It is said that people never really forget anything.
Those memories are still in my head. When something came along to stimulate me.
So it made me think.
Maybe I was tired or stayed up late because I was working hard. To make my ears and eyesight blurry heard some sounds
feels familiar
It became clearer when she stood in front.
It is still the smile of others.
Almost forgot.... That I loved you before
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The side of the face, the bridge of the nose, the eyes, the lips, the height, why are they the same as that person? Or is it the same person? She didn't study at this university. She probably wasn't Prim. I might have been blind. But I wonder...
I followed that woman. Leave a long distance Looking back, it really looks the same. Then I suddenly stopped. What am I doing?
Even though I almost forgot about it. I look back The woman disappeared into the crowd. That's good...
I went to deliver work in the building. Today is Saturday. The atmosphere is therefore a little different from normal days. There are actually students coming to study. but less than normal days Because the people I saw today reminded me of old stories. Even though I don't want to miss you But it's impossible to prevent that thought.
Prim... She's my friend. We are very close. Too much until my feelings changed I myself was lost in thinking Prim probably feels the same as I do. We do many things together. Including some things that friends don't do.
But then I realized that Prim only saw me as a friend. What hurts more than a heartbreak is thinking about it yourself. I admit that I was a young loser at the time, so I backed away. I don't want to see your face. I don't want to hear your voice, I want to forget you, I want to go back in time before I felt this way about you. Before I love you
Before passion takes over Since then we weren't as close as before. Prim kept asking me if there was a problem. I never told you I definitely won't tell her.
I'm still in the building. I'm not very high class. Sitting looking downstairs
When I think of old stories, I always get depressed like this. My feelings just stopped from then on. fade with time And it comes back every time I think about it. Laughter came from below.
Looks familiar... this kind of sound.
I looked down slowly.
People this morning! From this angle she really looked like Prim. Very similar. I pulled myself back in through the window.
My damn heart wants to see your face, but I don't want to. Many feelings are squeezing my heart.
No, I don't want to go back to the way it was before.
I walked into the bathroom Go sit and think alone. It's like I haven't grown up at all. Still the same loser as before. I should move on. Don't be stuck with old feelings. Even if a person is a prim And why would you do that? While I was sorting out my feelings
"Tis, he's going to the bathroom for a moment."
“Then let's go get our things first. When Prim is finished, let's wait in front of the bathroom."
"Okay."
Prim...
Prim! Is it true? The sound of feet slamming into the bathroom.
There are many people named Prim. But the voice was...
I opened the toilet door. Opposite the door is a mirror.
The mirror that reflects isn't just me. But it also reflects that person's face.
That girl didn't notice me, but I saw it was really her.
I'm thinking about going back into the bathroom. But he had already noticed me.
"An... An, right?" A bright voice called my name as usual.
I turned to meet Prim's eyes in the mirror.
"Really." Prim turned her head and looked me straight in the eye.
"Prim, hello."
"I think I'm familiar with the faculty I studied in. The group and this one. How are you? We haven't seen each other since high school graduation."
Toss... There is actually one person in our region as well. Are you a lover or not? Should I know?
"I'm fine, Prim."
"Oh An, I remember we were closer than this," Prim said, walking over and touching my arm.
I looked at her hand in horror.
I almost forgot your touch.
He turned to meet Prim's eyes. she smiles at me
The eyes, the voice, the sweet smile
Really almost. I almost forgot.
I kicked her hand back. Touch at my fingertips Makes old feelings come back
“Ahn, in high school, was it like you were angry at him or something? We've drifted apart."
"I'm not angry."
"Why were they so far apart then?"
"Probably because... at that time I was stressed about clubs and studies."
“I remember Ahn also leaving the sports club. At that time, An did it so well that he would die."
A strand of Prim's hair fell. Aren't you annoyed?
So I took it out and put it behind my ear.
"Eh! I like to do this for him, I remember! I miss you so much." Prim smiled brightly, making me smile again...
I almost forgot. That I loved you before...
"Prim! Are you in the bathroom?” A male voice that I had heard earlier rang out.
"Toss, he's here," Prim shouted back.
She released the hand holding my arm. My hand that was holding you fell off as well.
"Th..."
"My girlfriend, A! which should be known Or maybe I've never seen it."
sweetheart...
"Um, you've probably seen it before," I said quietly.
"Who are you talking to, Prim?" Toss didn't look up into the bathroom. He just shouted and asked.
"Meeting an old friend. I'll go out soon," Prim replied to her boyfriend in a good mood.
Prim turned and looked at me.
Turns out it was me who avoided her eyes.
"Let's go Prim, he'll be waiting a long time."
Prim pursed her lips, a little dissatisfied.
"Ah, my goodness, we've met each other. So let's contact you on Facebook. It's still not fun to talk about."
"Uh"
Prim smiled at me again. before waving nonstop get out of the bathroom
There was the sound of Prim and his young boyfriend talking excitedly. The sound gradually became fainter as the two of them walked away.
I almost forgot. That I've experienced pain like this before
After a moment, I heard a chat message on my mobile phone. I picked it up and opened it to look.
It's a picture that Prim and I took together. along with her message
[Have we ever taken this photo before? I just miss it. So I opened and looked at old albums. Forget about it!]
I pressed print and immediately put away my phone.
"Um, I almost forgot."
But it's better not to revive it. Let the sinking go away...