But if we assume that the whole thing didn't really happen.

From a short phrase turned into a novel

If the feelings are not conveyed What will I be like?

"DepresMe"

"I didn't raise you to be a troubled child." A cold, calm voice was heard. As I sat still and looked down at the floor blankly

“I invested in you. But nothing came of it." I was startled by the second sentence that my mother said to me. Did he see me as a child or as an object? Who am I? Why should I invest and expect something in return?

I took a deep breath, feeling numbness throughout my body. All the pain is still there. I don't feel sad Or feel anything at all Everything is empty It's like I'm emotionless. But I'm still in pain, still hurt, still alone, still need help..

“Aw, go back to your room. I don't want to see your face anymore.” The last sentence was rather light. My heart beats slower As if It wanted to stop dancing like that.

Yes..I have depression. Since when has this happened, I cannot know. All I know is that it's torture, it's painful, it's empty, it's lonely. If I have to choose between Dying from this world and continuing to live, it wouldn't be strange if I wanted to just die.

My slender hand holds my temple. The tears streaming down my face didn't really demand my attention. I struggled to walk into the bedroom. The sobbing sound grew louder and louder, as if the owner of the voice was about to die.

....I can't take it anymore.

I can't stand everything that's been thrown at me anymore. Why don't I have the opportunity to live a normal life? Why do I have to be like this? Why, why, why.. I kept thinking like that until my thoughts stopped at the point where I wanted to die..

Eyes swollen and bruised, he turned to look at the shiny black belt on his thin body, unconsciously walking towards it. A trembling hand picked it up and considered it for a moment. So I decided to tie it to the beam in the room before...

"Huh..Uhhh..Cha..Huh.."

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