We've been together for a long time. Until it's grown this much

Even the first day we fell in love.. Or play together like children... Do you still remember the fun and sweet time.... You probably remember it just as well. But you probably didn't feel anything when you did this disgusting thing to me..

@Condo

"What's wrong with you? Are you sick?” my boyfriend Jungkook asked. After opening the door, he saw me still lying on the bed.

"............" He sat down on our bed. while reaching forward to look at me lying on the bed The bed he often returned to in the morning.

"It's already late. You don't normally wake up this late." I was still quiet, looking at him holding my hand and stroking it.

"............" Where did you go last night? Why don't you go back to sleep? Are you worried? I want to ask everything. To know much more than that

"Why are you quiet? Hmm. Are you angry? I'm sorry I have to leave now," he said as he kissed my hand back and forth.

"..........."Then the mark on the neck Who did you kiss? To the point of letting him make a mark?

"The party ended late. If you don't believe me, you can just call and ask the Aishukas."

"Um.. I know. Are you hungry?"

"I'm not hungry, but I'm very sleepy. There's no class today, so I'm going to sleep."

"Um, let's go take a shower."

"Yes." Phew.

Jungkook leaned over and kissed your cheek with a wide smile that you agreed to talk to him. Then get up and go take a shower.

Hurry, I don't want to cry anymore.. Hruk :'(

After Jungkook went back to sleep and you showered, you headed out as your friend had planned.

@cafe

"Again? Oh my gosh, break up with him. You've given up too much."

"Nabi, I can't take it anymore." After showing Nabi the picture that had been sent in the message, I don't know how many times. from a woman

“It's the same woman. It's been many times already. You know who it is.” Nabi looked at the picture on my phone of a man sleeping and cuddling with a woman on the bed. Look, you know what they've done.

“Because I know who Nabi Hruek is, I also know that Kuk isn't the type to take women everywhere. But if Kuk has been playing with this woman for this long I don't know what to do anymore."

“Stop crying,” Nabi consoled me and held my hand. “We've been together since middle school. Until you've graduated from university, you guys. And that girl has wanted yours for a long time. In the end, it was taken away."

"Hruek, yes, he can take it. Hruek, you..." I cried until I couldn't stand it.

"Yes, I know you. I love you. Please stop being like this."

"I'm asking for ... one last time." I stared into my best friend's eyes and lowered my head to cry.

@Condo

"Where have you been?" after I returned to my room in the afternoon. Jungkook, who was in the kitchen, greeted him.

"Let's go find Nabi."

"Oh, I've come just in time. I've prepared some food too. Come eat quickly." It hurts that he's still the same. Everything is the same.

"....." I walked over and sat on the dining table. And there was a large plate of spaghetti placed in front of him.

"Let's eat together like always." Jungkook brought out a pair of cutlery. And we sat on the same side. We often eat together like this. Because at that time we had just moved into this condo together. Jungkook had to be the dishwasher that day because he lost to my game. So I saved on plates because I was too lazy to wash so many plates. Heh, that's funny, right? ...After that, we often ate like this when we cooked simple meals for ourselves.

"Open your mouth and feed me."

"....." I looked at his face and smiled. I ate the spaghetti he fed me. Then turn around and face me. Try to chew the food that is in your mouth. But the water kept flowing out. Why is it so tiring?

Jungkook Part

You've been looking strange for several days. The most obvious thing was probably this morning. Up until now, we've been sitting and eating together. But Yu is still strange. Or would you know about it? No, if you knew, you'd probably be upset.

"Kook...Hruek," Yu called out to me. Even before he turned to me, he already knew that my girlfriend was crying.

"Yu.. why are you crying?" I put the cutlery on the plate. then go find u

“Kook, you can't stand it anymore..huh? "Kook doesn't love you, so why didn't you tell me directly?"

"Y.U, what did you say.."

“I've slept with him many times. Kuk doesn't love Yu, so why didn't he tell Yu?" Yu bowed his head and cried painfully.

“Yu, who told you what? Didn't Kook tell you not to trust other people too much? What else did you listen to?” People like me are afraid of wrongdoing. It's really scary.

“That's enough, Kuk. You know everything. No matter how many times Kuk slept with Nayeon, you saw it all. But Yurokuk told Yoo himself. You're in a lot of pain, do you know that? But now you are suffering. It's painful that it keeps hurting like this."

Yu raised his head and looked at me with tears in his eyes.

"Yu, I'm sorry." I hugged Yu and put my head on Yu's chest. I accept everything. Just don't lose this woman. "I love you. I made a mistake. I'm sorry."

"........" Yu was still sitting there.

"Listen to Kuk... The first time it was a mistake. Kuk was drunk, but... when you didn't catch Kuk, he had fun doing it over and over. But Kuk didn't love him.."

"That's enough, Kuk. Go take responsibility for Mr. Yeon. You can stay."

"What do you mean?"

“He has liked Kuk since we first started dating. In the end, he was able to take the kook. Did you know that Yu was never afraid that Kuk would be shaken by him? But now it's arrived.... She wiped away her tears. "We broke up.."

"no! Never quit! What are you talking about?!” I held Yu's arm tightly and stared into Yu's eyes. "Well, what a mistake! I'm sorry! What else do you want? ” I snorted and shook Yu.

"We've been together for a long time. Why don't you know that I'm scared? But I'm wrong."

"........." She is a woman who knows everything about me.

"Don't you feel sorry for Yu? Why didn't I think of you when I did?"

"But I love you," I said softly.

"And what about you?"

“It was just for fun. I'm just infatuated with his body. I swear I never loved him."

"And if you keep getting old? Your body isn't like this. Are you going to keep looking for other people?"

"I love you. I'll use my heart to love you. Hehe, don't abandon me." I removed both hands from Yu's arms and bowed my head to accept the reality.

"Are you using your heart to love me? You are the same.. Kook is the one who made Yu sad. Is it hurt?" I nodded. "And you, how much can you endure it?"

"I'm about to quit. I won't bother with it again..Yu" I begged Yu.

“If Yu doesn't catch Kuk, he'll still do it. I didn't think of U at all. You think we grew up together. Someday I'll think about it and stop and tell Yu myself. But no, I still did it until last night and I went to sleep with him. And what about Yoo? Yu slept alone. But I have someone to sleep with every day. Both Yu and Mr. Yeon Kuk is never lonely. Bored with Yukook, go find him.

Thinking of Yukook comes like this. You can't accept it. Even though I feel guilty, my feelings have ruined a lot, Kuk."

I listened to what Yu said. I feel very guilty. I love you only But the bad things I did were too much. I betrayed our 8 year love, the woman I cared for all this time. But I was the one who hurt her. Not ready to let go of her hand.. But I was too disgusted with myself to ask for another chance.

"Kuk...Hruek.....loves Yu and will continue to love Yu. If Yu goes, Kuk wants Yu to believe. That word of love that Kook said The actions that Kook has done for the past 8 years I've never fooled you."

2 weeks..

@university

"Can you take the test?" Nabi asked.

"Um, well, I'm dizzy. I can't help it. I can't concentrate,” I said as we walked out of the faculty building.

"Oh, please take care of yourself." Nabi said.

"It's hard to accept. But I'm trying."

"Um, I love you." Nabi patted my shoulder and smiled at me.

"Yu! Wait!” As the two of us were walking, a voice called out to me from behind. Made us both stop walking. Then he turned to look at the person running towards him.

"Suga.." Suga, Jungkook's friend in the group.

"Well, can I talk to you for a bit?"

"If you have anything, you can talk here," Yu replied.

"Uh, it's.. about Jungkook.."

"I'm not related to him anymore, I'm sorry," I said quickly. Before holding Nabi's hand, she turned and prepared to walk away.

“Now it's really bad. Anyone who talks to him is quiet. I rarely come to study. The rice refused to be eaten. It's really bad."

“It's not about you. He should have someone of his own to take care of him,” I said, tightening my grip on Nabi's hand as I turned my back.

“No, it's my fault that you did it. At that time, he was just playing around. When the alcohol got into his mouth, the story became more serious. Because we know that Aikook loves you very much. But I didn't think that that girl would bite and not let go. And that day, Aikook also made a mistake."

“The reason he played with that girl more than once was because that girl always approached him. When we went to the pub, that girl always followed us. If one day I'm really drunk, they'll continue together. But part of it is also because of me. I saw this as fun so I said no one would tell her. Sorry, I'm not here to make excuses for my friend. I know it's stupid to do that. But now it's really bad.”

"..................." Red-eyed Yu held back tears and sobs.

"I.. want to ask you to go look at it."

"Hruek...and me! Why do I have to endure this? I was deceived. Don't you guys have any sympathy for me?! “I turned around and yelled at Suga.

"Yu.." Nabi patted his shoulder to stop people from starting to stare.

“I just came to make a request. I feel sorry for her. But if you are uncomfortable with my request, that's fine. Think about it.” Suga walked away feeling guilty for making you cry.

"Let's go, Yu." Nabi gently took Yu's hand, who seemed to be unconscious. Get out of here.

@BaanU

while eating

“Eat a lot, child. Now my child doesn't eat much at all. Isn't your food delicious?" Mom

"Uh, no, Mom... You're losing weight."

"Why is the daughter's daughter beautiful?"

“Then... Okay, Dad, then I'll eat it all today. I've been forcing myself not to eat a lot of mom's food for a long time." I lied and acted playfully so that Mom and Dad wouldn't be suspicious.

“And these people often come to sleep at home. I don't go back to living in a condo with Jungkook. Does that person miss his child badly? During this time, my mother doesn't even see my face. Normally, when children come home, you have to follow them often. What are you arguing about?"

"A little bit, Mom." I lied to Mom because we had already broken up. I still don't want to tell my mom right now. The longer dad is around, it's going to be a big deal. Especially if you know the reason why it happened. Dad must not be reserved.

"It's normal, right? When we were young we were like this." Mother

"Um, but don't make me sad. That's enough."

My family won't ask much. Because my father and mother also give me a lot of privacy about this matter. You will ask a few questions. Because our families already know each other. I never thought that the relationship I knew with his family would end.

After finishing eating I went up to take a shower. Then pick up the phone and check.

65 missed calls

12 messages

Call every day, send messages every day.. I didn't block anything. Actually, I want to know what they will do. But I don't want to answer any calls. I opened and read the messages every day but didn't reply. Today is another day.

my koogi :

Today I miss you a lot again.

my koogi : 

Today's dessert, I ordered a cake from a shop near the condo for you. Change some, right? Please eat some.

Yes, there are snacks delivered to your house every morning.

my koogi :

I want to go look at your house, but you'll probably die of anger. If you don't act nice at home

my koogi : ....

my koogi :

At first, I let Yu go in a cool way. Because I admit that I am very bad.

But right now I can't take it anymore. I miss you so much. It's funny. :)

"Hruek Aiba" I sit and read it every day and cry every day. That he was trying to accept what he told Nabi was a lie.

my koogi :

I love you.

my koogi :

I love you.

my koogi :

I can't take it anymore. You've been punishing me for a long time. If you can go back and fix it.

Kook will never do anything bad like that to Yu :'(

"Hruk..." I miss you too. I can't do it. We've never been apart for 8 years. I can't do anything without contact like this. Two weeks is very painful.

Yu brushed away tears and decided to get up and change into another pair of pajamas to go outside.

"Dad! You borrowed the car!"

continue

@Condo

I stood in front of the room several minutes after arriving. Never felt that the door to our room was this difficult to open. But I've made up my mind. I have to finish it.

Tid

After entering the room code I almost immediately held my breath. Including the smell of alcohol and cigarettes from the fragrant room where I often spray the air. Instead, there was another stench that was very noticeable.

I covered my nose and walked over to the sofa in front of the TV and there were bottles of liquor. beer cans and smoked cigarettes Strewn all over the living room area.

After that, it was possible to guess who was only in this room. Where do you refuse to go to study? So I slowly opened the bedroom door. Looking at the bed in the dark The light from the mobile phone of the person lying on the bed was first seen. Jungkook had his back to the door so he couldn't see me. So I slowly closed the door and walked over to the bedside.

Considered to be concentrating solely on the phone. Because I came this close and still didn't feel it. And who told you to turn off the lights and use your phone?

"Yu... I miss you."

suddenly!

"Why don't you answer Kook? Why don't you answer the phone? I just want to ask for a chance..Hruk..U.."

I was shocked to suddenly Jungkook spoke up. But Jungkook spoke to the phone that he was staring.

"How long have you been lying here staring at your phone in the dark?"

All of a sudden!

I said as I walked over and turned on the light. From the beginning, I felt very sorry for him, but now I'm annoyed that Jungkook hurt himself.

“Yu!” Jungkook closed his eyes and adjusted to the light. I tried to get up but he suddenly fell back onto the bed as usual.

"Yu, are you here? What's wrong? Are you dizzy? Did you drink this? Why aren't you sleeping?" Jungkook was very thin, his face pale.

"You're back?" Jungkook asked, still looking sick in bed.

"Lie here. I'll bring a cloth to wipe your face, it'll make you feel better."

“Yu..don't go..” Jungkook held my hand.

"Wait, Yuma, I'm not going anywhere."

"....." Jungkook just nodded.

Jungkook Part

Yu has returned. I was shocked to hear Yu's voice. But I was in too much of a hurry and I felt dizzy because I couldn't adjust the light. Now I'm lying down and looking at Yu, who's wiping my face.

"I'm sorry.." I said because it was the only word I could say right now.

"..........." Yu stopped looking at my face for a moment then turned around and put the cloth in the basin. Then he stood up and took the basin to walk out.

"Yu.." I will cry again. That you don't care about me

"..Heh... I'll come. Let's take the basin and put it away first. I'll definitely come back to talk.” Those words made me smile happily.

We sat and talked at the dining room table in the kitchen. Because I'm nothing else. But at first it was just shock.

I'm sitting and looking at Yu's face. Because I'm afraid that if I say something, you'll yell at me.

"What do you have to say?" Yu asked me.

"Uh..."

"If there is no U back"

"No, there is, there is.." I took a deep breath. I admit that right now I'm very afraid of my girlfriend.

"I love you. I'm sorry. I'm so evil for doing that. Kuk. I really can't have you.. Heck, I'll punish Kook no matter what. But let's not abandon each other. Don't break up. I accept everything. If you don't want it, don't go anywhere.."

I spoke through tears. I feel guilty. I feel sorry for myself and I love you. I don't want you to leave me.

"And why did you leave Yu to sleep with him?" Yu said with his arms crossed over his chest, looking at my face.

“Kuk.... Kuk never intended to meet him. The first time, I was drunk. I don't even know what happened. When he woke up, Kook hurriedly came out of that room. But after a while, the girl followed Kuk to the pub. Then tell me that I will send the picture to you. If you don't go to bed too. Kook doesn't know what to do. But Kook helped that girl with his hands. Just a hand My finger is wearing a condom.

Kuk did this when that girl threatened Yu. And I'm wondering..."

"What are you wondering?" Yu asked immediately.

“Kuk suspects that Kuk shouldn't have had anything to do with her that night. But Kuk was still trying to find out, but Yu found out because that girl was born to kiss Kuk on the neck. But Kook pushed him away and ran away. Then Kook returned early because Kook felt guilty about Yu. So Kuk went to sleep with Yugyeom in the room first and came back early so Kuk could take a shower before sleeping in our bed.

I've never slept with that girl while I was still fully conscious."

"Kook tells the truth. That the Aika people urged Kook to continue with that girl. I don't know if that girl threatened me to tell you about that night. I don't know if I really did anything to that girl or not. They thought Kuk was willing to sleep with that girl.”

"Do you know what you did?"

"I know, I'm stupid. Very stupid." I bowed my head and accepted my guilt.

“What if there was nothing that night? It's like helping that girl masturbate."

"Kook......"

"Yu will be back." Yu got up and walked away.

"Yu, wait." I held Yu's hand.

"Kook has said it all. Won't you give Kuk a chance?"

".... If you still can't find evidence to confirm that anything happened that night, You won't come here again. You're back."

I smiled. What you said meant that you gave me a chance.

“Thank you, darling,” I yelled out.

“Please put things in the living room neatly. If the day I come back, you will still see something like this.."

"Wow!" I was so happy like a crazy person. After Yu closed the door

You Part

2 days after returning from talking with Jungkook Jungkook was completely silent. Until I feel sad

This morning I received a call from a strange number.

"Hruk Yu I.."

"Who is Hallo?"

"I'm Mr. Yeon... I'm calling to apologize. Huh. I staged the whole thing myself. Huh?"

".........." I was shocked when a woman suddenly cried and said it was Nayan.

"Bring it here....Hello, this is Yugyeom. We can make Nayeon confess. Aikook has returned. I'll probably let her listen to it herself. I let this girl call you because Jungkook wanted this girl to apologize to you."

"Ah..um.. okay.."

Phew, I let out a sigh. Because I was so shocked that I forgot to breathe.

“You, son, Jungkook is here,” his mother shouted.

"Mom," I smiled and stood up. Ready to listen to the whole story from him, my boyfriend.

2 weeks later

“It's late, you can go back,” I said to the person who was comfortably laying on my lap on the living room sofa at home.

"Whoa, I'm chasing you again. You're coming back too."

"No, go back. What if dad sees you?" After eating dinner and sitting down, my parents left us alone as usual.

"Yuah, you haven't come back for several weeks."

“I will punish you for that. And how can the punishment for doing this to you be so harsh?"

"I'm just pretending. Otherwise, that girl wouldn't confess."

“You played with a gun and pointed it at his head like that. Plus, the next day he resigned from the university again. Is this a prank?” I thought of a clip of Nayeon sitting on the ground crying while my girlfriend pointed a gun at her head. Then forced her to talk about the whole incident on camera.

“Yes, I'm sorry. I don't know what to do and get Yu to come back. If that girl doesn't confess what happened. And then you left Kuk. What will I do?"

"I love you.."

We slowly moved our faces towards each other.

Spring rolls!

“Oh!” Jungkook cried out after I slapped his belly.

"deservedly"

"Kuk, Kuk."

"Shit... get up. I'm going to sleep with you today."

"Ha! Really! Really!” Jungkook stood up and shook my hand.

"Oh, but you sleep in the other room."

“Nah…” Jungkook made a face.

"How can I get scared? What will you do without telling Yu? What if you really have sex with him out of lust? What will you do? Even if you give me your hand, Yu doesn't like it very much. Now I'm angry again. It's better not to go."

"Yes, you can sleep in different rooms. But let's go back to our condo."

"......" I pretended to think.

"Naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa"

"Huh..oh, I told you how to go."

Foam!

"I love you. I'm sorry."

"Um"

I still haven't fully recovered from my anger. But Jungkook told him his reasons. At that time, he thought that if I saw a picture or clip that Nayeon took, if it really existed. He was afraid I would never come back to him. So he did something like that. Then he admitted his mistake and sincerely asked for a chance with me. So we've been together for this long, our 8 years must not be meaningless.

END

Is it a good ending?

It's really going to end badly. But because of the long wait Afraid of being scolded 555

I'm sorry for the long wait.

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