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First love...that's not the first 2
@Idoit21
2024-06-27
From friend to lover Would it be easy to let them be friends...just like she wanted? Sadness, drama, heartbreak, unrequited love, secret love for a friend, lover, close friend.

From the previous episode The love that arises from friendship advances to the status of lovers. that everyone dreams of knowing this feeling But they had never thought of that before. When there is love, there must be No matter what form we are separated from each other. They cannot escape this truth.

But for me.....it's too fast.

After we both filled our love for each other, but then it turned out too much. Too much for one person to take. which that person is him I don't know since when his heart began to fall out of love for me. I just thought about it, but I didn't do any less of what I should have done. Until there is one thing that fans often think about a lot, that is...

---old sweetheart---

Fear began to rise in me when I realized that How much does he love his ex? And when I only know one thing about my ex-boyfriend, it's strange that we have to know other things. The reason I want to know is not to spite him when we argue. But I want to act better than his ex.

Make him confident that I will be the person who loves him the most. and never abandon him no matter what he does. Oh yes, there's another story I didn't tell. Which is that he and I have never really had a quarrel but once. It's strange. Some people are jealous of each other's sweethearts and there's nothing to irritate each other.

That's it, too much love. The other party is only dedicated, but the other party is only accepting. More importantly, he still keeps the love that has settled in his heart. Until a new love like mine overflows Until finally the day we had to part came. He told me a sentence that I didn't understand why he said it.

"Let's break up. She's not the person we think she is. Let's go back to being friends."

So what type of person is she thinking of? And how easy is it to be friends like before?

This question has been floating around in me ever since. I love him so much. The day he said this to me was the same day we fell into a relationship. What a coincidence. Ten minutes ago we were all happy that we had already reached the 3 month mark.

After today, I kept crying and feeling sad while he went to be happy with his friends as usual. You guys might think. If he goes to be happy then we will be sad for him. Act happily. I understand, but being dumped by someone who made you understand what love is isn't easy. At least I want to make up my mind. Regret to the fullest

Since that incident it has given me a lot to think about. The way I rushed to fill him with love, I didn't know beforehand how much his heart ached. But when I found out, I acted in a way that he didn't like. Plus he kept asking about his ex-girlfriend. Until I didn't think about his feelings at all. I deserved to be abandoned, I deserved it.

From now on, I'd rather not love you at all. If you love, it will create scars like this. If you love then you will lose. I'd rather I stay like this alone.

Enough with love that is difficult to understand

P.S. Go back to being friends. But what he did was worse than being friends. I beg you, please disappear from my life.


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