ONE SHOT: HEAVY
LIMYOUNGMIN X KIMDONGHYUN
Beauty, perfection, attractiveness, good testing, the music you listen to, the way you dress, even the mood tone of the pictures. Lim Young Min makes Dong Hyun fall in love with his secretive personality on the popular Instagram app.
Liking all of Lim Young Min's photos and checking each other's Instagram stories was something Donghyun chose to do every day. For him to dare to reveal his liking for someone was not difficult when the other party had tens of thousands of followers, and there was definitely no way that Lim Youngmin would notice or care about Aij. Who only posts pictures of dogs, cats, and landscape photos without his face except for the display that shows, but it's like God is teasing him. On a good day.
His IG story where he shot a short clip of himself with his cat at home was viewed by Lim Young Min on IG. The person who had always admired the other person's expression only had his heart skipping a beat, and even more so when the other person came to look at him every day, he was rather restless and acting out of what was happening. And of course, since then he's been uploading stories more frequently than usual. It's just a stupid thing he uploaded when before he didn't pay much attention to adding stories there, Twitter articles. The short story he had read suddenly popped up in his mind.
'When uploading an IG story, sometimes you want someone to click and view it'
Even though I don't want to admit that I'm experiencing symptoms like that, I can't deny that I really want the other person to press in and take a look, just like the tweet said.
The things that brought a smile to his face every day happened more and more frequently, to the point where he could hardly be himself. What Lim Youngmin did to him after that was the other party greeting him by direct message. On his Instagram, if he were to compare his feelings at that time, it would be like that of a young girl who had her first love at the age of fourteen, even though he had a boyfriend and had a relationship. Love comes first, but getting to know someone and liking the way they live or express themselves is quite something that makes him quite surprised at himself. I just don't think I'd be heartbroken with someone I've never met face-to-face before.
'I want to know too'
That was Im Young Min's first sentence. Questions and doubts were sent to the other party with a rather nervous feeling. What he didn't think would happen was the complete opposite. That's right, Im Young Min. Min has seen him since the beginning and the other party also told me that he was the one who started following Lim Young Min's IG since there was nothing that might sound similar to what he grew up with. With someone like that?
He couldn't be sure as his relationship grew more and more. And of course, it didn't go in a sibling way, but it turned out to be special to each other. After that, Im Young Min's Instagram was full of photos of Kim Dong Hyun, and of course, Kim Dong Hyun's Instagram was full of photos of Im Young Min as well. too
All the past things are beautiful. Perfection, interestingness, good testing, songs listened to, dressing, even the mood tone of Im Young Min's pictures create a clear picture.
Wow!
The force from the other party that was sent against his face made him unable to control his own body to stop. His face turned to follow the force that was sent. Unmoved, he didn't even turn around to look straight at the other person's face out of fear or anything, but the Im Youngmin in front of him was becoming more and more cruel every day.
“How do you want it?”
The words were devoid of sweetness like when they first started dating each other. When he couldn't go back in time to go back to the beginning of it, including the violence that Lim Young Min used often against him. Every day that the other person drank alcohol or even when he was not in the mood, the duration of their relationship was not very long.
In the almost two years that we have been together, everything has been very good because the universities are close together. Im Youngmin offered to let him share a room together, even though the other party knew that Donghyun had a house not far from the university, and of course it wasn't strange because his father and mother were working abroad for half the year. Will come back once.
In that house, there was only him and the caretaker who had raised him since he was a child until he could almost be considered a part of the family. The caretaker was not at all upset about him moving in with Youngmi. I just understand that he must be lonely because it's been a while since he's seen his father and mother.
His loneliness and innocence made him choose to share a room with Im Young Min without any doubts after more than a year of dating. After that, the other person's personality began to change. He could hardly understand what had happened as well. Hundreds of doubts and questions lingered in his mind but he could not ask even a single question. That day, lipstick marks women's perfume
That hair band decorated with crystals. He nearly lost his mind after returning to his room, and at first he said he couldn't find the beginning of this story. He thought that now that he might have found it, it might be the beginning of all these broken relationships.
“I will go home.”
"I won't let you go!"
The force of his wrist and the strong tug caused him to lurch violently towards the other party, and of course Lim Youngmin didn't catch him in any way. Just let him fall to the crimson carpeted floor without any care.
"Why do you want us to stay? I can't handle your emotions anymore."
"It's your business, but I won't let you go!"
“Then just kill us here.”
There was only the sound of breathing in this small square room. He didn't say anything after that sentence. So does the other party. There would only be the hugging force and the warmth that spread to cover his body again. In the end, Lim Youngmin was defeated by his tears as before.
“Don't say anything like that again.”
“Um.”
“Donghyun”
"How is it going"
“What happened to your face?”
"nothing"
“Yongmin hyung again?”
When the doubt was easily cleared up, he didn't even have any objections to say to his close friend. He secretly wondered if he would be able to call him a close friend since they'd only spoken to each other for a long time. One is because we're in different faculties. If we don't count it in the chat... it should be counted right away.
"Why don't you answer-"
“Forget it, Dong Han.” His tone didn't show any dissatisfaction at all, even the feelings he felt right now. Sometimes he secretly thinks that Lim Young Min is the angel of death who is causing his individuality to be swallowed up bit by bit. An imperfect love hidden with shattered fragments but still not going anywhere, leaving it cut deep and stabbing like that even though he should have stepped out like everyone told him but he couldn't.
Every feeling beyond liking to the word love, and sometimes he thinks that it might step into a relationship, is that really the case?
“Let's go home and I'll send you.”
"do not need"
“Donghyun, break up with Youngmin hyung.” Slender eyes that had been staring aimlessly off the football field turned to meet his best friend in front of him. Donghan's expression was clearly worried. Those eyes looked like he was in pain about something. If he hadn't guessed correctly, it was more likely his own than all the thoughts, memories, and feelings that seemed to have settled since last night. They began to surface. The story of He and Im Young Min, who were once good, were shaken.
Broken up but unable to separate, causing him to almost go crazy. He definitely used to love himself more than this. It was just that now he loved the other person with all his heart to the point of not being able to step out. He really couldn't do it. Dong Han's face became blurry as clear tears fell from his sharp eyes. When he realized it, he was already in the arms of his best friend.
"vigorous"
His feelings were almost suffocating and he still hated himself for not being able to go anywhere. The bruises on his body were a reminder of everything that had happened. In studying every day, Kim Dong Han had never noticed any abnormalities in Kim Dong Hyun's body, and this was probably the first time he had told his friend to break up with his girlfriend. The other party when patience has reached its limit.
“Donghyun”
“Do you want to date us?”
Of course, he didn't mean to say it so that the other person could hear, but what happened right now was that Im Youngmin forcefully pushed himself and Donghyun apart, hard eyes staring at him. It made him feel a little afraid and apprehensive. Im Youngmin didn't punch him like he expected, and he probably didn't wrongly guess that all of that intensity would have gone to Kim Donghyun instead. He always trusted his instincts. What he chose to do right now was to rush forward and collide with the person in front of him without fear. The sobbing sound of Donghyun, who kept telling him not to clash this time, made him irritated to the point of going crazy.
“Why don't you just break up with it!”
“In the past, he only hurt you, Donghyun!”
“So what are you nosy about?”
Donghyun's pleading expression for help was sent to Donghan. Of course, he didn't intend to be complacent while Kim Donghyun was being pulled away by Lim Youngmin to follow along with him. But in the end, The person who could barely support himself was Dong Han himself. He had never thought of wanting to blame himself so much, the guilt that had been created and engulfed him until he couldn't keep Donghyun with him. Im Young Min's bag
Luckily, it only took him too close to realize what had happened and both Donghyun and Youngmin weren't there anymore.
Bang!
The sound of the door closing the room violently made Donghyun unable to help but be startled by it, but it was still less than the incident a few minutes earlier when Im Youngmin grabbed a knife and prepared to stab his best friend's body. He was violently thrown down. His body began to tremble as the fear built up more and more. Today, Lim Youngmin looked like a different Lim Youngmin from yesterday. That blank stare made him not dare to meet the other's eyes for a moment. The other's white student shirt was carelessly taken off, making him unable to guess the other's actions, including the way that tall figure walked. Going around the room thinking.
“Donghyun”
“Ah .. um.”
His voice trembled as the other person brought himself to sit on the edge of the bed, that smile was distrustful and scary at the same time, he couldn't know what Lim Youngmin was thinking under there. in mind
“You're such a slut.” The words the other party said made his heart twitch until he felt a sharp pain. He could guess what the cause of the other party saying this was if it wasn't an event that happened just a few minutes ago. past
“It's probably not like you used to carry women to your room, right? What's that called?” The fear that happened earlier was like being completely swallowed up by a black hole when Youngmin said words like He would swallow himself and what he had done before. What followed would be the same as before. He would inevitably get slapped in the face by another person, and it really was like that. The red mark. The face from yesterday had been aggravated until it became redder and frightening.
“Good mouth.” His face distorted. The pain in his jaw was squeezed so hard that he didn't even have the strength to push him away. The smile of the person straddling his body was even more satisfying to see him in pain. In the end, the tears that fell again today did not make Im Young Min soften towards him.
“We really mean it.”
"You'd be better off making us die."
END
I don't know what kind of fic this is, but I wrote this to satisfy my own bad mood from yesterday.
T - T
You can scold, but don't be harsh.
Actually, I want to try decorating something that's a little different. I normally dress like this.
good vibes
And then I found that... yes, I couldn't survive.
I really can't be mean to Little Donghyun. It's probably the shortest I've ever written (only four pages in Word, usually around six).
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