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Do you care about coincidences?

Coincidences...that make your heart beat fast every time...

2 September 2013

I stood among the people in the departure terminal of one of the largest airports in Southeast Asia. People walked past me who stood motionless for several minutes. Brother Ern's voice still resonates in my ears...

“...I'm not sure. I saw that my friend said that I would send him off in the evening. I don't know if I'll be able to go now or not in time."

As soon as I hung up the phone from P'Earn Brother code from my university days I hurriedly came here. All the way through the taxi ride, my mind kept saying, Please let me come in time. I wish he hadn't gotten on the plane yet...but after both my feet touched the sidewalk in front of the airport's departure terminal.

and the blue taxi drove away. I just realized that How can I find him? I looked down at myself in a gray t-shirt, dark jeans, and white sneakers that were almost gray...and even then I saw It would probably be the last time we met that the condition was really bad. I raised my head and looked around, not knowing where to go.

“Am I crazy?”

A voice in my head came up and scolded myself... That's right, I must have gone crazy. The airport is this wide. It will be able to find people whose contact numbers we don't have. Don't know the flight I don't know anything, how did I find it? I felt like my eyelids were getting hot. Will I never have the chance to see him again? ...

I'm asking for just one more chance. Only one time I hope that coincidence happens one more time... Coincidences that have happened over the past 6 years...

December 2007

In a famous Japanese restaurant in a famous department store near Siam. Noon is the time when the most people line up to enter the store. My friends and I came to eat lunch after our tutoring session. Luckily, our name was first in the queue.

“Do I have to go back and study English in the afternoon again? It's so boring,” Pan complained immediately after the waiter took the order and walked out.

“Come on...it'll be over soon,” Nam replied as he sucked on the water and looked around the shop.

“High school life is really tiring,” Pan continued to complain, “Oh! By the way, Pam, have you talked with P'Not lately?

I shook my head dejectedly.

“Since he stopped hosting shows on the airwaves He also doesn't play MLB.

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Again, we don't know where to contact him.” I replied with a sigh.

“Didn't you tell me already? I told you to give me your number. I'm just being considerate. What's going on? I can't resist!”

“Oh, Pan, you know how reserved Brother Not is about his private world. Have you ever seen anyone know about his private life?”

“But that day, we saw P'Pui go in and pick up his wallet and open it to look at it. Playing here and there, I didn't see him saying anything." Nam said about the fan club leader... In fact, it might have to be said that the person who founded it He himself rose to be the head of the fan club.

“And have you seen Brother Nott's face? My face is going to die. Brother Not, he's not Brother Chart. To be friendly and travel around giving out numbers to fans all over the place. Don't you see that P'Not is not like other people? He doesn't please fans. Not someone who would rush towards fans. Talk less, too..."

“He's not very famous. There are few fans...seriously. The only people who came to watch over him at the wave were Pui and you,” Nam said while laughing.

“Seriously. Let us become P'Not's fans. We can't stand it. After a month or two I stopped liking him...when I went to see him he didn't really invite me to talk. I bought something and thanked him and then left a quiet beat. I felt uncomfortable and convulsed. You're good at it. I endured it for almost three years.”

“Oh, hey, you saw that, didn't you? That if we're close, P'Not will be cute."

“Yes...people already like it. Everything you do is cute. Standing still with a fluffy head is still cute."

I laughed sheepishly. ...True as he said, people once they like someone. Whatever he will do, it will look good in our eyes.

“Having said that, I miss you. Remember when he fainted on the side of the football field? And the DJs had to help carry it. Really embarrassing.”

Pan talks about an incident when we used to go watch P'Not and other DJs play football between the waves. And because the weather is very hot and stuffy Nam, who is nicknamed "Fain's Legs," couldn't help but show off her fainting like a pro to DJs and fans that day. The DJs all came to take care of the water with concern.

Meanwhile, Pan and I sat back and laughed out of habit. The advantage of fainting that day was The DJs remembered our names exactly and were especially attentive. But the downside is that it is already hated by other fans. This time, everyone hated us even more than before.

The three of us laughed happily. When thinking about the events of that day

“Do you remember that the next day, when I opened the door and entered the building All the fans look at us with the same eyes. Until we had to sit on the steps in front of the building instead,” Pan continued.

“I remember, it was really hot…” I replied, picking up a glass of water and drinking. The staff walked in and served the food. This caused our conversation to stall for a moment. While I was receiving a plate of food from the employee Pan shoved the water hard as he looked at the man and woman who walked past our table and sat at our leather table. I took the last dish and put it down. Wait until the employee walks away and then ask, out of curiosity.

“What are you looking at?”

“Nott's girlfriend. He's a star, right?” Pan leaned across the table and asked me in the quietest voice possible. I nod.

“And you can see his face clearly?”

"Never. I've only seen him sitting in the car when picking up P'Not. Why?"

“This time you will definitely see my face clearly,” Pan said, smiling mischievously. Before getting up, he put his knees on the sofa and turned to face the table behind him that was next to ours. I turned to look at the water in confusion. Water only smiled at me and laughed softly.

“P'Nott, hello.”

The name that Pan just said Made my eyes widen in shock. I turned to look at the water, acting confused. I swallowed the saliva that suddenly became stuck in my throat before slowly leaning my head to look at the table behind me... He's sitting there. In the student uniform of a famous university in Samyan Hair that used to be almost shoulder length

This episode was cut short, clearly revealing his face. His dazed smile made me smile without realizing it. He turned to look at me and smiled slightly.

"Oh ... what's up? Haven't seen you in a long time."

"Hi, P'Not," I answered in a timid manner. Damn it, we've talked countless times both in person and in M. I'm still ashamed of him like the first day we met every time.

“Come to eat?”

"Oh, Brother Nott, come do the laundry, come eat." Of course, an answer like this would never come out of my mouth... P'Not laughed a little, pleased with Pan's teasing answer.

“Do you have further studies?” P'Not turned to look at me as he asked.

"Yes... Brother Nott has class today so he's wearing a student uniform."

“Yes, I study alone.”

I nodded and smiled slightly. I don't know what else to talk about. It was like there were hundreds or thousands of things that I wanted to say packed inside. But when I looked into his eyes I don't know what I should say...and finally No matter how long the conversation is in my heart, It always ends quickly... like right now...

P'Nott was still looking at my face as if he was waiting for me to say something.

“Uh…”

P'Not's girlfriend turned around and looked at me. I remember her being the villain of the Mak Si evening drama. The way she looked at us was not much different from the way she looked at the heroine in the story. Made my face instantly hot. Even Hemp, who normally wasn't very afraid of anyone, was stunned for a moment.

P'Not must have caught the cruel aura from his own girlfriend, or maybe the expressions on the three of us's faces were a little too clear.

“Fish, have you finished choosing the menu?”

She nodded. P'Not looked at us again.

“Brother Not, please eat,” I told him, smiling at him.

P'Not smiled and replied. before turning to raise his hand to call the staff Pan turned around and sat in his normal position. before reaching closer to me and the water, whispering

"A real villain, really scary."

“Why does Brother Not date a woman like this?” Namchuay gave another opinion.

I smiled sheepishly, not knowing what to say in response. Pan pursed his lips in an uncomfortable manner.

“If you had Chart's girlfriend do this to you. We will sue Brother Chart to take action.” Pan continued to rant in a low voice.

“We're just fans. Not the owner of his life We choose ourselves to like him. He didn't force us to like him one bit. So what will he do? What will you do with us? It's his right, right? If you can tolerate it, you can tolerate it. If you can't tolerate it...just stop liking it." I replied calmly.

"Hey, ours. Brother Chart is considered a younger sibling. I've met my mother. I'm not just a fan anymore."

"Oh my god, that's too much of you." Nam took her chopsticks and tapped my head lightly, irritated. before turning his attention to the food in front of him

I secretly looked towards P'Not who was eating with his girlfriend from time to time. He smiled widely in a good mood while chatting jokingly with his girlfriend, a female villain from the Mak Si channel. P'Not looks really happy. For nearly three years, I've liked him. A smile this wide can be seen countless times. ...When I first learned that P'Not had a girlfriend.

Feelings like my heart would explode like that I wanted to run and lock myself in the school bathroom and cry like I was playing a heartbreak music video. Thinking back on it, it's funny. Looking at it now, I see him sitting and eating with his girlfriend, rubbing his eyes. I don't want to cry...it's just...not eating much...