Hello everyone Wright composed this story. On Wright's important day, inspired Coming from someone important to Wright So I wrote this story for everyone to read through my identity. Kuroko and Akashi-kun instead Hope you like it.
To Akashi Seijuro (My Dearest)
Today is November 29th. I'm Kuroko. Ah, no.
'Akashi' Tetsuya
I'm sitting looking out the window. that is as large as a large door Just like what can be seen in general castles.
I'm an ordinary person. I don't have any status.. But where I live now is the mansion of Akashi Seijuro, the young master of the old family. influential in Japan
As the wife of Akashi, the son of this great family.
I like to sit and watch from this soft sofa that I'm sitting on. From this angle, there are many things happening..
various things
Various stories happened
lots
So much so that just as I sit here, the memories, feelings, laughter, tears, pain, sadness, and happiness that me and Akashi-kun have created and gone through together are flowing out. It's like a film reel showing images of the past. Come out for me to see.
All the time together Both happiness and suffering occur.
'How is my relationship with Akashi-kun'? This question.. I ask myself and that person all the time.
Of course, like any other couple, we have arguments. And the moments of love
uncle..
But with me
My relationship with Akashi-kun is light.
Because of me...
“Why must you be jealous of me? Do you like me?”
The soft, low voice of a familiar red-haired man asked me this question. It really surprised me.
Was he that confident in himself?
How narcissistic.
Why are you so confident?
Why are you so sure of yourself?
Why..
Why does he know?
So many thoughts flowed into my head in just a split second. And that was what made me so embarrassed that I didn't dare make eye contact. But my mouth and my heart at that time were in sync.
"Yes.. I like Akashi-kun."
I answered the question of the fiery redhead in front of me rashly, causing me to unexpectedly avert my two colored eyes.
But he was surprised.
Didn't he already know..?
The young man of the Akashi family The person sitting on the chair across from me had a very surprised expression on his face. His strong hands and well-shaped chin were still and stiff.
Before those enticing two-colored eyes disappeared from my sight
Why..
"I beg you.... I'd like it to be a toy for Akashi-kun. I just want to stay by Akashi-kun's side like right now..I can be anything to Akashi-kun."
"I accept everything.. As long as I can be with you, that's enough."
Those..are my own words..
Said like that.. Because I like you
no
I don't like you
But I love you..
I can accept everything.
No matter how painful it is
No matter how sad you are
No matter how bad you feel
This is all I ask for..
For me, Akashi-kun.. It's everything in my life.
If I were to compare my feelings..
I love him very much.
How much?
If he was a cigarette Even if I don't smoke Or if you don't know how to smoke, I'll smoke.
If he is an alcoholic.. I asked to drink until I was drunk.
If he were a star I'll be the sky that holds the stars
If he were paper I will be a pen
If he was a bullet May I be your gun?
He's mean.
He's dangerous.
He made me fall in love just by looking at those two colored eyes.
Every time I make eye contact
I fell in love with him every time.
Make eye contact a thousand times I fell in love with him a thousand times.
Until one day, his words to me Makes me unable to forget, on November 30th, those words still resonate in the most wonderful memory of my life.
"You, don't think I'm being selfish, Kuroko. I like you."
"I love you, Tetsuya."
What did he say.. R..is that love? He loves me already?
Where are you looking? Why do you have to turn away like that? Are you embarrassed?
Are you embarrassed by me?
His dark red eyebrows furrowed together and his beautiful two-colored eyes looked away..
Why is he so?
cute
Why does he make me feel this pain in my heart?
His expression after he finished speaking was disturbing.
My heart constricted and pounded until it almost burst out.
It hurts
Hot, uncomfortable, and so tight you can't breathe..
What should I do?
My heart feels like it's about to break.
He is the craziest..
He's oily.
crazy
that makes me this happy I still haven't stopped my heart pounding. This pain and feeling feels good. How should I deal with it..
But it wasn't until I felt anything more than this feeling of being squeezed in my heart until it ached with embarrassment. I reached out my hand and grabbed Akashi-kun's necktie and kissed him.
It really can't be helped.
His two-colored eyes widened before falling asleep in response to what I had done.
His small lips pressed a kiss with love as if he would die with the man in front of him. The soft and warm feeling of Daedong-haired man's lips. It made the small man with light blue hair almost exhausted, but it wasn't enough.
When the fiery red haired young man pressed his small wrist to the bed without ever leaving his lips. He also invaded his hot tongue to sweep the blue-haired owner's mouth for sweetness. Making the small blue-haired man moan in his throat with pleasure.
A small, pale white hand left his necktie and wrapped it around the strong neck of the owner of two red and gold eyes, kissing sweetly with tongues. Longing for each other for a long time
The red-haired man pressed a kiss and flicked his tongue passionately against the small body, like he was tasting delicious food. Even the head cook of the family can make it delicious. and as sweet as Kuroko's lips and tongue now
sweet...
It's too sweet.
'Tetsuya'
The sound of kissing mixed with the wet sound of the red and blue haired couple's saliva filled the Akashi family's master bedroom. That Seijuro's room
His scent still makes me feel as good as ever.
His touch still makes me melt.
His smile, eyes and voice still make my heart flutter.
But our relationship has returned. gradually becoming lighter
all the time
And more every time we argue...
The feelings he has for me starting to change
From 1 per day
become 2
and gradually decreased....
until it changes to negative
So funny..me
Why has it become like this?
working distance
location
time
From what we had for each other, it began to decrease...it really hurt..
Too much suffering..
I don't want it.
I don't want this
I'm sorry
Please..
If God really exists..can you help me?.please don't make him leave me.
I'm sorry...
"Stay with me."
This is what I wrote on the paper. It's a short word but it means a lot to me..
“I want to spend my whole life with Akashi-kun. Come play with me, come talk, come hug me, I can be your fun.
I hope your presence will last forever. I've never really felt this way about anyone. Let me hug you.. Please stay with me. You're the only one I love Lift those slender, beautiful hands and run them down my hair. Those hands, those eyes, they're mine. They've always been mine, right? If the whole world is full of liars,
The only person I trust is you, Akashi-kun. You know me well, don't you? This is the truth, I'm not pretending. I know that all this time you must have been very tired because of me, I'm sure.. but I want to be everything for you. When the days and nights come in dark times Let me be your light. This is what I would like to request... Is it too much? ...
Akashi-kun doesn't need to answer me. I will assume....... You agreed. This is a message from me to Akashi-kun."
Ah, I wrote it wrong.
His hands were shaking and hurting..
Why do I have to write a message?
On the back of the divorce papers?
"Yes, I love Akashi-kun."
"From Kuroko Tetsuya"
My hand hurts too much..
The water is very hot..
Is this table enough for me to kiss?
My heart hurts so much.
Is there anyone who can help me...?
A young man with light blue hair sat face down on the table where he wrote a letter to his lover. that is about to be just a memory Tears streamed down her sweet face, which was in quite a bit of pain. His eyes focused on the words that had been written.
Give it to someone, hoping they'll read it.
But it's just hope
"Please... stay with me, Akashi-kun."
END
From Kuroko Tetsuya
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