I don't care, if it's poison I'll take it gladly.

There is no temptation sweeter and more powerful than you.

You brightness absorbed all the darkness of this world and the light blinded my eyes.

No matter how much darkness I can't resist in front of you, I only want you.

Whenever I hear this song being played with the sweet sound of the piano fingertips swaying, everything is magical and I have to stop and listen to absorb the feelings expressed in this song. I really want to know who performed this song but Never had a chance.

"Again, you're standing there looking dazed like someone who's drunk on marijuana."

“I just like this song like I've heard it for a long time.”

“How did you hear that? Sunggyu wrote this song with his younger brother.” Sungyeol looked at me with a strange expression. Then I walked out to help people outside. It is certain that I will ever hear this song. I was an employee in his close friend's shop. Plus, the person playing this song is the lover of the shop owner. I must be really dreaming.

“L!! I have good news to tell you. Today's salary went up, yay!! " This tall guy was overjoyed again. He jumped up and his head almost hit the ceiling. His head exploded and he shouted and annoyed his ears. He really didn't mind. But if you have memory loss like me, it will be really bad.

“I have been working for almost 3 years and have just received a salary increase. From a cruel employer, "Speechless without words Nam Woohyun walked over.

"Who do you think is a cruel employer, Sungyeol? You'll change your mind and deduct your salary."

“You can deduct Sungyeol’s money and give it to me, hahaha.”

“But...you still want to go home. Or do you want to stay here? I didn't see you go out and look for the people of your house.”

Woohyun asked. I didn't know how to answer. Maybe I didn't need to know the past. Today I am very happy. But I still want to know who I am and where my family is. If it weren't for Sungyeol saving my life. By now, I would have died as a forest ghost for a long time.

“Maybe it would be good not to know about the past that might have been bad.”

“Then why don't you think that maybe your past It might be good. You could be the heir to a billionaire somewhere.”

“I'm fine living like this if my family really exists. By now he must have found me. It's been 3 years and I still haven't seen anyone looking for me until I'm discouraged.”

“If you think like that then..uh.. I'm going to practice singing with Sunggyu right now. Please close the shop."

“Are you sure you didn't go looking for your family?” Sung Yeol took the key from Nam Woo Hyun.

“I feel like Being with you is happy."

“Hmm?” Sungyeol's cheeks then blushed and he quickly walked away when I was about to stare.

Parking lot along the Han River

“The shop is full of customers today, darling.”

“Probably because you came to help me if I was free. Please come find me. Do you know that I miss you so bad already?

“Right now I'm very busy because after my younger brother passed away. I have to bear everything. I'm sorry, darling.”

“Call me darling, darling. So do you really love me?”

"I can do anything for you. As long as you love me alone."

"You're talking like I'm secretly having an affair." Woohyun lightly tapped Sunggyu's shoulder with a fierce engagement.

“I only want you, Nam Woohyun.” The little body was leaned in with his arms to be wrapped in the warm embrace of another person who was longing for love.

"I'll write a new song for you, darling."

“I really want to hear you sing.” Woohyun made a very pleading face.

"The music file is in the room. I didn't bring it with me. I'm sorry."

"Are you going to tell me to wait? Every time I wait, you always forget."

"Then go take the record to your house and listen to it. You can come in and out of your room all the time."

“If you're this busy, You don't have to find it for me. I will be with someone else who has more time.”

“You can't!! Don't say things like this if you're dating someone. I'm going to go after and kill that person.” Sunggyu yelled at him, causing his little body to flinch.

“Oh....I'm just kidding. Don't say such scary things, I'm afraid."

It's past midnight. Nam Woohyun slowly opened the door and entered the house. because the other person was sleeping on the sofa The sleepy person's voice muffled before he opened his eyes.

“Coming back so late, there's food in the cupboard. If you're hungry, you can warm it up and eat." Al said, then covered himself up and went back to sleep.

“I still woke up and told you. I'm sorry, Al. Until now, I still haven't had enough money saved up to move to a new house. Having opened the shop for 3 years, it's still not enough to buy a bigger house."

I haven't slept yet. But hearing these words from Woohyun's mouth, I felt quite sad. I must have caused him great distress. Even though I tried my best to help him, this was all I could do. Maybe I had to go find my family. Because I still can't live in someone else's house like this forever.

Someday he will have someone to love. I can't live like this anymore. I feel so sad..

Help light my path whether I want it or not. I've decided

I will give everything to this risk, I will protect you no matter how difficult it is.

I can't see anything but you.

Excited to learn that Kim Sungkyu had composed a new song for himself, Nam Woohyun rushed to get the music file at his condo the next morning.

“I don't know where to put the disc.” Woohyun opened his desk drawer. Then I saw a lot of CDs. There were only 2 that didn't have names written on them. It might have been one of two discs, so he picked it up and hurried back to his room to listen.

"L, please leave the shop today."

"Why don't you just stop by the store?"

“Did you miss it? Haha.”

"Crazy. Just joking."

“Hey! What? Are these two secretly together? Sungyeol came to take L to work.

“The two of us have been together for a long time,” L teased.

“Be careful, this boyfriend. Jealous person will definitely shoot you in the guts. Haven't you heard any news that he might be the one planning the murder? Uh..”

Sungyeol is a quick-talker. He almost said something but fell silent as soon as he saw his friend's expression.

“What did you just say, Sungyeol, my boyfriend?”

“Nothing....uh... Just to say that he's jealous. It's nothing. Let's go."

I quickly got up from the sofa. It looked like there was something wrong with me, but Sungyeol couldn't speak. Or he didn't want to upset his friend. I'd like to know too.

“You can talk more about that.”

“No, it's nothing. Woohyun's girlfriend is really jealous. It almost broke my head. because of misunderstanding"

“There really is nothing.”

"If you say you don't have it, you don't have it. You can ask."

Sungyeol really wouldn't tell me. I've been working at Nam Woo Hyun's restaurant for almost 2 years and up until now I've never seen his jealous girlfriend. Maybe because He rarely comes to the store. Most of them will meet outside. Whenever he came to the shop, he always played that song, which I liked. and always wanted to listen and could only secretly listen in the back of the store

“Have you ever been in love, L?”

"What a crazy question. How am I supposed to know? I don't even know my own name."

“It's just that some of your memories are gone, but you're good at other skills. Maybe you will remember your lover.”

"I don't know. Don't ask."

“Or has your memory returned? Do you have memory loss?

“Why would I do that if my memories returned? I must leave you guys. I won't be here to create hardship or burden on you all.”

“Don't say that. I'm sorry. You don't take my burden. And I am willing to help you.” Sungyeol held my hand tightly.

“But I am a burden to Woohyun.”

“You can move in with me but...my family...uh... Then we can rent a room together.”

“It's time for me to go, so I should go. Thank you very much, Sungyeol.”

Nam Woohyun had heard the rumors about Sunggyu before and he was a determined thug. There is a half-brother named Kim Myung Soo who died in an accident 3 years before they started dating. At the bottom of Sunggyu's heart, Woo Yeon knew best. In fact, Sunggyu was a very sensitive person. When he was weak, he always asked for love from his loved ones.

“I really want to know what song to compose for us kekeke.”

As soon as the file on the disc opened, instead of a love song file, it was a video clip. Nam Woohyun fell to his knees on the ground, holding his face in his hands, covering his eyes. Tears started to overflow and flow down both cheeks. It's a clip..

“Myungsoo, look at this. Your girlfriend is really cute.” His other hand held a video camera. Along with narrating in your own voice

“Hyung, don't do it to me,” the clear voice of a young boy begged with tears in his eyes, but Sunggyu didn't care one bit.

“You have to look closely. My younger brother.” Sunggyu placed the camera on the table and turned towards the bed to get a clearer picture and sound. Screams and moans were ineffective. The thin body was slammed down onto the bed forcefully with both hands of the thick body. Tugging the thin shirt off like crazy.

"Really strong, just this one."

Nam Woohyun couldn't finish watching the video so he picked up his laptop and smashed it. But his eyes stumbled upon a picture frame in that young man's room. It's a photo with someone he knows. The picture may not be very clear. So he put down his notebook and enlarged the picture to make it bigger and clearer. The many tears that flowed might make him see things differently.

"impossible "

His feelings now I don't know what it is, and it hurts my whole heart that the person I love the most has done something too bad to forgive and he can't control his emotions. Now he wants to be alone. And cry enough...

Late at night, two dear friends returned and saw a completely dark room, as if no one was there. Nam Woo Hyun might be going out with his girlfriend again but why doesn't he just lock the room? L was curious so he walked to the bedroom to look. Saw Nam Woohyun lying exhausted on the floor and the things in the room scattered. It's not in good condition.

“Woohyun, what happened?”

“I want to be alone. I want to be alone. Go out!!“ Woohyun opened his eyes and opened his mouth to chase away.

“Can you tell me what happened?”

"Get out!! Did you hear that?" The angry voice shouted at me. It was very worrisome. I didn't know what to do so I immediately called Sung Yeol.

“I really just want to be alone. Please, don't tell Sungyeol. Woohyun's tone softened.

“Alright then, but don't hurt yourself. I'll leave you alone for a while.”

But it was unbelievable how Nam Woohyun could change his mood so quickly. Because in the morning he acted like nothing had happened. And Sungyeol didn't notice that. Your own close friend Distracted, hurting things and then lying down crying like a crazy person. If I told Sungyeol, they would say that I Definitely slandering his friend.

Today, Woohyun has truly come back as bright and cheerful as ever. I should be relieved, right?

“L, if I could make you go back to your family.”

Suddenly he was talking about this again. I might really be a burden to him. Maybe the reason why he cried last night was because he had an argument with his girlfriend who mistook me for his girlfriend. Deep down I want to go back to my real home, but I don't know. What am I afraid of right now?

“You indirectly kicked out my friend again, right? Woohyun, uh.. can you please let me save up another month or two of rent before we can move out together? Please calm down, friend.”

“Oh...have you guys agreed to date each other? “Woohyun turned to me and asked.

“Ha!!!”

“Hey, Sungyeol, have you been so stubborn up until now?” Sungyeol's face turned red. Then he got up and walked away to the balcony.

“Sungyeol has liked you for a long time.”

"Oh, I'm joking again."

"Or do you already have a boyfriend?"

"nothing........ My memories haven't come back yet. How do you know who your boyfriend is?”

“So, do you love Sungyeol?”

“How can such a thing be said? Sungyeol and I will be friends if my memories come back. And I actually have a boyfriend. What will Sungyeol do?

“You won't reject my friend. But you don't dare promise, right? But if you break up with your girlfriend, is it okay to be with Sung Yeol?”

“It's about the future. I can't promise If I love that boyfriend more than Sungyeol, I don't want anyone to be hurt because of me.”

“You're afraid, that guy is hurt. You have feelings for him, right?”

Nam Woohyun kept asking questions, I was almost unable to answer them. It really is like that. If I love that boyfriend more than Sung Yeol, the person who hurts the most is Sung Yeol. I don't want to hurt his feelings. If we're friends like this, that's good. It's better for my memories not to come back.

“I'm away for the time being on business in other provinces. If someone comes to see you or contact you, tell them this.”

“If your boyfriend comes?” I asked but he answered with a cold answer.

"Tell him this."

And he disappeared for many days. But Sunggyu didn't come to see him. I suspect they went on a trip together because these two love each other very much. Has there ever been a sweet love like this in my past?

"I'm back, L. There's someone who wants to see you."

One person walking down the bus made my heart go numb. He called me “Myungsoo hyung” and ran to hug me in view of everyone. And in front of Sungyeol next to me, he slowly walked away from me.

“I really miss you. I always believe that you are not dead. “Some people hugged me tightly with tear-stained smiles.

“Who is Myungsoo?”

“Myungsoo is you, my lover.” Nam Woohyun ran quietly to find Sungyeol who had disappeared behind the store. I wanted to talk to him but I couldn't go.

“Sir, don't cry. So sing to your heart's content. And I'm really sorry. who brought his real girlfriend.”

“It's okay. It's okay. You did the right thing and one day L will have to leave me. Woohyun gently patted his friend's shoulder to console him.

“There will be troublesome things happening after this. You have to be by the side of the person you love, you know that?”

“Why? He has returned to a place where he should be happy. What other difficulties will arise?”

“Because Myung Soo is Kim Myung Soo, my girlfriend's younger brother. That rumor might be true.”

“How is it impossible?”

Even though I knew my name, Sungjong never told me. Where is my home, my family, or my past? That's about myself. And most importantly, I didn't feel attached to the feeling of being Sungjong's lover at all. I don't want him to know that. I don't feel like I love him like I used to, or because my heart has changed.

“Why won't you just tell me where my house is? Who is my family?

“I want you to think of stories yourself.”

“How is it different if the memory returns on its own? with what someone said Or do you guys have some secrets?”

“Maybe it would be better for you to go home late. Now I can find a new place to live.”

“I myself have caused Woohyun trouble for a long time. You should be able to move out.”

“So where are you moving to? Why don't you come live with me? My house is very spacious. Why do I have to go live with Sung Yeol, the two of you?"

“Then...you go live with Sungjong. And there is no need to come back to this shop again. Sungyeol said in a sad tone.

“Why do I have to leave you guys? We can still be friends like before.”

“L..if you stay with us. Your life might be in danger. This time it might not be just amnesia.”

“You talk like someone is going to kill me. Why? The reason I have memory loss is because Is someone planning to kill me? It wasn't just an accident, right? What do you guys know? Why didn't you tell me? Do you still see me as a friend?”

“We don't know much, we're just worried about you,” Sungyeol said in a trembling voice.

The phone rang interrupted. Nam Woohyun immediately picked up the phone.

“Sungkyu hyung called, please come talk.”

“I'm about to go in.” Sunggyu was already standing in front of the house. It was the first encounter between two blood brothers who had not seen each other since that terrible accident.

“Myungsoo, you're not dead yet. “As soon as I saw Younger Brother Sunggyu's face, I rushed over and hugged him tightly.

“I thought, you're not dead yet, where have you been? I miss you very much.”

“Myungsoo has been working in the back of my shop for almost 3 years, but he has never come out to see me. Most importantly, Myungsoo has amnesia, can't remember anything, not even his girlfriend or his family.”

“Thank you very much for helping my little brother. Myungsoo, let's go home. There is no one else in our family except We are two brothers.”

Now I am very happy to receive the good news that I have an older brother who is also my friend's lover. There was nothing better news than this. I hugged my brother with a numb feeling. I was very happy, but why did Sungjong and Nam Woohyun's eyes not congratulate me?

“Myungsoo hyung, don't go with him. Don't go. Please, stay with me. Don't go with him.” Sungjong held my arm tightly.

“Myungsoo will be able to return to his real home, why is it forbidden? What's not good about siblings living together?"

“Uh...I haven't packed anything yet. Anyway, can I stay with my friend for one night?"

“I want to stay with you. My boyfriend is the same. I think it's going to be bad. We haven't seen each other for many days. “But Nam Woohyun seems to be very indifferent towards my brother. They probably aren't on good terms yet. You must give these two people some time to be together to understand each other a little.

“And where does your younger brother live, darling?”

“L is sleeping at my house. The two of us have been together since the day we came to work.”

“Uh..Hyung, I sleep on the sofa, while Woohyun is in the room. He is my employer.”

"I have something I want to discuss with you, dear."

“But I don't have anything to talk about. Please don't call me darling for a while. I feel kind and not good.”

"What are you angry about? Tell me so I can reconcile." I stood beside him. When I heard it, I felt greasy and wanted to vomit. My friend really teased my brother, pretending to be upset and making me reconcile.

“Let's go get sweet first.” Sungyeol quickly cut in. Then Woohyun and my brother went outside to talk. As for Sung Yeol, he was drowsy, walking outside the house with only me and the perverted Sung Jong still talking inside the house. After a while, my tall friend suddenly woke up.

“Just now, I saw your older brother drag Woohyun into the car and leave.”

“Oi, did they fight that much? It should be resolved. “I'm really worried about my friend.

“Come and look at the house.”

Sungyeol quickly got out of the car and followed me to my house. that I never thought of No matter how big and magnificent this is, this is me. The heir to a rich man like Nam Woo Hyun used to tease me that we couldn't bring the car into the house. Because it's the owner's order, but I'm the owner of the house. Why can't I enter? Anyway, you have to try it.

As soon as I emerged, the guards in front of the door rushed into a scattering mess. They probably thought, I'm dead, it's a good opportunity. I quickly ran out of the car and into the house.

“I want to know. What causes you the most pain in your life?"

“My pain is the loss of a loved one.”

“How did you lose it?”

“Being ignored by your lover, being robbed of your lover by someone else.”

“Is that all? If I belong to someone else How sad will you be?”

“The pain is unspeakable. I really want to hug you. Can I hug you?"

Nam Woo Hyun opened his arms to receive a hug from Sunggyu who was longing for love. What a pathetic person. He once said that he never received love from anyone. Even family members He has never been in love with anyone. Until the day we got to know each other