JB & YoungJae

"You can have excess. It doesn't matter if you're missing."

short fiction

Writer's first story

Gotyani

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Have you ever felt like you were too much? ......... ?

I'm Choi Youngjae, main vocalist of

GOT7

Myself, I am a cheerful person, smiles well, and is easy to get along with. That made people pay attention. and has always given importance to me since childhood Everyone wants to be friends with me, want to get to know me....... I feel good about that.

But now there is someone. that makes me feel What I've always thought about might be.....not.

“Youngjae, what is wrong with you? What are you doing sitting outside by yourself?" When you talk about it, are you a ghost?

“Ah Jaebum hyung, I didn't have anything. Well, today the stars are beautiful. So I came out to sit and enjoy the breeze and look at the stars, haha." I forced a smile at him.

"Are you okay? I didn't see that there would be any stars today... but never mind, hurry up and go inside. Everyone is waiting for you to eat."

"Ah... uh.... ah.... yes, I'll go now." Choi Youngjae, you're crazy. You don't have a single star. How can you claim that? Oh no!

After Jaebum hyung went back inside. I sat and composed myself. Adjust your mood to be bright and cheerful, worthy of being Choi Young Jae of the masses...... Okay, I'm ready, Choi Young Jae Fighting!!!

*crack*

“Choi Youngjae has arrived. I'm sorry I made you..." My voice was cut off by the scene in front of me.

Yes ... Jaebum hyung is feeding kimchi to Jinyoung hyung ......... Yes ... I have "extra" hair.

"Oh, the extra person has arrived, kekeke. Come, come and eat." Jackson's hyung's voice called out to me. Made me snap out of my trance for a moment.

Yes, everyone heard me right. That's my new name "Chao Suan" I had the honor of Jackson Hyung giving it to me.

Where is it from? As you know, there are 7 people in our group. I'm the last one. The dormitory was divided up perfectly.

Jaebum hyung and Jinyoung hyung ...... Jackson hyung and Mark hyung ..... Bambam and Yugyeom

As for me? Manager hyung wants someone to take care of me. Because I'm the new kid. So I went to Jaebum hyung and Jinyoung hyung's room. Because the two of them have a lot of experience. Plus, the two of them are very close. /This isn't sarcastic.

Because it's like this. Jackson hyung, so he gave me a nickname: Excess.

Actually, it's just a funny name. Let's have fun chatting in the dorm. At first I had fun. But now I feel like I... don't enjoy it anymore.

I nodded in response to Jackson hyung. before bowing his head and walking towards the dining table My seat is at the head of the table. Others entered and sat across from each other in pairs. Let's talk Ning Ning That's not enough. Jaebum hyung and Jinyoung hyung are sitting right next to me. Come on, come on, do your best!!!

I picked up my chopsticks, grabbed a bowl of rice, and devoured my emotions. Ignore the picture in front of you.

"Just aaaaaaaaaaaaa" stuck in my throat, stuck in my throat.

"Ah, Nam, why are you in such a hurry? No one's going to fight for you, Youngjae." Greedy Youngjae " Jaebum hyung handed me water.

"It's okay. I'm full. Excuse me!" That's right!! Choi Youngjae is greedy. Choi Youngjae is not neat and cute like Jinyoung hyung. No matter what you do, it's never good in Jaebum hyung's eyes.

I got up from the dining table. Walk back into the room.

*Bang!!!*

I fell onto the bed. Tears flowed without stopping. I don't like it when I'm like this. I just...

I feel hurt when there are three people in a room. Jaebum hyung kept talking to Jinyoung hyung.

I feel hurt when Jaebum hyung praises Jinyoung hyung. But he never complimented me once.

I feel hurt that Jaebum hyung teases everyone except me.

I feel hurt that Jaebum hyung blames me. Don't speak nicely to me. The way you talk to other people

He's a jealous child, Choi Young Jae, a jealous person!!! You're not only an extra but also a jealous person.

It was your mistake to fall in love with Jaebum hyung. It was your fault...

*crack*

The sound of the door opening I quickly wiped away my tears so that no one would see me cry. I pretended I was asleep.

The sound of footsteps coming towards my bed. A warm hand was placed on my shoulder. Then he moved to wipe away the tear stains that were still on my cheek.

"Youngjae-ah... are you asleep?" Yes, he's the person I don't want to meet the most right now, Jaebum hyung.

" .......... " I'll answer about anything.

" Hey, are you.... angry that I said you were a greedy person? Hmm, Youngjae-ah. " Don't beg me, don't come and poke me. Choi Youngjae isn't soft-hearted.

" ........" Still, calm, subdued every movement.

I jumped when I felt a touch on my waist. I want to be crazy. Jaebum hyung lay on the bed and hugged me. My heart is beating very fast right now. Hyung must have heard it.

"Are you upset that Hyung never spoke nicely to you?" He whispered in my ear. No, I had to keep quiet. Keep quiet. Youngjae. Keep quiet.

Eh, wait a minute, the sentence just now is the same as the one I went to consult with Bambam this morning, you crazy bastard!!! I told you not to tell anyone. Oh, I just wanted to vent. So I complained to Bambam about Jaebum hyung. Never once spoke to me nicely. But I don't think the good guy will betray me. Hmmmm, I'll see you for sure. BamBam!!!

"Do you want to know why Hyung has to do that? Hmm. Do you want to know, Youngjae-ah?" There must have been something wrong with the food at last's meal. Jaebum hyung said something strange. And then he acted strangely to me.

*Freak*

Jaebum hyung used his strength to turn me so that I was looking at him. I kept my head low so as not to make eye contact with him.

“Youngjae-ah...look at hyung's face. You hate each other already?” Jaebum hyung lifted my chin up. Now I'm making eye contact with him. My heart felt like it would explode.

"Hyung never talks nice to you, never compliments you, doesn't play with you like other people. Because hyung is afraid..... afraid that if hyung accidentally does something I indulge myself too much. Hyung is afraid that it will .... will ..... not be able to restrain myself."

"Oh, don't you dare? What is this? What is this? Choi Young is confused. Very confused.

"I can't stop myself from wanting to hug you. Don't let me want to kiss you. Don't let me think too much of you..... Don't let me love you..... Choi Youngjae, hyung, I love you, hyung loves you, did you hear that?"

"It's... it's me......." Shock, shock cinema.

"It's okay. I understand. I know you didn't think like that. I'm sorry. Forget what you said." Hyung promises that from now on he will treat you like everyone else. Please let hyung continue to be your hyung.”

"It's hyung....it's.....me."

"It's okay, Mr. ....... You, just get some rest." Jaebum hyung pulled away from me. Can't pretend to get out of bed. Can't be like this.

I stood up and quickly grabbed his wrist. Until Jaebum hyung turned and looked at me.

"Hyung, I told you to forget about me... Oops." Yes, I kissed him. Don't think I'm gullible. I just don't know what to do to make him not run away from me. Choi Young Jae is not evil. Choi Young Jae is innocent (not real).

I pulled away from Jaebum hyung. I think Jaebum hyung might be in shock right now. Even myself, I'm in shock...

"If what hyung said is true Could you please tell me again?"

"Huh ... ah ... that is ... uh ah ... what did hyung say just now?" Ah, I must have really shocked him kekeke.

"So when hyung said he loved me..."

" ..... Yes, hyung loves you. Im Jaebum loves Choi Youngjae."

"What about Jinyoung hyung?"

"Hmm, Jinyoung, Jinyoung, why?"

"Well, hyung seems close and he always praises Jinyoung hyung when he's with me..."

“With Jinyoung, we've been here for a long time. We've worked together for a long time. So it's like we're brothers."

"Oh... Is that so?"

"Are you jealous?"

" yes ! I'm jealous, very jealous." Well, if it was a general fic, they'd have to say "no" or something like this, right? But I'm not like other people. I'm Choi Young Jae.

" 5555555 You're so ... Don't be jealous. Hyung has only been looking at you all this time. I've never looked at other people. What about you? What do you think about hyung?"

"Here, I both kissed and said I was jealous. Hyung, don't you understand yet? I'm so bored!"

"Okay, I just want to hear... I want to hear that we love each other, is that okay?"

"Yes, I ... love Jaebum hyung."

*whistles* Jaebum hyung kissed my cheek, hehe, so I patted Jaebum hyung on the shoulder.

"If you've told me you love me, you can't be dirty with me!"

" 555555555555 Well, you're cute. You smell good too, Youngjae. So, in conclusion, right now we..."

"Hmm....?"

"Let's be boyfriend and girlfriend." Jaebum hyung held up his pinky finger in a promise to me.

"Yes...ok." I answered Jaebum hyung with my pinky.

Jaebum hyung hugged me I'm so happy I can't tell. Please tell me I'm not dreaming.

Finally today You're too much like me. There is another part to fill in.

And you.....

Have you found the missing part yet...?

....................... By Gotyani .............................