The moment your smile disappeared
The sky was covered with dark clouds
It must have been mourning the tomorrow that you're not in
The moment your smile disappears
The sky turned into dark clouds.
It's like I'm sad that there won't be you tomorrow.
Stop The Rain - DAY6
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'The number you called cannot be reached at this time. Please try again..'
The call center's voice repeating the same repeating sentence didn't make the person sitting on the edge of the rooftop railing pay attention, their slender eyes looking intently at the horizon that even if the sun had already set, they could still see it.
Darkness gradually enveloped him, and when he looked down below he could only see complete chaos.
The thin figure let out a sigh and looked down at the cell phone screen that was now completely black.
No matter how many times I search for it I've never encountered it.
“What are you doing up here? Did you know it was dangerous?”
The person sitting absently heard footsteps approaching along with a deep voice that sounded tired like always. They didn't have to look to know who it was.
“Sigh.”
A sigh sounded nearby along with the faint smell of cigarette smoke. The thin body didn't answer the new person. He simply pressed the phone and dialed the familiar number again.
'The number you called cannot be reached at this time. Please try again..'
Phew!
The person behind him exhaled smoke before speaking again.
"Today you didn't answer the phone again? That's too bad for your girlfriend."
A strong hand rested on the small shoulder as if wanting to comfort the absent-minded person on the rooftop, with only the light from the door giving light. A gentle breeze hit the beautiful face that was covered with tear stains. The owner used the back of his hand to wipe it away, scalding it. Then he slowly jumped down from the edge of the railing to face the tall figure standing behind him.
“Go back to your room. I'll send you right away."
The slender figure nodded to the person he had encountered for a whole month. There were no words from the other party as a strong hand held his slender hand and forcefully pulled them together.
“When will you be able to forget him, Kang Younghyun?”
Deep voice said softly as he walked along the path, the smell of the other party's cigarettes still hadn't disappeared even though the cause had been extinguished and left somewhere, the question that didn't need an answer resounded in his head as if Someone repeated Kang Yonghyun, secretly looking at the side face of a person in a gown whose name he didn't know.
“You can never forget someone you love very much.”
The tall figure stopped walking and looked at the person next to him who had just spoken to him for the first time in a weak voice. Younghyun, dressed in a light blue hospital uniform, walked forward without waiting for him. The slender hand that had been holding him slowly slipped away until he was tall. who just realized that he had to follow
“What if I can make you forget?”
The patient's pretty face looked up at him, eyes that had not held the same sparkle as they had the first time they met, meeting the taller man's light brown eyes.
Ah.. Tears are flowing again.
Inside his chest, he felt pain and constriction, especially in his heart area, because the words of the tall figure in front of him made the memories of the past that he had buried deep inside come back clearer again.
The thin body was pulled into an embrace close to his chest. The sobs that sounded again and again confirmed that the person in his embrace was crying heavily. A slender hand was placed on the doctor's back, as if wanting to rely on Kang Younghyun just now. Realized today how weak he was.
“Cry it out.”
The young doctor gently rubbed his thin, occasionally sobbing back before sighing.
'The number you called cannot be reached at this time. Please try again..'
The light body felt annoyed, his slender hand still pressed the phone and dialed the same number repeatedly. All the lights in the house were turned off, with only the light coming from the mobile phone. His eyes looked at the white numbers of a digital clock on the wall with picture frames of various sizes attached to it.
02 : 15 am
Kang Yong-hyun, who was sitting on the chair with his knees hugged, hugged himself tighter and lowered his head. He was shaking and couldn't move, only because the thing that destroyed his territory was darkness. Park Jae-hyung, who was The only refuge he had was not here. He took a deep breath and thought of the face of the person who made him comfortable.
A thin smile in the darkness was drawn on a pretty face.
It's okay, he told himself.
Some memories suddenly appeared as he closed his eyes.
Park Je Hyung opened the door and entered the house with a weary expression on his face. The inevitable two days in a row had left him exhausted. His long legs walked through the living room, intending to take a shower to freshen up before going in to wake the other person up. in the bedroom, but then he was surprised to see that all the lights in the house were on. The thin figure sitting slumped at the dining table made his heart skip a beat.
Kang Yong-hyun's body was cold, his face was pale, covered in tears and his lips were dry and cracked. Jae-hyung gently shook the other person until he heard a moan in his throat.
“Jay!”
The other party called his name with a trembling voice and hugged Jehyung. Hearing his sobs and feeling the wetness on his chest through the shirt he was wearing, Kang Younghyun cried.. Without saying anything, a strong hand lifted up to hug and comfort him. Looking at the situation, he guessed that the power went out last night.
“What's the matter, hm?”
“When... last night, the power went out,” Younghyun's muffled voice spoke, but his face was still buried in his chest.
“I was scared, so I sat here.”
Seeing that the person sobbing into his chest had now lifted their heads to meet their eyes, Jehyung gently stroked Younghyun's soft hair.
“Then why didn't you call me?”
Younghyun frowned, his slender hand reaching for the phone on the table, unlocking it and showing him the screen.
The latest call log shows his name with parentheses at the end.
JAE (92)
The owner's eyes widened and he quickly reached for the phone in his trouser pocket and pressed unlock, but the screen was still completely black.
“I called you.”
"I'm sorry, the battery died at some point."
The tall figure pulled away from the other person and went to charge his own phone battery.
Missed call : Younghyun (92)
Miss Call's number that appeared after inserting the charger only added to Jay's guilt. The other person's thin figure followed him before dropping down onto the doctor's back. Jay said softly.
"excuse me"
Younghyun shook his head.
“Just you coming back is enough.”
Jay bit his lip. Even though he had promised Younghyun that he would not make another person cry or be sad because he was just like that person, he ended up hurting Kang Younghyun himself.
Je-hyung hurts the person he loves.
“I know you're afraid of the dark and I should be here with you.”
The tall figure turned his head and pulled the person behind him into an embrace again. Je-hyung promised himself again that he would never hurt Young-hyun again. He didn't want to be that cruel person.
The cool breeze on the rooftop hits the faces of those watching the sunset. The hour before dusk is Kang Young Hyun's favorite time before darkness replaces the orange glow of the sky. His jet-black hair fluttered in the wind. A slender hand picked up his phone and took a picture of the sunset. Then he pressed into the popular chat application before clicking to send the latest picture to Jehyung.
He was grateful to the tall doctor who had brought him back to living a normal life again during the four months he had been with Park Je Hyung. Mayong Hyun was always grateful for everything the other side had done. What made him
Those times were the happiest times for him.
A thin smile curled his lips at his own thoughts as the sky slowly changed color.
But those happiness could not overcome his terrible memories, just like the orange color of the sky slowly faded due to the darkness.
'The number you called cannot be reached at this time. Please leave a message after hearing the signal..'
“I love you, Je-hyung. Thank you for everything you've been through. I understand everything now. I'm sorry for burdening you with fatigue."
Kang Younghyun snorted before hanging up the phone, just as the orange light from the sky disappeared completely.
Old memories that were erased by Park Je Hyung who created new memories for him. The pain of dying of losing the person he loved, he remembered the words Jehyung had said when he was still at the hospital.
'What if I can make you forget?'
And Jehyung really did it. The image of the pendulum swinging back and forth and the face of the person in the white coat flashed in his mind.
But that might not be as clear as the person in his memory, the person Kang Yong Hyun had been looking for all along but had never found. No matter how many times he called, he would only hear the same voice answering because That person is no longer in this world.
The person he loves with all his heart.. Not Park Jae Hyung
“Sungjin, do you think I am a mean person to Jay?”
Slender eyes looked down at the mobile phone whose screen was completely off. The lights from the traffic below reflected on a pair of beautiful eyes that were filled with tears.
"If I'm mean I should be punished, right?”
Darkness and a cool breeze answered as the slender Kang Younghyun slowly stood up outside the rooftop railing.
“If I die now Will I get to see you?”
The thin phone's screen flashed brightly when a call came in and then turned off when no one answered. It did so dozens of times until the call screen went dark. The phone's cracked screen displayed the person's name and face. Incoming calls will change to notifications about the number of missed calls on the lock screen instead.
Missed call : JAE (15)
END
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