Days and times change
The old places were brought in by new people.
From a young child to high school age
From high school students to university students
From university age into working age
But no matter how times change
In the end, his heart still belonged to one person.
The person who disappeared and his heart was taken away with him.
The word wait...not knowing how long it will take.
But in the end I chose to wait..
Waiting for that day
Waiting for the day that love returns....
“To the heart”
Love returns the heart.
This novel arose from Man's own imagination and is not related to anyone at all. Persons, names, or places were created from Man's imagination. If I go directly or refer to any person, I apologize. Here too ^__^
[Maan Sasi]
RooM9[39]
Read 35 20:29 sent picture
Read 35 20:30 Everyone, we're finished.
Read 35 20:30 If you have free time, come and meet.
Read 35 20:30 Let's take pictures.
Mu_Ni :
Oh, I'm happy to type 20:32
Mu_Ni :
Send stickers 20:32
PikPok :
Send stickers 20:35
T-Tan :
Type and tell us the location. We will definitely go. Congratulations. 20:35
Read 35 20:37 Okay, sorry I forgot, haha.
xXxXx :
Congratulations, type 20:38
OOlives :
Definitely a transvestite, daughter. Congratulations. Long time no see. How is your daughter? Hmmmm. 20:38
Read 35 20:40 Oh, you haven't stopped calling me like this again.
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Mu_Ni :
I'm going to the rehearsal day. Who will go along? 20:40
Clear sky, clear like white wine: Nong Phim of the sky Fa apologizes for not being able to return to Thailand in time. 20:42
Clear sky, clear like white liquor: send sticker 20:42
Clear sky like white liquor: I'll go back to Thailand and meet up soon. I miss all my friends. 20:42
Read 35 20:44 No problem, I'll come back and see you soon.
xXxXx :
We will meet each other many times. I see it crashing all the time 5555520:45
His slender hand reached out and picked up a large bag of snacks near his hand, opening it before putting it into his mouth and chewing happily. Along with using your finger to scroll and read chats on your thin phone. There was a slight smile on his thin lips as he read the conversation that popped up in the LINE chat of his high school friends who had greeted him to tell him about his graduation. Type.
His name comes from a candy mold. Pim's real name is Pim Panyarak. Most of his friends and acquaintances call him Pim. Only his parents and close childhood friends called him by his real nickname, a name he thought was very uncool.
Nong Khaomao's godmother: Nong!!!! Please answer the phone. Don't delay or you'll get caught. Don't say I didn't warn you!!!! 20:55
His brows furrowed together before he automatically pouted. Why has Pha never thought about changing her line name? That's right, "Pha" or Ajirapas, the closest friend in my life, a friend who has known each other since I can remember. Our house is close to the same neighborhood. Pa's house is a small car repair shop that has now expanded into a large, full-service shop. His house was a small dessert shop in the past, but now it has expanded into a large shop with many customers who love it. And that's right. !! Khao Mao is his name. A name that only a select few have the privilege of calling.
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(You can accept it now, Nong Khao Mao. )Phawak's voice came on the line as soon as he answered.
“Well…”
(Why? You don't have to sound irritated. I just went home and didn't tell you.)
“Where is this matter…” He argued in a low voice.
(And is it such a big deal? Let's put this aside for now. But that guy is really heartless and heartless. Wow, after talking, I don't want to talk too much.)
“Then why can't you talk a lot?”
( sore throat!!!!!!!!!!!! ….Whoa, why are you yelling at me, you son of a bitch?)
“Hahaha,” Khao Mao suddenly burst out laughing when he heard Phadang's father, Uncle Kan's voice, interjecting.
( Oh Dad! I'm your son. Just a moment, Nong Khao, let's escape from father first....) Pha spoke before Khaomao heard the noise and commotion coming from the other end of the line.
(Continue talking. Don't think too much. If you don't answer, that's okay. You can forget people like that.)
“Umm…Don't worry. If you get used to it, then you will know.”
(Sigh....Love, love. Don't make such a sad sound again, little one!! Even though Pha knows how much Pha's younger sister wants to meet that old friend, I will say so. It never came to congratulate me on the group line. Even though everyone had read it and actually patted me on the head and patted me on the back. Come and hurt the feelings of our brothers and sisters.
So crazy and still giving hope and then leaving again. Crazy! Don't let Mom find you or you'll smack your head off! ...Blah blah)
Khao Mao smiled slightly as he listened to him complain and scold about that person. Pa knew Khao Mao's heart well and Pa probably knew how disappointed Khao Mao was when she didn't receive a message from that person. The person who Khao Mao always waits for
(Okay, now go to bed. Don't let me know that I'm distracted by my thoughts. I'll see you the day after tomorrow.)
“Will you come back to Bangkok tomorrow?”
(Yes, why would you live and let your father take over your head? Why can't you just use your daughter as a slave? This house is brutal! )
“Haha, if you say it loud, Uncle Kan will hear it.”
(Speak loudly so you can hear. We put it down first. Nong Khao heard a wagging sound coming from outside the room. If you're slow, a wrench will definitely come flying in. Haha)
Khao Mao saw the picture that Pa spoke about. Because Uncle Kan and Pha liked to argue regularly since Pha and Khao Mao were children. Uncle Kan is a single father who has raised Pha since Pha was still a baby. Pha's mother left Pha with Uncle Kan and ran off with her lover. Father once told me that Uncle Kan lost people for a long time but finally came to his senses and was able to raise his only daughter, Phama, very well, but only because she was raised with her father.
Pha therefore has a bold personality that is too feminine, a type that is out of this world.
Pa has been a friend playing with Khao Mao since we were children, studying together from kindergarten to Mathayom 6. Before separating to study at the faculty that they liked, it was still the same famous private university. Even though they lived in different rooms, it was still the same condo, rooms close to each other, on the same floor. A beautiful young woman, Par, studies engineering, and a small, chubby-cheeked man who likes to eat a lot, like Khao Mao, studies cooking.
As a child, Khao Mao was often teased for having a girl's name and being a chubby child that friends liked to tease. Only Pha always protected Khao Mao. Pha once jumped and bit the ear of the tallest boy in the classroom because that boy fell on Khao Mao while running, causing Khao Mao to scratch his knee and make him cry. He was also a laughing stock and made friends in the class laugh at him.
At that time, when she was in kindergarten, her parents were called to meet her. But instead of Uncle Kan scolding Pha, he instead scolded the children on the other side and the parents on that side, causing a stir until the teacher got a headache.
------------------------- 11:30 p.m. --------------------- ----
Nong Khaomao's godmother: Go to bed now. We'll pack things up tomorrow. There's still a few more days left. 11:00 p.m.
Khao Mao glanced at the line that had popped up on the screen half an hour ago and smiled, amused that she had done an excellent job of being his second mother.
Khaomao studied cooking in a four-and-a-half-year course. Three days later, it was his graduation rehearsal. After the actual pickup day has passed, Khaomao will immediately move the items back to their hometown. So I'm gradually collecting things from today. But Pha said that she was in too much of a hurry to collect it. Even if Khao Mao secretly picked it up without telling Pha, he still dared to know.
Book after book was put into boxes, one box became two, and a third box was on the way.
“Eh, is this box included? “Khao Mao held up an old cardboard box in the corner of the room that had previously been hidden and covered with boxes of other things.
“High school box.” A slender hand gently brushed off the faint dust on the cardboard with his own handwriting on it and read the message written out loud at the same time.
A white school shirt filled with patterns from messages and handwriting written by friends on graduation day. The left side of the chest is embroidered with Panyarak's name, indicating ownership. This is the first thing Khao Mao saw after opening the lid of the box to look at it.
Khao Mao chose to read the message on the shirt again. Message after message from the front all the way to the back of the school shirt. The message in front of him made Khao Mao laugh a little. A message from a male student in the class X is a person who takes the initiative by writing a name followed by a number and a message.
When other male friends saw it, they continued to write until everyone was complete.
X Anuwat 9999 Move forward, don't back down.
Palm Panus 6666666666 If you spill, please wipe it up.
Tan Tan Thai 88888888888888888888 Auspicious numbers that will help you type in good luck and see you again.
Om Anan 9 inches, if interested call 098-
XXXXXXX
Pipe Degree 143257087553 What are you writing the numbers for? Those guys above had to write them too...Good luck typing.
Laughter came out from Khao Mao periodically along with many feelings that returned. High school memories Laughter and tears Including...the first and still current love of Khao Mao, the owner of the short message on the hem of his shirt. The last person to write Khao Mao didn't even know that that person had written a shirt for him.
Khao Mao put his shirt down beside him before taking out a thick yearbook and looking at it. Photographs of Mathayom 6/9 students from four years ago still look like they were just a few days ago. Slender fingers gently stroked the sheet of paper. Little tears fell on the page without Khao Mao even realizing it at the same time as the sound of the large television in the room playing the music that accompanied the currently playing movie.
♫ The picture of you still smiling next to you is me.
Looked at it for a long time. Tears came to my eyes.
How many years ago was she like?
Gradually forget each other
I don't know why either.
…..those stories ended ♫
The picture in front of him was blurry because of the tears that were overflowing. No matter how much time has passed, in the end, Khao Mao's heart is still in the same place. Available to the same people A person who leaves takes his heart with him.
Nong Khaomao's godmother: I know you haven't gone to sleep yet. Go to sleep. This is the last warning!! 00:25
Khao Mao laughed through tears when he read the latest message that Pa sent. before quickly wiping away tears and typing a reply. The yearbook was put back in its original box, followed by other items in the box that were taken out and looked at and put back in their original places. The last thing he put in was the first thing he took out. The school shirts that had traces of memories were put back into the box.
The night has passed and another day has passed. But the owner of the room, who was lying on the wide bed, was still lying awake in the dark. In the end, there was no message from the person waiting. Khao Mao let out a soft breath before slowly closing his eyes. The image that clearly flashed in my mind was the image of the hem of the school shirt with the handwriting of that one person, the only person on the school shirt who had not written any message to Khao Mao.
Jin Chetsarit 1314520 …………………………………..
17 years ago
“This is Khao Mao Ging. “The girl with pigtails handed a large meatball to the chubby, round boy next to her.
“King Yaew Phamaking Yo”
"No, no, you're full, you can eat a lot, then you'll have to go running with dad."
“Whoa, the victim is really bad, so it's Khao Mao King instead of Pha.”
“Fat, step away for a bit, I'll buy some snacks for my little one to eat.” A tall, scary-looking Grade 6 student. Chao Yong's older brother, who likes to tease chubby children, comes in to cause trouble again as usual.
“Phaka, please bite my ear again. ” The pigtailed kid whispered to the fat kid.
“I'm sorry, if you bite me this time, Father will definitely scold you.”
“Well, don't let Khao Mao Yuji's father scold you. Dad taught me how to fight."
“What are you whispering about? You fat braided kid.”
“Oh!!! / Huh!” The girl's cry of pain and the boy's loud cry made the children and people around her start to turn and look.
“You stupid kid, you stupid kid, you stupid fat kid. Oh my gosh, you braided kid, you ghost kid.” Phi Prathom 6 shook himself so hard that the braided kid's body fell and hit the ground.
"Whoa!" The person who was thrown off didn't cry, but the round child who saw him screamed louder than before instead. When he saw his best friend covered in blood.
“Oh, who threw something else? ”The voice of the same Grade 6 senior cried out again when a heavy object was thrown at his head so hard that he had to stop himself to walk up and tease the two children in front of him.
“Do you think that because you are bigger than you, you can bully anyone?”
“So who are you? What's the matter with you?"
"Why don't you answer? Hey, where are you going?"
“Here you go!! Stop acting like a thug. If you want to swerve, go somewhere else. Uncle will make a living. Take time to study hard before you go!! ” The chubby child who had been led by a stranger by the hand to follow turned around to look at the voice behind him again. That 6th grader didn't follow. because he was chased away by an uncle who sold meatballs His small mouth moved in a smile until his cheeks puffed out in happiness.
“Stop walking now!! Who are you?!!! You'll still be linked to Yao!” The braided haired boy was now battered but still fighting. asked the tall boy in front of him.
“Thank you!” While the girl hissed, the boy smiled brightly.
“Why is it that I'm in Kindergarten 2 and I still can't speak clearly?”
“What floor are you on? I thought it was something else.” The boy with pigtails looked dissatisfied.
“We are in Kindergarten 2.”
“Eh… why are you so handsome?” The chubby figure looked up.
“Go. Later, don't stay and let him tease you. If you can escape, just run away. Our mother told us like this.” Before the braided boy and the round-haired boy could say anything, their new friends, neither of whom knew their names, ran away.
“I haven't asked you my name yet.”
“That's it. Bung-kun has to make up for having a grudge against his father. Oh, that's it. Father has come and ruined it. Let's go to Khao Mao. “Girls and boys ran to their parents in joy. I forgot to notice who I was running past.
“ Jin!! You're really dead. Next time you go anywhere, just tell Mom. Don't go out walking alone. Mother, my heart is going to have a heart attack.” The sound of the frantic noise made everyone slow down until they almost stopped and turned to look, but then they were defeated by the thing in front of them. Put aside your doubts and rush for delicious, large wood-grilled chicken thighs instead.
“Come quickly, rice girl. Today, Uncle bought some delicious grilled chicken.”
11 years ago
“Nong Khao, hurry up and run, or you won't make it in time for the exam.”
“Let's run first. I can't eat anymore, I can't breathe.”
“Wait and watch, Napha will seriously grab rice and run for exercise!!! “The girl with the pigtails ran back and took the hand of the little boy, causing him to run after her.
"Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, I'm about to die. Pha goes up first, so there's only one more floor left. I'll run after you."
“Quickly take off your bag and give it to me, Nong. The heavy food will make you tired. I'll take it and run up and put it for you first."
“Ah / Hey! ”
“Hurry up and run!!! I won't be able to take the exam in time. Another boy shouted from behind and snatched a heavy bag.
“Uh, please..” Little hand hurriedly reached out to take the bag back from a stranger from another school who almost threw it back at him when they got to the exam room. He was in such a hurry that he didn't even have time to finish saying thank you.
------Three o'clock in the afternoon------
“Wow, if I'm going to die, running around the field a hundred times is better than taking the exam.”
"No, I'd rather take the exam than run around the field."
“What Pa said this morning was serious! Nong Kao needs to get some exercise.”
“Okay, let's talk about this. Now let's go eat grilled meatballs. ” The young girl sighed heavily as she softened once more to her dear friend's sweet face.
In front of the provincial high school at this time, it was crowded with Grade 6 students from various institutions who had come to take the test to be selected to continue their studies in Mathayom 1. A kid with pigtails, holding the hand of a close friend, walked across the zebra crossing to the grilled meatball shop. located on the sidewalk
“Ah! That's the boy who helped carry Nong Kao's bag this morning." The boy looked at his friend's slender finger pointing at the boy from earlier that morning who was now standing and drinking a large glass of smoothie at the water shop a few stalls away. And now it was walking and stopping in front of him.
“Auntie Luk Meat Grilled with Three Sticks”
“What are you looking at? ” A gruff voice spoke to the vendor before turning to Khao Mao and asking loudly until Khao Mao was a little startled.
“No, we'll just thank you for this morning.”
“About this morning..? Oh, it's okay.” The conversation with the stranger seemed to have stopped there if it weren't for him.
"What's your name? My name is Pha, and this friend's name is Pim." A boy with braided hair spoke up.
“Ah! Dad's picture has arrived."
“Khao Mao also pays money to Pha. I've already spent all my money.” The girl hurriedly reached out to ask for money from her friend.
“Hm..Khao Mao??”
"Hahaha, I forgot myself." Pha hurriedly turned to apologize to her close friend for accidentally calling her by her favorite nickname. She said she was embarrassed and didn't want other friends to know, but she forgot herself and accidentally called her in front of her new friend who didn't even know the name yet.
“Uh…you, see you later. Let's type it back first. ”The girl received the bag of grilled meatballs from her aunt before running out and waving to show Uncle Pa, Khao Mao's father, where she was standing.
"We'll go first." Khao Mao avoided the laughing glances from his new friend before running after his close friend.
“Wait!” The little arm was grabbed by a new friend.
“My name is Jin. If I pass the exam, I'll see you next time. Don't forget to say hello to Khao Mao. “The short man ran, but the other man stood and laughed until he threw up. What kind of person is this? A man named only Khao Mao!!
10 years ago
“Today is the first day that we all meet each other, we all come from different institutions. But today, from today onwards Everyone is a friend and a student of the same institution. The teacher is a mentor and is like a parent of every student in this room. If students have any problems or problems in this school, the teachers, who are the parents of the students in Class 6, must take responsibility. Therefore, if there is anything, you can come and consult with the teachers about everything. Teachers are always happy. Well..
Now that the students have gotten to know the teacher, then it's time for the students to introduce themselves to the teacher and get to know their friends, starting with number one…”
“Nong Khao, Pha, what was your number just now?” Pha, who has now changed from a girl with braids to a girl with straight hair, called her close friend because she forgot to remember her own number which was posted on the door of her high school room. 1/6
“Of the number thirty-four, of the rice number ten.”
“The best, Nong Khao of Pha. The girl stretched out her hand and twisted her best friend's round cheek with oily fangs.
“Ah! That.”
“Hello, my name is Jetsarit Jetpatpibunphong, number three, nickname is Jin.”
“That's the person who helped Nong Khao carry his bag. Stay in the same room as us. Khao Mao nodded in response to his words. before preparing to introduce himself as he nears the number he introduces himself to
“Oh, I'm so hungry I could eat a whole elephant.”
“That Sipha Chompoo is so hungry that she wants to eat an elephant too.”
“But May isn't hungry because May just now secretly ate some snacks under the table, haha.” Khaomao followed her close female friend and two new friends who they just got to know each other to the new cafeteria of the school that they just recently met. will be completed
"This pimp's cheeks are really pinchable. May I please touch her?" May turned to speak to Khaomao.
“No, my cheeks are only for Pha to pinch.” Pha quickly ran to shield her best friend from her two new friends.
“But Pu overheard Pha calling Phim rice. Can I call you some? It's cute."
“It's better to call Pim Pim, haha,” Pim gave a wry smile to his new friend.
“Oh! The cafeteria is so big. We'll go reserve a table first and then go buy something to eat. “May was the first person to walk in.
"Let's just reserve a table for you before Pu and May go buy it first." Khao Mao sat down near the picture.
“Nong Khao, what do you want to eat? I think I'll eat it. I want to eat pork leg rice."
“I want to eat chicken rice.”
“When talking about chicken rice, I want to eat it too, but no, I don't want to betray pork leg rice. Haha. Ah! Those two are already here, let's go. ”Khao Mao got up and followed the tug of his close friend to the chicken rice shop which was next to Pa's pork leg rice shop.
“A lot of people have changed their minds to eat pork leg rice with phama.”
“No, rice won't betray my chicken rice either.” Then the two best friends went their separate ways and diligently went about their duties of not betraying their own food.
“Oh…” Khao Mao, who was suddenly overtaken in line by a group of older boys even though it was almost his own turn, could only stand there with his eyes wide open.
“Sorry, bro, I haven't finished shopping yet.” The sound of the conversation in front of him rang out, but Khao Mao couldn't see the face of the person speaking because his vision was obscured by a group of several tall seniors in front of him.
“Hey! Come quickly. If you want to eat something, please don't delay.” Several seniors in front of them moved apart until Khao Mao saw the person in front of them.
“Jajin”
“I order you to stand still. “Khao Mao moves according to Jin's pulling force.
"Take it. You'll probably be able to eat it today. You can stand and let other people pass the queue." He accepted the chicken rice plate that Jin sent, confused.
“I haven't gotten to thank you yet.”
“I don't thank you for anything, Nong Khao. Pha, who was walking with a plate of specially ordered pork leg rice, just in time heard Khao Mao complain and asked before nodding in understanding. When Khao Mao told him about the previous events.
At that time, the thirteen-year-old Khao Mao boy only thought that Jin was a good-natured new friend. A new friend who always pops up to help him when he's in trouble. From new roommates They became friends and later became enemies. To say that calling them enemies is not very accurate. Because it is the only Jinn who always likes to find trouble to tease him.
Boy Pimpanyarak Mathayom 3/6 students sat with bloodshot eyes because they had just cried a lot. With a close friend like Pho Chompoo And May was not far away, sitting and comforting him.
“It's already too much. ”Pha has been shouting without stopping since the incident happened.
“That's really bad behavior for the whole group,” May added.
"Stop singing. Pimpu will sing along."
“Huh..” Khao Mao didn't say anything but kept his head still and looked at the large piece of cross-stitch fabric that was previously in a beautiful frame.
"Hey!! Did you walk in front of us? Did you see that you almost hit us?" A group of football players from the school, the same group that was Jin's friends and seniors, shouted loudly.
“Walk away, you bastard! You're annoying! ” Second voice
“Is this the person?” a third voice said.
“This person is Pong,” said the fourth voice.
“Let's prepare a big outfit for Jin Man,” the person named Pong said with a joyful smile. Khao Mao couldn't escape because he was surrounded in every way.
Even though Jin is only a Mathayom 3 student, there are no seniors who dare to have trouble or have problems with him. Most of the time, there were only people who wanted to approach and get to know him, probably because Jin's family was very wealthy and influential in the province. Back when Jin was just a new student, the boy had a conflict over competition. Football field with Mathayom 3 seniors
Then he got punched by his seniors until he was battered, but it wasn't just Jin himself, but the three people who had arrived were also attacked by Jin, who were hurt quite a bit as well, and after that, only one day. The group of seniors then transferred to another school. Rumors circulated that three of them had to sleep in the hospital with rice porridge drops for months.
“What did you bring with you? Please let me have a look. “Khao Mao held out the first piece of cross-stitch cloth that he had intended to knit with all his might. While looking around, no one passed by because it was already the end of class and this area was a place where not many people passed by. Mostly male students secretly came to smoke in this area.
But because Khao Mao was in a hurry to deliver work in time, he had to use this route as a shortcut to another building. When he arrived, no one was there. So I thought there would be no one when I returned, but it wasn't. Khao Mao was wrong...
“Aren't I going to talk too, you idiot? I only saw it with female friends. “The cigarette smoke being sprayed by the senior in front of him made Khao Mao cough so hard that he accidentally released his hand from the cross-stitch frame and into the hand of the person who was fighting it.
“We are sorry, please give us back our things and we will hurry and get away.”
“Anywhere, anywhere. We would like to bring some of our work to please Jin. ” With that said, the cross stitch frame that Khao Mao had been cherishing for so many months was thrown to the ground as the footsteps of the five people around it pounded it joyfully.
“If you come in, I will stomp on you instead.” Khao Mao was pulled until he was thrown against the wall so violently that his body was bent.
“Having said that, her face is still beautiful. It's thin and white and has chubby cheeks. It's worth a try."
“Hey, bro!! There seems to be a teacher coming this way.” Before anyone could do anything, the shouts of one of the five people rang out, causing them all to quickly throw down their cigarettes and scatter and run.
"I'll find time to play with you again," the voice of the person named Pong shouted in the end, causing Khaomao's tears to flow out of fear. Shaking hands, he slowly reached out to pick up the scraps of the wooden frame and cross-stitch cloth that were now filled with many footprints and hugged them.
“This matter must reach the ears of the governing teacher!! Go to Nong Khao with Pha.”
“It's okay, we want to go home now. Let's go back.”
“Sigh… just go back. When I go home, how will I answer Father and Uncle Pa? The girl sighed in advance as she thought of her own father and her best friend's father.
“ Hey!! This cloth is beautiful. I think that when there are marks, this is beautiful. Even more beautiful than the first time. ” The new person's voice made Khao Mao accidentally purse his lips.
“You are Jin. I'd like to punch you." He lunged towards his tall friend in front of him. But the other party quickly dodged.
“What is this…”
“You don't have to look confused. Was it you who ordered those bastards to come and bully Nong Khao? Are you satisfied with the cloth that you said was beautiful because it had those damn paw prints on it? Do you know how much Nong Khao worked hard to make it? A gift that will make you the first cross-stitch piece you've ever made! Did you see this? The needle mark shows how much Nong Khao intends to do it. You've been teasing him all this time. I never said that.
But this time it was too much. I'm not afraid of how big your father will be. But today, you made my little brother cry. You made my friends who are like family afraid of me. Do you know that if no teacher passed by that area first? What do they think they're going to do? Damn it!!! ” Pa shouted in the face of the male friend in front of her and pulled her thin hand, which was covered with scars from embroidery, and held it in front of the other person's face so that he could clearly see it.
Khao Mao didn't say anything but looked at the other party with a look of repentance and disappointment in his eyes. That's right... there is one thing that no one knows, even close friends like Pa. Khao Mao secretly likes Jin. Jinn who always appears to help him. But I don't know why later Jin started to change from helping to teasing, but never once did I think Jin would really hate him.
But now Khao Mao is unsure, maybe Jin really hates him. Even though no words came out of his mouth, clear tears flowed down continuously along with soft sobs.
Sharp eyes looked at the little person in front of him, no words came out of his mouth, only a blank face and he walked away without saying a word. But if anyone would just pay attention, they would know how tightly the young man's strong hands clenched into fists, as well as the sound of his teeth clenching.
“Jin's eyes were truly frightening. ” May said after Jin had disappeared. With Tao standing beside him nodding in agreement.
"Sigh...stop crying, Nong Khao. You don't have to cry." Pa sighed softly again.
The next day, Jin came to study with a swollen face and a bruised face. Her right hand was clearly wrapped in a bandage. Her knuckles were broken and scarred. Jinn that day was so frightening that no one dared go near it. And on the same day, there was news throughout the school that five football players from the school were attacked and had to be hospitalized, and the one who seemed to be hurt the most was a person named Pong.
Jin hasn't talked, looked, or gone near Khao Mao since that day. Until the graduation day of Mathayom 3 students, Jin still acted as if Khao Mao didn't exist, as if they had never known each other before.
May and Pu moved to another school to enter Mathayom 4, while Khaomao and Pha chose to continue their studies at the same place. They chose the study plan in the Art-Mathematics program. And on the day of reporting, the same events came back again.
“Hello, I am Mr. Jetsarit Jetpatpibunpong Jin, number five.”
Khaomao and Pha have roommates who are Jinn again. But it's Mr. Jin who doesn't even turn to look at him. It's not the boy Jin who even teases him but always helps him. But no matter what, Jin is still the person he secretly looks up to. Every day again, even though Khao Mao was not in Jin's sight at all.
Jinnai, at the age of seventeen, became the object of desire for women both at school and abroad, becoming a playboy in the form of a student. And at this time, Pa knew Khao Mao's secret, the secret of how Khao Mao felt about Jin. Khao Mao's face was sad every time he saw Jin close to another woman. Khao Mao cried a lot. When he happened to meet Jin hugging and kissing her older sister in an abandoned bathroom, far away from people, at the back of the school.
The close female friend didn't say a word, just sat quietly and stayed beside her little friend every time she shed tears. Embrace Nong Khao, who he always thought of as his younger brother. and could only curse the person who made his younger brother have to be like this.
5 years ago
In a few days it will be the final exam period and the semester break, but for Mathayom 6 students like Khao Mao, this is the last time of being a high school student. Their life as a student is coming to an end. And secretly looking at someone will end as well. The six years in school that started with Khao Mao being impressed by Jin and it turned into a secret crush that eventually turned into love.
Jin is Khao Mao's first love. The first love that Khao Mao has is for a man. If anyone finds out that he secretly loves Jin and will be labeled as a gay transvestite, Khao Mao is ready to accept his being a third gender. wholeheartedly Khao Mao can't accept that he likes any girl, including other men as well.
“Phah”
“What's wrong, Nong Khao? Hurry up and pack your things so we can go home.” This is the last evening of school and the orientation day for Mathayom 6 students before the end of term exams next week.
“Khao will confess to Jin.”
“Oh, that's good, what Nong Khao always wants to do, I support it.”
“Aren't you going to ban rice?”
“No, even though I don't like Jinn's face at all. But Pha wants Nong Khao to tell him at least once so that Nong Khao will know that he has tried his best in love. No matter what the final result is, Pha will always be on Nong Khao's side. Ah, that Jin is here. Now Pha will go wait outside and I will look after the others so that no one will bother me.” Pha finished speaking and ran out, leaving Khao Mao in the room alone with the person who was walking. Come in through the door.
Ten minutes passed and the room was left in silence. Khaomao's small figure stood with his head still, while the tall figure gathered things from under the table and prepared to leave the room without even turning to greet his friend. Join the room even for a single word.
“Ja Jin” Khao Mao ran up and grabbed the back of his school shirt that had come loose from his navy blue pants when he saw that Jin was about to walk away.
“....” Some lips pressed together. No words escaped anyone's mouth. Leaving time for another moment of silence before it was broken by the tall person in front of Khao Mao.
“If you don't have anything to say, just leave me alone and stand with you all day.”
“We like Jin,” Khao Mao said in a trembling voice.
“I'm sorry, but I like Jinn. No, we love Jin.”
“I don't know since when Jinn hated us. But we love Jin. ”The sobs that were trying to hold back could be heard continuously.
“…” The small hand slowly released from the hem of his shirt as the other person slowly turned around to face him. Khao Mao raised his head to meet the eyes of the person in front of him. This was probably the first time in three years that Jin looked directly at him and we made direct eye contact, even though in the end it was Khao Mao who lowered his head and avoided the indifferent gaze of the person in front of him.
" print "
“…” It has been three years since Jin called him when it was necessary, when it was unavoidable. Even though Jin had previously told him that this name was not suitable for him.
"print "
"Uh...What is Jin calling me?"
“No, I'm just thinking that the printed name doesn't suit you. Just like Khao Mao, I think it's suitable for rice...oh. The rice is more puffed than the puffed rice. It's puffed up until it's coming out of your cheeks." Khao Mao could only turn his head at the force of Jin's tug, which was pulling Khao Mao's cheeks with amusement.
Since that day, Majin never called him Pim as well as calling Khao Mao Khao Phong every time.
“Puffed rice, don't eat the rice.”
“What are you going to do with my friend? Eat, Nong Khao.”
“Run quickly, Khaopong. Run, the teacher makes you run, not roll."
"Ugh, don't pull your cheeks, okay?" Khao Mao looked annoyed at the other party. He must be tired because running around the field wasn't enough. Still have to endure teasing.
“Type, I have to go.”
“Ah.” Even though his lips were trembling, Khao Mao still raised his head and gave a smile that made his heart cry, saying that it would be the last smile that Khao Mao might have the chance to give to the person in front of him. The image of Jin slowly turning and walking away slowly made Khao Mao's smile disappear as well.
“Huh!” The small body collapsed to the ground, his right hand brought to rest on his heart, the place that hurt the most right now.
"Nong Kao, it's okay. It's okay." Pha ran up and hugged her best friend tightly. try your hardest Try to let the love you have for this friend who is like a younger brother be known and give you the strength to continue fighting.
The sound of Khao Mao Ploy's sobbing caused Pha's tears to fall down uncontrollably. A long time has passed. For a long time until Uncle the janitor came in and sent him home. It's good that today Pha and Khaomao told their parents that they would travel home on their own, so they didn't have to pick them up.
“Oh, kids, someone just left this for me. It should have been me. He said they were mine.” The janitor uncle handed Khao Mao a large bouquet of flowers that he had been carrying since the beginning.
“Hydrangea bouquet “Khao Mao stretched out his hand to receive it with an absent-minded heart. The large bouquet of blue-purple hydrangeas in front of him slowly caught Khao Mao's attention. A small hand held a large bouquet of flowers in his embrace and a small card fell down. On the paper there was a short message. A message that made Khao Mao cry loudly. Crying so hard that Pa and Uncle the janitor were so shocked that they couldn't do anything.
On the day of the final exam for Mathayom 6/9 There is no name of Mr. Chetsarit. Chetpatpibunphong was on the list of students taking the exam and there was no appearance of this person on the graduation day or even at the party. There was no sign of this person. That was something that reminded Khaomao that...Jin Gone, gone, gone from sight, gone from sight Disappeared, along with pleasing his heart.
~~~~ Tight~~~~ Tight ~~~~Pooh~~~~ Tight~~~~ Tight ~~~~Scream~~~~ Tight~~~~
The sound of drums came from various areas. Graduates, both male and female, were dressed in elegant gowns. Relatives and friends came to congratulate all the new graduates. The entire campus is filled with bright colors from various types of flowers and colorful balloons floating throughout the area. Today's university is full of smiles of joy and admiration. and pride
“Dad!! Just a little. Smiling like your own child.” Pa lowered the large camera in her hand before shouting teasingly at her father, who was now smiling brightly and taking pictures with the little graduate.
“Haha, take it easy, Brother Kan.”
“Auntie Pa, don't say things like that if you don't want to sleep here because you have to wait until Dad takes pictures of you and Nong Khao until you're satisfied.” Pa turned to speak to the father of her best friend, who was now standing smiling beside his small wife.
“Please give me a family picture here. ” The voice of the hired cameraman shouted.
“Come, P'Kan, Nupha, let's take a photo together. ”Khao Mao's mother beckoned Pha to come and take a photo together.
“Hold up two fingers and smile cheerfully, everyone. Oh..one two, good…” The cameraman's voice sounded as he pressed the shutter rapidly.
“Oh..Change your position, everyone. Wipe away the sweat for the graduates. “The cameraman still presses the shutter and takes photos worth the money.
"Hold up your diploma. Ah, that's it. It's beautiful." Khao Mao changed his position as the cameraman told him. Uncle Kan and Pa's parents moved to stand and watch behind the cameraman.
Today is Khao Mao's graduation day. He was woken up by Pa at 1:30 a.m. to take a shower and sit as a toy doll for Pa to do her makeup. Today is actually the day of welcoming his parents and Uncle Kan up from the south to congratulate him with happy faces. On the day of the dress rehearsal, Mom and Dad weren't there. There was only a large group of friends who came to congratulate us, so many that Khao Mao didn't even think about it. Some of them would come again today with friends who hadn't come yet, like ivory. You can raise a small generation.
“Hey!! Daughter! ” A shout that sounded from far away drew the eyes of Khao Mao and the people in the area to turn their eyes to the owner of the voice. The person being looked at didn't feel embarrassed at all, unlike the person who was called a daughter, whose cheeks were now rounder and pink.
“Ugh! Parents. Hello, my name is Olive.” Oh, my friend, a chubby, young-hearted girl, bowed down and plucked a lotus stem at Khao Mao's father and mother, who were standing there holding back their smiles with affection.
“You, Mom and Dad are shocked. Congratulations again, type. “Ni, who came with O, said as she handed a bouquet of flowers to Khao Mao.
"I'm so considerate. Thank you very much for coming both days."
“Congratulations, type. At first we almost didn't come.” Pla, the neat class leader who Khao Mao didn't expect would come, also came to congratulate him.
"Thank you, Pla. I'm glad to see you. We haven't seen each other in a long time. How are you?"
"Oh, right now my head is spinning. I'm looking for a job with all my might."
“While my friends were looking for work, the picture was cut to me struggling with the last subject that was going to be the life-or-death issue of whether to graduate or re-enroll with all my might.” Let's laugh together
“Since when did you come? X, thank you for coming.”
“Oh, that's okay. The guys instead will be here soon and called me to ask just now. Congratulations, Pim." Khao Mao accepted the paper bag that X sent.
"Scream..so many handsome men. Olive likes it."
"Are you saying hello to your friends? Are you still an old faggot who keeps looking at men's crotch until he's drooling again and again?" X turned to face O.
“Your good mouth hasn't changed or I'll make you my husband. Stay away. I'll give my daughter a present. Hey, where is your daughter's godmother? Normally, I follow you as a shadow. Don't tell me..don't tell me I'm dead."
“Oh!! Inie, I'm not dead yet. ”Pha, who was standing far away and was intently taking photos of the graduates, shouted in interrupting O's words.
“ Let's move to take photos at the fountain area. This place is too narrow. There are a lot of graduate friends or the pictures won't be good. The cameraman smiled as he changed the location of the photo.
“Oh..anyone who knows that you are beautiful, come and stand next to the graduate.”
“Guys, I have to go past that position.” Oh quickly raised his hand and was fighting for a position to stand with Ni.
“Ah…thank you instead.” Khao Mao turned to thank him instead of sending tissue paper from behind.
“Instead, you act like you're flirting and don't change at all. What are you going to do to be considerate of his father and mother who are standing there watching from afar? ” Pipe, who was standing next to him, spoke up. Immediately followed by a voice that interjected.
“Be considerate of my father. Look at him standing there, his eyes green! Even more so than his real parents. It really is a big deal, my father. ” Pha finished speaking and everyone laughed together and looked at Uncle Kan who was standing there with green eyes just like Pha had said.
“But I'm sorry, my daughter doesn't like your friend, Pipe, because she already has someone in her heart. O argued before turning to Khao Mao.
“Is that right, daughter?” O's eyes looked at Khao Mao expectantly.
“Nong Pim!!!! ”But before Khao Mao could answer, the sound of two young women calling out made Khao Mao smile widely.
“Phu May / Pu Ai May” Khao Mao and Pha ran to find their friend together.
"Oh, we haven't seen each other for a long time, and you're even cuter than before. I miss you so much," May said before coming to hug Khao Mao and then leaving to hug Pha again.
"Oh, before I got here, Miss May took me so far away," Pu said as she picked up the water she was holding and drank.
"Here's a congratulatory gift for the two of us. Congratulations." May handed a large gift bag to Khaomao. before picking up the phone and taking a selfie
“Thank you very much, Pu Na May. Where are we going next?”
“Going with May's friend to buy a dress for the wedding. My neighbor is married."
“But Pim will go back to his house, right?”
"Um, we moved back so we went to sell snacks at Mom's shop. Come and support us, haha."
“The famous mold shop will die. I go often to buy tassels and will definitely see each other. Then we'll go back first. Let's meet up. Khao Mao waved goodbye to his female friend who slowly walked away.
“Nong Khao, my friends have all returned. There is nothing to justify staying. ” Pha said as she stared at her little friend who was now lowering his head and not meeting her eyes. Why can't she know what her little friend is thinking even though she looks cheerful? But the eyes that had been scanning his surroundings all the time from morning until now reinforced Pa's idea that Khao Mao was waiting for someone with hope, even if it was very little hope, almost none at all.
The atmosphere in the university during the evening is cool and calm with a gentle breeze blowing through. The horizon was tinted with a thin orange tint. The sun had set and few graduates were left. Some graduates still had fun taking pictures. Laughter still could be heard from time to time. Many graduates took off their robes and held them. Most female graduates take off their casual shoes and put on sandals.
Khao Mao sat and looked blankly at the atmosphere. The little man was still in full robes like in the morning. A thin hand held a certificate to his chest, a bouquet of flowers and many gifts received from friends. My parents and Uncle Kan had taken it back to the condo since afternoon.
“Nong Khao”
“I'm sorry Napha, I'm sorry, I'm sorry I didn't know how to restrain myself. But can I please sit here for a while?”
“Um… it's okay. It's okay, Nong Khao." He held his best friend's hand.
"Do you remember Jin, who was in the same room as me in middle school, when I accidentally met you a month ago? Damn, so handsome, so handsome that a cow would die and a buffalo would knock me down. Pu and Pu poked each other's arms."
" TRUE! But at that time we didn't dare say hello, it was like the aura of rich people and people with widespread influence. Plus, there was a beautiful girl next to me, as beautiful as a star. Makes me and May not dare to go in and say hello. I feel like every class is indifferent. Haha, but no matter how handsome he is, his face is still as tight as when he was young.”
“It's a star!! I feel like she's a new star who's famous right now too. The trend is coming right now. And she's the one who always posts photos that are so addictive, I'll take a look. I mean, she's very determined. In some pictures the face is not clearly visible. Do you see the wrist? Some behind, some in front. It's like the fans are screaming very hard.
I think it will definitely be launched soon. Then go back and watch the reporter interview her. She answers indirectly, but the real message that is being told is that Jin is her husband."
“Ah! Really a star? If that's true, I think it's her imagination. The way we saw Jinn that day was not that of a lover. If you have a partner, that's enough."
" TRUE!! Jin is so indifferent to her, Ipha. But she is trying to understand the word "trying". It really sticks out to me. That is, the relationship is not according to the image that she is trying to convey on her IG. We are waiting to see the news of naked stars breaking out. I think she has created a trend for herself. That is, Jin has a trend with her younger star who acted as the lead actor in a Y series that is popular right now. It's like a fan trend. The sides hit each other very hard. This story is fun, I tell you.”
“Wait a minute, why do you know so much detail, May?” Pa asked in confusion.
“Oh, when it comes to celebrity news, I always have time to follow. This black eyelid is nothing. Sit and read celebrity dramas.”
“But we have one doubt. Why did Jin get into this circle?”
“There is one thing you have to understand. The Chetpatpibunphong family is now not at the provincial or southern level. They have gone as far as the national level. This is the business community that is being watched a lot. And Jin's uncle is now a big and popular politician. Jin's mother's younger sibling is none other than the famous producer whose drama is trending right now, that's the new famous actor on the channel. He is also Jin's cousin.
Do celebrities have to be paired with rich people? Jin is the target, that's a piece of fish. Being the daughter-in-law of Chetpatphibunphong's house is a good thing for the whole life. I just returned from abroad and being a foreign student is something else. Oh, it's all good."
May and Pu's conversation from an hour ago kept replaying in Khaomao's mind. His small hand squeezed Pha's hand tightly, wanting refuge. Even though what Chompoo and May said was something that Khao Mao already knew, but because he tried to block himself and didn't want to know, he ended up listening to it from someone else's mouth. So it hurt a lot like this.
Jin seemed even further away until Khao Mao's heart squeezed until it hurt. The tears that were suppressed were about to flow.
“Wow, you're so annoyed that I can't help you, is that good? Khao Mao was a little startled when Pa suddenly shouted. His free hand from holding hands was pressing the phone and interacting with the people inside.
“Nong Khao, wait a moment, Phamana, sit here and don't go anywhere.” Pha turned to speak to Khaomao and then hurriedly ran out, but didn't hear a murmur floating by.
A small hand picked up a thin phone before sliding the screen for the first time today. A slender finger pressed into the chat program and scrolled to a stop at the name of the one person in my heart. His little heart fluttered. He had already made up with Thakjin. But not only did he not answer. Jin didn't even open it and read it, and Khao Mao still acted like a bold and brash person, always saying hello when he really couldn't contain himself, every birthday, every festival, every important event. But it's the same.
No replies, no views. There isn't any at all.
The light of the little lights from the trees surrounding the fountain area at night made the atmosphere in front of us very romantic. A small graduate in full robes sat down on the steps opposite the beautiful fountain area. Look at the many couples sitting around the fountain. Tonight, the sky is filled with dazzling starlight. Khao Mao takes his eyes off the picture in front of him and returns to looking at the phone screen in his hand again.
19:29 Send pictures
20:30 The sky tonight has many stars.
20:31 I want you to be together here.
20:32 Sorry for still sending to bother you.
20:32 Even if it doesn't reach the psyche
20:32 But we apologize.
20:33 Sorry
20:33 Sorry I'm still waiting.
20:33 We miss Jin.
20:34 I really miss it.
20:34 Sorry
The phone screen was still open, little teardrops flowing down, drop after drop, until it flowed down in a line, thin lips pressed together tightly until they formed a straight line, but little sobs still escaped. Khao Mao didn't care about the glances of those passing by right now. He is tired and discouraged from waiting for a long time. The glimmer of hope that was like water to nourish his mind all this time has now dried up. The glimmer of hope that he fooled himself into having had hope today, in this moment, his heart was blocked. The truth must be accepted that
….Hope is not real….
“Scream, you're so handsome.”
“Oh really, the face looks familiar, don't you think?”
"Oh, you idiot with a short memory, it's the guy who had news with Saifon and Nong Nam."
“Saifon, the new heroine, and Nong Nam from the Y series who are small and cute?”
“Yes, you!!!! ”
“Wow, you idiot! Why is it so loud?”
“Or are you coming to surprise Nong Nam? Today is Nong Nam's birthday. And Nong Nam just went live saying that she works at the university. Oh, that's right. I'm so happy. I'm so happy."
"But I'm not satisfied. I don't really like Nong Nam. So when I look at it, I know that she's secretly clear."
“I know that, but I can't just wait.”
“It's not going to make you happy about everything.”
The sounds of conversation from the new arrivals didn't enter Khao Mao's ears at all. Khao Mao didn't even realize that right now there were more and more people standing around him, wanting to wait and see what would happen. At the fountain in front, while everyone in the area was watching the same spot, there was only a little graduate in full uniform who was still absent-mindedly sitting staring at the screen of some phone, waiting for there to be some last hope. that a message from him will reach someone else
“Kids, someone just left this for you, it should have been you. He said it was mine.” A nudge from the side caused Khao Mao to snap out of his trance before he stood up and held out his hand to receive the large, familiar bouquet of flowers with a trembling heart. The large bouquet of blue-purple hydrangeas in front of us brought back tears that had just dried up again. It was like the event had gone back in time to the last day Jin left. The bouquet of flowers in her hand was like a repeat of past events. It's like the same bouquet.
Khao Mao stood up quickly, and that made Khao Mao aware of how many people he was sitting in right now, and those people were all staring in the same direction, the direction where the courtyard was. The fountain, which Khao Mao couldn't see at this time because it was completely blocked by many people in front of him.
But that didn't interest him. Khao Mao turned left and right, his eyes searching for the person he was hoping for. A large bouquet of flowers was picked up and examined, but there was no sign of a card or message at all. The uncle janitor who had brought it disappeared as if he could disappear.
The sound of the guitar rising in a slow melody caught the eyes and attention of the people, but not Kadkhao Mao who was searching for the person waiting with his heart pounding.
The sound of the guitar stopped and then a smooth, deep voice spoke in its place. The surrounding noise quieted down as if by appointment. And at that moment, Khao Mao's heart seemed to stop as well.
“About seven years ago, I made a decision. I started to let go of a person and started pushing them away from my life. Even though I was only fifteen or sixteen years old, I had a picture of my future. I have already set aside the future that I want to have that person together. But in reality, what I dreamed of was difficult to achieve.”
“And the last time we met, I didn't just let go and push him out of my life. I have hurt him by leaving without saying goodbye. Hurt by leaving your last hope with him, hurt by being unclear about something. Doing the worst harm by leaving hope with him and then leaving. I walked out with whispers of love from the person who was trying to hold back sobs.
I walked out without saying a word. That was the first time that I hated the word sorry, hated the apology he told me even though I had done nothing wrong. He said he was sorry for loving me even though he wanted to pull me in and hold me and didn't want to leave. But in the end that day, I walked out and left him in tears. In the past, I had never said or done anything clearly.
Whether it was yesterday or now, in the end I'm still just a selfish person who, no matter what, can't really let him go. I had asked him to wait if he was still waiting for me today… “Silence replaces speech. Everything was quiet and motionless as people waited for the man in front of him to hear the next words.
“If that person were still waiting for me today, he would be standing. Here with a large bouquet of hydrangeas that are the same as the original bouquet I gave. But just today, there won't be any messages or cards at all. There would only be words from my mouth if he still wanted to listen. From this moment on, I am ready to tell him everything and explain everything…”
Khao Mao slowly closed his eyes with hot eyelids. Both hands trembled and his heart pounded so hard he couldn't control it. Their lips pressed together until they trembled, but their ears did their job well, waiting to hear the voice of the quiet person.
The sound of a guitar comes in place of the voice. The sound of the microphone being arranged in the right place interspersed with the rhythm of the guitar being strummed into a familiar melody.
♫ I don't know how long. And I don't know how far I've come.
On the path that the two of us walked ♫
“Jin, you bastard,” the girl with thin hair ran towards her tall male friend in anger.
“Puffed rice, run away quickly!!! Devil Tom is angry.”
"Jin, please slow down. I'm tired."
“Slowly, I was caught and killed by Tom Tom. The fourteen-year-old boy's strong hands held his little friend's hand tightly. No matter how fast he wanted to speed up, he slowed down to wait for his little friend who was running next to him.
“Shh… be quiet. Haha. Did you see that I didn't know I could sneak in here? I ran past it. Running ahead, haha.”
"Evil Jin"
"You don't have to look so angry, this is it." In the end, the little guy was able to laugh out loud with his big friend because he had his cheeks stretched and his hips poked all over the place.
“Ai Jin!!!! ” But because the laughter was too loud, people who ran past ran back to find him.
The tall boy held his little friend's hand and ran again with laughter and a smile. It was as if the boy wasn't afraid of the girl, he just liked to hold his little friend's hand tightly.
♫ Just know that I never told you. Just know that I never lie.
That feeling, if I were to say I don't know when to say it.
I don't know how many years we'll be together. How many good stories must there be?
Even though I should say it This one short word
I don't know if she's waiting. Or will you leave it like this?
But if you think about it again, keeping it is not good.... ♫
“What are you doing, Pong?!! ” A tall figure of a fifteen-year-old boy stepped into the middle of the circle of football players representing the school.
"Hey! Jin, I'm your senior."
“I asked what you guys had done!!! ”
"Hey, calm down, what's going on with you guys? Let's talk slowly."
“I asked my friend to see what the hell he did!”
“What did you do to me?”
“I didn't do anything. I went to smoke with those four guys. Oh ... Why did you think of it? I just take care of it for you, damn it! It's so much fun, what a kid, but I actually just got to observe its face!! It's so cute. White body, chubby cheeks I almost tried it. But Teacher Somchat is crazy!
I walked by nearby but I already threatened him that I would find time to play with him. It's so scary that my hands and mouth are trembling, tears are about to flow. Fuck!! You should try and get rid of it!..Why did you punch me, you damn bastard?"
“What right do you have to tease him? What am I asking you to do!!! ” Then everything became a chaos of five to one. It seemed that the side with more numbers did not have any advantage at all, and it looked even more distant from victory when new people arrived.
“You damn bastard!! You did this to my little sister!!!! ”The two sides rushed towards each other with hot emotions. The young boy's body was unable to think without reason. There was only the image of his little friend crying until his eyes were swollen. There was only a look of repentance and regret in his eyes. A picture that made Jetsarit's teeth clenched.
“You guys remember this in your head! From today on, don't let me know that you even touched the tip of your fingernails. Consider that I've warned you all.” A heavy fist slammed down again before turning and walking out.
♫ I may not be able to speak properly. Can't speak much
But I will tell you the story behind everything that is kept in my heart.
What I feel deep inside can be combined into a single meaning of only one word
Today I'm ready for you to listen... Are you waiting? ♫
The group of people in front of them slowly backed away, opening their way out, one by one, until their vision was blurred by Khao Mao's tears and he could slowly see the picture in front of them. The faces of the people waiting were blurry, even though they couldn't see their faces clearly. But the picture in his little heart was so clear and clear that his heart was pounding.
The sound of the guitar stopped and the young man's sharp eyes moved to rest on a pair of beautiful eyes. The guitar was passed to the person beside him and at that moment Khao Mao saw that Oh was also standing there with Pa holding a camera. A large figure was photographed towards him, Pa's face was filled with tears just like his, but Pa's lips were tinged with a wide smile of delight.
“Pa” or Ajirapas, the closest friend in life, a friend who is not just a friend. Friends who are like sisters It is like the family member of this bold girl who has always protected Khao Mao. No matter what happens, she never plans to let go of his hand.
“Oh, I'm afraid,” the round boy cried out when faced with a pack of dogs in the alley of his house.
"I have to worry, Phaja will protect Khao Mao."
"Really? Don't abandon Yao."
“Really, Yao will definitely not abandon Khao Mao. Yao will protect Khao Mao Ta Yod, I promise.”
Thank you Napha Khaomao. Thank you to my beloved friend in my heart a hundred billion times. Thank you for always keeping my promise to Khaomao. Thank you for being together until today. I really appreciate it.
♫ May not be able to speak properly.
But I will tell you the story behind everything that is kept in my heart.
What I feel deep inside can be summed up in just one word.
Today I'm ready for you to listen... ♫
A loud cry without the sound of a guitar was accompanied by a tall figure slowly rising to his feet.
♫ Today I'm ready for you to listen... ♫
The surrounding atmosphere was completely silent. Even though there were a lot of people around, everyone was quiet, anticipating the scene in front of them. Many people picked up their smartphones to record this event.
♫ What I feel deep inside can be combined into a single meaning of only one word
Today I'm ready for you to listen... ♫
“The word “I love you” is not sung into the microphone. There was no melody at all, no musical instruments at all. Nothing much There were only short words from the person in front of him that caused Khao Mao to let out an unbridled yelp again.
“Sorry for keeping you waiting so long. “Strong arms received the person in front of him into an embrace, allowing the little man's tears to fall down into his heart. A heart that will hereafter wipe away tears and bring happiness to those in its arms for the rest of the time.
“Huh, huh, huh?”
“Sorry, sorry.”
“Jin”
“Jin has arrived?”
“Ummm, here it is.”
“Jin”
" How is it going "
“Jin,” the sobbing sound of the person in his arms didn't bother the tall man at all.
“What do you say?”
“Jin”
" yes "
“Jin”
“Puffed rice”
“Huh!”
“Stop crying. Scream like this and he'll break my heart.” His strong hand gently wiped away the tears of the person in front of him.
“Sorry for making you wait so long.”
Khao Mao didn't answer anything. At this time, there were no words in Khao Mao's thoughts, his slender arms tightly hugging the tall figure in front of him, as if he was afraid that the person holding him was just a dream and it would disappear.
“Don't be afraid.”
“I have a lot of things to ask Jin.”
"Um...I'll answer everything."
“Khao has many stories to tell.”
“Um…have time to listen for the rest of your life.”
" rice… "
" How is it going… "
"Don't disappear again, okay?"
“…” The silence that rose from the tall figure Not only did Khao Mao wait until he stopped breathing, but those around him who now seemed to have turned into ethereal elements were equally excited.
Khao Mao had been hurt by Jin's disappearance and taken his heart with him, but no matter what, he still chose to wait. Waiting for a request...a request that I don't know if it's true or not. At that time, Khao Mao only thought that he chose to do this because he loved Jin very much. But come today at this time At this moment, Khao Mao knows the true answer: It's not because he loves Jin very much. But it's because we love each other.
“I'm sorry...that I can't respond to your good feelings right now.
Please wait, please wait, this is the only request from this selfish bastard.”
Jin
Thank you for the small cards from the past that made you print them. Panyarak chose to wait until this time.
“I won't go anywhere, I promise…” A deep voice said firmly. The truth from one heart is given to another heart, promises and love are engraved deep in both hearts, from now on, this minute, and beyond…
No more waiting.
Because right now
Love has returned to our hearts.
The end of a long wait
Love returns the heart.
Actually, this novel arose from the fact that Curtain found his own high school box, looked at the yearbook and thought of the yearbook song. Listen and listen in. Anyway, I'd like to leave Man's novel in the eyes and hearts of all my friends...
It's already a new year.
Happy New Year 2019
I wish my friends happiness and good luck throughout the year 2019.
[P.S. The song in the story is called the yearbook song. And the song doesn't speak quite right –
ABnormal
^__^ ]
[Maan Sasi]