" I miss you "
" I miss you too "
'Ek' is the name I have always yearned for. The heavy eyelids began to droop. I didn't want to sleep, I didn't want to sleep, I didn't want to dream..
"You're getting louder every day."
He whispered after sitting staring at his new computer for a long time. In my brain, I start thinking about the same things over and over, thinking about faces, thinking about voices, thinking about Ek..
"Oh, why? Why does it have to be me who always thinks about you?"
For the bass The story of 'us' never gets old. '2 years', two years that he's been thinking about this all along. After deciding to stay for a long time, I finally chose to walk out and leave everything behind. Giving a reason to the other person that he will continue his studies and not have to worry.
Actually, it's not at all.
Not at all, not even a little bit..
Slender fingers continuously scrolled through the timeline page on his communication device. But was stopped when he came across a sentence.
' Everyone knows about me and Revy now. Yes, now we have broken up.'
'Revy' my best friend She is very nice. So good that I wanted to die when I found out that I had fallen in love with her boyfriend.
We both know our relationship very well, best friends, soul mates, but deep in our eyes, it's not that kind of feeling at all. Yes, I think, I think with him.
Think more than friends..
" Ekbase "
'I really miss Ekbas.
TT
When will you guys be okay? :( '
'Ekbase, I'm thinking about it.
TT '
Slender hands move the blue application continuously. I miss Ekbase too.
" How are you "
"Oh, what do you think about calling me? "
the other end of the line asked with excitement and doubt. After no contact for a long time I still remember Ai'Kla's shouting and shouting unchanged. from that child People who can't keep up with the world Suddenly he came to discuss the matter of being taken as the lover of Ai Chao 'Yuen'.
In the end, it ended with them agreeing to be a romantic couple to make the fans happy.
Ah..so different from my partner..
“Dare, who are you talking to? "
A familiar voice came through on the other end of the line. Just hearing the sound made my heart skip a beat.
Building..building..building
"Hello? Hey! P'Aek brought my phone! "
The sound of banging all over the place. I tried to control myself as much as possible, even though my heart was pounding so hard that it was about to burst out.
" hello "
Try to reply in the quietest voice possible. But it didn't work, in the end the person on the line recognized my voice.
" Bass.."
"Oh, it's me."
The other end of the line was quiet for a while until the call ended up being disconnected.
...I feel so sorry for myself. Why do you have to expect something that is impossible?
A communication device was thrown aside as a thin figure fell onto the thick bed. The clock continued ticking until it hit midnight. How long had he been thinking about today? Beautiful eyes began to fill with tears. In the end, he ended up with his face pressed against the pillow. Let the tears be the outlet for everything.
Rrrrrrr!
The phone rang and woke me up from my slumber. Who dares to interrupt my sleep? Did you know that it's not easy to close your eyes and fall asleep? How can we call and wake each other up easily like this?
' Ek '
That person's name on the phone screen. Am I blind? Or maybe you're dreaming? I tried to wake up from my lethargy. I picked up the phone Hands..touching the phone like this must not be a dream.
"Hello"
“Why do you talk so distantly? Don't you remember me anymore? "
Because of this, I can't stop thinking about you..
It's not that I stop thinking about it. There isn't a day that goes by that he doesn't think about him, not at all..
"Oh, who would forget that?"
"How are you? I haven't seen you in a long time. Do you still have a pink head? ” The other party uttered a long speech.
"I'm fine. My head is still pink as usual."
I don't want people to delete the picture of the pink-headed bass. Even when looking in the mirror
Feeling a bit strange However, I'm still happy to have my hair this color. It's true that Aek likes pink..
"Do you miss me? "
"Ask me what?"
"Oh, if you ask, I'll answer."
I miss you..I can never stop thinking about you..
"Oh, who's going to miss you?"
"Really? As for me, I really miss you."
The left side of the heart began to function abnormally again. That word he didn't even dare to think about. But the person on the other end of the line spoke simply.
"What's wrong? In a hundred days and a thousand years, I haven't seen you and I've never said anything to you."
"So I'm breaking up with you..
Decided? What is it that makes you sad? Have you quit playing games and become a surgeon?
"When I think about it, It's difficult too. You've been running away from me for this long. And you still let me think about you on the same side?” The other party seemed to have released many things, but of course words couldn't express the many feelings of the person on the other end of the line. Not even the slightest bit..
"Bass, can you hear me? "
"What did you say? Do you know it? "
"I know, I know everything. And I want you to know too."
"I want you to know that I love you. Like you've always loved me.. "
love? Do you love it? He didn't want to think that something like this would happen to him.
He always thought that Donna already had a boyfriend. There are people who are worthy, there are people who love, there is a future with women like men should have. But it's not the case at all. Two years had passed before he knew the truth. Two years when everything should have stopped. Both relationships, feelings, nostalgia..
"You're not crying, right? I can't comfort you."
"I miss you. I want to hug you."
I let the other person carry on the conversation like that. Time and time again I heard the words love and miss come from the other end of the phone.
" Have you ever thought about our future relationship? "
"It should be your future, not us."
I don't know what inspired me to say that. There was silence on the other end of the line for a while. I was afraid.. afraid that it would cut off the phone like last time..
"Ours. In my future, you will be in it too."
1 month has passed since I returned to Thailand. They protested for a long time about when they would return. In the end, he had to give in to the stubbornness of a famous game player. Fans are paying attention to this matter. This was different from the other party who was quite calm and sure that if I came back it would definitely be like this.
If asked about the relationship now I can't answer. It is just a relationship that we will continue to have with each other. If you have a major, you must have a bass. If you have a bass, you must have a major.
In the end, memories brought us together.
Thank you for not going anywhere.
Thank you for being here all this time :)
Made from my memories Story from my memories
Everything comes from nostalgia :)
See you soon..