WHAT DO I DO
To see you again To tell you I love you again
to start again To love you again
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WHAT DO I DO
“Tomorrow is our first date...where do you want to go???” I talked sweetly on the phone with the person on the other end of the line....
“Where do you want to go????”
“He wants to go eat dim sum...want to go cycling...want to go to the mall...want to go eat food...go wherever he is....oh. ..Ohh...Jerks everywhere...Jerks everywhere!" I begged the person on the other end of the line....
“Hahahaha...why does your voice sound like that?”
"He's begging for his girlfriend....He's begging for his girlfriend....please kiss me please....wow."
"lewd!!!!!"
"He's sorry....but he loves himself...loves himself to the point of hiding his feelings from Ma Wei...ngheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
“Did you take the medicine and forget to shake the bottle??????”
"He doesn't have a fever at all....He wants to hold his own hand.....I want to hold his hand and show it off to everyone until his heart wants to be cute" I'm using my second voice to talk. With my girlfriend, I live in fun and embarrassment.....
"Don't let me catch you..."
"If I don't let him hold my hand....he'll definitely get lost...." I said with a laugh....
"Who will give in? It's already late.... You go to sleep... or you'll have a black eye tomorrow."
“Ugh...oh...thank you to my boyfriend for being so protective of me..see you tomorrow in front of my own house...Saranghae...and..Chaja. Yes..Kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
“What did you do just now??????” My sister Dana took the opportunity to open the door to my room and walked in....
“No,” I replied, trying to make myself normal.....
"That's not true...then why do you have to say...couple your boyfriend?????" My younger sibling started to smile and made a teasing tone at me....
"What?.....talking to friends...going to sleep...you'll be late for class tomorrow."
“Tomorrow is Saturday.”
"Uh, that's it...why are you sleeping in the house and eating in the city?....Go to sleep."
“Is this to drive you away?”
“Uh...go, go, go, go,” I said as I got up from the bed and pushed Dana's back to get out of my room....
“Mom!!!!!!!!.....I'm going to have a boyfriend!!!!!.....”
“Idana!!!!” I immediately put my hand over my mouth....
“Ph....he...he...mother....hahaha...he's going on...a date tomorrow!!!!!!!!” But Dana was still trying to say it. Come on....Damn it!!!....It's so embarrassing.....Good thing Mom's already asleep...otherwise I'll definitely get hit hard!!!....Because tomorrow I I'm going to skip tutoring and go on a date!!!!!!!....and mom will never find out about this!!!!!
........The next morning......I dressed normally...a warm suit.....and carried a large bag......
"Minho, what did you search for for tutoring?
“Oh....Physics book....Chemistry....Biology...Mathematics....and other subjects....Just today I have to study intensively until 5 p.m. ..And I think I'm going to eat grilled meat with.....Too Seung...and Jinwoo as well after tutoring is finished....:)” I gave a long answer.... .
"Then Mom won't cook dinner for you."
"Yes, my dearest mother....I love you the most...Whose mother is she? Why are you so beautiful?...So kind and kind."
..........After I came out of the house.....I drove a big motorcycle together....with a full double motorcycle to warm up the engine.....
"What are you looking at, uncle?...." I said when I saw the uncle next door staring at me as if...if he had taken a potted plant in front of his house and smashed my head in, he would have already done it....but There probably won't be that day!!!
........I rode out to a gas station near my house....then I stopped to fill up with gas....carrying my own backpack into the bathroom at the gas station... ...I definitely won't dress like this on a date......
......jeans ready....cool black t-shirt ready....hair styled in the right way....wallet ready....Mino. ..You're so handsome that girls will fall in love with you too!!!!...Dammit...you're so handsome......
........I rode my motorcycle out of the gas station and headed towards Yujin's house...my sweetheart....I've secretly liked her for years but didn't dare say it. Go out......Thank you Cupid P.O. and Matchmaker Seung Hoon.....for being the ones who took pity...oh!!!...sent me a message......
..........I arrived in front of her house....with a loud honk of the car horn announcing my honor.....and she walked out to me at the fence... ..she came in a beautiful bright blue shirt and jeans.....with her hair flowing in the wind.....she chose to wear sneakers instead of high heels.. ..or like a woman.....this is my type......
I can only give her a thumbs up in my thoughts....whatever people wear, they are cute.....
“Hello girlfriend,” I greeted her.
"Just a little bit....Who's your boyfriend?...I'm just trying to talk to you....I don't accept you as my girlfriend yet." She said in a quiet voice to me....but her face was back. So red that I can't hide it....actually, it feels good to me, right?...is that right?????
"Ohhh...ohhhhh..it'll happen soon....-3-" I said while giving her a soft kiss.....
“This guy is........-/////////-”
"I'm embarrassed....*3*....quickly climbed onto my motorcycle." When I said that, she got on top of me....huh....immediately climbed onto my motorcycle... ...
“Hold on tight, Nong Na-3-.” As soon as the set of words ended, I quickly turned my motorcycle away.....
“Mino!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” She shouted loudly and hugged my waist tightly....what should I do....I'm both embarrassed...and warm. ....Feels like I've lost my ghost to Yujin.....>
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...........I rode the car and brushed and brushed her to make her feel scared and terrified so she could hug me tightly.......I could tell that... She was really afraid of speed.....now her whole body was shaking....so I slowly started to ride normally......but she just relaxed and hugged me....no. Got it....must twist again!!!!....
She clung to me tightly again.....
"Don't take your hands off his waist....or you'll fall off the motorcycle."
“W-can you please drive me in a nice car?”
"Alright, he'll ride well...don't let yourself go."
"Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm" When that happened, I slowly started riding.......
.............Finally we arrived at the park where our first date would be....I parked the motor in the parking lot....with Hanging the bag on the handlebar of the motorbike....before walking holding Yujin's hand to the rental bicycle......
"Hey!!....don't hold my hand," she said but refused to shake her hand away....
“I'm embarrassed myself???”
“Mmmmm.”
"He's shy too-///////3///////- but he wants to hold....let's hold hands." I whispered to her before walking to hold her hand. She goes.....
"Take a bicycle with a rack...." I said as I handed over the rental money according to the price....
“I'll help you out,” Yujin said and opened his shoulder bag....
“NoNO....
Darling...he'll get out himself....I just hug him tightly while cycling...okay???” I said while making an OK sign with my hand.....
"-//////-K....Alright."
..........Finally I got a bicycle.....The two of us rode together...with me as the cyclist and her riding on top of me.....the two of us. People did everything they had planned....including cycling....eating ice cream....sitting and enjoying the view....I was very happy.....but when Now it's time to go back.....I don't want to go back at all....
..........I dropped her off at the front of the house....now I threw 6 It's 12:00 p.m., almost half time already....will your parents say that......
"I hope my parents don't mind....that my son-in-law takes himself out to travel..."
.....Phew!!!!!.......
“Tit him, come on,” I said while stroking my own arm....
"Well, you...don't know what to say-3-....my parents aren't here today..."
“Golden opportunity!!!!...Can I go in and get some water?????” I said with an evil smile....
“Cheeky!!!!....with the house,” she dismissed me.
T_T
"You can go back.....but now....you and I...are boyfriend and girlfriend...right?" I said as I held my face towards Yujin....
“Uh huh.”
"Then it shows that......you can kiss, right?.....He can kiss himself, right?????" I smiled brightly.
“N..You.....mmmmmmmm.” I immediately pressed my lips gently against hers...before slowly parting......Yujin. He looked a bit distraught....before quickly running away into the house....what kind of person??....so cute-3-
...........I rode the car home...stopped at a gas station to change clothes and immediately filled up the gas...before riding all the way home......when I parked my motorcycle in front of the house....that old man looked at me and gave me a strange smile.....very creepy....or was he a king or queen like the kids liked? Talk...horrifying!!!!
...........I walked comfortably into the house humming a song....but....why did mother sit and wait for me on the sofa like this......
“How is the tutoring, Minho????”
"It's fun....sometimes I understand...sometimes confused...but it's better than sitting at home reading a book by myself."
“Oh,” my mother said as she took out an arm-sized stick from under the sofa....this was...the legendary wand that I used to hit when I had fights with other people...
OMG
Why did you take it out? That's as dangerous as a gun....
"M...Mom....." I called out to Mom in a soft voice....
“Mom asked Seunghoon....Seungyoon at the market today....He said he didn't have an appointment to eat grilled meat with the child....plus Jinwoo also told mom.....today. My child didn't go to tutoring.....and there were people who saw him hanging out with a woman at the park!!!!”
(The camera zooms in on the family picture on the wall.)
“Oh!!!!....Mom.....Arghhh....M....It hurts....Mom!!!!!.....Mom Don't!!!!!....No!!!!!!!!”
..........After finishing my sentence...I walked back to the room....and slowly lowered myself to sit on the bed....
“Oh!!!!!!!” It hurts...Eomma is mean!!!.......Wait!.....Someone saw me and Eugene dating at the park. .....Y.....don't tell me.....that old man who gave the pigeon bread....that I feel like I've seen somewhere....and tried to avoid me.. ..and I don't care.....it's the uncle next door.....the old man with great danger!!!!!!!!...........
............The next day.....but I didn't run haha......I walked to buy some stuff at the small mini-mart in front of the alley. .. Why am I walking?....nothing much....just my mother taking away my favorite motorcycle...cutting off my pocket money.....not allowed to come home past 5pm for a week......why? !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....I just lied to my mom a little...jumped out to tutor and that's all....everyone was mean to me....
T_T...
Especially the uncle next door....he looked very satisfied....don't let me get the car back....I'll double-check the car in front of his house until he runs out of gas....:)
............After I finished buying things at the mini-mart...I walked back to the house and did all the housework for my beloved Dana...including washing the dishes. ....Sweep the house.....Iron everyone's clothes in the house....As for my younger sibling?....Let's go out with friends><
...........When everything was finished...I hurriedly ran up to my bedroom...then immediately called my boyfriend Yujin..... .Mmmmm...darling....Chunnnnn's magic medicine.
“Hello...darling....”
“What do you love?!!!!!”
"Ugh...um...yesterday we were still kissing." I felt my face heat immediately when I said that sentence....so embarrassed......
“This guy!!!!!!!!!”
"I'm embarrassed.....Want to go out together again.....Can we come out and meet?" I said while pressing my hand on the bed sheet, waiting to hear her answer.....
"Alright....where?"
“How about the playground near my house.....is it good there?” I said with a laugh.
"Alright.....now?"
"Yes...cool my girlfriend....-3-"
..........I immediately changed my clothes from a gas delivery boy to a hot guy.....before going out to look for her......
.........When we arrived at the playground...I sat and waited for her and there were children close to me who came to play with me....These children are really innocent.... I used to be like this before....I turned to see Yoojin walking towards me.....
"The children should go back first...I'll wait for Brother Mikonhom to be alone with his girlfriend first." I hurriedly banished the children....
"Is this the person? Brother Mino...is your girlfriend....I think the last one was even prettier...ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh” ....I really want to hit my head on the merry-go-round...but it would seem too harsh.....it's better to solve the problem like this......
“Taeoh....take this money and share it with your friends to eat snacks....and then go play over there...over there.. ....Go play out of sight of the good Mino brother....Taeoh." I immediately stuffed the money into the hand of that bald-headed kid.....
"Go, Taeoh....What are you standing there like?..." I said as I pushed his back to go find my friends....then the children all ran and disappeared... .Disappeared along with the money that was taken out in my pocket to support my sister.......
“How many boyfriends have you had?????” That's it....she asked me....
"Well......more than 10 people should get it...maybe" It's actually more than that, but I won't tell you.
J
“How long have you been together?” Yujin said as he sat down on the merry-go-round next to me....
"Well....the longest...I've ever been together....1 month....and have you ever had a boyfriend????besides me???" I asked out of curiosity. ......
“There must be one.”
“How many people??????????? 1....2....or 3”
"Two people...including you." Who dares to be the first lover of my beloved?
T_T
"5555555555" I laughed immediately to cover up my sadness.....
“How long have you been broken up?”
"Just a moment...before I start dating you."
"oh"
"What's wrong with you?...Why are you so sad?" She asked me while tilting her head slightly....Why are you acting so cute.....
“No...I just want to be your first boyfriend. -333333-"I immediately turned to her.....
“I'm still not your first boyfriend, Mino-_-.”
"Can I have a kiss please...the kind where I put my tongue in my mouth?" I said as I reached out to face her....
“Cheeky!!!!!” she said as she pressed her hand against my forehead.....
"No need to blush....oh!....I know that my imagination followed what I said hahaha..." I said and smiled until my cheekbones rose......
"I'd better go back....I don't know what the hell I'm talking about." I quickly grabbed her arm....
"Don't go back yet....give me a hug," I said as I stood up and pulled her into a hug......
"Why?...Why is it so much of a waste when I'm with you?...Yesterday I kissed....Today I hugged...." She hugged me in return. ....
“Tomorrow, let's hold hands and walk to school...is that good????”
"okay"
............Right now I feel that my heart is beating very fast....both me and you....both of our hearts are beating in a rhythm.....embarrassed. .....Want to stop time......
"P.....let go now....it's been too long" she said as she pulled away from me.....
“Can I kiss you again?” My mouth could only say things like this......
".........."If you don't answer, it means you agree.....
.........I gently held her face at the right angle....before slowly applying my lips to it......I just touched it gently to make her heart beat faster. Only.....before slowly pulling away.....
“I'm going home first......”
“How do I go back...?”
“The bus.”
"I'll go wait as a friend." I walked hand in hand with her and walked to the bus stop....on the way....I felt like I was walking in a field of pink flowers....everything... .It all looks bright....why didn't I...let Seunghoon be my matchmaker from the beginning.....just dating other women.....
"I'll go first." She waved at me before walking onto the bus.....I too waved until the bus moved as far as I could see......
.............Since that day....I revealed that I was dating her at school by walking hand in hand everywhere in school every day....moving. We sat next to each other at study tables.....eat lunch together....move to the same club.....do everything together.........and it's our anniversary. ....3 months......
But on our anniversary, she went abroad with her parents.....but she still went out of her way to buy a gift to leave with Seunghoon for me.......
.............She and I started to drift apart.....I don't know why either.........I didn't call her every time. The day is like before.....even though before....no matter how busy I am....I call...only now.....it depends on my mood......
...........We rarely go out together anymore.....Even when we go out to eat together....I choose to go out to eat with friends rather than go out to eat. Meal alone with her like before......or even.....holding hands when walking around....I started to feel stubbornly uncomfortable.....
I don't know what's wrong with me.....
...........I started talking to other girls......until Yujin caught me.....but she didn't mind me....she just talked. Said....'If you want to talk, just talk....if you're happy'
............Yujin herself...didn't call me like before either....and I kept calling other people instead of her.... .I started going out with other girls.....should I.....let Yujin go?....when I met a new person who would add color to my life. ?
“Let's break up.” I said these words to her in the room after the last class ended.....She turned and stared at me with blank eyes......
".........."She was silent and didn't say anything.....but put the book in her bag.....
"Let's break up." I still didn't stop talking....but she still didn't answer me as usual...she hurriedly picked up her things faster than before....before carrying her bag and walking away from me.. ...
“Yujin!” I grabbed her arm until the rest of the class looked at me and her.....
“What the fuck have you done to me!!!!” Seunghoon walked towards me and Yoojin....followed by Seungyoon and Jinwoo who followed closely......
"Don't worry guys," I replied simply.....
“Yujin....you haven't answered me yet.” I pulled her close to me.....
“What do you want me to tell you!!!!!!” She shook her arm away from me.....
“.........” I turned pale when she slammed her voice at me....
"I know that you want to break up.... break up, just break up.... What are you asking me for? I'm not such an idiot that I don't know what it is," she said, turning around. Go the other way....
“What did I do wrong? Why did you break up with me?”
“Why did you say you love me so much?”
“If I knew that my relationship with you would have to be like this....”
"I probably....wouldn't agree to date you."
"I know that you've been bored with me for a while....I'm sorry for making you feel uncomfortable..." She answered me before walking out of the room......
...........Since that day....she and I have never talked to each other again.....not even my face...she hasn't even looked at me.... .Damn!!!!.....I was the one who actually broke up with him.....Why does it hurt so much......I try to find a way to talk to her all the time....but she Instead, he didn't care....ignored me and walked away from me....One day I could only look at Yujin from behind......
She acted like I didn't exist.......
..........until today.........
“Yu Jin, there's someone coming to see you,” a female friend in the room called out to her.....she looked up from her desk....before slowly smiling at the person who walked into the room... ..That smile....when I was dating her....I received it very often......but now.....I only get a calm expression... ..I looked at the new person....Jiji (Zico) in the room.
C
who had been flirting with Yoo Jin since she first moved in.....they both walked out of the classroom with happiness......I myself could only sit and close my eyes softly, not letting the tears flow. Come out......it's over now Mi.....you can stop thinking about reconciling with Yujin........
...........My heart almost broke when I found out that she was dating someone else....Every day I went to school....I got to see Yujin and I walk everywhere together....eat food together.....or even on holidays when I go to the mall with friends...I'll see her go bowling...sing karaoke. ..
Eating cake with Jee regularly.......can't help it.....everything is my fault.....I'm an idiot with a spoiled personality....
Many years later
..............Who knew that a child from Gyeonggi area like me would be an idol with them......Right now I'm a member of the group.
WINNER ....
In the team there is me...Seunghoon...Seungyoon....and Jinwoo.....I can't believe that the childhood dream that the four of us talked about for fun will come true. Come up.......
............I came back to school again for the school reunion......all of my friends looked really nice....some of them were rich. It disappeared...some people showed off their girlfriends.......we all had fun talking about our high school days.....until I caught the eye of a woman in a white dress... .Letting her hair grow naturally....walking into the event....it was no one else....she was Yujin......
I kept avoiding seeing her....I was afraid that she would hate me to the point of not talking to me.....I'd rather stand in a dark corner and watch her.....I don't know that now Will I still be with you?.....Since I broke up with her.....I've never been with anyone else....We talk sometimes...but only in passing. .....Because when I talk to other people...
I always think of the image of talking with her....it's so painful.....I want to go talk to her but I don't dare....
“Mi...what the fuck are you doing standing here?????” That troublesome Seunghun walked towards me.....
"No...standing here, the view is beautiful."
"Don't come to me....if you miss him, go talk to him."
"He probably doesn't want to talk to me."
"Uh, yes....If you were me, I wouldn't talk to you.....but you should probably try.....let's go....or do you want me to lead you???"
“No need....”
.........I walked away from Seunghoon to the drinks station....I picked up a glass of strawberry juice.....and then some orange juice from Yujin. I like to drink it and put it on a tray....before walking to pick up two snacks and putting them on a plate....before carrying them to the table where Yujin was sitting.......
.............I took a deep breath before deciding to sit down in the chair next to her....and put the tray on the table in front of me........
"Oh....uh......you..fine." What should I say to her.....
"I'm fine....you probably.....are fine too, right?" She answered me with a slight smile....
"I'm fine....and....." I was about to ask about Ji, but I didn't know how to ask....
"He didn't come....now he's raising his child."
“Is it your child with Jiji?” My heart immediately skipped a beat.....
“No......He and I broke up a long time ago....but we're still friends...I can eat this, right?” Yujin said while pointing at the snacks on the tray. ...
"Okay...Okay...oh...and...the orange juice is yours....I brought it for you" I said as I picked up the orange juice from the tray and handed it to her......
“Yujin......I....I....I miss you....every day.” I said what I wanted to say....
"I.....miss you too." She smiled at me....but there were tears welling up from her beautiful eyes......
“And now....do you have anyone else?” I asked, pressing my hand firmly on the edge of the table.....
“And you?”
"I've never had anyone since that day...." I swallowed loudly....
“Right now I don't have anyone.” Yujin picked up some orange juice and drank it.....After that answer, we didn't talk anymore.....just sat quietly......snacks. She ate the whole thing she picked up......Say it, Mi...say what you're thinking right now.......
..........I slowly moved my hand to hold it in hers......She turned to look at my face.....I too looked at her face... ...
“I'm sorry...can we go back to being the same?” I said with tears starting to come out....until I couldn't hold them back.....
"You can refuse....but I'll wait for you," I said, using my other hand to wipe away the tears.....
"You're not going to break up with me again, are you?" She said with a smile....
"Of course..." I smiled as well......
“Stop crying....this guy is.....” Yujin took out a handkerchief from her bag and wiped away the tears that were all over my face......
“Yujin.....” I softly called her name.
“Huh?”
"I love you," I said, holding her hand tightly...and smiling happily...I didn't even think that I would be like this again with her. ....(Girlfriend).....Actually....just her agreeing to talk to me is enough....
"I also...love you....."
"Now we're back to being lovers......can I kiss you?" I said as I moved my hands to hold both of her shoulders.....
“Cheeky!” Yujin said as he slapped his hand on my arm......
"In another 5 years, let's get married -3- and have three sons." I said as I pulled Yujin into a hug......
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