This story is written by the author who lived real life. May not be written well How can you not be euphemistic? I'm sorry.

(What's the big deal!!!!...I already told you I'm here for an internship!!!!)

The sound coming from the phone expressed dissatisfaction and it seemed like he really didn't want to talk to the person on the phone.

"Huh...Fah just....want to know where Ran went to intern, that's all." Ran refuses to tell the sky."

The voice of the woman holding the phone spoke and she stood and sobbed. When the young man on the line spoke ill of her

(annoying!!! There's no need to know. You can go anywhere. It's just annoying!!!)

After the young man cut off the call The sky could only cry. Then he collapsed to the ground.

That was her young boyfriend. named Alan Even though today is the 1 year anniversary of her and Alan dating. But the young man seemed to forget it and didn't want her to have anything to do with him.

At first we both loved each other very well. But he began to change. Because you yourself were the one who made him sad. and made him change like this.....

Go back to 6 months ago.

6 months ago Alan loves the sky very much. Everything according to the sky When the sky is dark The person who reconciles first is always Alan. Fa always says things that hurt Alan's feelings. It made Alan very sad. Because of the idea that I want him to love me. please us more than this And the hardest thing is that Fa secretly talked with other men for Alan to see.

And it looks like karma will take its course. When Sky realized that she had done something incorrectly, it was already too late, because now what she had done with Alan had all come back to her.

I never told you where I was going. I never came to see her. Try everything to let her know that he's annoyed with you. Every time we talked, there was only a tone that indicated annoyance. How do we talk via chat? She is usually the one sending the message. And he read it and didn't answer.

Sky looked at his own mobile phone. With tears streaming down her face, Sky knew that he didn't care about her at all. I just felt sorry for him. I don't want to break up with you, that's all.

Sky knew that in Alan's heart right now there was only Kate, the girl he said was just his younger sister all along...but what they talked about... It didn't indicate that They're just siblings. Sky knows that their relationship should end now. But she didn't want to end it. I don't know why.

Fa got up and looked at the various things in her bedroom.

Drawings...watches...rings...notebooks..pictures of various places we've traveled to.

She had never loved anyone as much as she loved Alan before. Never thought that I would want to love someone until death like this before.....This pain was so painful that she almost didn't want to love anyone again.

Sky looked around the room. before walking and laying down on his own bed What should she do? Should she end this relationship?

While she was distracted Suddenly a message sounded.

Alan: Sky, do you want us to go back to the way we were before? If you want us to go back to the way we were before......come to us at the hotel.

XXXX 

At 8 p.m.

If it were you...you would choose not to go, right?.....but heaven must be very stupid. Blue to.........

Time: 4:00 a.m.

The sky wakes up Pain radiated throughout the body. before turning to look at the man lying next to her She smiled softly at him. before reaching out to pick up his mobile phone

Fah used his finger to tap the button in the middle of his phone. Then the screen opened.

"He even went and erased my fingerprints...so happy."

Sky spoke softly before starting to read. His and Kate's message

February 1

Alan: What are you doing?

Kate: Sitting and thinking about you.

Alan : Hahaha, I've got an internship right here.

XXX

If you're free, come see me too.

Kate: Yes, I'll get some free time soon.

March 25

Kate: Is something wrong? Why did you post like that?

Alan: Oh my god...we're fighting again.

Kate: How bad must he be? To be able to do that?

Alan : Do you want to come meet?

Kate: It's better not. I don't want to meet someone like that.

April 30th

Alan: I broke up with him.

Kate: That's good. Break up with a trash person. That kind of thing is fine. I don't think it ever happened.

Alan: Yes, thank you for always being by my side. I love you.

Kate: I love you...can you love me like a boyfriend?

Alan: Well...waiting to be your boyfriend.

Wow!!!!

Alan snatched out a mobile phone from the sky. and embraced her tightly

"Hiddenly playing with my cell phone like this is not cute at all."

Sky, who is stunned, is shocked....and smiles in pain.

"Oh, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

3 days later

Alan: Blue...we say...let's break up.

Fah: Can't you just quit? Fa loves Ran very much.

Alan: But....Ran doesn't love the sky anymore.

Fah: What about that day...if Ran doesn't love me? Why would Ran do that to us?

Fah: Ran doesn't love Fah anymore?

Fah: Ran doesn't love Fah anymore?

Fah: Run doesn't love Fah anymore?

Fah: Ran doesn't love Fah anymore?

Fah: Ran doesn't love Fah anymore?

Alan : Yes!!!! I don't love you anymore. Wherever you go, go!!!!

Alan blocked Fa's contact. Sky was stunned and wanted to cry, but couldn't cry. Now it was like someone was strangling her and not letting her speak. Sky lay down. and looked at his own room silently Bedroom without window There's only a square room. which is surrounded by a wall Why is it.....so dark?

Sky thought before lying there and not going anywhere.

She cries every day When I finished studying, I came back crying. She refused to eat food or drink water, but kept crying over and over. She lived her life mired in suffering like this for nearly 5 months until she thought about it.

It's time to have enough.

Sky begs his own mother Let her move to a room with an open balcony. Can receive sunlight She walked to stand on the balcony. and look at the people walking by

Along with a smile.......We probably have to change ourselves sometimes.

But then it was like heaven was testing her heart. When suddenly a message sounded.

Kate: Good.

Sky paused before trying to take a deep breath. and respond in a friendly way

Blue: Good.

Kate: Do you know what you're doing?

sky : ?? What are you doing?

Kate: You're so stupid. You don't have any brains to think about what you're doing.

I guess before sending the picture to the sky to see. It's a post that Fah wrote 3 months ago: "Can you come back? Run. Fah misses Run."

Sky hurriedly explained.

Fah: I posted this a long time ago. But now I'm not thinking about anything.

Kate: Really? If you didn't think about it, why would you post?

Fah: Why? Are you afraid you'll take it back?

Kate: No, I'm not afraid that you'll take me back.

Fah: The things that you spit out, I don't really want to keep putting them in my mouth.

Kate: Spitting already? I dare you to use it. 555

Fah: I dare. I've eaten it before. How can you not use the word spit?

Fa Pim was in tears with anger.

Kate: That's it. When I saw P'Ran, they said that P'Ran was great.

Fa holds the phone firmly.

Ked: Oh, P'Ran has something to tell you, you idiot!

Sky was angry before not answering anything. And I sat and cried. With pain and anguish within my heart

and it seems like misfortune repeats itself Alan, who had never greeted her before, greeted her and spoke up.

Alan: Don't act like a moron, okay?

Blue: What?

Alan : Well, I posted that I miss you.

Fah: It's been a long time, three months.

Alan : Hey, you won't change at all. At first, I thought I would agree to go back and be friends with you. But now I will never go back to being your friend or even an acquaintance.

Alan scolded Sky a lot. As for Fa, he just stood on the balcony and read the message, tears flowing.

There are many insults. Until she could hardly read She only smiled. And look at the sky.......if I die Will the story end.....but we've been able to endure it for 5 months...if this matter just makes the intention we had die? I want to stay and fight until the last second.

Sky thought before sitting down to reflect on his feelings. and started writing it and sending it to Alan

“Do you remember that day when you went out with me? But you don't want to hold my hand. I already know that you're out of your mind. But I still hold on because I don't want to lose you.

You were everything to me back then. Until one day The day you broke up with me. I know that in the past you dated me out of pity. Even though in my heart there is already But I don't want to lose you. I want you to continue to love me, to continue to be with me.

I was really hungry during that time. I hurt myself attempted suicide I'm looking for something that makes me forget you. His name is M. I flirted with him until he liked me in return. But I chose to refuse.

Because I know that I love you with all my heart. I still wear that ring that you gave me. Tickets to the movie we went to The notebook you bought for me I keep it on my bed all the time.

I'm stuck all the time.

I choose to blame you and let my anger take its place. There you are, abandon me. You are the one who is not good to me. But it didn't help me get better at all. Even worse I deleted the pictures of you and me going out together. I changed my Facebook to get away from my boyfriend, photos, watch. I left everything behind.

I threw everything away. But I still miss you all the time.

I see you at college almost every day. It's like I've been bullied. I don't want to meet you, but I have to meet you.

But thank you for making me aware of the changes. I have developed myself. Makes me try to find friends Be more attentive in studying

I can't accept you as my ex-lover. The most I can give is the people who share oxygen to breathe. Thank you for making me free again. I want you to be happy.”

When Kate greeted me

When Alan greeted me

When heaven tells you how to feel

From the heart of the writer

To be honest, the writer Written from real life And all the messages are real and not created by ourselves. When the writer Decided to write because When we are upset, sad, crying, or heartbroken, we don't tell anyone. I used to feel like I wanted to vent by writing a novel instead. We admit that right now we still have some regrets.

I still miss him sometime. But I will try to move past it. Maybe it's a little poorly composed. Because we haven't written a novel for a long time.

I just came back and started writing again, and if you can curse, you can curse. Because it's like we haven't written a novel at all. It's more like venting our own stories. If there is any mistake, we apologize here.