A boy who likes pretending and a girl who hates pretending.

There was a young boy named "Le" who studied in Mathayom 2 at Pattaya City School 11. This child is a person who likes to help his friends, is cheerful and hilarious, but in reality, his background is sorrow and loneliness. He is used to tears and sorrow. Make him not cry easily

Sometimes we may see him as a cheerful person. But deep in my heart He is lonely and lonely. Until one day when he met A grade 1 student who was like an angel, and of course, he fell in love with this girl. And she is "Fern", a cheerful girl inside and out.

She was also a quick-witted and intelligent child who was the woman of his dreams. And a few months later, he confessed his love to the girl and she accepted his love willingly. But not long after, Le was unable to love this woman because he saw The future that will happen If he still loves you and you still love him

Because he knows that in the future He may not be the person who can make her happy. Because he wanted to be a soldier But the women didn't like the soldiers. And Le knew that he probably would not be a soldier with a high rank. And the duty of a soldier is to sacrifice.

And if he dies, who will stand by her side? Le tried to think that it was just a stupid reason. So he said to himself, why don't you think of a reason why it would look better? And when he sat down in the red chair again He suddenly thought of a couple who were both his friends. They love each other very much.

But suddenly they broke up It made him think that one day, if he wasn't the one being dumped, he would have to be the one dumping him instead. Plus what would happen if he shared his life with her. This is the reason why he had to break up with her. "Because I'm not good enough." That's the first thing he thought of. No matter how much he loves you

Of course, Fern must love him more. So he revealed his behind-the-scenes identity. To make Fern hate him and break up. Even though he felt bad, he did it for her. But when he lost her, he felt so bad. He was sadder than before from where he was already sad.

He didn't know what to do because until now she must have hated me to the bone.

Can someone please tell me what should I do?

Because now I'm a bad person in his eyes.