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Just think about it for fun.

Try thinking about it for fun.

Orange light on New Year's Eve

#12Decmh

She has a bright smile. You shine like gold in the sky. She's warm like the sunshine.

Heal looked cold and dark. She rarely smiled.

So different...both of them.

Then try thinking about it for fun.

If they tried walking side by side...what would it be like?

Heal

“Just think about it for fun.”

If I disappear today, there will be no tomorrow to stress about again.

indigo

“Just think about it for fun.”

If I wake up and see tomorrow's sky, slowly look all over the sky. keep beauty And how good will this charm be for the power of a new day?

December 9, 2018

Suan Srisan

A small garden between the school buildings. It is full of trees that have not been pruned and have unkempt branches. Completely cluttered the entrance to the garden.

This garden was originally popular with many groups of children. Until construction on a school, the garden nearby was demolished to build a school building on top of it. Suan Sri San is also closed.

The trees had not been taken care of and many of the marble chairs that had once stood had been removed. No one had ever used the place for many years and it was almost forgotten. Until even if it is opened again No one thought of it. No one else comes here.

Heal.

Sigh

The tall young man lifted the tip of his pencil from his notebook. He bent down to write something down. Alternating with lifting your head and breathing softly He looked intently at the green leaves in the small garden he had just written about.

In my head, there was a voice that I didn't want to hear. It kept repeating in my head. Until my ears are ringing

“The port problem has arrived. Have you looked at the details yet?”

“Where have you gotten to it? If you don't hurry up and do it, will you be in time?”

"Let's just let some of the school work go. Let's focus on making a portfolio."

"What time did you sleep last night? Did you sleep late and make any ports?"

"Can you turn on music and work? Can you concentrate?"

“Friend, where have you read the book and have you read it yet? Will I pass the exam?”

“Stop drawing only pictures and stories. It won't make you pass the exam.”

…um

He's stressed, he knows it.

The thoughts that always flowed through me the moment I held my pencil. It disappeared from the place where my brain used to wander sometime after midnight. Now he can't think of anything.

Try thinking about it for fun.

If I disappear today There probably won't be a tomorrow to stress about again.

Classroom 6/1

“Are you going to Suansri again?”

Now, a tall boy, asked as he saw his friend changing the lens on his camera. in a good mood

“Yes, today I will actually take pictures.”

Kram responded to his friend with a smile as usual.

"Oh, please tell me every day until I want to see your face."

“I told you to come and see.”

"No, don't be lazy," Now said as he finished unwrapping the second bag of jelly in his hand.

"indulgent"

Kram swayed lightly, carrying his burden on his shoulder and preparing to leave the room.

“Wait, young man. Please send me the math."

"Hey, I just thought I'd send it to you." Kram smiled and handed the math homework he had just finished to his friend.

“No, I said it first.”

“Kram went to the club today. I've also got my number."

"indigo…"

“Line bounced too. They have settings to allow you to add friends from your number.”

“So, is there anything else that needs to be sent? Now I'll send it to you." Now held out his hand. blinking

“Now, it's gone too far. Now, let's bring Thailand back to the front of the school. I'll send it to you." Kram smiled at his friend's honesty, which was so cute that it was cute.

“It's okay. Today, he has the responsibility to supervise the younger drum major's practice. in front of the school"

“I'm going to go look for it.” Kram raised his eyebrows.

“Yes, yes,” Nao nodded quickly, confirming to his friend.

"Okay," Kram raised his hands in surrender and finally offered the Thai job. “Then go. I'll send you the number via Line."

Kram walked out of the room after receiving his best friend's waving thumb in response.

“The colors are beautiful today.”

Kram raised the camera and pressed the shutter a few times. before stopping to check the images on the camera

The sky is as blue as the name suggests.

Try thinking about it for fun.

If I wake up tomorrow What kind of sky will I see again?

Snap, snap.

A talented cameraman Keep walking, stopping to take photos along the way. until the target is seen in the field of vision

He still sat there, sighing and absent-mindedly. hand still holding a notebook and hold the pencil

that boy It's always like this.

Kram decided to walk into a garden that was almost deserted.

Take a photo

Kram pressed the shutter. The picture in front of him was the boy he saw every evening when he came in to take photos playing in the garden before returning home since the school term started for more than a month.

Take a photo

So close… Kram was only a few steps away from the person in front of him, but it didn't seem like it could disturb his concentration at all.

The sky is starting to change color. From blue, orange began to appear on the horizon.

Kram didn't hesitate, adjusted the camera settings and immediately lifted it up and pressed to take a photo in front of him. He was afraid that the orange light he saw would disappear.

Take a photo

The hand that pressed the shutter was still like that.

Orange dyed the entire sky. Sunlight shone on the boy's face as he stared into the sky through the camera lens.

Take a photo

Unconsciously, a slender finger pressed down on the shutter button again, and the picture in front of us was truly beautiful.

Kram slowly lowered the camera.

“Ah…uh, that is.”

He was about to apologize for interrupting while the person in front of him was thinking.

You made me know what true love is.

I just found out why my heart has to tremble like this.

Shaking like this

I'm shaking...I'm shaking. Is it your heart that's shaking?

No.

It's the legs! Almost collapsed

Oh...and what a perfect time to call.

Especially this song...I want to go crazy.

wad

One of Kram's knees, which had been raised up to act as a tripod, slammed hard onto the ground.

Because he was startled by the sound of his cell phone's ringtone, he jumped and threw himself. He staggered and almost fell to the ground.

He is about to get up. But with the camera strap holding his neck and weak legs, Causing him to almost fall down again.

Of course, everything is in sight. Of a very good looking boy. At Kram itself, I just got to take a closer look today.

So embarrassing.

“Eh..”

It wasn't until the boy in the orange light Will I be able to move or say anything?

One green peeled orange was stuffed into his hand.

The orange stuffer didn't hesitate to turn around to find a way out of the garden.

“Tangerine is delicious, try it.”

but still has kindness Turn around and introduce the properties of oranges.

before parting with a staggered run at the beginning

Increase speed when balancing Charged into the bush in front.

Before jumping, he floated over all the green leaves, narrowly missing.

Dive beautifully to the ground.

Seriously...the way out is only a few steps further to the left.

Heal sat still staring at the back of the person he saw every day. In the evening, that person ran forward without even bothering to look back at him until he was out of sight.

The boy said nothing. There was only a slight smile. Send it to a green peeled orange. It only appeared on that once gloomy face.

Shaking like this

Every time we're close

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

What did you do just now?

Kram ran as fast as he could, one hand supporting the camera. The other hand is responsible for rubbing his head.

While his legs and hands were doing their job well, his brain continued to curse himself with the fastest speed a person could. One can think and compose in the brain while continuing to run.

With a scattered consciousness

Know yourself again now. and the shrine stood before him. Sa was still wielding the drum major's stick.

But as always, like this new person. You will become a person who doesn't like to talk with anyone.

Kram dropped his bag with a thud.

In front of his two friends who were still looking at him with eyes that… well, Kram didn't really want to care at the moment. He sat down and tied his shoelaces.

And before the newly opened bottle of cold water could be passed from Now's big hand to his friend who was panting heavily. Beads of sweat covered the body.

The young cameraman took his own body and ran around the field...

The mouth of the bottle was pathetically ignored. It was delivered almost instantly to the lips of the person holding it.

It's going to be really slow.

Now standing and looking at her friend with various eyes is a sight that brings smiles to those next to her quite a bit.

Three laps around the field, three laps of running around. Three rounds that no one understands That a high school boy would do that...why?

"Kram...are you okay?"

Sa, or his full real name is Degree, Kram's classmate and clubmate, asked before handing a water bottle to the panting man. and tried to answer but didn't know the language

This time, Kram took the bottle of cold water and held it.

Oh my gosh, just now I offered it to you and you didn't accept it.

Nowain scowled, crossing her arms and cheeks puffing out in slight displeasure at her best friend.

He smiled at the sight in front of him. A picture of Nao's shyness

Very annoying in his eyes

Until I couldn't help it. To pat the back to console the big man.

You can forgive Kram today, just one day.

“Huh...Huh--... Hey.”

While Nao sat smiling brightly For love like Indigo still fighting with his lungs without stopping.

The man, drenched in sweat, still clutched the water bottle tightly in his hand.

Even speaking, I couldn't breathe. When I sat down next to my friend, I couldn't move.

He stood with his head bowed and tears flowing.

Beads of sweat slipped through the eyebrows, through the eyelashes, and dripped onto the most sensitive parts of the body.

The young boy gripped the water bottle tighter than before.

My eyes hurt..

"What's wrong with Kram? Answer me right away."

Now greeted when he saw his friend had stopped panting. But he still stood with his head bowed and unresponsive for a long time. Until the degrees let all the youngsters who came to practice go back.

But what I heard was something that made me even more incomprehensible.

“My heart...is shaking.”

Today, Now and Ang, two handsome young men hugged each other in a daze with this friend.

You let me know What is true love?

I just found out why my heart has to tremble like this.

It shakes like this every time we're close to each other.

You made me know what warmth is like.

Even if the sun turns dark and disappears

How heart-wrenching must it be to make a person risk his or her life to run three laps around a stadium? Without warming up the body at all, even though I knew how tiring it would be.

December 25, 2018

“That's how heart-wrenching it must be,” Heal said with a small smile.

“Heel, don't be kidding. Shame on you.” Kram wrinkled his nose at the tall man who made fun of him when he told the story of that day when he ran out of Srisan Park for the people in front of him to hear.

It may look strange. The two of them sat together in the same garden where they first met. But this is not a coincidence. It was Kram who tried to approach the healer to talk. and get to know each other

from people we don't know each other

Become a friend to talk to and confide in.

Until now, there seemed to be some signal that let Kram know that he was about to become Heal's true friend.

It may seem fast that two people who are different They will get along well and become close to each other so quickly.

One person doesn't speak much. Sitting in misery all day Stressed out over the same things over and over again.

A person who is cheerful, speaks well, has something to smile about all day, sometimes laughing so loudly that people around him laugh along.

One person likes daytime. Because it's not dark It was equally terrifying inside his heart.

One person also likes the night time. Because it was another beautiful moment surrounded by many stars. shining up there

One person once thought That if you disappear... How good will it be?

Another person who knew this story began to think about trying to bring back the person next to him to smile, laugh, and like nights filled with starlight for once.

Let him know how valuable he is to this world.

“Heal... Don't consider yourself worthless. It's just because the healer still doesn't see his own worth.”

Kram had said it like that...to Heal.

Embrace him tightly and for a long time until you can feel the warmth and rhythm of his heart.

I want to know. I've been searching for the answer for so long and haven't been able to find it.

The more you search, the further away you get.

I have been traveling with apprehension.

I don't know any destination.

Will there be love at the destination? Will there be?

Someone like me who is still searching for what love is.

I'm lost in the middle of loneliness

Can't even see starlight

Heal had been looking for someone. To see him in the midst of loneliness and darkness.

People who want him to continue living

And it looks like he...

“Kram will be the one to tell. How valuable is a healer?”

"thank you"

Found that person

December 31, 2018

Today is the announcement day for the portfolio results submitted by most universities.

What a perfect day.

In just a few hours it will be New Year's.

Kram and Heal, the two young boys, spent time after school at Suan Srisan together as usual.

But that person who used to smile so well is not like before.

"Kram..." Heal softly called out to the person next to him.

before having to pull away from the teardrops that dripped onto his palm

Indigo doesn't get stuck this time. Indigo heal doesn't go through the port.

Heal could only hear this sentence over and over in his embrace.

In the orange sunlight on the last day of the year that embraced them

It's so warm

Just think about it for fun...

If these two people could stay side by side and support each other like this forever...what would it be like?