Father's Day....I miss my dad a little. My father is not smart or handsome, but he really loves his children....

I miss my father...so I want to tell you his story.

Father: Ordinary man, salaried worker, 29 years old, wife left, not running off with anyone. Suitable for moving work And then there's a new person who flirts with me. So I had to clear myself up to be single.

Luktan: Daughter, 6 years old, studying in Primary 1.

“Son, today I went home and couldn't see my mother. She's already gone.” This is what my mother told me in grade 1. Normally my mother doesn't like me. Because I look a lot like my father. I have 2 siblings. The younger one's name is Kao Taem. This person looks like his mother, which is very handsome. Handsome since childhood, around 3 years old, his mother took Kao Taem to live with his grandmother.

I don't know why. What would a child like me know? It happened when I was 5 years old.

I don't know more. What's the problem with mom and dad? All I know is that my mom had me when I was 17 years old. She still didn't know how to raise a child. Just hired for a new job. I have to take my young child to work with me to babysit.

I'm wondering how to raise it. Dad told me that it was a job in a small district. Everyone loves the new graduates. He brought his pretty wife who was pregnant with her. She was still 17 years old, so she didn't know how to raise a child. The father who had raised the younger sibling before Having a bit more experience than his wife. Therefore, we have to raise our children according to birth. Because the wife's milk doesn't flow.

The elders at work also help raise and care for the petite-looking, mischievous, and irritable child, the child whose mother doesn't love her.

“You look too much like your father.” One of my father's friends once said that he was not handsome, black, but kind and eloquent. My father once said that, in fact, my father's friend was flirting with my mother. But he already has a girlfriend. Make your mother heartbroken When I learned that my father had been hired as a civil servant Mom was sarcastic and came with Dad. Dad's friend is both white and handsome, but short. Dad is 175 centimeters tall, not a Korean oppa.

Being a truly Isaan young man, Isaan mixed with Chinese, makes me also have Ta Tee lineage. Aside from being black and having a face like your father's.

“Women who look like father are not unlucky,” Father liked to say.

Because I wasn't raised by my mother. So it's like they're not close. hurtful words My mother's things had no effect on me because after I was 1 year old, my mother was nine points pregnant. which is like standing together Looks like the kid next door. Kao Taem is both white and cute. She looks very much like her mother. She loves her the most and hires her to babysit her at the market.

I was hardly close to Kao Taem either. Until I was 5 years old, Kao Taem moved in with my grandmother....end of news.

My father picked me up from school and told me that my mother was no longer at home.

"Mom came to tell me. Where did you go? Why didn't you come back?" I asked innocently. Dad just burst into tears. Some things I don't need to understand. Normally, I'm often alone with my father. Whether mother is present or not It has no effect on me at all.

Mother carried away half of the things that were in the house. When I returned home to my father's official residence, It was found that the house had been demolished. Dad didn't say anything and packed up his things. and cook food for me to eat. Father normally cooks food for me to eat.

After that, Dad went to drink with friends every day. But...with me Dad had to take me with him. Go sleep on the next table. The waiter lit up mosquito repellent and gave him food to eat. This went on for a month. At that time, the school break started in Grade 2. The incident that happened was an important event in his life. I remember some of what my father told me. What do your father's friends tell you?

When I was in second grade, my father gave me money to go to school every day. I only eat noodles Don't eat snacks, save money. Because he knew that his father had no money. In the middle of the month, he ran out of money.

"Dad, are you taking my stuff? I bought coffee for 100 baht." I took 100 baht in coins and put them in a small bag and put them in dad's hand. Dad is whiny and likes to cry. Actually, dad is funny.

“Keep it, child. My father doesn't have me to go to school either.”

“I have some, I just need to eat a little. Dad, please take it.” This is the source of my lifelong dependency on Dad because he taught me how to fry an omelet. Teach how to make stewed straw mushrooms that you grow yourself. I only eat omelets. with fried pork or other bland food Thinner than children of the same age Luckily I've never been sick.

“Father, you have skills in sewing tissue boxes. Dad bought it for me too.” I told him one day. In the evening, father brought it for me. As a child in grade 2, I didn't know how to do it, so I fell asleep even though I didn't finish it.

In the morning I found out that it was finished. Father made it, like a man's handiwork. Next, Dad helped me do almost everything. I was considerate of him, so I hurriedly did it. I have my own spell. That is, there is nothing that ordinary people can do. And I can't

The household chores of a Grade 2 child like me are cooking rice, pouring water, frying eggs, and sweeping the house. After finishing homework Not addicted to television Because it goes with mom, including the refrigerator and television.

On Mother's Day that year...my father went. I had the privilege to let him go instead. I don't feel like I'm missing anything. It seems like the teachers at school also knew about my mother. Many times they praised me for doing housework and taking care of myself even though I was only in Grade 2. Plus, I was good at studying and got a good scholarship.

Of course, that scholarship...I held it in my father's hand. That's my whiny. ..Dad likes to cry. I hardly cry at all.

A year later, my father brought a woman to the house. Said to be a new mother Come help take care of me. He went to pick up Kao Tae at his grandmother's house to stay with him. Kao Taem is in Grade 1, cute as always. Her stepmother, we call her mother...she has a stepson, a girl, 6 months younger than Kao Taem, in the same class, named Aeng.

Studying at a private school Kao Taem and I attended government school as usual.

Mother was a person with money, good-looking, but very fierce. She raised me and Kao-Tam strictly. Just one mistake. Meanwhile, Aeng has never done anything wrong in her mother's eyes. Aeng hardly helps with housework. Kao Taem and I washed and ironed our own clothes. Of course, there were regular burns on our arms and legs. We were allowed to iron our clothes once a week, but we had two sets of school uniforms and one PE set. We were given no choice.

"If you're a very clean person, you can wash them, but don't iron them, it's a waste of electricity." My mother told me, don't use a fan, it's a waste of electricity. It's good in the province where I live. It is a province where the weather is not hot. There was a cool breeze at the house. Don't watch television if it's not a holiday. Even though it's a holiday, if you haven't finished your work, don't look at it. If your homework isn't finished, don't look at it.

I don't have special education. But I have studied. The good thing is that Aung is an honest, soft-hearted child, so we don't mind Aung.

I graduated from grade 6 with grades ranked among the top 10 in school, even though I didn't have any special education. Homework? Master will die me When it's finished, mom doesn't know. He likes to take time to pick up a book to read or do homework.

I passed the science-mathematics entrance exam at a provincial women's school. It made me realize that when it came to education, my mother wouldn't be involved. My father had to pay for the tuition himself. Luckily I was able to withdraw. I study according to my own standards, with an average grade of over 3. Housework is harder than before. There is almost no time to do homework. What will you do...get called to watch a drama?????

Will study for exams and be called to work. When I finish watching the drama, I will do my homework....

"Wasted electricity".......This is what Kao Taem and I have encountered all along. Until Kao Taem had to secretly cover the bed with a reading light. and finally nearsightedness When mother found out the reason Hit the nine points and almost died because Dad forbade it.

My younger brother and I adjusted our strategy to doing homework while watching dramas. Seriously, we didn't watch, we just sat and did homework. Later, what we found was pocket money. We received 3 out of 5, yes, 3 days. For the other 2 days, Mom avoided her, pretended to be angry, was busy, and did it often. Until we have to set aside 3 days' worth of money for 5 days. But the problem is, do I have to have my period?

Father, you know everything that me and my younger sibling were doing. Dad secretly gave me money. Secretly bought some sanitary pads. I don't know if it was lucky or unlucky. My period came when I was 15 and it wasn't normal. I didn't have a stomachache, not a lot, but it lasted a long time. My father secretly supported sanitary napkins all along. Of course, mother must not know. If she finds out, I will have my money deducted.

Dad used to argue with Mom about the way she liked to tease us. Mother argued with a deadpan face. That day, Kao Tae and I went without food or pocket money. After that, Dad didn't dare speak again. But we will sit together so as not to tease our mother. Ask for pocket money to go to school. Wake up early and sit down to prevent your children from being scolded for no reason.

When Kao Taem graduated from primary school Kao Taem passed the entrance exam to the provincial boys' school. Now I know from my father that My grandmother knew all about it. Because Kao Taem often tells you about it. So I asked for my nine points back. As a result, Kao Taem and I will never see each other again. Dad? He's depressed.

I'm not disappointed that Grandma didn't take me away. Because grandma is like mom. Don't like me very much.....

When I entered high school It is a time when you want to pay attention to education. But my chores are twofold because I don't have nine points to help.

Friends are very helpful in tutoring and doing my homework. It made my studies no problem at all.

One day when I was in Mathayom 4, my mother invited a man who was my younger brother's friend into the house. The purpose?....to flirt with me? I myself have never had a boyfriend. because it had always been banned This person was a soldier with the rank of sergeant. Father saw and read a lot about Mother's Plan.

Father called that person to talk, secretly called him, he apologized and asked to leave, much to Mother's displeasure. Dad warned me to be careful. A week later, he did the same thing again and scolded Mom. Good luck with your little brother. He despises stepson like me. I don't know what's disgusting. I found out later that I just didn't like it, but I didn't hate it.

Good thing I'm not easily sexually attracted. So I've always been safe. Even though I'm 170 centimeters tall, I'm very skinny and black, so no one pays attention. My father said, "Finish your studies and he'll find a place to study and get a job for you." You will not be in trouble like you are today.

Dad is like an older brother, like a friend, likes to call him to kiss his forehead in the morning, likes to rub his head. Dad told me I was his twin, so Mom teased me because these things had never been done to Mom.

One day I secretly saw Dad had a woman sitting in the back. Dad was shocked..I said don't tell Mom.

“I understand, I don't care about dad.” Dad is the person I love the most. I understand my father the most. There's no crazy fuss. I am also hurt by what the new mother did. Luckily, my father's It's quite clear: take the father, don't take the children, don't tease me, be kind only to me. But....they didn't stay together for long.

When I finished Mathayom 6, my real mother contacted me and invited me to take the education exam. This is a 5 year course. After graduating I have a job immediately. Mom and Dad have been talking for a long time. They pulled me out of my house registration and into my mother's house. made me have the right to take the exam ......and passed the exam

I left home and never went back. Because the new mother knew that her father had someone else, they fought violently. It's good that I passed the exam and got accepted. My real mother immediately pulled me back. As for Eng, Ing's grandmother also pulled me back home. So we didn't meet again.

Mom said she knew from nine points. But he himself remarried. So I couldn't go back and help. When I finished Mathayom 6, I talked to my father and he pulled me out of his orbit.

I went to live with my mother's aunt in the northern provinces. The way of life has changed upside down...or has it not? Well, his grandmother is single. I don't have children but I'm very rich. It's like being the young lady of the house. There are people who do the laundry, the dishes, cook for me, and study happily.

I also wrote a letter to my father. But not often Because Dad said he rarely comes home, the letter was read by Mom. Okay, I understand.

from childhood events It makes me have no heart, have difficulty loving people, and don't trust anyone. I contact my father once a year. He is still well and is always concerned about me and Kao Taem.

Dad secretly came to visit, but soon we would hug each other. Just by looking into our eyes we knew what we were thinking. When I graduated, I sent money to him every month. Without Dad being reluctant about anything. Father breaks up with new mother I didn't care to ask why. have a new family Me after graduation Contact your father once a year as usual.

Real mothers play a more important role in life. love me more than before Without him knowing any more How dead is my heart? I don't cry easily over anything.

I was raised like a snake with ordinary men. I have crooked legs because my father never straightened my legs when I was a child. My teeth are crooked because my father was afraid of hurting me. I'm here to fix these issues when I'm older....chill.

Thanks to dad that makes me strong Thank you new mother That has made me a patient, frugal, and disciplined person. Thank you to my real mother for making me know that. Forgiveness...it's sweet. It makes life not too depressing.

Father's Day every year It makes women bold. Not afraid of anything like me A little sensitive....don't forget that I don't know how to cry.

"Father...how is it?"

"I'm fine, child."......It's my father.....It's like this every year.

The father has a new family It's a simple reason. That we won't be stupid. ...Why don't you go see your father? ....I understand. We just understand each other. I think everything will be okay.

Today....go first...call dad for a moment (^^)

Note: The water is a bit dirty....but just enough. It's true, today I have a family of my own. There's life that we look back on. It's a different movie. I teach my children how I lived my life when I was a child. And how proud we are of our grandfathers. Everyone has their own way of living life. Dad....still loves me and my younger sibling the same way.

Even though today he has 2 more children....thank you for following.

With thanks

Neenee Viewdao