jinyoung stared intently at the other person giving him an expectant look, choosing to ignore it and focus on the rice in his bowl before glancing down as a large bite of rice was sent into his wide mouth in one bite, with a grimace on his face as he chewed indifferently. I'm upset.

“How can this kid make such a face at Uncle?” Mrs. Yu scolded Seonho for making a sullen face and even meeting him.

"What is it?" The child's cheeks were puffy and he couldn't swallow before he spoke in a muffled voice that he understood. Ah, what is it?

“Sunho,” Jinyoung reminded the person who was still pouting in displeasure like a child. Which seems to have the opposite effect.

"Well Jinyoung isn't cute today and besides, I'm not young anymore! "

"Today I have reached the age of majority! Seonho argued harshly as he stabbed the fried chicken with a fork before taking a big bite.

“Is this how you've grown up?” Jinyoung looked at the behavior of a 19-year-old boy who acted like a three-year-old. He stared defiantly back at the person who was currently upset before the visual war stopped. Just the sound of the homeowner clearing his throat was a signal that everyone knew was the last straw for Mrs. Yu.

After the meal ended peacefully, Jinyoung said goodbye to Sunho's mother. and walked back to the rented room not far from this house. Even though he was invited to stay here, he immediately chose to decline.

“Jinyoung, today's stars are very beautiful. Jinyoung didn't reply to the conversational voice of the child who was secretly following him. Even though I really thought I was going to shake it off, the words "just walking and delivering" were not trustworthy at all.

Many question sentences become mostly statements when they do not receive an answer from the destination. Jinyoung avoids talking to the other person. He speeds up his steps towards his own room, but the other person is still following close behind.

If you can't remember, that's fine.

Jinyoung thought as he looked over at the other boy who was still following and smiling from time to time.

The old apartment that he now lives in is not very spacious but has everything. This was his peaceful place, a place where he truly relaxed. Except for this time

Jinyoung felt the urge to run away from the tall boy who was waiting as he turned the key. His frozen hand was unable to turn the key immediately. The strange pressure from the tall boy made him so nervous that he couldn't open the door. When asked why he followed me The answer said Ask to go to the bathroom That's a bit unreliable. And during the time he was thinking

Jinyoung's previously empty back suddenly felt like something was touching him, and he stood frozen.

“Why are you so late?” Sunho said before reaching out to turn the key that was already stuck in the lock. When the sound of unlocking sounded, the tall boy's heart felt like he was about to drop. The tall boy twisted the knob and shoved him inside.

“Wait, what are you going to do?” Jinyoung looked startled and braced himself not to be pushed into his own room. He used his shoulder to push Sunho up.

"Go to the bathroom"

"I don't believe it!! Liar child!!” Jinyoung made a solemn face at the tall boy and used all his strength to push the tall boy away from the door. He used both arms to block the entrance, preventing another person from entering.

“I know.” That made Jinyoung suddenly stop.

"Come to make a promise. The word "promise" made Jinyoung nervous. He tried to argue with the other person about the other person's careless words and pulled away from the tall boy who had stepped one foot into the room.

"I didn't..."

“Those who break promises must be punished. Jinyoung's eyes flashed with seriousness. The punishment he was talking about definitely wasn't being childish like he used to do. Suddenly, I felt afraid of the younger person until I closed my eyes, not daring to look the other person in the eye. At the moment when he wasn't paying attention Her thin waistline was held in strong arms.

The tall boy didn't let the opportunity slip away. And the room owner's cries were silenced when the old door number 110 was closed.

Inside the rented room number 110, the room was still completely dark. The only sound that was loud was the ticking of the clock on the wall. It moved at a steady rhythm, unlike the heartbeat he was feeling right now.

Jinyoung is so cute.

Sunho thought as he looked at the person in his embrace who was now completely silent. Older people's modes of thinking always had gaps. He thought that Jinyoung was using his mind to avoid the situation from now on. He absolutely would not let it go as the other party had hoped.

"If I ask for something, will Jinyoung get angry?" Flashback to about three months ago. In Jinyoung's room, the person his mother urged him to call "Uncle" Because we are fifteen years apart in age and we are also distant relatives from my mother's side who have moved to work in the city.

It was a holiday and Jinyoung usually spent the time holed up in his room. If I don't sleep, I watch movies or series. On Sunday, I go to the supermarket to stock up on groceries. It goes on like this every week, working, sleeping, watching TV, going to the supermarket. From time to time he would have a meal with the company until he returned late, which he often refused and then asked why.

Jinyoung always makes noises. Then he said that he was always annoyed by the dull and ordinary life of a man who had been single for a long time.

When we first met ten years ago, Seonho was still just a ten-year-old kid who was involved in crackdowns on gangsters on TV. When he encountered a black-clad human who even had a black hat and mouthguard, he gestured. Appointing himself to be the upholder of justice and suppressing the men in black like that.

At the time, Jinyoung seemed suspicious of a kid like him, but as we got to know each other better, Even though I'm a quiet person, I'm not a mean person. I tend to be kind to him. As the days passed, Sunho became more and more attached to Ah Jin Young. On his 12th birthday, Sunho made a wish on a birthday cake decorated with strawberries that

"I want you to marry Ah Jin Young."

Sunho blew out the candles and gave Jinyoung a resolute look, who stood beside him in shock, his heart fluttering, waiting for the other party's response. Thinking back, it must have been a bit too rash. Later, the result turned out to be his mother's dwarf instead.

But he never stops trying. Sun Ho always tells Ah Jin Young that he likes him. Even though the word "like" will be sent a lot. But each time it was suppressed with all my courage. At first, Sunho was satisfied with the result, saying that he liked Ah Jin Young too. It made him feel like he was eating a large Hawaiian pizza with added cheese and fried chicken on top and cheese on top. But as he got older, he realized that the special pizza he dreamed of was not close to what he liked. It's a bit like A Jin Young's. It's just a cold nugget that was sent as a free gift.

To know that But he never gave up.

Until Sunho was 16 when the word "like" made Jinyoung strange.

Sunho was a boy who grew up quickly. He could brag every day to Ah Jinyoung that he was the tallest in his class or that he was taller than even some seniors. It was one of his prides, but more than that. The thing that makes Sun Ho feel the most is He is already taller than Ah Jin Young.

At that time, Sun Ho always thought that this might be the reason why Ah Jin Young was so strange when he said, "Stop talking like that, you're not a child anymore." It hurt him to the core. And it makes it clear that our likes are not the same.

Even so, Sunho acted like he wasn't hurt and stopped calling each other "uncle" from then on. along with showing full clarity

When I was 17, the word "like" changed to the word "love".

Sunho thought that love was an important word when he was a bright-eyed child. My late father once said that love is important. It's like a heart full of feelings and promises. If you don't love me, you shouldn't tell me. If you love someone, you should let them know because sometimes actions are not enough.

Compared to just one word of love Even then, he didn't understand much of what his father said, but it sparked a spark in his heart.

Someone once said that if you talk too much it will show insincerity, but for a young man in his early 30s who just keeps working hard, Send money to homes in other provinces Sunho chooses to tell him every time he feels. It couldn't contain all of its sincerity. He fired at the older man to let him know even a fraction of his heart.

The results of which were much more than expected.

His heart nearly jumped out of his chest.

When the feelings he let out through his words and eyes created faint red streaks on his cheeks, spreading to his ears, the effect would cause Jinyoung to move away from him. Even though his eyes didn't answer him, it didn't make him discouraged at all. It was a hope that had never been seen before before.

At the age of 18, Jinyoung understood and understood everything that he was transmitting. As a solitary human being, the overwhelming feelings of love he poured into him seemed to bounce everywhere. Seonho only now realized that Jinyoung is an extremely shy person. Just a simple compliment like "You look great today."

While in the past he had responded indifferently, at that time he had gone the other way, hiding something that could not escape his eyes. That made his heart swell so much that he had to repeatedly tease the older man.

True love has obstacles.

A short, simple message that made Seon Ho's head hurt like he couldn't imagine.

When Jinyoung suddenly distanced himself, Sunho tried his hardest to meet the person who was avoiding him.

It took months before I asked to find out the reason and found out about it.

That event truly made me feel so depressed that I almost gave up. When he asked, he found out what the other party thought about both misunderstandings and the Sunho family, so they understood that love is not a matter of two people.

So he chose to make everything clear.

Telling his mother that he loves his uncle is extremely exciting, but Seonho thinks that His stubbornness even his mother could not stop.

But Sunho was surprised when his mother said, "Even Shiro can understand this," with a smile that brought tears to his eyes.

His love is difficult, it comes with effort and sincerity.

But at that age After 19 years he was only able to hold the other's hand. That hug, just when Jinyoung was careless, was not enough to satisfy his greed. The love that keeps sending It wants to get a worthwhile return.

that is kiss

Just smelling it isn't enough.

Sunho wants to taste the mouth that keeps complaining. He wants to taste the feeling that friends brag about how good it feels or whether it really tastes sweet.

He had never tasted it from anyone else or thought of stealing it from his lover. Sun Ho watched it longingly. He keeps asking Jinyoung but gets rejected every time.

Until one day he seriously tried to ask for it.

Ask with conditions

"Jinyoung, if I ask you for something, will Jinyoung be angry?"

“What?” Jinyoung was watching the TV show he thought was the funniest with an indifferent face as he put an orange that he carved himself into his mouth. He replied without his eyes leaving the TV.

"On the day of coming of age Can I have it?”

" kiss "

Jinyoung took his eyes off the TV program and looked at him hesitantly. That made him start to get nervous and say all the things he could think of at the time.

"Can't you? That's not true. So, in this round of basketball competition, we will win. The math that I hate will give me grade four and put me in a university quota somewhere."

There was only silence in response. Sunho almost gave up on the older man who dared to waste his first kiss on a senior girl in the company even though he said he was drunk. Even though he was angry, he couldn't do anything because at that time it was Just stories shared between uncles and grandchildren.

"Take it."

Seonho thought his ears were off at first, until colored cheekbones appeared on his normally smooth face. Until causing the heart to beat vigorously

"You can do it too." It's like a decree that no matter how difficult it is for what he said without thinking to happen, he will do it.

The long wait had begun.

Inside the living room, the light from the lamp post outside shone in, making it not too dark. The sound of the clock was deafening. Jinyoung felt tired from a bad day. This place should be a place to rest from exhaustion. tired But at this moment, the precocious child who was holding his hand tightly It was as if he was afraid that he would escape and jump through the window, even if that was the last thing he planned to do.

In the silence, Jinyoung felt the secret glances from time to time under this awkward situation. He thought he should say something and he started it by clearing his throat.

" this "

“Yes.” The pressure on his palm became tighter, the tone of his reply was firm, making Jinyoung unable to say what he had composed in his head.

The person in front of him was making him weak.

With all his seriousness and devotion, Jinyoung thought that if he refused or turned away again, The person sitting on the sofa next to him probably didn't mind. He thought of using the roses he had bought as an excuse for a gift instead of a deal that had arrived so quickly that he had not yet come to terms with it.

That must have made those serious eyes dull.

A spoiled child who always asks for troublesome things. Sometimes if it's not too much Or sometimes when you accidentally catch a glimpse of a puppy's puppy-like eyes. He always gave in to his wishes.

but with kiss

Jinyoung thought he couldn't take it.

“Jinyoung,” a soft voice called out, bringing Jinyoung out of his thoughts as if it were the plea of ​​a spoiled child to a stubborn older man.

I really give up.

"Whatever you do, do it." What he always wanted to refuse was not a kiss. But it was something he couldn't accept. He tried to push away his own feelings. The feeling that he used to think hard about morality and right and wrong.

that he loves the child he has seen since he was a little child

Secretly shaken by words of innocent love

Jinyoung had never been clear about each other's status, but even so, an overwhelming amount of love washed over him.

So he was afraid.

If you go deeper than this

All that had been stored up would flow out at once.

The goggles were gently removed and the outside light was sufficient for vision. Jinyoung didn't think to turn on the light in his room, he was too embarrassed to meet the other person's eyes directly. Until now, he knew that the darkness didn't help at all.

Jinyoung closed his eyes to block out everything, waiting with his heart racing. Feeling the softness of the sofa and the weight he had lost, he gasped as the warmth touched the tip of his chin. The silence thrills him, the stillness frightens him.

"Jinyoung," the voice called out and it was quiet. Along with everything that seemed to stop, he chose to open his eyes as doubts arose. and the second the eyes adjust to the image in the dark Light outside the window It hits the face eloquently, bringing out the dark brown color in the eyes, making them strangely charming. It's like being in a magical trance.

And it collapsed when it felt its hot breath. Jinyoung then realized how close they were.

Jinyoung felt nervous, his once firm hand trying to push the younger man away, he used his hand to push his face which was frighteningly close. But the wetness made his heart skip a beat.

A hot tongue licks the palm of your hand, biting down hard on your knuckles, making you tremble. Jinyoung couldn't take his eyes off those sharp, dangerous eyes until the tips of their noses touched. Within moments, he unexpectedly felt a warm touch on his lips.

The moment their lips touched, the heart almost broke as the hot tongue engulfed and searched for it, the heart of the victim almost broke.

Sunho doesn't give him a moment to breathe if he hits the other guy like he won't let go easily. Jinyoung panted tiredly as he stole a glance at the pale face that was still close to his eyes that were focused on his desire.

“Sunho,” he called out to the other party, trying to dissuade the desire that was evident on his face. Even though Jinyoung was old to the world, these things He hadn't had as much exposure or experience as he should have, so he just knew that with the person who gave his heart to him. The kiss would feel as good as the thoughts and control scattering as they touched.

The sound of another person's call brought him to his senses, his eyes focused on his thin lips that were now beginning to swell. Seonho left before meeting sweet eyes that seemed to be enticing him.

Some bodies were lying on the soft sofas following his thrusts. Sunho had seen this scene when the person he used to call Uncle was beneath him, staring at him as if inviting. He had seen it in hundreds of dreams. But just the reality is more tempting than imagination.

"Can I have another one?"

Sunho demanded, leaning closer to the other's face. He waited until the other's hand cupped his cheek and pressed against it with his own.

At this time, no one could be happier than him.

The kiss was better than he had imagined.

It tastes so good that no other word on this earth can compare.

Over and over, Sunho kissed him, and Jinyoung almost melted with it each time. But as time passed, he noticed something that made his heart tickle. The sweet taste of peach on the precocious child's lips must have been something that he had put on purposely to prepare the other person's thoughts. He could almost see through it. Sunho was a straightforward person, but because of that, the feelings that were being conveyed made him uncomfortable who had never received this much love. It was like water had begun to overflow into the room.

So overwhelming that he suffered from holding back his breath, but now he was clear in his feelings, clearly in the heartbeat of both his own and the hearts of others. At this moment, he dared to breathe in a room full of water and dared to receive the other party's love. Even though it made him suffer sometimes, it was better than a lonely, empty room.

Really completely lost.

The heartbeat is evidence of this defeat and it will always be.

The warm touch around his waist made Jinyoung startled. He didn't know when the white shirt fell from his pants. His lips still hadn't parted, but his mischievous palms were able to caress his smooth skin until he was almost aroused, causing excitement. Something flashed beyond my restraint.

Sunho passionately licked and bit his lips before leaving him lingeringly. He kept his distance while looking at the man sprawled on the sofa, breathing heavily. The older man placed his hand across his forehead to hide his embarrassed face. The sight in front of him made him turn away from Seonho. He never thought that a young man in his thirties could be this sexy.

He pushed the dirty thoughts out of his head and decided to suppress the emotions that were about to erupt. The best solution right now would probably be in the bathroom. When so decided

"Jinyoung wants to go to the bathroom...."

It was like the sound of being swallowed up as he met eyes with watery eyes. He didn't even know he was holding his breath at the sight in front of him. Sunho tried to turn his eyes in another direction and hurriedly got out of here, but got stuck in another person's leg. hook him up When his own tie was pulled until he was almost on top of the older man again.

Attempts to remain indifferent failed miserably. before he could speak with doubt His hoarse voice made his heart skip a beat.

"Satisfied..that's all?"

"Is just kissing enough?"

Those harsh words made Seonho swallow hard. He thought that the older man was practicing his patience. It must have been a joke, not looking at the other person's situation.

"Oh, that's enough."

He answered as he thought appropriate. But then he realized the phrase that even a small decision can have a big impact in life. After noticing the tears in his eyes, the sweat on his temples, and his face redder than usual, He thought it was over and cursed himself in his heart.

Sunho wanted to bite his tongue for saying something so thoughtless before he nearly shook his head when the other person requested something so unexpected.

"Can't you help me?"

His sweet request and hand slowly unbuttoning his shirt made Seonho's heart flutter. He could feel that the atmosphere around him was suddenly warming up. His mouth was pursed tightly in nervousness, unable to immediately accept the invitation. So he chose to nod in response instead.

But before Sunho could go in for a happy kiss, another's hand was on his face, pushing him away. The young man didn't understand the other person's actions and watched as his embarrassed face turned away. before returning to look him straight in the eye again.

"Please first." Those words made him puzzled.

"Whenever you want to do something, you always have to ask first."

Jinyoung finished speaking and looked away. Sunho understood immediately and suppressed a smile at the cuteness of the person in front of him. This adult was making his heart swell. He took the time to compose himself and speak like the spoiled child he had always done. A wayward request that he had to wait for the response to happen each time. Wrong from this time

"Hey Jinyoung, can I do that? Do the things that adults do."

" Then I will be a good kid... not stubborn or naughty :)"

Sunho never thought that his first experience would come so quickly.

He let the person he used to call Uncle control the game. because he was still young

On the day of coming of age The first step of becoming an adult

Today was more joyful than he had ever dreamed.

- finish -

To You.

I don't dare compose a scene from now on, to be honest.

If anyone wanders in or discovers the novel Just reading this makes me feel very grateful.

Please leave the work of this beginner at decorating.

Goodbye, hello.....

From Jinyoung's younger sister who is very infatuated with Sunho.