Ⓒ optimusdefdanik

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In all my memories, I have family, the sea, and 'him'.

In half my lifetime I have only the sea and 'him' left.

And in the past ten years I was left with only a sea of ​​memories with 'him'.

I was born and live by the sea and don't think I'll move anywhere because this is my home, a home where I'm comfortable. But with 'him' it's not.

It's true that we grew up together here, but things about us aren't very similar. Just our family backgrounds are very different. And because of that, I haven't had 'him' beside me for ten years.

Thinking about it, it also made a hole in my heart. But because he promised that one day we would be together again here like before. Just thinking of those words makes me not afraid of anything anymore. Just thinking about standing here waiting for him. Where we used to be together every day, someday I'll see him walk back like he promised.

I'm not sure he'll actually come back, I just think I want them to come back together like we used to every day.

'Minhyun, do you want to go somewhere else? A place that isn't the sea.'

'Um, I don't know. Where does Dan want to go? If Dan wants to go, I'll go too.'

'No, take where you want.'

'I don't know, I've been at sea all my life. I've never gone anywhere and I don't know why I'm going.'

'Don't you want to go see other places in this world?'

'Haha, funny land. In our country, we still haven't had enough travel and we only go to the sea.'

'What if...'

'This is Mr. Daniel. We told you that if you go anywhere, we will go too if you want us to go. Just there with you As long as we go with you, we can go anywhere.'

Thinking of the time when we sat and talked by the sea like that, I couldn't help but smile. I missed that time so much. It seemed like only a few days ago but that was almost the last conversation I had with him before he left here.

If he came back and asked right now, I would probably answer that I don't want to go anywhere and I just want to stay here 'with him'. Is it okay if we just stay together again?

It's me.

miss

I miss you so much Kang Daniel.

'Come sit and look around at this time, you'll get sick, Minhyun.'

'Dan is slow, we waited until we were asleep.'

'I'm sorry, I'm sorry I made you wait.'

'Can I not take it like this? Can Dan not disappear like this?'

'Promise me, there won't be any more.'

After sitting with my eyes closed by the sea for a while, the wind that blew past made me doze off. It made me raise my legs and fall face down on my knees. When I felt that, I was reminded of something that had happened like this before. I had been sitting here waiting for him because we had made an appointment to watch the sunset together, but he missed the appointment. He came late, but I still waited because I thought he must have a reason and he would definitely come.

At that time I was afraid. I don't know what to do. I'm worried about what's wrong with him. But I chose to just sit here and wait. Because I trusted him and he really came.

But today I don't know... I sit and wait here almost every day, but there is no day like that day.

There hasn't been a day that Daniel has come to rub his head.

There was never a day when Daniel would come and hug me.

There isn't a day when Daniel comes and says, 'I'm going to catch a cold.'

Not a day at all..

“Hi, Dan, when will you come back? When will you come back and apologize like that day, Dan? Hug."

I can't be any stronger than this. It hurts, it's empty, it's lonely, it's terrible every day without him.

"Can you not take it anymore? I don't want this anymore. Hey, we've come back to see each other again. We don't want to live like this anymore."

After a while, suddenly a strong hug came from behind me. I almost jerked away with full force in the first second. But the familiar touch The familiar scent made me freeze. It's like the world stopped turning.

"Sitting wide-eyed at this time will make you sick."

A familiar deep hoarse voice familiar words

“Sorry for making you wait this long. I'm back. Minhyun Daniel is back. Minhyun's land has returned."

He hadn't even finished his sentence before I let out a yelp without any interest and grabbed Dan's hand that held me tightly. as tight as possible

I don't know if Dan is hurt or not.

But I just want to know what really happened.

And he will never disappear from me again.

"Dan is hot. Dan is hot."

"Sorry, darling, I'm right here."

“Huh, Dan Huh, can't you go again? Hey, don't let me go."

"Yes, I'm not going anymore. Stop crying, smart one. I'm sorry for making you wait. I'm sorry for making you cry. I'm sorry."

"Heh, we're excited. We miss Dan."

“I miss you more than anything. Trust me...stop crying, Minhyun. I'm here and I won't go anywhere again. Stop crying, I just want to kill myself. It's too bad that I've made you this sad."

"no! Hey, you have to stay with us, Dan has to stay with us! Hey"

"Yes, let's be together forever. Let's go everywhere together and live life together, right?"

"Heek heek"

"Look at my face, good person..."

"vigorous"

“I'm here now, Hwang Minhyun. Dear Kang Daniel, you won't go anywhere again until you let me go."

"Hey, you're not lying, right? We're really together."

"Yes, I promise."

"vigorous..."

I looked at Daniel, who took my left hand and casually slipped the ring on my finger.

"Hi Dan..."

I prepared to open my mouth and scream again until Daniel looked at me and smiled amusedly. Did he really intend this?

"Can you tell me if you cried this time because you were happy or sad?"

"Huh, happy!"

"Um, I already know that my Minhyun always cries when he's happy or sad."

"But from now on I won't make you cry out of regret again."

"Um"

"This ring is my promise, okay?"

"okay"

I answered and hugged Daniel tightly, burying my face in his warm chest. The way I've always done it.

Daniel..this Dan is really with me now.

"I miss Dan the most."

"I miss you more."

Daniel hugged me back tightly, almost every part of our bodies close together.

Even though we miss each other this much, why is God so cruel to bring us back together?

But at least he was kind enough to bring us back together.

Make him come back to me

“I came back to you and Minhyun will never leave you again.”

Thank God or whatever it is that we're back together again.