Have you ever secretly loved someone?

There was the sound of getting up from the chair as soon as class ended. The students packed their belongings into their bags and walked out of the room. Almost ten minutes had passed. The people in the room had all disappeared. Except for the petite woman with brown hair sitting next to the window. Orn knew who that person was. Even if you sit with your back turned.

The headphones continue to play music. Empty eyes that looked far out the window Without knowing where it will end The brain in my head came up with a million other ideas. Out of those million and eight things, the same old story has already happened. 99.9% probably thought a little too carelessly and didn't notice the other person's walk. Orn reached out and tapped his shoulder to encourage him, after trying to call out he didn't seem to hear. "Tawan...want to go back together?"

The owner of the name seemed to regain consciousness. He turned around and looked at Orn who was standing behind him. He pulled out his headphones and nodded in response, "Um."

Orn looked at the back of the sweetheart who was still walking in front of her. A small back that seems to carry a lot of problems. Orn lengthened his steps. until it is at the same level as the other person The atmosphere in the university in the evening seemed quiet. It was probably because the other students had all gone home. The sound of the wind blowing softly and the sound of the couple's footsteps could be heard from time to time. Along the way

There was no conversation as usual. Orn glanced at the other's face with concern. Sweet eyes are closed again... Orn didn't like this situation very much. His eyes were blank, his face was dull, no smile appeared like usual. Sweet eyes, a person who is cheerful and has a good mood. Orn felt uncomfortable. In my heart, I wanted to ask and let him know what the matter was. But that's it. A person who's a scumbag like you is a scumbag all day long.

"This...Orn," Tawan said the first sentence to break the silence.

"Do you want to hurry back?"

"No, sweetie, is there something wrong?"

"Let's go to the garden as a friend."

"Um..let's go."

@garden 18:12

Sweet eyes had been sitting and looking out towards the pond for half an hour. With Orn sitting beside him quietly, not saying anything. Maybe Ta Wan wants to use his thoughts alone. Orn didn't think to invite or bother to ask. Let him sit and think alone. You can sit and think until the garden is closed. If it will make the person next to you feel comfortable.

"Or..." Wan's first sentence broke the silence again.

"Hmm, what's up?"

"We broke up with P'Cher..."

"Not okay, right?... You can hug me if it makes it sweeter.”

It might seem a bit selfish to take the opportunity during a time when the other person is sensitive. But Orn really couldn't think of anything other than hugging. What should I do to make the other party comfortable? Tawan pulled the body of his best friend into a hug. Before the sound of sobbing could be heard The tears that dripped down onto his shoulders made Orn feel worse. Orn doesn't like it when other people cry.

Wan's sobbing sound was like a knife slowly cutting into her heart. The more you cry It's just like a knife being pressed down hard. Orn tightened his hold on the other person tighter than before. A hand gently rubbed his head to comfort him. Just hoping that it might help the other person stop crying. She won't ask about any reasons for breaking up. Even if you want to know

Tawan pulled away from Orn after becoming tired from crying. Eyes that were bloodshot and starting to swell Again... Orn couldn't do anything anymore. Apart from watching sweet eyes cry Orn would hate himself more and more. Can't do anything more than that. He picked up a handkerchief and gently wiped away the tear stains on the other person's face.

Orn doesn't like it when Ta Wan cries. Orn doesn't like it when his sweet eyes are like this. The other person's face was more suitable for a smile. "Ee, you're such a crybaby that your nose is flowing," Orn said jokingly, Wow!!! The sound of arm slapping sounded. Ta Wan slammed her small palm onto the upper arm of another person who spoke irritatingly to her. "Bad mouth," Ta Wan mumbled. Or looked at the other person.

That now seems to be starting to return to normal. Hit her like this It's probably better to some extent. The evening sky turns black, indicating night time. Orn stood up and extended his hand to the little man sitting on the floor. "Let's go back...it's already dark." Tawan nodded. Reaching out to grab him, he stood up with Orn pulling him.

Then they walked together back to the dormitory...

  Next day...

"Orn!!!!!!" Sweet eyes ran up to Orn who was waiting under the group with a smiling face and a particularly good mood.

"I'm in a good mood. What's the matter?"

"P'Cher and I have reconciled!" Ta Wan said happily.

"....Are you here to reconcile?"

"Oh, come and reconcile in the afternoon."

"Ah...that's good."

Silence began to reign again. Orn didn't know how to act. How do you express your facial expressions and feelings? It was as if something was forcing my heart to feel uncomfortable but strangely relieved. “Sweet! Let's go." A voice called out the little man's name. Orn turned to look at the owner of the voice and saw Cherprang in a student uniform standing there waiting to meet his sweet eyes.

“I didn't come back today. Brother Cher invited me to watch a movie."

"Oh, okay."

"Orn can go back alone."

"Alright, Orto, Wan, let's go see a movie."

"Then I'll see you. I'll say hello."

Tawan picked up her bag and walked straight to Cherprang who was waiting. A little face that smiled and looked happier than yesterday. His smile has charming fangs and makes Orn's heart flutter every time. Regardless, that smile didn't smile at her. A small back that walked away alongside another person. Even though the person next to me wasn't you, Orn had hoped.

I hope that one day I will be the person who possesses that smile. I hope that one day the person standing next to me will be you. But it must have been before. Now Orn understands that even though the person next to him with sweet eyes is not her, Even though that smile didn't smile at her alone. Orn will not demand anything more than this. If we have possession of it, we will destroy it ourselves. It's a bad thing.

Therefore, Orn decided to stand and look at Ta Wan's back and smile from a distance. The first person to make your sweetheart smile and be happy might not be you. But the first person to reach out to whenever my sweetheart is sad or has a problem will be you. Because Orn will always stand behind Ta Wan. Will be there to hug and comfort you when your sweet eyes cry like every time in the past.

I will be the person who removes suffering. Because my eyes are sweet. Not suitable for tears...

It's more suitable for a smile ;)

On the day when you have no one left, try looking behind here.

At least I'm still here, letting you know that there are still people who care about you.

If we accidentally miss each other, I don't mind.

For those days when you're tired and tired, I'll help you feel comfortable.

Love that person more than you love me.

It's really strange.

When you love someone...

Song 

When you love someone - Day6

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