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{Have you ever felt Have you heard it?

A loud voice inside Shout I love you}

(I love you, but you reject me every time. 'Why'? So I can only be a friend to 'you' EU...)

-Kihyun

(You) are his first friend.

His dream was to open a restaurant. will come according to the dreams that he has drawn With you supporting me beside you.

(It's necessary. I'm sorry I couldn't love you, Kihyun...)

-You (EU)

He is the person you (love?) can trust the most in your life.

A young model who is beautiful and looks charming in everyone's eyes.

The novel might be a little small.

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January 11 2015 / 10:37

She is my first friend. She is a kind, sweet, beautiful, cute person. I like her personality. She is the person I am most comfortable with. So I can't help but worry and be jealous. With other men following you My habit of being a flirt and constantly flirting with girls is nothing. Because I want to be beside you

and stay by her side like this forever..

January 13 2015 / 13:57

Today, right now, I will tell you that I love you. I've loved you for a long time too.. I made her favorite boxed lunch that she likes to eat..

Ah, open it and take a look.

A young man with a bright face, small in size but not much taller than you. Present your favorite boxed lunch that you have enjoyed eating for a long time. You saw it and smiled.

What special day is today? I think I'll go and see how beautiful this area is again ^3^

You teased Kihyun, your close male friend, who was now pouting and making small movements with his mouth, but you didn't care. Because most of the time Kihyun likes you to ask other girls for their numbers. Until you think that this is your daily life.

Come on~ I did my best for you, Eu. It's still good to open and look at it ^.^

As Kihyun spoke, you opened a chic lunchbox. The outside looks normal, but inside the lunch box, it hides something special that will always make you excited. But the brown rice you eat these days looks different. I have to stop when I open it. The question is difficult to explain and you are very dissatisfied.

Kihyun's face was shy at first. Because it was also his first time doing something crazy like this. But now his expression became tense. Because you did something that made you dissatisfied?

Kihyun, if you want to be my friend again. You should stop doing this.

You said in a very dissatisfied tone as you handed the lunchbox to Kihyun, who had an expression on his face.

You got up and walked away, leaving Kihyun with many questions, about what he should do from now on…

I must be too close to her...

“The question in my mind is still clear. Why have you never seen my sincerity?

The love we have for each other, you never know."

Because inside that lunchbox, all of Kihyun's feelings were hidden. The scrap of paper you found on the back said the word

"I love you, Eu."

January 29  2017/ 23:22

It's already winter. You and I are still friends. And it's better that I don't say I like you like before.

Now EU and I go to the snow festival in Seoul. It's a festival once a year and EU and I never miss it.

Kihyun, let's go look at that--

You didn't finish speaking. Without Kihyun knowing, you pulled Kihyun along with you, not listening to the people greeting you behind you.

You absentmindedly held Kihyun's hand, causing Kihyun's eyes to widen. But inside, his heart was pounding quite a bit.

You brought Kihyun to stop at Balcony next to the frozen river Before, it was a beautiful river. But now it has turned into cold ice.

Peep! fireworks! fireworks!

Suddenly, the sound of fireworks rang out. The light from the black sky now turned beautifully colorful, causing the two of them to look in the same direction, their hands still holding each other.

Hey Kihyun, have you ever thought about that? If you lost someone you loved, what would you do?

Your sweet voice is filled with sadness and pain inside. causing Kihyun to turn and look at you. But you're still staring at the fireworks.

Hmm..I'm sorry. Because the connection is too great. So it makes me very sad. Why do you ask like that? What's wrong with the EU?

Kihyun noticed that your expression was sadder than before. So make him greet you. Therefore making you look at the fireworks. Startled together

Oh...oh..or..or not, I just asked.^ ^

Oh~~Good. If there's anything I can help with or if you're uncomfortable, please tell me.

Hmm^ ^

A long time While you were sitting there looking at the fireworks Kihyun's eyes staring at you Ready to look at your beautiful face with fascination

`If ​​I'm missing you What will I be like, EU...'

Kept it in my heart for a long time. I have to suffer with the word friend who keeps me from sending my love to you.

Kihyun, what did you eat today? Please make me eat.

You suddenly walked up to Kihyun excitedly. Make people looking at you unable to take their eyes off you.

'Why are you so cute, Eu?'

Just finished it. Oh, let's eat this. And you will never forget me.

Wow, so beautiful and delicious. I ate it~~ Um..oh my goodness, Kihyun. You should probably open your own restaurant. I think there must be a lot of people coming. Haha.

You ate deliciously the crab fried rice on your plate while Kihyun continued to watch you eat.

Hey, come here, Kihyun.

Kihyun, who heard your voice from downstairs in the house, immediately came over.

All of a sudden~

Kihyun who has come to you So you quickly put on the black blindfold. Kihyun closed his eyes.

What are you doing here, EU?

Kihyun was about to remove the cloth over his eyes because it was too dark. Plus Kihyun's personality is because he doesn't like the dark. But I was banned by you first.

Don't take the cloth out of your eyes yet, Kihyun.

Not much time had passed but the silence here made Kihyun restless. So he'll call you out.

EU ah--

The shock from the hug in front of him made Kihyun I staggered a bit but was able to control myself. The touch of your hug is full of warmth. Kihyun didn't hesitate and hugged you back.

Kihyun

You suddenly called out his name even though the listener had wanted to hear his name come out of your mouth for the rest of his life.

Hm..?Is there something wrong?

Or not..

You said as you loosened your hold on the person who pulled away from the hug and grabbed for air as if afraid you would disappear.

Kihyun was startled by the sudden warm breath. You kissed Kihyun's right cheek. Gently, like this was the last thing you could give him, you broke the kiss immediately.

I..uk..love you..Kihyun

Your trembling voice, which you tried to keep from shaking as much as possible, was clearly heard by those listening. Kihyun listened to your voice and it sounded like you were crying with worry, so he quickly removed the blindfold and found the room empty.

It's been weeks now that I haven't seen Eu. If possible, if I ever see her, I'd like to know all about it. Because why do we have to disappear even though we haven't told each other yet?

Today I was very tired from work, so I went to sit on the sofa, but something in my pocket made me go and take a look.

'Announcement: EU, the beautiful young babe, has died suddenly. The reason is because of being sick ××× for a long time. But no one knows.'

What I heard on the big screen TV and the moment I was about to open the white piece of paper was just right to read.

Kihyun heard this and immediately collapsed. There were many questions running through Kihyun's head, and then manly tears slowly flowed down his face, like when he was clearly being teased. It was like everything slowly slowed down and everything I saw became blurry because of the tears.

No..Uk, isn't it true?..It's not true.

Kihyun sat with his knees hugging the front of the sofa and holding his head until his hair lost its shape like a unconscious person. As you look up at the big screen TV that projects your image onto the screen This caused Kihyun to scramble closer to the TV screen. Slowly stroking the image of your face But it made him feel like a living dead person.

No..EU.Ugh..you don't leave me, please. Please..please.come back..

Kihyun collapsed in front of the TV, hugging himself with tears streaming down his face. But he suddenly realized that there was something he hadn't done yet, so he took out a white sheet of paper and opened it. I found the letters beautifully arranged. that a reader like him can hardly breathe

'EU

If you have read this letter Please keep it well. I thought this was my agent. Don't cry, Kihyun. I don't like you crying. Keep the needle strong. I'll be rooting for you to help you. Keep fighting. I know you love me I love you too. But it probably isn't possible. After all, you're the only man I love. and I will remember you forever

From the EU'

'I can't survive without you, Eu.'

'I will remember you forever, Kihyun.'

Finished with a short story.

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1 December 2018

Let's meet. Please wait a bit because there will be a lot of episodes written by the writer.

It might be a little short. Because it's just a spoiler, hehe. It's a spoiler that can add up to the story, haha.