Wholeheartedly yours

Genre : Angst, Romance 

AU-Thai EXO - #KrisLay feat.ChanBaek

As soon as the family lawyer 'Latthaphon Thanasila' read the message on the piece of paper, he was sure that he felt three emotions appear on the faces of the people gathered together. One is the satisfied expression of Madam La-on Thanasila, the family's eldest daughter-in-law, who now holds the position of the most powerful person after the sudden death of the family's most prominent magnate.

The second is that the faces are so calm that it is difficult to predict the feelings of 'Kanatip' and 'Chanathip Wannasingkorn', the big-in-law and the little-to-be in-law of the family that owns the inheritance, so large that it is fearful that it will pile up. Really can mountain

and the third belongs to his half-brother, Ballop.

“What! This is...!”

"Stop it, Mom. You know what we're going to say," interrupted the voice of an elderly woman who looked youthful on the outside with a hint of beauty on the level of a former national beauty queen. Those eyes still didn't look at him like they always did when he spoke.

“This is all Grandfather's decision. Or that we don't love I don't respect Grandpa anymore. I want to argue to make grandpa in heaven uncomfortable.”

"but...!"

The remaining words that Ballop intended to say were halted by his light touch. He held his younger brother's hand. And I ask you to stop quietly. in his way

The method of Latthaphon Thanasila, the grandson who is the eldest grandson. A grandson who is not a beloved grandson.

It would not be surprising if all the assets of such a great family Nothing will be his.

In his heart, he was truly saddened by the tycoon's passing... Or Grandpa, an old man who was taught to be called that by his parents who had passed away before him... even though he never received a hug. never received kindness Raised to be only a pawn in this prestigious business board game.

Lutthaphon may have hated that he often compared himself to his younger sibling, Ballop Thanasila, because the younger sibling was born from a 'destination' that his grandfather wanted. Instead of being a young man who owns a garden next to the sea like his father. So you received love. Affection from everyone in the family Don't do that. He even thought of hating his younger sibling. Younger sister who lives under the roof of a beautiful mansion in the middle of the same city.

Siblings who study at the same school

The younger person who received the toy Various snacks are the same.

He is a younger sibling who was raised with the utmost love from the hearts of those around him.

But Ballop's cuteness as a child makes him love his younger sibling with all his heart as well.

The rest like everyone else... He was more used to it than he was used to it.

Therefore, the rest of his heart was like a winged bird that sang happily over a will that was no different to a blank piece of paper to him.

…Because today he is free.

“I agree with Lop. This isn't fair to Lat at all,” his husband said as soon as he got into the luxury car. Departure back to the equally imposing mansion of the Wansingkorn family.

throughout the return journey For several minutes, Khanathip was silent. It was the silence that Lutthaphon had once felt frightened. Because I always felt that this kind of silence from the person next to me was a sign of not getting what I wanted.

And at this time, the person who didn't get what the magistrate wanted was him.

“Yes, probably like that.”

"Latt isn't angry, isn't he sad?"

“What about you? Are you angry or sad?”

“Sure! Lat didn't get anything even though he was working so hard. Anyone who asks knows that in many crises Thanasila survived because of Latana's skills. The fact that Lat didn't get anything like this As a husband, you must be angry!”

“It was Grandpa's wish. And if Lat will be sad... Lat was not disappointed that he did not get the treasure. I'm just sorry that..." he said. His words trailed off as a large, warm hand slid into his and held it tightly.

Acting as people who love each other should do.

The figure took a deep breath before continuing. Say every word that has been in my heart for more than twenty years.

“...until now Lat did everything to be accepted. Lat was still not accepted. Just a fraction of love Lat never got it.”

“Lat...”

“Lat is tired, P'Kana. Lat wants to stop everything.”

He looked at the side of his beloved husband's face. Someone sent a message, and that person was so distracted by the message on the mobile screen that the hands that had been holding each other for less than a minute moved away. That attitude made Lat unable to pity himself in his heart.

The faint warmth that remains

The fake warmth of someone who acts as a husband.

A warmth that was never real

It was just what Kanathip thought should be done.

The young man was a bit surprised that his own voice didn't shake and he didn't feel like crying at all.

“Lat loves P'Kana. I've always loved her. I've loved her since before she flirted with me. The feelings I started having with you lasted that long.”

A bold declaration of love that didn't seem to fit the context at all, causing a sharp expression to turn and look at him.

“Latt...?”

He smiled, a smile that he didn't even know meant happiness. Or is it sadness?

“Let's break up.”

The situation of the tall older brother sitting blankly with a basket of work files piled in front of him was beyond ridiculous in Chanathip's opinion. However, he didn't feel like picking up his phone and taking a photo to blackmail like he always does. His eyes caught sight of a small wedding ring that looked no longer the size of his brother's finger, rolling around on the other person's slender finger.

Especially when my brother's left ring finger still has another ring that looks similar.

And because there was no sparkle in those dark eyes like his old smart brother had.

“Lop told me about it,” the younger man began his sentence, sitting down in the heavily padded leather chair in front of him.

“…What do you think is the reason for this?”

Kanathip didn't wait for his brother's answer and poured out every thought until it was gone.

“When did I do something wrong? In the past, we hardly ever argued with each other. Okay, our lifestyles might not have matched at first. But I broke up completely for him.” I really broke up. Whether it's alcohol, cigarettes, women or men. Whatever Lutthaphon has said that he doesn't like. Or even just frowning, which is a sign of dissatisfaction.

Khana agreed to give up everything.

“I dedicated myself to changing myself so that Lut would accept me in almost everything. So what happened? Chana, please help me think about it. Because I haven't been able to sleep for many days now."

Chana sighed. Seta looked at the mess on his brother's table because he suddenly didn't want to look at that handsome face.

“P'Lat is both talented. How smart are you? I know that too.”

“Sleep together every day. Breathing hard together in the room every day..." Chanathip paused while secretly observing his brother's expression and then sighed.

His stupid brother really doesn't know anything.

“...Wouldn't it be that P'Lat doesn't know for a moment that the person I've liked since university was actually Lop? But I had to marry P'Lat because both of our parents thought P'Lat was the eldest. Also studying management Graduated directly from the field to work specifically, unlike architecture students like Lop. And I think that I will definitely get treasure because I can manage this well.”

Is it the first time in his life that the vice president of the company saw someone like Kanathip Wannasingkorn's face turn pale?

Why can't I remember?

The true story is that he married Lutthaphon because of benefits. and according to the needs of parents

Thanasila and Wannasingkorn Two large families whose fathers' generations were close friends. and determined that the two great families would be united in one way or another by using their children as a golden chain.

At that time, the energetic young man that everyone wanted was like him, thinking only about profit. I didn't think much of it because Lutthaphon himself was cute. Even though he has a serious and quiet personality, he is never stupid and self-centered. But compared to the bright and lively ball, it is almost impossible to catch on. But that's it. At that time Kana was still young.

It's like the wind that doesn't want to remain silent on anyone. But you have to obey your father and mother.

He couldn't remember why he decided to marry then. I just thought that Lut himself wasn't that bad. Even though it's a bit bland, it's still considered too good. If that's not enough, we've seen each other's faces for a long time. Moreover, nowadays you can get married and get divorced. Easy and very popular in just over a week.

But of course, the idea of ​​divorce no longer exists. I don't know when it will disappear.

...The more I think back The more he felt that he didn't realize how stupid he was.

“You mean…”

Chanathip shrugged. “I don't know for sure. Lop himself doesn't know. That person doesn't know anything anymore. But the possibility is extremely high. What do you think?"

The young company president's heart seemed to fall from the top floor of the building onto the street below. Got trampled by a vehicle with all wheels and bounced off without any damage.

"But you know that I don't think anything of Lop anymore."

“The person you need to talk to isn't me. But it's P'Lat," Chanathip said. Thinking about it, he himself may have been more or less at fault in this matter for not thinking of warning his brother sooner. Just thinking in the same way that just letting things pass quietly would end easily, even though you should know that even the patience of a person who has endured all his life like a religious person can run out. the same

Chanathip is the younger brother. He had known his brother well since he could remember. And I also know that at this time the heart of the current oligarch is not the heart that has the same feelings as it did five years ago.

"If he knew... Why would he put up with me for five years?” Kanathip suddenly asked in a hoarse voice.

The audience rolled their eyes, unable to help cursing in the intro why it was so stupid.

"Because P'Lat loves you."

It was like the remnants of my heart had floated back into me again.

I don't know when it had this much influence. Even though the word love didn't come out of Lat's mouth. Just in the same sentence.

The young executive's heart ached. The whole person fainted.

Should he have known more about the religion? The other person is his true lover. A person who looks smooth on the outside like calm waters. In fact, hidden in my heart was a cold undercurrent all along.

In the past, it was him who had neglected something until it became a gap, leaving room for the other party to interpret it himself.

And because it is like that... He was afraid

Afraid of the fact that for how long he had let the clan figure things out for himself?

“How many days have you not been able to sleep? Brother Lat, how many years has he not been able to sleep? From now on, I'll think about it myself. Brother Lat, didn't he ask for a week for you to decide before going in to tell your parents?"

The younger's long legs had not yet stepped out of the door. A powerful voice spoke first.

"what?"

“Talk to Lop for me.”

Chanathip raised an eyebrow. Blinking his eyes, he looked at his older brother who seemed to be a little more lively because he had at least stopped acting like he was dead and calmed down a bit. Looking into his eyes, he knew that his formerly talented older brother had more or less thought of something.

The rest... is up to P'Lat.

Latthaphon couldn't help but smile with satisfaction as he looked out around his new 'room', a condo in the suburbs that had been inherited from his father. It can be said that if anyone knew that this was the only treasure that the talented executives of Thanasila Group had, everyone would probably shake their heads and say, "No way."

But it's possible.

And now the young man couldn't deny that he felt like he could breathe with great ease.

“Brother Lat, Brother Lat, have you thought about it well? And what does P'Kana say? Why did P'Kana give in so easily?"

Memories of when he'd mentioned the proposal to spend a week apart before the divorce was official replayed in his head. The night before the opening of his will, he almost couldn't sleep because he couldn't think straight.

It wasn't that he didn't think that he might not inherit anything from his grandfather. Because this is a certainty.

But it is unthinkable what he will do with his relationship with Khanathip after that.

Maybe because of the husband's expression. That makes it easier for him to decide.

Shows that he is disappointed in his wealth. I regret the benefits. My goodness, I really agreed to marry him. In the end, he lost the big family inheritance. When he opened his mouth like that Khanathip kept quiet. He didn't say anything and agreed easily.

It's as easy as when we agreed to get married, there's no mistaking it.

Oh, that's right. He's probably the only one who remembers what happened back then.

"I don't know what P'Kana thinks, but for me, I'm sure I'll do this," he answered. and realized that he had made a mistake when he turned to look into the eyes of the person he was talking to.

"Don't make that face, Silph."

“Lop doesn't like it at all. Lop doesn't want Brother Lat to do this. At least if P'Lat will move out of P'Kana's house. P'Lat went back to the big house. Can't you go back and live with Lop?"

He looked at his little brother who was standing there with his head tilted to the point of crying and he shook his head in amusement, “I'm not a child anymore. Understand that I also want to have some freedom.”

"And Brother Lat..."

"I love you. I always love you. I will always be your only good brother. Do you know that?"

Ballop's tears finally fell. When he was a child, he never knew what P'Lat must have felt for over twenty years. Until he grew up and knew what was going on, Ballop was angry at his mother and angry at his grandfather.

And now he was angry at himself. In the past, Ballop did just that.

The more I think about younger people, the more I feel sad. Even though he is such a cute younger brother to P'Lat, But in reality, he was one of the people who always stood by and looked at P'Lat's deep regrets.

If there was to be someone responsible for this brother's broken feelings, Ballop thought that one of them must have him too.

Very good Brother Lat Saen understands and always takes care of fortune. He has been very good to fortune. Even though Brother Lat really is such a good person, why are the elders so proud? Many prejudices blind us to the point of harming a good person.

“Such a crybaby. Wait a minute, Mom won't let me into the house because she thought she was arguing with Mr. Chanama."

Little Miss clenched her fists. “Lop will not marry Chana. If P'Lat were to divorce P'Kana, Lop wouldn't marry! Grandpa has gone too far. Lop won't give in! What the hell are these two big families doing? They don't seem to care at all!”

Lat hugged his younger brother, who hugged him tightly. He didn't like seeing his younger sibling crying so hard because of himself like this.

“Listen to me, Brother.”

A sob in the silence of the brand new apartment caused Lat to continue.

“If Lop really loves you. Don't make the same mistake that I once did."

“Don't do anything... That my heart didn't want it in the first place.”

Ballop was stunned. Questions popped up in his mind but he didn't think it was the right time.

Brother Lat's heart doesn't want anything. Being a pawn in Thanasila's business game Or is it P'Kana's life partner?

“Lop is lucky because Lop is a cute child. And the people around you love and are ready to support you. Then Lop will be cruel and let everything that Grandpa and Mother Lop built with their hard work fall apart before their eyes. Is it just because of Lop's own emotions? Chana himself is a good person who can take care of Loh. That person is playful, easy to talk to, and kind.

It definitely wouldn't disobey Lop if Lop didn't dress up. But he is a loving person and does not want to marry Lopana. If Lop suddenly does this, how will Chana feel..." Speaking up to this point His heart couldn't help but reach out to the elder Wansingkorn.

I don't know if the other party will be able to accept it. If the person you've always wanted to end up with is your own brother.

You appear to be a calm person, but in reality you are stubborn and quiet. Under the appearance of speaking little and moving little, everyone thought that P'Kana was a person who could hardly guess his actions. But for someone who has never had anyone else in their sights like Lat He knows that whatever this partner does he will think only of his own benefit first. I say that because I know that I won't find a new one easily.

Or do you have other plans in mind with Ballop? He himself couldn't have guessed.

But for sure I chose to marry him. It was only because he saw that he was the eldest grandchild of Thanasila's house.

Is it wrong that Lutthaphon felt a little satisfied that things had turned out like this?

But... I couldn't help but feel sorry for Khanathip. They both live as the eldest. It cannot be denied that he often has to be the first person to be quoted as saying that he must do something for the younger ones behind him. and for the family

Besides, we've been together for five years. To say that we are not attached to the point of being indifferent that the other party might be sad is too cold-blooded to bear.

But no matter what Lutthaphon hates the feeling of being in the middle. I was lost in the midst of those strange relationships, so I chose to walk away.

In fact, he just chose to turn his back on everything first.

What will happen from now on... I don't know myself.

I just want to feel free now.

I just want to do what I want. Without having anyone's eyes on me once, no... for the first time in my life.

By the time Ballop agreed to go home, he was lying on the sofa. I was upset and refused to return for one child. But in the end, I had to give in because besides having homework to do, The older brother also promised that Ballop could come sleep over whenever he wanted.

People who were watching TV programs to pass the time were startled when the doorbell suddenly rang in the middle of the night. I looked at the digital clock on the shelf next to the TV and became even more confused. Who would come looking for him at 9:00 p.m.? Or will it be Ballop?

The thought that the person behind the door might be the little brother who was standing there like the previous evening made him walk quickly towards the door, only to make his damn heart skip a beat without thinking about asking permission from his master.

Because behind the cat's eyes was the tall figure of her husband.

The husband he just asked to be separated from for a week.

A husband who isn't angry We don't hate each other.

But they didn't love each other.

He clenched his hands together tightly.

The reason I asked to be apart was to give both of us time to think. After all, this matter is still a big matter that cannot be decided arbitrarily. And even if both sides agree, they still have to talk with Wansingkorn's parents who have always loved and cherished him like their real son. I just thought about it on my own and decided to separate first. Like this, I'm afraid it'll be bad...

He remembered telling Kanathip that way at the time.

Is that right?

He sighed, the first time he saw his face he wanted to ask how he knew he was here. But that's all I thought about. The other side is the Khanathip. Wannasingkorn Is there something you want to know that you don't want to know?

“Lat...”

“Why did you come?”

His bright face amidst the night sky in the background seemed to have dimmed a bit. Yet the other person continued to speak with a smile still plastered on his face.

“I brought this for you. In case we might miss you.”

Why didn't Latthaphon notice his giant favorite guitar in the first place?

Maybe it was because the handsome face he had secretly loved all these years was looking at him with strange eyes that he had never seen before?

Makes you think that the other person's sentence really makes you think twice.

What does it mean that he will be missed?

Favorite guitar or the guitar delivery person

When I started to compose myself. The person who had accidentally let the presence of the person who had been in his heart for so many years influence his brain spoke as he reached out to take the large bag in his hand.

"thank you"

“The room is nice,” the owner of the room said, thanking him again. His face grew a bit hot, with his dark eyes darting around his room as if completely curious. Actually, it was just a room. But I don't know why he felt this itch in his heart. No matter how strange he was, he didn't know every gesture of the person in front of him.

But for sure...Lat is angry at himself for just being an oligarchy. Just this man was here, and his strength and confidence to come out of his life's chaos seemed to be easily shaken.

“Is Lop there?”

Lutthaphon didn't realize that he nearly choked on his own gasp with a self-pitying laugh.

That's it... you really should already know.

Hope without possibility mixed in is stupid.

“I went back a long time ago. Right now I'm not at the dormitory with my friends, I should probably be at the big house.” The feeling of sadness that flashed in his chest made him quickly say goodbye in order to dismiss the other party. But the nighttime guests refused to return easily.

Didn't hold back, didn't move any more than the words said.

“I want to talk with you. Can you let me in?”

Really, you bastard!

The tall man wanted to slap himself hard in the face as punishment. He was just thinking of finding something to talk about to prolong his time with the white person. But instinctively, he called out the name of the other brother who had completely forgotten that he had a crush on his back. The result was an expressionless face. with the eyes laced with sorrow that could not be concealed from the interlocutor

The tall man accidentally bit his lip tightly. When I stepped into the small studio that was not yet well organized, But just by touching the surface of the body, you can feel the simple and lonely identity of the owner of the room.

Khana swore on the honor of a man that he wasn't really thinking when he said Ballop's name. That's because he was very close to that little brother. As the days passed, Ballop became another younger sibling that he adored. There was nothing extravagant as Lutthaphon understood. Or maybe you're misunderstanding him.

...That's it.

He didn't know how many times he hadn't thought of something like this.

I don't know if it's because Khanathip's eyes are now so wide open that he's starting to know something. Or because the cult is showing itself more than ever? He could feel the poor feelings of the owner of the room, who in the end allowed him to come and sit stiffly in the living room area of ​​the small condo.

“I won't be indifferent, Na Lat.” Even though my brain, which was once clever from years of business development planning, ordered Kanathip to delay time to be with this sweet-smelling person for as long as possible. But he was defeated by the feeling in his heart that wanted to know the answer quickly until he blurted it out directly.

"Why does Lat want to break up with you?"

"Because I know it's not what you want."

A huge gas hole suddenly appeared during the conversation. Because Kana didn't expect that she would receive an answer as fast as lightning like that.

And it also confirms what Chana said. What he feared was true.

Kanathip's hands were sweaty. For a long moment he gasped like a fish in water.

"....Since when did Lut know?"

The silence of the conversation caused you to look up. But just a glimpse because he felt afraid of the expression he would receive from his interlocutor

Interlocutors who until now are still registered life partners.

Lutthaphon's usually calm expression, with a faint smile, did not look at him. But he looked down at his hands in his lap, “Actually... I knew that all along. Since the university days When we first met at a party Or when he was so close to Lop that he came to play at his house...

“I always talked to Lob pleasantly, remembered important dates, remembered various events of Lob, always picked up and sent Lob even though he was busy... I remember what Lop likes or dislikes.” It has gone so far that it has become more than a dog teasing a chicken. But Ballop is still young. Plus, he probably thought it was his (potential) brother-in-law, so he let it pass.

“I already know. I always knew that I was never really part of the last name I used, never really part of any house, and I also knew that the kind of feelings that I had for my son. There will never be a feeling like we have.”

Every word that was said was full of Ballop's name.

Kanathip listened and felt like he had been slapped in the face by an invisible hand until he was completely numb. Even though Latthaphon didn't outright state the comparison, how did he treat the cult that was the complete opposite? Don't say it like that. He also hated himself because everything the other party said was true.

That's because before Lat had never really been in Khana's sight.

"I'm sorry," finally the person whose heart was not with him at the door spoke in a soft voice.

From the first moment of marriage Kanathip always prepared himself that there might be a day when he had to ask to separate from the person in front of him. It could be said that the fact that the other party was the one to speak up was a bit out of the blue. But in the end the destination is the same.

But it was a destination he never wanted to happen again.

Khana had even forgotten about it. That it used to be what he wanted

“Why are you apologizing? It's normal here. Lop is a child with positive energy. Whoever is nearby must feel bright.”

Latthaphon still had a smile on his face. It indicates that every word that is spoken may suppress itself somewhat. However, he really loved his younger brother very much.

Yes, Lut was right. Lop was a cute kid. Especially if compared with Lat. Lut is like a dull color that always looks solemn. With strangers or people who have never met before Being close to him felt completely uncomfortable.

But it's not strange. Lat's entire personality and demeanor stemmed from a knot in her heart that she never thought that anyone would love her. Many times, Khana still wonders if Lut loves herself. Are you proud of yourself? Or because I never loved you? I've never been gentle with my own feelings.

How can anyone not want to love? Be gentle with Lat as well.

because he was immersed in his own thoughts The person opposite him broke the silence once again, “Sister Khana, our feelings cannot be prevented. I must apologize to you as well. Even though I knew it all along, I still wasted my time for the past five years. In fact, on that day, if I would have been brave enough to tell the rich man to wait until Lop graduated from school.

Let it be Thanasila, the younger one, instead of marrying the older one. It might not have to be this complicated.”

“I never thought of it like that, Lat.” Kana quickly corrected herself when she finally found her voice. “Okay, I admit that in the past I...”

“In the past, P'Kana has always been good to me,” the figure firmly confirmed. Look into the eyes of the person you're talking to that are showing regret and want the other person to know that he's just as sorry. “You are my good husband. My married life is perfect because of you. Over the past five years, there have been many good moments that I want to keep even though we're divorced..."

“That's why I want us to end on good terms. I still love and always wish the best for you. It's not difficult at all for me to find a new lover. It's not too late. But for us, I don't see any benefit in prolonging the time. The best way is for us to divorce as soon as possible…”

"Lat, I beg of you. Can you not talk about the divorce?"

At the end of his sentence The conversation didn't just stall. But it also gives the air conditioner an opportunity to announce its existence.

...It was at that time that Kanathip saw Lutthaphon's astonished expression replace it.

“...Why? I'm now besides the executive chair. I don't have anything else to give you.”

He placed his sweaty hands on his knees. As if it would help confirm to myself that I had finally said it. Speak out the truth that is clear in your heart before it is too late.

"Well, I love Lat. Why do you have to divorce me?"

It was as if someone didn't know suddenly twitched at my heart as soon as I spoke. Although it wasn't the first time in their five years of marriage that he had said these words, this was the first time that he had said them with feelings.

And Kanathip was sure that the other party felt this as well.

Words of love that are not sent out as part of duty, according to status, like in the past.

The entire room fell silent once again. But this time Kanathip was brave enough to consider the facial expressions on the other person's face. All the time they had been together made him immediately understand what Lat was thinking.

Lat was hesitating over his words.

Because I myself never believed that I would receive love.

“Perhaps...the past five years have confused you.”

there

Kanathip accidentally clenched his hands tightly. I swallowed the regret of wanting to curse myself as I looked at the opposite face and realized exactly what Lat was thinking. and how do you feel

In the past, he knew everything but chose to ignore it. Until now, it's too late, right?

“Lat, I confirm every word you say. I love Lat. I don't want a divorce. And I'm not confused at all. Five years ago, I might have married Latthaphon Thanasila, but now I love Lat. A lat that is a lat Even if Lat doesn't have this last name. I confirmed my original words, that I love you."

“Can you trust me, Lat, just for once... I'm sorry that in the past I overlooked Lat's feelings. Now my eyes are open. Can you give me a chance?”

He moved closer. I wanted to pull the body that was trying so hard not to tremble into a hug so I could hear his heartbeat as evidence. But that only made Lat look shocked and back away...

The wall Lat had built was too high for him to step onto. Is it really true to bring another person back together like in the past?

When I started to feel like I was losing center. Lutthaphon returned to doing what he was good at.

escape

“I would like to confirm my previous words. Please give me a week.”

Kanathip looked at the younger man's smile with a heart aching. It's the same old smile.

Smile in the style of someone who is not loved by Lutthaphon.

A smile that can't be interpreted as being happy or are suffering

No matter how much my heart wants to stay But when the owner of the place doesn't just say But he still got up and pressed on and walked to the door. The tall man reluctantly had to get up and follow.

“It seems like... There won't be a guitar pick inside. Let's open it and take a look first.” As soon as we reached the door, the guitar delivery man spoke loudly. There were no bagpipes or flutes.

Khana knew that both the guitar and the pick were very important items belonging to Lat's late father. He looked at the other person who was trying to show he wasn't in a hurry but was barely able to cover it up as he rummaged around in his guitar bag, with a slightly confused expression on his face when he didn't find the small triangular piece of plastic.

“I guess it's somewhere in that room. I'll go back and give it to you tomorrow.”

“Don't be difficult. I'll just go back and get it myself.” Latthaphon refused almost immediately, like an automatic answering machine.

But it happened that Khanathip himself was also an automatic rebellious machine.

Chana was right, he had only been unable to sleep for a few days. But Lat, how many years have you been unable to sleep?

This is all if you can't do it. If it can't be proven He also saw no reason for Lat to believe his words of love.

“During this time, parents are at home. If you leave and don't stay, you may wonder about something. It would be better for you to bring it to me.” He didn't give the white man, who was still standing there stunned, a chance to catch up. Seizing the opportunity to smile before saying goodbye without waiting for any more negative sentences.

“Then I will come again.”

Said he would come again.

Because tomorrow is not the last day to come.

"I didn't know that Lat was on vacation." Kanathip frowned. He opened his mouth as soon as the other party opened the door to him at 7:00 p.m. the next day.

As soon as the work was finished quickly The young man rushed to Thanasila Company. The original intention was to take them out to dinner. Let's go find something delicious to eat and then he'll take the opportunity to talk about canceling the divorce again in the nice, beautiful atmosphere of a luxury hotel in the heart of the city that I remember well that Lat said she liked.

But the beautiful secretary at the front of the room, who had been staring at him confused for a long time, spoke up.

'Mr. Lat is on vacation for a week, right?'

“I want to take a long rest, so I took this opportunity. The board also understands that I am in a period of coming to terms with the same situation as other Thanasilas.”

The board understands that. Of course, they still don't know that the talented director is thinking of getting a divorce. Kanathip could see that his lover was just trying to smoothly distance himself from him.

Thinking about it, he could only secretly swallow a hard lump in his throat. He was used to simple things. Anything has always been possible. I've never encountered a stubborn and silent moderator. Locked myself up and refused to open up to anyone like this.

Although he had always been aware of the unequal treatment between the two grandsons of this large family,

But I never really paid attention to how long Lat had held this regret.

I never paid attention to it.

“Then let's go find something to eat.”

“I have ordered pizza.”

“Order pizza?”

The room owner nodded dejectedly. I don't know if I was afraid he wouldn't believe me or not, so I hurriedly told him.

“Please eat too. I haven't eaten anything since lunch and am very hungry.”

Khanathip asked for a straight face. He also had a dead smile on his face as if he was extremely comfortable even though both his hands were moist with sweat.

All this time, someone like Wansingkorn's eldest son, who would he need to beg for? Due to situations and opportunities that are always favorable, I have never been so brazen before.

But today, the side is embarrassed.

His smile widened as Lutthaphon sighed.

“Come in first.”

"Then let's go eat at the restaurant tomorrow, okay? Or do you want to eat something special?" Occupy the floor next to the sofa in front of the TV. But Kana also immediately invited her to come out.

“Don't be in trouble, brother. I like to make something easy to eat.”

The audience nodded, even though their mouths were still munching on pizza because they were hungry as well. “What's the trouble? Isn't that a favorite shop? Every time I see him go with Lop, I just go to that shop.”

The next answer made people who watched the sports program in front of the TV froze.

“That... Ballop's favorite restaurant.” After that, Ballop's outstanding older brother spoke out the name of his favorite menu in a long line. Every menu item was the menu that Kana planned to order tonight.

All that... Is there nothing that Lut likes at all?

Have you ever done what you wanted in the past?

The pizza in Kana's large hand suddenly became dry. But when he saw Lat pretending to stop eating and followed him, he forced himself to swallow. It was at the same time that he hurriedly recreated the conversation.

“Lat, can you tell me directly from now on what is really Lut's preference and what is not related to Lut? It's not about other people. What is really a lat?”

“…It doesn't seem important at all.”

“It's important, it's very important to you,” he protested fiercely. Looking at another person who was looking down and eating like he didn't care. Still, he knew that Lat was still listening to every word he said.

Reconciliation is also reconciliation, but if you are fierce you must be fierce as well.

No one wants to see their loved ones suffer because of their own thoughts.

“Lat will act like he is worthless to anyone. But Lat couldn't make himself worthless. And I won't let Lat do that again.”

“...It's not that I've never spoken to you... I've said it many times. What do I like or not like? Do you remember what you said to me?”

The audience shook their heads. Even though he instinctively knew that it probably wasn't a very good memory of Lat's, he still asked to listen even though his heart was beating fast.

"I told Chana that she's so boring. What a bland person."

"What kind of person is this? You're so dull. Am I marrying a monk?"

The sound of him complaining and gossiping behind the younger Chanathip's back while laughing nonstop immediately floated into my head. He really has a big mouth to say things like that.

If it doesn't matter, you still want to reconcile. I want to fix myself. I want to continue to have a relationship in my life. Khana must have climbed and jumped out of the window.

The other party has tried. Many times I tried to open my heart. Do you think it would be possible in five years to live with someone without being yourself at all? And everyone is so psycho that being yourself is a good thing to do.

But Lat is already And it doesn't seem like it will make any difference.

“…” People could only listen silently. I could only sit and absorb the remorse that I should have felt sooner until my whole heart ached.

The small owner of the room sat crouched on the sofa. In his hand was a pizza that he knew wouldn't taste good since Kanathip had appeared at the door.

After finishing a delicious meal Kanathip immediately began to transform into a young hero.

“I'm very sleepy. Please take a nap and I'll be right back."

Latthaphon had a neutral expression on his face. But Lat was still the Lat he knew. The other party still did not reject his request like before.

“I have work to do. If so, when will you go out? I'll lock the door to the room as well." With that, he carried the computer and all the documents into the bedroom as usual, even though his mind was starting to secretly think.

Is it a good idea to change the sofa? Once upon a time he was crowned. But it's not that much because he came to see me because I missed him.

But this guy

I don't know what I'm thinking, I can't tell.

A tall man reclining on the sofa secretly smiled and looked on. To remember my favorite things Lat's favorite thing is not But I'm confident that I know Lat's personality like no one else. The other party likes to carry all their work to work in bed. And then he just fell asleep like that.

"Why do you say it's a vacation?" He couldn't help but tease in a bright tone. No matter what, Mr. Lat is always a workaholic to his subordinates.

“Why do you think I'm sleepy?” The person who had been invaded looked back at him accusingly.

Okay, maybe Kana will understand that Lat is still the same Lat.

Kana pretended to close her eyes. Acting as if the lump of ketchup in his stomach was making him unable to fall asleep while still holding the TV remote in his hand. Take a peek at her slender figure in a simple, oversized round-neck t-shirt and cotton trousers. The more I looked at him, the more it reflected in my chest.

This seemingly easy-going man was actually a person with wounds that were so deeply rooted that it was difficult to pull them out.

This man who once loved him very much Until now, I still love you. He was sure he wasn't imagining it. But Lat is this kind of person. If you love, then it is love.

He still has a chance. Until the week is up He still has time to make Lat change his mind about divorce.

Or at least prolong it. Give him more time to make Lut change his mind.

Because this time it wasn't just Lat who loved him.

But he also loves Lat.

Kanathip looked down at his watch, it was 10:00 p.m. At this time, he took the opportunity to step into a small bedroom decorated in the other person's favorite color, blue, and could only smile at the sight in front of him.

Latthaphon's neck was folded and his neck softened even though the computer was still on his lap. Whoever told you this would probably not believe that now Kanathip Wannasingkorn, a big man like him, is making his heart beat hard over the pile of documents scattered on only one side of the bed.

He knew that Lat didn't mean to act because of the closed bedroom door, but it was just 'familiarity'.

But before when we had to line up pillows together Lat clearly separates the proportions of his own mess. So even if you fall asleep with a pile of documents Those piles of documents did not invade the shore where Khana lay.

It's a little care in Lat's style.

And this was a small concern of his that Lat himself might not have known. Or didn't think of it either.

A large hand slowly lifted a thin laptop from the other's lap. Press to put it in screen saver mode. Before carefully gathering the pile of documents, knowing that they might be divided into categories for him to read, he left them on the small table next to the bed.

He lifted the blanket and gently covered it over the body on the bed. Secretly looking at someone else's sleeping face with a smile.

I can only pray one more night... That it wouldn't be too late for this person to know what was in his heart.

Gentle deeds, ever.

"I love you"

But these words never

His eyes looked at the slender finger on the other person's left hand and he only felt a hollowness in his heart. The wedding ring that Lutthaphon always wears as promised. The day the other party asks for a divorce He quickly took it off and handed it back to him, as if without any hesitation at all.

The image made him too shocked to react. He could only sit there with a stupid face and accept the precious ring.

And then I have to sit and regret like this.

But he will wait.

He can always wait.

and will never stop trying Until Lat agrees to wear this ring again. This time he was going to make sure Lat loved him. As Lat knew, he loved Lat very much.

There was no other reason involved.

If there is a chance... Khanathip vows that he will tell you clearly every feeling. I won't leave any space for this soul mate to think too much. Telling him I love him will make him know how valuable he is.

He respected Lat's judgment. He thought it was the only honor the other party needed at this time. But in the meantime... The map will be used from one to a million. To show Lat that he now knows that he is about to lose the person he loves because of his past mistakes.

It was around 1:00 a.m. when I woke up. And now the owner of the room, who was sleepy, was standing with a confused expression in the living room area with a tall figure lying across his sofa. It doesn't look very comfortable, but... I don't know.

Lutthaphon only wanted a guitar pick. Not nearly a hundred and ninety centimeters tall on the sofa.

Kanathip Wannasingkorn

It seemed like Lat really underestimated this man.

Lutthaphon didn't know how there was a next day, another day, and another day. He suddenly saw Kanathip's face in front of the room every day. The other party didn't bother. Not urging him to go anywhere, it's as if he's starting to learn his home-like habits. Not enough, he also carried snacks, books, and all sorts of parchments that Ballop whispered to him that he had bothered Chanathip to ask what was P'Lat's favorite thing.

Always find things to find time to be together. Even if it's just outside of work.

That's good. Because if the working people come and associate with him all day I made a resolution to myself to move away as well! But that seemed to be something the other party could have predicted and therefore didn't do (to that extent).

Moreover, he always had some strange reason to use his personal space...

'Today we had a meeting all day. I can't drive home. Let me sleep here first'

'I just happened to have business in this area. Lat, do you want something to eat? I'll buy it for you.'

Until...

'The housekeeper is on leave. Chana is not at home. I don't want to stay home alone.'

'The office power went out. Can't work at all Please lend me your WiFi.'

In fact, it wouldn't be fair to say that P'Kana was shameless. Because he was just as crazy for believing those reasons.

No, I didn't believe it. I just allowed the other party to use those reasons to come into his room. Nian fell asleep on the sofa. Then I washed my face and eyes, went home, took a shower and changed into work clothes the next day.

Some days, if Kanathip wakes up in time He, who was drowsy because he got up late to work until he woke up very late, would see a simple breakfast placed on the table as well. From the delicious taste, it was either inedible or not, so it was not difficult to guess that it was the work of a man who used a pen to sign documents rather than a spatula.

It goes on like this until the week is up. Whether it's slow or not Fast is not fast... And if Lutthaphon doesn't understand anything so wrongly, as well as Khana's changed and clear attentiveness. Lut also felt a change in his own heart.

Suddenly... I didn't want this day to come.

The day that I had been waiting for nearly twenty years.

The day he had vowed to return to his husband's mansion. and negotiated a divorce agreement with Wannasingkorn's parents Of course, Khunying La-on doesn't have any problems. That person never paid any attention to him.

But because he was confused and strangely shaken by the faint scent of Kana's perfume that had become a part of this new room. So I decided to go wander around the department store near the condo instead. Because the condo that was supposed to be a place to rest the mind, to rest the mind, to think about things quietly, all by himself, ended up being a place where

Makes you reminisce about the old days instead.

All because of the unexpected invasion of the Khanathip.

Latthapon's original intention was that after the divorce was finalized, he would gradually transfer his own responsibilities to others. Ballop may share some of the battles. But he is confident that the Wansingkorn brothers will be of good help. And when I'm done worrying Out of duty with everything He will return to his father's house in the provinces.

The house that belongs to him He is a religious person. Those who did not carry the Thanasila surname.

He thought that everything would go smoothly. Because an adult like Khunying La-Ong, Ballop's mother, would not object. It's better to get an annoying person like him out of the house. He himself will be free. Lat doesn't want to say that he doesn't like administrative work. He never thought much about what he wanted or didn't want to do.

At that time I chose to study. Because he thought it might make Grandpa and Auntie love him. I grew fond of him because he acted as useful as Thanasila's eldest grandson.

His plan was already half completed. All that's left is that he has to make up his mind to make up his mind...

...from a man like Kanathip

The man who made him learn to love someone one-sidedly for the first time in his life.

Even though the plan has been bothering me to show my face almost all day Surrounding him with all kinds of care and attention will make him very shaken. But for a period of more than five years... For five years, he had to bow his head and accept every stare that looked at him... In fact, he wasn't even sure who he had been in anyone's eyes in the past.

All the courage I mustered up to ask for a divorce that day suddenly came back to ask him seriously.

Is it protected? Will it be easily erased in less than five days?

He was not angry at Kanathip. I don't hate it, neither do the other people in Thanasila's house. That's because in the past, he himself chose to be in this state. A state of always doing yourself for the benefit of others.

This time, Lat himself chose It's just a choice for yourself alone.

Initially, he would just be a person with the surname Thanasila. After that, I slowly started looking for work. With this degree, what could he possibly do? Even if you have to start over, at least you should be more comfortable than in the past several decades...

…Maybe

If Kanathip would allow him to stay quiet without interfering at all. It would have been easier for him to decide. There will probably be a lot of missing you. There is mourning. But I probably wouldn't regret walking away. Even though I really intended to go quietly.

Damn you, Lutthaphon.

Thinking about it, it hurts. Why did you let one man have this much influence on your life?

The thin figure was startled when he suddenly tapped the keycard against the door of the room. only to see the tall, familiar figure of Khanathipat approaching him with a pale face.

A relieved smile appeared on his eloquent face as soon as he saw him.

“Lat...!”

“It's me, and this is...” What is this? The owner of the room's next words faded away when a large man suddenly took advantage and grabbed him and hugged him with all his love.

Because I was still confused, I could only stand still. Being almost a head taller, he could clearly hear the elder Wansingkorn's pulse. It was pounding rapidly like P'Kana had just run a marathon.

"...I thought Lat had abandoned me."

Just when he was confused, his eyes shifted to see his own cell phone that he was ordering on a nearby counter. Oh, that's right, before he left, he forgot to take his cell phone.

As soon as he was able to begin to understand the beginning, he sighed and fell into the warm embrace of his older brother. before politely pushing himself away to explain clearly to the alarmed bunny man, but slower than the older man who had spoken before.

"I'm sorry. Is that too much? I'm sorry."

Lat stood stunned, even more so when the other party gave a long explanation.

“I told you, if Lat likes or doesn't like something, let him know. If Lat is annoyed with you, tell him. You will know what you have to do next..."

Kanathip pursed his lips. Even though he was pushed away from the embrace, he still didn't let go. Definitely not now, after he was so upset a few minutes earlier that he had entered the other person's condo because today's work was faster than every day.

It's just emptiness But it's like killing him until he dies.

His feelings back then clearly reiterated his intentions.

The Khanathip will never let go of Lat. At least not now.

I'll hold on until the last second.

And this is not the last moment. The stubborn young man believed so.

“I was just going out for a walk…” the younger man replied, suddenly not daring to meet the pleading eyes that were looking directly at him, not used to it at all, so he walked away to the phone where he saw there was a missed call. Received almost forty calls. There is a small amount of Ballop Sam's name. Probably because the people here were so alarmed that they called him and his brother.

But of course almost all of them belong to the people who are together now.

"I'm afraid, Lat... I'm really afraid."

Latthaphon didn't answer and still refused to turn to look at the tall figure who had come closer until he was standing beside him.

“I only have five days. But Lut has been hurt because of how many years you've been here. And look, the past five days have only proven how bad of a husband you are. While Lat knew everything about Pi. I don't know many things about Lat..."

“P'Kana,” the person who had been listening for a long time interrupted. Finally turning to make eye contact with someone else. “I don't know why. Over the past several days, you've had to invest like this, but I don't want your pity. I never wanted it at all.”

The smaller man swallowed with difficulty the hard lump in his throat. He retreated as his interlocutor moved closer. The other party understood that it was a signal and simply stopped their distance.

“If there is someone at fault in this matter. I, too, am at fault. I was wrong because I knew it from time immemorial. But I still use all of my status to hold you back. You are a good man. Before we get married No matter what I say I'm still a very good older brother. The person who always thinks of me on days when everyone else thinks only of Lop.”

A tall figure called his name. But he shook his head. I begged in a low voice to listen to him until the end.

“You are a good person. It wouldn't be strange if throughout the time we were together you felt guilty for never knowing what was in my heart. It was my own fault for never telling you exactly what I thought. After we divorced If you still want I'm not asking for us to break up. I will still be a little brother who will come to you if you call me.

Is one of my brother's relatives after Chana married Lop... But if all you're doing here is out of pity Let me tell you, I don't want it.”

Kanathip finally spoke, “Yes, before, until now, I feel sorry for Lat. Anyone who looks at me knows how hard Lat works. How much effort did you try to get to this point on your own? The day the will was opened that day, I was not satisfied. I know Lat won't say anything, but I... I miss Lat's feelings. Because Lat never said anything. Lat has always been quiet.”

“If Lat thinks that I'm doing this for the treasure. For what benefit? Okay, I admit that it used to be your main purpose in marrying Lat. It was really my purpose five years ago... Five years ago, the person I liked was Lop. The person I think we are compatible with in everything is Lop.”

“But for the five years we've been married, For the five years we spent together What episode does it have? I myself can't tell you when. But it was the episode that made me look at Lat who was Lat. It was the fate that made you forget all about the crazy interests between those families. Makes me know that among Thanasila's siblings

The person who I admire like a younger brother is Lop, but Lat is not. Lat is different.”

The audience hardly dared to look up. Because they knew for sure that they would not miss this opportunity to plead with each other through their eyes.

The look in his eyes said that this man... It was something he had always wanted.

Acceptance and love from someone

Lat didn't realize he was crying. Even when the image of the tips of the leather shoes of the man in front of him suddenly blurred.

“Five years ago The person I love may not be your love. But between those five years and now, I dare you to say that I love Lat, and only Lat.”

One person said that he loved him with all his heart.

Another person heard every word clearly. But my whole heart was not brave enough to believe it.

Is it really him? His name is Latthaphon Thanasila.

Is this him?

It was the first time someone had chosen him.

It was the first time that someone stood up and said that they were afraid of losing him.

It was the first time someone stood up and said I love them.

Is it too good? If this is a dream Will he be stuck here forever?

Lutthaphon truly hates his own heart.

I hate my heart for rushing to absorb all of my husband's sweet words through the register. I hate that my own heart beats so fast that I respond in such an ugly way. I hate my heart for betraying my own plan of independence.

I hate my heart for wanting to give it a chance...

“I respect Lat's decision. But I don't want Lat to go anywhere either.”

The red faces of those listening made Khanathip's heart flutter.

Every sentence, every word was so well composed that it was unbelievable. Maybe because his brain told him to speak nicely so that Lat could easily understand him.

In fact, he wanted to go into hysterics. Kneel here, beg, and hold on with all your might, not letting Lat go anywhere.

But in the end, he only stepped closer to the sobbing body. Stopped at an arm's length away.

He is ready to hug.

But Lat? Is Lat willing to be in his arms again?

Does Lat want to take another chance with a bad guy like him?

Because he is Kanathip Wannasingkorn, he wants the answer to be yes.

But if he is Lutthaphon Thanasila...

Several minutes have passed. The light figure casually wiped the tears from his face and finally decided to go out in another direction. Ignoring the tall figure of the man in front of him who was staring at him indifferently, he stretched out his hand and spoke in a calm voice.

“My guitar pick.”

Kanathip felt like someone had hit him hard on the head with a stick.

run out

All the chances remaining

“Lat...”

"You've been bringing it all this time, haven't you?"

He looked at the hand that was extended in front of him. My heart was so constricted that it seemed like it would split itself apart and disappear.

In the past, he used the guitar as an excuse. Because he knew Lat wouldn't go anywhere without it.

But Lat has chosen, this is the answer.

The answer doesn't have him in it.

If it were in another situation Brains at the level of the oligarchs would not allow this matter to end so easily, but it was for other reasons. And that reason is Lat. To be independent has always been Lat's wish.

He had vowed to respect Lat's decision. So he had to do as he said.

However, Lat promised that we would still be in contact.

Of course, just getting divorced is more than I can bear. Forget about breaking up.

Kana handed the guitar pick from her pants pocket to the other party and said,

...Said with tears starting to flow. Because a hurting heart alone cannot hold all of its feelings.

“I'm sorry if you're still distracted. It also made Lat feel somewhat annoyed. But that's because I love you... But Lat, you don't have to care about me.” I already love you. How is it possible for me to step back and think of each other as just relatives?

Kana smiled to herself, that stupid smile...

He placed a small object in his soft hand. A hand that he had the opportunity to hold tightly countless times. Along with saying I love you a million times

Just thinking about making excuses in the future is too late. There's no more chance for him.

“There is one more thing.”

Lutthaphon used those watery eyes to look into the tall man's bloodshot eyes.

"My wedding ring... Can I get it back?”

“Lat...” Kanathip looked at the small figure in disbelief, “Can I please have it? I want to keep it as something important. Let's look at it from the sidelines that Lat used to..."

“Ever?” Lat repeated. "If you want to keep it to yourself, fine, that's up to you."

"means that..."

Younger people always go the other way because they suddenly think of embarrassment, "Well... it's going to be another year before the fortunes end, and I'll still need time to learn the job." When it comes to Lop and Chana's wedding, it would not be good for me to suddenly decide to go anywhere. If we take other matters out, the Thanasila family raised me well..."

Khanathip's mouth dropped open. Still unable to catch the end of the conversation, the smaller interlocutor stepped closer.

“Leaving the board may not be a big deal. But it would definitely be a big deal if that person was me who was responsible for many projects. However, I have to clear everything up first…”

Lut smiled even though his nose was still bright red.

“It means that Brother Kana probably still has more than five days to persuade me to stay. If you still want to do it...!”

Before he could even finish his sentence, the teasing person was pulled into a tight hug once again.

The difference is that this time Lat was willing to hug. By raising both arms and wrapping them around a wide back...

The backs that had been lying side by side for the past five years

In the end, a lat is still a lat. He is still himself

The self who thinks of others first

But it wouldn't be wrong if that other person It was the person he loved with all his heart.

“Lattaphon is a crafty person. Since when were you so cruel?”

“Really mean person. It is more likely to be someone who is preparing to book a trip to France for their parents.”

The person who was sobbing froze. I blinked. It's a good thing we were hugging each other, so Lat didn't see the expression on his face like a child who had been caught secretly eating his snack.

"I want to hold you back for as long as possible..." The child was caught in a teasing voice. Still, he took the opportunity to tighten his embrace. "And I can't think of any way to hold Lat back."

“So I sent my parents far away instead?”

A person with a lot of weight has his back buried and his face buried in the crook of his neck, smelling the aroma.

“I don't want to divorce you, Lat. Whether it's now or at any time, I assure you that I will not divorce you.”

“Anything can change,” Lat said. I forcefully push myself out of his arms because I'm starting to feel like I can't breathe. “But let's just say that for now, I'm going to believe you. You see the funny look on your face when you think I've run away."

“This guy really has a stupid face,” Mr. Kanathip pointed at himself and made a greasy face.

"I didn't say it."

“I've already booked a trip for my parents. Shall we go over there and hold the wedding?”

Latthaphon narrowed his eyes. "I've already gotten married. There's going to be a lot of other things to dress up. It's a waste of money."

“Forget about last time, because this time I will make sure Lat knows. That it was truly a wedding born of love for you. How about kneeling and proposing in front of the Eiffel Tower?"

Even though his cheeks were already red, the man in his best form still kept a calm face for the big game plan of a man who didn't know much about playing small. “Did I tell you that I love you?”

“Lat...”

The look on her face that looked like she was about to cry again made Lat burst out laughing.

Seeing this, the person who was being teased became startled, even though he was a giant.

"Do you love me? Tell me first."

"I won't tell you. I'll tell you in front of the Eiffel Tower."

Lat smiled, a smile that this time both he and Kana were sure of.

that it was Lutthaphon's smile of happiness

Smiling that at a glance one can see the dimples on the cheeks, looking cute.

And Kanathip made a promise to himself. that he will keep this smile as best he can

It was then that Kana thought about it. five years ago It could be this smile

... that made him agree to be Lutthaphon's life partner.

- finish -

Talk :

Hey, have you finished reading this?

It's a loud plot. Nothing at all -_- I've really wanted to try Y-Thai style for a long time. But I still can't delete the picture of Chrisley (including Chanbaek). Truly confess

It's been a long time since I haven't written. There must be something strange in here. Even I myself am not good at this type of drama. Even the title is like, Huh? But I tried to express it as much as a fat girl's head could think of.

Lay's character, Oh Lat, in the story, I wanted to represent the feelings of inferiority of a touchy person. That maybe we have overlooked something important Small actions that show you care. Or people who love us unintentionally Because we had already set up a fortress that we were not important people.

It is said that we can stop being touchy-feely. It's not that we get everything we want. But it is about knowing, loving and appreciating what we have.

It's so good that Lat chose to trust P'Kana. Hey Kana, one more time, don't do it yet, right? Give him a chance (he's rich)

Think about writing And always to all lovely readers.

If there's anything loud(?) coming again, I'll definitely try to push it for you to read again.