Have you ever been abandoned even though you loved him to death?

Love without thinking for your heart

Love that gives everything

In the end, it didn't have any damn value to him at all.

*This story is Wright's true story. The wound is fresh, just happened. But I adapted it a little.

*Please use a bicycle to read.

*There is no intention to discredit the artist's name.

Tell your heart to forget.

About yesterday, I don't want to remember the tears.

I can forget you, no matter how I hold on, you don't plan on coming back...

The sound of sad music reverberated throughout the large room of a high-rise condominium in the middle of the city. A tall figure in a white shirt and black shorts lay motionless on a large sofa. A pair of beautiful eyes were closed, but there were clear drops of water flowing down her cheeks when it came to the hook of this song. It was really hooky, it was as hooky as the name suggests. Hooked into her heart until it was completely bruised.

Namnueng opened her eyes. She sat up and turned to pick up a pack of cigarettes, pulling it out. She turned to grab the lighter that was nearby and walked towards the balcony. She put a white cigarette in her mouth and put it in her hand. Stop the fire Inhaling toxic smoke and releasing it, sharp eyes staring blankly outside at the lights that still shine throughout the city at night, plus the cool breeze that hits your face from time to time, it's cool...but very lonely. ..

Faint smoke was emitted from the petals of her beautiful mouth... Mr. Mee, please don't smoke. I don't like it.... A chirpy voice rushed into my ears, causing Nam Nueng to hurriedly drop the cigarette downstairs without paying attention. Whether it was going to fall on someone's head or not, “It's been a week since we broke up. Why is he still hurting?” he muttered to himself and let the tears flow again.

No matter where I look, there are only things that we used to do together...it really hurts...

Go back to 2 years ago.

“We like butter!!!!” A tall, honey-skinned girl handed a large bouquet of roses to another girl who stood smiling shyly in front of her.

“I like butter too.” He took the rose bouquet and held it in his hand, giving a broad smile to the taller person.

“I'm your girlfriend.”

“Ugh!!!”

“Hug it!!!!!” The shouts of cheering for hugs from close friends echoed loudly around them, causing the two of them to hug each other helplessly.

And on this night of Byenere, a new couple appeared, namely the Ton N couple. Actually, they had been flirting with each other since the first year, but Nam Nueng's sweetness and Noey's shyness made them... We can only give each other good feelings without status all the time.

“Do you want to sleep at our condo tonight?” While all the friends were out dancing at the table, there were only two girls who had just agreed to be girlfriends a few minutes ago, so Namnueng tried to dare to invite her boyfriend. Come and stay in the viewing room.

“Huh!?” With the music being too loud, Noey had to put her face closer to the water.

“Tonight, are you going to sleep in our condo?!” The tall man raised his voice even louder, emphasizing the sentences so that the small man could hear them more easily.

“Oh, alright.” Noey nodded her head and gave a sweet smile to her lover.

“Orn, are you okay?” After the event, everyone was drunk and drunk, including Namnueng and Noey's gang of friends, but the person who was the hardest was like a seal-faced friend.

"Waiyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

"Oh, it's just so sweet that just one day you'll get drunk and it's worth it," said a teasing voice from Jan, who seemed to eat the least at the event.

“Does a person who drinks alcohol as water but is nosy and not drunk have the right to speak?” Cherprang Another friend in the group, whose face was now starting to turn a little red, spoke up.

"Kaew taught me that free alcohol is to be consumed in abundance, right?" I turned to pinch the nose of the little person in my arms.

"That's right, because if Jan eats a lot, he'll die quickly. Kaew will find a new husband, haha." At the end of Kaew's sentence, everyone laughed loudly before talking nonsense for a moment and then going their separate ways.

“Please press 99 and send it to me as a merit point for Sik to open the door for me.” Before driving away, Cherprang turned to ask for blessings from friends to help her pray that her young boyfriend would get up and open the door. A room for you to sleep in like a normal person.

"Then we'd better head back." After the group members had all gone back, Namnueng turned to speak to the little person standing next to him.

“Can you drive back?” the little man asked with concern because the tall man had been bobbed a lot today as well.

"It's okay. I'm not drunk," he said, raising his hand and gently placing it on the small man's head, affectionately.

“Then let's go back. If you can't drive, tell me."

“Will you drive me?”

"No, they'll let you park for a while, knowing that Noey doesn't know how to drive, haha." Then they both couldn't help but burst out laughing.

At the condo.

Two figures hugged each other and walked into the room with enough consciousness to regain their balance and realize what they were doing.

“Do you want to take a shower first?” The little man turned and asked the tall man who was rolling on the sofa.

"No, wow," answered the sound of the bike and then continue to roll.

"Go take a shower or else you'll fall asleep like this again." Noey walked towards the tall man and tried to pull him up.

“Come here,” Namnueng pulled the little man down to lie on her chest and hugged her like that.

“What is this?” The little man raised his head and looked at the owner of the hug.

"Please give me a hug. I want you to stay like this for a while."

"Then Nueng hugs her and Noey will lie down and look at Nueng's face like this."

"Okay, then let's play staring at each other. Whoever looks away first loses." Changed from a lying position to leaning up to sit and look at Noey's face instead.

“Yes!” The little man answered before sitting in the most comfortable position.

“1 2 3 Start!”

The two girls looked into each other's eyes for a long time without anyone giving in. With some kind of attraction, it slowly dragged Nam Nam to bring his face closer to Butter without the little man showing any signs of pushing away or refusing anything.

Beautiful, well-shaped lips slowly pressed against the same part of the other person. Noey tilted his head to accept that gentle kiss with all his heart. One's hot tongue gently touched the petals of Noey's pretty lips, causing the other to open her mouth and send her tongue in to capture the sweetness from the little man's mouth. When satisfied, he pulled away to allow the other person to gasp for air.

The water changed from a pretty mouth to a slender neck, gently kissing and sucking softly until the little man let out a soft sound. A slender hand with slightly bulging veins raised it up and playfully squeezed the lump in the little person's chest before crawling behind the little person and slowly unzipping Butter's shoulder-baring black dress, undoing everything. Don't leave your girlfriend's body quickly.

“Let's go into the room.”

“Uh huh.”

Finishing his sentence, he carried the little girl into the bedroom, placed her on the bed as gently and with the utmost care as possible, and then began to hug all of her clothes off as well, slowly lowering her head to play with the firm breasts that arched in response. Her touch moaned from the pleasure the other person was giving her. A slender hand slid down to tease the sensitive spot, causing the little man to cry out nonverbally.

“Na...one.”

“Huh?”

“It won't hurt, right?...First time.”

"Not at all. I'll do it as gently as possible." He gave the little man a warm smile and started to do it...

The two of them had been together since that day, from days to months. from month to year They quarreled and sometimes hurt each other, but because of the word love, they never broke up for more than one day.

But in the matter of happiness, there will always be hidden stories, like Sowon that lurks in every corner. After graduating and receiving a degree, Noey had the opportunity to go work in another province. Even though in my heart I didn't want to go, but For the future of your loved one, it is necessary to let him do what he loves.

"Don't worry, P'Nueng, just go and intern at the same place as P'Noey. I'll take care of you." His best friend's younger girlfriend patted Nam Nueng on the shoulder to console him and promised to take care of his girlfriend.

“He has to go, Mr. Bear.” The little man hugged the tall figure.

"Oh, have a safe trip, Khun Aob." He hugged back and gently kissed his lover's forehead.

"Don't smoke a lot. Don't drink a lot of alcohol. Don't sleep late. Eat on time."

“Khun Aob, he will do everything Khun Aob tells you. I'll go find you when I have free time."

“Yes, I love you, Mr. Bear. Don't have anyone else."

"I love you too Aob, there's definitely no one else."

“Promise.” He held up his pinky finger.

"Promise." He put his pinky finger around the frog-faced man's and pulled him in for a hug.

“Sister Noey, I have to go.” Chao Sik nudged his older sister to tell her it was time after he himself also went to Oh Cherprang who was crying.

“He's gone, Mr. Bear. Let's go first, everyone." I said goodbye and walked into the gate.

When the small back disappeared into the gate, tears slowly flowed and couldn't be stopped until friends had to come in and help comfort each other.

Until time passed, during that time Namnueng tried to find free time to go see his girlfriend often, until recently, when they grew up, their workload and responsibilities became more and more, causing them to have less time to spend with each other, and they began to quarrel. They got harder and started to drift apart.

Music finished her internship and returned to her lover, Cherprang, her friend, but this is Noey. Working there without thinking of changing companies, reasoning that the money is better than anywhere else... I don't think people from here would want me to come back...

At a restaurant, everyone met to celebrate Music's return from internship.

“Who is this guy named Kanye? Lately, I've seen him often tag buttery pictures on IG,” Ungchai said, handing his phone to his best friend to see.

“Boss Noey,” picked up the phone and looked at it and answered his friend.

"Aren't you jealous with so many tags like this?" Sweet eyes shot a question at the teasing person.

"I'm jealous, sweetie, but maybe it's nothing," he replied, scooping food into his mouth and chewing gently.

"But it's good to be careful. When you're interning there, you'll see Kanye come around and kick Pee Noey often."

"I've never seen you tell me before."

"Because P'Noey doesn't want P'Nueng to think too much."

"Does Noeyman know that if she does this she thinks a lot?" Kaew, who had been listening for a long time, spoke up....Um, Nam Nueng thought a lot, but at the same time she trusted her lover...believed with all her heart that Noey would never be mean to her...

After that, the two of you began to be further apart than before. Noey began to lie. They both started having problems until finally Namnueng decided to reconcile with Noy by making an appointment to meet at the condo.

“Let's break up…” These are the words from Noey that Namnueng received that day. It was so suffocating that I couldn't continue. Noey's breakup words this time were like the other times, but why was it this time? It hurts...it looks cold and empty. His actions, tone of voice, expression...it looks cold, like it's not butter. The person Nam Nueng once knew Noi called her Khun Mee. Butter that begs It's gone...

"Why?" The tall man tried to keep his voice from shaking. He raised his hand to wipe away the tears that were falling.

“I want to be single.” This answer made Namnueng even more shocked than before. Never thought it would actually come out of Butter's mouth.

"So...does Noey still love him?"

“I love you, but I want to be single.”

“If I don't want to be single, will I come back?”

"do not know"

“Have you forgotten Mr. Mee yet, Mr. Aob?”

"um"

What? Break up even though you still love each other and then give stupid reasons for wanting to be single? Damn it...

"Uh...if Noey doesn't have anyone, remember that he's always waiting for Noy right here..."

"Um, let's go first. As for the items and clothes we have left, you can throw them away. If you keep them, they'll be a mess."

“Goodbye, Butter...”

"um"

Once again, Namnueng saw that little back walking away from her...Can people forget people they've been with for a long time so quickly?...

Namnueng decided to take out a luxury phone from his pocket and tap into the green application that he uses quite often.

'I'm breaking up with Noey,' that's all I typed to my friends, then put it in my bag, took my weak body and threw it on the sofa, and let out a full cry. Who would have thought that it would hurt this much.. ..

“Nueng, open the door!!!/Bang Bang!!!” The cheering and shouting of his friends caused Namnueng to bring himself to open the door for them again.

“I can't take it. Ugh!” I hugged my best friend tightly. Everyone consoled Nam Nueng with sympathy.

"Let's take one into the room first," Jan offered and everyone walked into the room and sat together on the sofa.

"What is the story?" The sweet-haired woman asked.

Namnueng started telling all the events to his friends, with tears flowing throughout the story.

“During Sik's time there, did something strange happen?” After listening to the story, Cherprang turned and asked his girlfriend sitting next to her.

"When Sik was still an intern, there was nothing strange at all, but after Sik finished his internship, I don't know."

"Well!! I can imagine it.”

"Can you think of something?" Everyone is interested in Music, including Namnueng himself... What is the story that Music can think of?

“P'Cher, do you remember Ten? Pan's boyfriend."

“Ah, why?”

"Well, he was interning at the same place as Sik. When P'Nueng went to visit P'Ney, P'Nueng found him. It was after Sik moved back and Ten continued to work there. P'Kaen is Pun's older sister. So I invited you to work with me, so you have to be my sister-in-law and that's it."

"already?"

"Well, I'll call and ask about the tent. Is it up to P'Nueng to know?" Everyone's eyes were fixed on Nam Nueng, saying, I want to know. We want to care too.

“Uh, call me.”

"Yes." Finishing his sentence, he picked up the phone and dialed his best friend's number.

(What do you say?)

“Ten, what do you want to ask?”

(that?)

"That is..." Music started telling Ten a story, with Nam Nueng and everyone sitting and listening.

(Ah...if Ten had already told P'Nueng, would he have accepted it?)

“At this point, I have to accept it, Ten.”

(So ​​let me tell you... I have to tell you first that I'm a person who doesn't sleep well and likes to wake up late at night.)

(This story happened after Sik returned to Bangkok for a week. Previously, P'Kaen came to sit in my and P'Noey's room. They talked continuously until I fell asleep.)

(But I suddenly woke up because the light was shining in my eyes. I saw P'Kaen walking out of the bathroom, but because I was sleepy, I thought he probably just went to the bathroom, so I continued to sleep.)

(At around 1 a.m. I woke up again because I had to pee. I turned to look at P'Noey's bed and saw P'Cann lying next to P'Noey...they were hugging each other...I don't know what they were talking about. They didn't care about me. because it's dark)

(When I came out of the bathroom I saw him...)

“I saw Raiten.”

(They kissed...)

At the end of Ten Namnueng's answer, he let out a big yelp.

Is this the person who says they still love her?

Do people who love each other act like this?

After hanging up the phone, Ja Ten Nam Nueng cried like a crazy person. Everyone tried to stop him and try to console him, but it didn't get better until Cherprang had to inject anesthesia for his dear friend... As a doctor, you can do anything...

Love is funny, right?...One person loves him with all his heart...and the other person chooses to overlook the love that another person has for him and find something else better without even knowing that. Is it really love like we have for him...

current

The tall figure still plays the same song over and over to make himself forget that mean woman. It hurts when he goes to check social media and finds that the person she used to love still does everything normally and looks Be happy...with your new person...

“Quit hurting and let's go fuck, you idiot.” The sound of annoyances and annoyances beneath the surface of my seal-faced friend called her out of her thoughts.

“How did you get in there, Ai Ung?” Praija looked at his best friend who had entered his room since he didn't know when.

"Well, you didn't lock the door, so I just opened it."

"yeah"

“Tell me to stop being sad and go have fun.”

"I'm not going. I'm not in the mood."

“About Inei?”

"yeah"

"buffalo"

“Did you curse me?”

“Well, you're a buffalo. He left you for someone else without looking back. Why are you still feeling sorry for someone like this? Do you see that it's sad about you?"

“No.”

"That's why you can stop thinking about it. Instead of sitting here feeling sad like this, you make yourself better than before. Isn't that good? It makes you think it's wrong to leave you."

“I really want to do that, but I still can't forget it.”

"Then why are you going to turn on this song and listen to it until you're tired? Why don't you turn on the beaked turtle over there?"

“Well, it hit.”

“It's true, but when you listen to it, you think about the song too. Brother Ae La-ong Fong told you to forget and wait and it won't come back."

"Oh, don't be scolding me, you idiot."

"Say it nicely, have you ever listened?"

“Huh//shakes head”

“Okay, let's get dressed and go. Head over heels drunk.”

“Iwan let go?”

“Let go...it's bad!! It went too, waiting in the car there.”

"Okay, then let me get dressed for a moment and I'll be down."

Some people only come to teach us a lesson and do not intend to become a part of our lives.

Stop dwelling on the pain and look ahead. The person who is truly ready to love you may be waiting but they just haven't found each other yet. That's all.

What will happen next? Let's give time to decide...

3 years have passed

LINE

Butter : Nam Nueng

Butter: What are you doing?

Noey: Are you still waiting for us at the same place?

Noey: We want to go back to Nam Nueng.

Noey: Namnueng, do you want to come back to us?

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