'Lee Seung Hoon' couldn't believe his eyes even though he tried to rub his small eyes on that white face a dozen times.

The image of his lover, a young man slightly smaller in stature, skin as dark as the color of light milk chocolate. The bright-colored hair beneath the dark blue beanie prevented the snow from falling down and biting his scalp. The sharp-faced young man's body was dressed in an oversized winter suit, which made Seunghoon feel annoyed. His wavy lips curled up into a beautiful smile that showed his teeth. The whites lined up neatly inside the mouth, a wide smile pushing the cheekbones up, the gems making a pair of slender eyes under the dark eyebrows furrowed into vowels, that gesture said that 'Song Min Ho' was happy.

With another man standing next to each other, laughing and talking pleasantly!

In spite of the fact that before this, Minho always had a fierce attitude towards Seunghoon. It's been like this for about a year. It's been two weeks and he hasn't done anything wrong. On the contrary, he did good with everything. They took them out to eat together on New Year's Day a few days ago and bought clothes and small accessories. They did whatever they wanted without complaining, even washing the other person's clothes.

But in the end, it wasn't to Minho's liking at all.

Seunghoon knows that Minho's change in attitude is the symptom of a person who is 'all in', but it makes him a fool when he wants to keep the person he loves even in exchange for tears. ...

Seunghoon agreed.

Love is blind... This word, he admits like a man, really happened. But because he still loved Minho with all his heart, he could only fool himself that Minho still loved him.

Maybe because they've been together for a long time and have been seeing each other for more than two years. Why doesn't Seunghoon know that Minho is...

I'm bored and starting to not love him anymore.

There were many warning signs, however. He is still trying to make the relationship that he built with difficulty last. Seunghoon does everything in his power to make Minho feel the same way about him, making it seem as if their time together on the path of love has passed. For a long time, it was still as bright as freshly baked bread that smelled fragrant in the morning.

"Minho ..."

But in the end, the more you try to pull it in, it's like pushing the other person further away.

Minho didn't like and was even more uncomfortable with the actions of the person who used to love and care for him. The excessive care and jealousy are so over the top that it makes you feel bad more than you understand that everything Seunghoon does is an expression of love. At first it felt good. So good that Minho doesn't want anyone to replace this person. But it's getting worse day by day. In the end, too much goodness cannot balance the love equation between them.

Minho doesn't blame Seunghoon. But he apologized to himself, it was his own fault for thinking of cheating on a good person like Seung Hoon. In the end, he had to accept being a coward and find someone new to play a role in Seung Hoon's heart even though who still haven't cleared up the matter of the old heart

until it becomes the cause of 'double relationships'

"Seunghun hyung..."

Another man, who was not involved at all, was pushed back as if being protected. At that moment, the handsome young man's heart almost stopped. Just so you know that in the end, Minho chose that person.

Instead of protecting the heart of a lover like him

"What is this, Minho?"

The edges of my eyes are hot. His face was numb when he looked into his sharp, empty eyes, devoid of all sympathy and goodwill. Those eyes that had once looked at Seunghoon sweetly had now changed to the point where it was impossible to tell that Minho had any more left. I've given him a place in my heart.

The eyes are the window to the heart...

Seunghoon knows this very well.

"I'm sorry, Brother Seunghun." The dark-skinned owner lowered his head, avoiding the small eyes of the person who had given his heart over to the feeling of guilt filling his chest until his whole body was trembling. Tears were filtered out until they overflowed the corners of my eyes. Finally, they flowed down smoothly onto my cheeks. Even though I lowered my head to hide them, I couldn't hide the pain. "It's me...

Woo Ji Ho hyung and I have been together for a while now!”

At that moment, it was like the tall man's heart stopped working, his eyes were hot. Burning away the tears, his eyes, face, and ears were red. His body, which he had always thought was strong, was so weak that he almost collapsed next to a pile of cold, white snow. It was no different from the lump in his left chest. Now he could feel that it was empty. The warmth was so cold that he could tell that the temperature inside was about to go negative.

I wanted to run up and grab those round shoulders and shake the truth that everything was just a dream or a lie that the other party was joking around with, but it seemed too stupid when Seunghoon realized that this was it. The real event, the reality of the change in condition that Minho had been trying to tell all along.

“That's not true...Has Minho ever told you that he loves you? Who said that there will only be me as the last one..."

"yes ! I used to say it, but now things have changed!”

Seunghoon's bloodshot eyes widened as the harsh words hit his nerves. He couldn't believe that the person who had just yelled at him so harshly was the person he loved even though they stood three meters apart. Instead, they could hear everything clearly as if they were only a centimeter apart as soon as Minho looked up. It could almost block his breathing.

His eyes were slender and sharp, even though they were covered with a veil of tears. But if you look deeper, Seunghoon sees only emptiness. Aggression includes hostility.

It was painful, it was so painful that Seunghoon couldn't say anything.

“Please let me go. You're a good person. You shouldn't be with a bad person like me."

“But I never thought of Minho as a bad person, even if he was spoiled or did bad things. How much with you? I completely overlooked it.” The more I spoke, the more it aroused pain, like being hit by an electric heart pump, no matter how cold the weather was. The damned tears never dried up. “Minho, please come back.

Come back to love each other like before. Don't you remember how much we used to love each other? ?For more than two years It means a lot to us, doesn't it?"

"I've come too far to go back..." Even if it's a short sentence, But it was very difficult to say it and it made it difficult to listen as well. In the end, Minho slowly Breathe out slowly while keeping your mind still. Hide your weakness At this moment, his eloquent face radiated determination and the trembling sobs disappeared before he could speak the forbidden words that had been made in the agreement. "We broke up."

The story between the two people was being restarted like two movies were being shown on different screens. One person had just cleared up his heart problems with relief. Ready to hold hands with someone new with good feelings like nothing stuck. Unlike another person who is falling apart because of love. The agony kept entangling me as if sharp thorns were growing and constricting my heart the more it tightened. It's just too much to endure.

It was like he had been robbed of his last breath. At that time, Seunghoon knew that goodness could not exchange the hearts of people who no longer loved each other.

Minho grabbed Jiho's hand, who hadn't said a word, and held it in his own. Guilt rushed through the heart of the third party. If Ji-ho hadn't intervened in the middle, this torture wouldn't have happened. Jiho knows that Minho still loves Seunghoon. But greed combined with my own sensitivity led to this unforgivably selfish story.

It is both love and greed. During that time, Minho himself was bored with the goodness of the man he loved. Thus creating a small space for a third party like him to easily enter.

Yes… it was wrong, he knew that, but if Minho didn't respond to Jiho's proposal, it wouldn't come true.

Seunghoon's tears overflowed even more. This time, all his patience had run out. He cried like a crazy person, not caring what anyone would see. Lessons from the past have taught men to be strong and not cry easily. But theories always contradict reality...

Physical pain, even if it dies, can be endured. But it hurts mentally, it hurts emotionally. No matter how patient you are, Tears flowed well.

"I... I understand." Seunghoon turned around to delete the pictures of the person who once loved someone else. Since Minho chose Jiho, it really would have run out of time. With a worthless person like him, "Good luck, Song Minho..."

If everyone had reasons for their actions then don't ask why Seunghoon didn't choose to keep Minho longer. Don't ask why Minho was selfish and don't even ask. Why did Ji Ho do such a terrible thing even though he knew it was wrong?

If it was Ji-ho, it would be because he gave up on his mistake. Ji-ho loved Min-ho to the point of overcoming the concept of right and wrong and demanded someone else's lover to take over without caring about what bad things would happen later.

Minho probably had a reason just because he was bored and chose to leave the words of love from the person who was honest with him to start over with Jiho, choosing to learn the word love again without having to deal with the outstanding problems. Cowards hurt the feelings of good people. who has always been beside him

And in the end, Seunghoon didn't want to see Minho feel bad for him any more. If he had to be selfish in exchange for forcing the other person's will, it wouldn't be wrong to let it go easily. He would be the best person who hurts in the world to see Minho's happiness.

Whether it was holding it back or letting it go was equally painful, but letting Minho go at least still got to see the beautiful smile on that sharp face.

This must be the only reason of the stupid-faced man...

Because 'Lee Seung Hoon loves Song Min Ho' the most.

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