For the short fic now We used to dress up and send

everyseasonkadi

But during that time my brain was very blocked. I can't think of the plot and I'm stuck with an exam.

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But now I've put it in here. Thank you to all readers who came to read ^^

If there aren't any problems next year, there's more to decorate. I promise I'll try to decorate it and send it to you!

P.S. The picture is rubbish because we edited it ourselves. Currently in the process of reviving photo editing skills -.-

(C) ELIZILE

It's raining.. I'm with you on a rainy day.

I miss you so much, Kyungsoo.

I love you. I love you without knowing if you love me or not.

"I'm going to get sick soon." A clear voice sounded from behind. A little person walked in with a red-brown sweater that he had hand-woven for his lover.. The lover was sitting close to the window. Stretching your arm outward, you hit the raindrops that were falling down until your whole arm was wet.

“Just a little, are you worried?” The dark-skinned young man looked away from the raindrops falling in front of him and looked at his petite boyfriend, the owner of the room.

“Oh, I'm worried,” Kyungsoo replied before he walked over to the people sitting until they were close together. The small figure moved down to sit on the other's lap.

The tall, dark-skinned figure smiled at the person on his lap. Before moving his hands to wrap around the small man's waist in a loose hug, his handsome face rested on the small boyfriend's back. He lingered, closing his eyes. His arms tightened and hugged the little man tightly until their bodies were closer together.

Hug tightly like we will never hug each other again.. Kyungsoo thought in his heart as he secretly smiled.

“Missing you,” the voice of the person embracing said softly. But it made Kyungsoo hear clearly. Because in his room right now it was more quiet than anything. It was so quiet that you could even hear your breathing.

“Jongin, please show me your shirt.” Kyungsoo handed Jongin the light brown sweater he had brought in from the beginning.

“Didn't you tell me you missed me? Don't you miss each other at all?” Jongin accepted the sweater the little man had specially woven for him. before putting it on over the dark t-shirt he was wearing in the first place. His handsome face pursed his lips like a child who was showing signs of being irritated, waiting for the other person to see and act.

“Disappointed? You're not a child anymore, Jongin.” Kyungsoo laughed a little. “It fits just right, so good.” A heart-shaped smile appeared on his white face. Kyungsoo rejoiced as he stared at the sweater that was now on its owner's body.

Such actions A sweet smile that popped up It didn't make Jongin return to his normal self in the slightest. His handsome face was still steadfast in his expression. Until Kyungsoo changed his position to sit astride his lover's lap instead.

“Really petulant.”

“I miss you.” A large hand touched the small man's waist. before slipping his hand under the thin shirt Contact with the soft flesh of the hip area Kyungsoo's skin was still soft and supple to the touch more than anything else. And once you've touched it, it's hard to let go of that touch easily, like it's an addiction.

“Calm down, Jongin,” Kyungsoo calls out when he feels a large hand begin to mischievously trail down to his buttocks instead.

But Jongin didn't care about making any complaints. The bridge of the nose was high and caressed back and forth along the side of the little person's cheek. Before gently touching and inhaling the fragrance on those cheeks Kyungsoo didn't deny snatching the kiss on his cheek from his young lover.

“I miss you so much.” The dark-skinned young man continued to press his nose and inhale the sweet scent on his soft cheeks over and over until he was satisfied. before changing the destination to those heart-shaped lips instead Jongin pressed his thick lips gently, not pushing any further than that.

A large hand slid loosely around the waist of the small man who was straddling his lap, and the arm of the person on his lap moved up to loop around the back of Jongin's neck. The heart-shaped lips that were pressed against her first began to respond. Kyungsoo lightly nips at the lips in front of his face, while Jongin sucks them back unwillingly.

The warm breath that first poured on each other It began to change into a gasping sound. A faint moan spread throughout. The two people on the same chair continued to touch their lips more passionately. His big eyes closed as he felt the touch of his dark-skinned boyfriend. Open your lips and let a warm tongue enter and taste the sweet taste in your mouth.

“Uh..” Kyungsoo let out a moan. Their lips continued to touch each other without stopping. Even after 1 minute, 2 minutes, and 3 minutes had passed, there was still no sign of anyone's lips leaving each other's even the slightest.

Until finally, the person who lost first was Kyungsoo. The little man parted his lips because he had to breathe in order to fully take the outside air into his lungs. Kyungsoo's lips were slightly red and swollen from their long kiss just now.

Kyungsoo glances at the large clock on the white wall of the room. The hands of the clock were pointing at approximately 11:30 a.m. “I'll go make some food for you,” the little man made to get up from the other person's lap. But the older man wouldn't let him get up. She also pressed his hips to sit down in the same position. "Aren't you going to eat?"

“Do you love me?” Jongin asked, his eyes focused on the big eyes in front of him, waiting for an answer.

Kyungsoo turned away and looked outside the window instead. “If the rain stops, you should be able to go home.”

“Why..” Jongin said. He was silent for a moment before continuing. “Why do you always have to chase me away? Even though you love me Even though I am your lover, am I not?”

The small hand tried to loosen the large hand that was pressing on his hip. But Jongin made it even closer than before. He wrapped his arms around Kyungsoo's waist, tightening his small body against his own, almost merging into one body. “Let me go.”

“I won't let you go,” Jongin rests his chin on Kyungsoo's shoulder. He showed signs of stubbornness, disobeying the smaller man's orders. "Stay like this until I'm satisfied first."

"wayward"

“Just with you.”

“Can you please stay like this for just 5 minutes?” Jongin said in a soft and gentle voice, as if whispering into a small ear.

“It's too late Jongin, too late..” Kyungsoo replied. Before the small figure slowly faded, bit by bit, it disappeared before Jongin's eyes. While he was hugging Kyungsoo The dark-skinned young man grabbed the air in front of him, clear water overflowing and flowing down his handsome face. Jongin kept moaning and calling Kyungsoo's name. Calling and reaching for air without hope.

“Kyung..Kyungsoo, don't go, Kyungsoo!!” Jongin was startled on the large bed. Beads of sweat appeared all over the face and body. He had just briefly experienced a nightmare. There were also tears that had flowed down and wet the pillow he was sleeping on. He rubbed his eyes hard a few times, sweeping his sharp gaze around the room.

I found out that this was his bedroom. It was not the little boyfriend's room in the dream just now.

A dark-skinned young man in a maroon sweater sat and wiped the tears from his face. Pick up your phone and look at the time and date.

13 January 25

xx 

At 10:32 a.m., the current date and time were displayed in front of Jongin. The young man thought back to this day a year ago.

On the same day last year He and Kyungsoo argued loudly. Both of them were making a fuss. Shouting and cursing at each other violently to the point of breaking up. Jongin was very angry that day. He didn't even care about the tears streaming down his lover's face. A stern voice orders the little person out of the room. The farther away the better, he goes.

The little man cried and sobbed, begging for sympathy. Because at that time the raindrops began to fall heavily. Kyungsoo doesn't have an umbrella. no raincoat There was no equipment to cover myself through those raindrops. But the little man chose to turn around and walk out of the room following Jongin's words.

If you stay, nothing will get better. Why keep him stubborn?

Maybe Kyungsoo was curious. Have Jongin ever loved him? Do you miss him at all? Throughout the time they were together Kyungsoo was always the one who came to Jongin. Be the person who invites your boyfriend to go out together, invites him to eat, go see a movie, go for a walk, invites him to go wherever he wants to go. Always be the first to say I love you. Said I miss him and hugged that tall figure every time we met.

The dark-skinned young man's expression became sad as he recalled the events of a year ago. He looked out the window. At this time, the rain was still falling heavily, just like last year's event. The difference is that today there wasn't even a loud noise. No hurtful words And there's no more Kyungsoo.

Only Jongin is left. Only one person..

END