MY FRIEND

Having to be close to people you like

Where we have to act like we don't feel anything.

You'll feel really bad, don't you think?

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MY FRIEND

You are my all

I think having 'close friends' who take care of each other. Help each other on days when there are problems. Let's give advice. Keep giving each other happiness. Let's comfort each other on sad days. Keep smiling and laughing together on happy days. Stay by each other's side on days when you feel lonely. It's a part of life that's really good, don't you think?

But what if that close friend happens to make the feelings we have for each other stronger than that? Mom is going to be really bad.

If you ask why right now 'Lee Jeno' is standing at the gate of my house like that? Don't be surprised. Geno is right next to my house.

He and I have known each other since we were still in our mother's womb. Because our father and mother are friends. And coincidentally, Jeno's parents moved next door to each other because of that reason. 'It's good to be next to each other and if there's anything we can help each other. Plus, wouldn't that be good for dads to get to join the gang every day?'

Hey, I'm rolling my eyes for a long time. Oh, I forgot, my name is 'Na Jaemin'. I have a close friend, a leech, who is currently clinging to my door and shouting nonstop. Ever since my mother and she brought us out of the womb, we've always been together. Wear the same clothes.

Play together, bathe together, eat together, travel together, sleep together. Until in elementary school, my friends thought that Aino and I were lovers!! Twins.

I think we've talked about it enough. Let's get into today's story.

“Hey, hey, Na Jaemin, when will you come out? I'm going to be late for school." A deep voice shouted from the front of the house urging me, who had just finished getting dressed, to rush to school.

"All done, put on your shoes for a moment," I replied as I ran over, picked up a piece of bread and held it in my mouth, then hurriedly lowered my head and tied my shoelaces. Then I rushed out and opened the gate to let my best friend come in and get the motorcycle that was in the garage. After that, he put on his helmet and didn't forget to bring another helmet. I put it on my head and attached the chin strap nicely before it grinned so wide that its eyes closed.

Then jump on the motorcycle and start the engine. I rode the back of it to school like this every day from middle school until now when we were in high school. But this time it was different that Jeno and I rode a kilometer past the old school before turning into the new school, which is the best high school in the area. Starting a new life in a new school with new friends who still have close friends attached to them.

"Jaemin, we're in the same room, right?" he asked me while taking off his helmet with his hand.

"Ah, has there been a time when I've been separated from you?" I said boredly, but in truth I wasn't bored, I was just acting. Really.

When I finished speaking, I tried to take off my helmet, but I don't know what was stuck on it. I couldn't take it off. When Geno saw me, who was now starting to get annoyed with this crazy helmet, he tapped my helmet once before slowly unfastening the chin strap for me and pulling the helmet off. Then he used his hands to fix my hair into a style. I looked at it sideways before it pushed me on the head and took my hand to lead me into the school.

"What have you eaten?" It was me who asked. I just happened to walk past the cafeteria so I asked, not worried about anything.

"Not yet. Waiting to eat with you," he said before giving me a smile and dragging me into the cafeteria. There weren't many people at the moment since it was still morning. He dragged me to a table at the end of the cafeteria. Before you give me an order

"You sit and wait here. Where are you prohibited? I'll go buy some food for you." He said and walked out. I looked at the broad back that was now slowly disappearing from my sight. Because it's like this. I feel more like close friends now. Heck, I'm afraid that if I tell it, we won't be the same because I like it.

It would be very uncomfortable if I said it. It's really painful to not be able to express my feelings because the word "close friend" is hanging on my neck.

"Here it is. Hot fried rice and iced coffee that your friend likes." He brought a plate of rice and a coffee cup and placed them in front of me. It always knows my heart. Why? Why? It must be done like this too. I had to suppress my shyness so that they wouldn't find out.

"Thank you. And what do you want to eat?" I asked him because I didn't see him carrying his own plate of rice.

"I'm eating with you." I know you won't be able to eat it all,” he said before lowering his head and scooping some rice into his mouth. I sat and looked at it for a while.

"Looking at me, are you full, Aijam?" Well, I'm not full, I'm full. I'm satisfied. How cute are you? My heart is pounding because of you. Please take responsibility. What happened to me having heart disease?

"Oh, I'm full," my mouth said as my head thought. "I'm so full I'm crazy." I was almost speechless. It's good to be conscious, even if it's just a little.

"Oh, open your mouth and I'll feed you." He scooped up some rice before telling me to open my mouth. I followed him again, opening my mouth wide and waiting for him to stuff rice into my mouth. After a while he kept feeding me food, bite by bite. I suddenly became stunned. How could I not be stunned? Damn, she reached out and picked up the grain of rice that was stuck in the corner of my mouth before he put it in his mouth and acted like nothing had happened. It would be normal for him, but for me, my heart is breaking. Why are you trying to make my heart tremble?

"Are you full yet? Let's go up to the room and meet some new friends." He asked without waiting for an answer from my mouth. Then he picked up his bag and carried it along with me. before being led up to the building You bitch likes to act like I'm a little girl.

He and I walked into the classroom where we now had friends in the room. Oh, I forgot to tell you that we are already in our second year of high school. In case anyone doesn't know, if you ask, where did you study in your first year of high school? It's the same old school, but we were bored with studying since kindergarten, so we decided to move out and study here instead.

The eyes of the friends in the room began to focus on the two of us. After that, the homeroom teacher came to save the two of us's lives.

"Students, please be quiet. Today the teacher has a new friend to introduce to you. Please introduce yourself,” the teacher said in a deep voice. before turning around Tell them to introduce themselves.

"Hello, I'm Lee Jeno. Please take care of me." He said before smiling so wide that his eyes were distorted, attracting the attention of his female friends. How handsome is this?

"Hello, I'm Na Jaemin. Nice to meet you." I introduced myself with a smile, but it was different from Jeno. This time, my male friends started looking at me until I felt strange. I don't know why.

"Alright, let's get to know each other and take care of each other," the teacher said before letting the two of us walk to two empty tables at the back of the room and then walking out of the room.

As soon as me and Jeno reached the chairs, many friends walked up and asked me and Jeno this and that, but the people who seemed to ask the most meaningful questions were probably these.

“My name is Donghyuk, or you can call me Haechan. As for this one, my name is Renjun. That seagull's name is Mark. That guy's name is Chenle. That chick's name is Jisung.” They introduced themselves to me and Jeno before asking the most appropriate questions.

"Will you all be friends with us?" This is the most meaningful message that we really need right now.

"Well, I don't have any friends yet, Jeno." I said before turning to tell Jeno, and he followed suit.

"So you two are..lovers?" A cold-faced man's voice asked, causing Jeno and I to look at each other before I quickly denied it, but Jeno was so funny, I don't know why. This friend is misunderstanding me. Even though I want that to be true, He smiled at me before speaking a sentence that nearly killed me.

"Yes, this is my boyfriend. We've been together for, um, 17 years." He said jokingly, but I'm your father's boyfriend, my mother's boyfriend. Oh my gosh, my face right now doesn't even know how red it is. Yes!

“By the way, you guys look a lot like lovers haha.” This time, it was a person named Renjun who spoke up. Have you not noticed that these crazy people have been lovers since birth?

"Jaemin, you're really blushing." Mark Lee, if you stay quiet, no one will think you're mute. After finishing Mark's sentence, Aino turned and looked at me blankly. Before slowly placing both hands on my cheeks before rocking back and forth. Oh my gosh, I want to die. Who told you to do this? Who taught you to do this?

"Wow, your face is red, are you embarrassed?" he asked me, smiling softly.

"What are you embarrassed about? I'm not embarrassed, it's hot. And besides, Noh and I aren't lovers." I hurriedly defended myself.

“Haha, don't be shy, I know that you two are lovers,” Jisung, who had been silent for a long time, spoke up. Hey, Aino and I are like lovers that much?

“We're just kidding. We're close friends," Jeno said before laughing. Instead of being relieved by that sentence, it was the opposite. I felt a sharp pain on the left side of my chest. That means we could just be close friends.

"I'd like to go to the bathroom first," I said and hurriedly got up and walked out. Jeno made to get up and follow me. So I turned around and told him not to follow me.

I walked into the bathroom and closed the door and locked it before sitting down on the toilet while slowly letting the tears that I had suppressed from just now fall. Why do I have to cry over this crazy relationship? I shouldn't have escaped like this. I should be doing normal things like I always do. Why is it like this this time?

I let the tears fall completely before wiping my face and eyes and coming out of the bathroom to wash my face. But I managed to meet someone I don't want to meet right now.

"Nee Jam, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying? Whoever is doing this, tell me and I'll take care of it for you." He said, slowly spreading the tears that I couldn't wipe away all because of you. Because of you. I don't want to be just friends with you.

"No, dust got in my eyes just now." I hurriedly replied with the most idiotic answer. before giving him a big smile to show that I really wasn't anything.

"Really, there's something you need to tell me right away." He grabbed my shoulder and slowly pulled me in for a hug and said this sentence. Why do I feel like crying again? Now the corners of my eyes are starting to heat up again. I still didn't want Jeno to see me cry again, so I just stood there hugging him tightly.

"I'm crying again. Tell me what's wrong with you." Jeno could feel the wetness on my shoulder and knew that I was crying again. What should I do? What should I answer? He broke the hug from me before cupping my face and using both thumbs to smooth the tears from my cheeks. It looked at me with curious eyes and wanted an answer.

"Well, I was sitting and reading a novel while going to the bathroom just now. It was..so deep." Shit, what did I answer? This answer is so stupid.

"Oh, I thought something was wrong with you. I was relieved. I'm worried about you, you know that?" He let out a sigh before he spoke those words and looked into my eyes. I really can't get over it. I've tried to let go many times, but I've never been able to.

“Stop reading stories like this. I don't want you to cry. Your face isn't suitable for tears." That damn idiot said that he would never speak in a hundred days or a thousand years. If Aino's ears were really good, he might be able to hear my heartbeat, which is currently erratic. The bathroom was completely silent.

"Uh, let's go to class." I took his hand away from his face before walking in front of him.

After the incident that day, Noh and I were as usual. No one asked about our relationship anymore. Today is the day that my parents and Noh's parents went to a reunion party in another province. So he had to stay as my friend. I took the opportunity to study for the exam. Yes, it's almost time for midterm exams. It's like reading a fic, haha.

I had just come out of the bathroom with a towel and slowly walked towards the larger person sitting on the bed. I walked over and sat next to him and picked up my cell phone to play with it. His other hand slowly wiped his hair. Then silence slowly took over the entire room. Jeno looked at me, probably knowing that wiping my hair like this would never dry, so he snatched the cloth from my hand.

Then gently wipe your hair. It's so damn warm.

"The next day, finish wiping first and then play with your phone, understand?" he told me while rubbing his head.

"Oh, that's my head, not yours." I stirred one of them. But it doesn't seem like it's playing. After I finished speaking, it revealed a sentence that caused me to experience death air.

"Because of this, I'm only worried about you." He said in a slightly complaining tone. Is he worried about me? I'm embarrassed.

"Yes, father. Tomorrow this son won't do it again." I said sarcastically in a long-winded voice to cover up the embarrassment. But dammit, he suddenly turned me around to face him. before it slowly leaned forward towards me.

"Look, you're really annoying." It kind of touched my forehead. So I looked at him and put the hammer on him. He was angry. He was angry too.

"Hey, are you angry?" Oh, you're a bitch and like to use violence.

"I'm not upset, I'm sorry." He tilted his head and made a noise. I think it's very cute. Well, you're a cute bitch, but I still can't forgive you. So I turned and ran the other way. Seriously, I'm embarrassed. Fuck you, you play with your mouth open and your eyes widen like this. My heart doesn't explode like Cocoa Crunch. It's a blessing. Haha.

"Jammm, I'm sorry." What? Did you use this baby? Your voice is pleading. But I can't do anything.

"So..Jaemin, let's be good." He said before extending his pinky finger in front of me. How can you do this? And what's the point? How can I be so weak-hearted and be able to wrap my finger around it? I'm sure you're easy-going. He looked at me and smiled until his eyes closed. It's like this. If you don't like it, you'll be crazy. I really want to tell you my feelings. Oh, I don't want to hold it in anymore.

"No, what do you have to ask?" I gathered up my courage before asking.

“Hmm, what?” he answered me in a gentle voice.

“This is a hypothetical story. If you assume that Mr. A secretly likes Mr. B who is a close friend, do you think these two will have the right to fulfill their desires?” I asked him indirectly.

“What do you think of this?” he asked, laughing a little.

"Oh, you should answer." I started to want to know the answer so I spoke in a serious tone.

"Well, if Mr. A really likes Mr. B, then let Mr. A tell him so that Mr. B thinks the same thing." He said while looking at me and smiling.

"'Is that so?" I said in a soft voice. "Let's not talk, let's sleep." I cut in and walked over to turn off the light before laying down on the left side of the bed where Jeno was now sleeping on the right side.

"No, what kind of person do you like?" I gathered my courage again before asking.

"The person who understands me in everything. You can laugh and cry with me, that's all," he said before slowly reaching out and pulling me into a hug. Don't be alarmed, this is normal. But it's still not normal for me like before. He pressed my head into the crook of his neck before slowly tightening his embrace.

“What about you?” he asked me. How should I answer? Should I just confess? But my mouth moves faster than my brain.

“Whatever this Lee Jeno is,” I said softly as I lightly poked his chest before slowly closing my eyes. I thought that once I confessed, he would pull away from me. But it wasn't, instead he hugged me tighter than before before saying a sentence that almost made me shed tears.

"Um, can this Lee Jeno ask to be Na Jaemin's girlfriend?" Wait, did I hear something wrong? He asked me to be his girlfriend? Oh, he likes me too? Why don't I know? I really thought that she wouldn't think of me like that. Wouldn't it be good if close friends wanted to upgrade their status to being lovers? Will it be good? Will it be the same?

"So, you're my boyfriend?" he asked me again in a gentle tone.

"Uh." I don't know what to answer. Now my head is completely numb.

"Then give me a kiss." Before I could wait for an answer, he attacked me by crashing his mouth onto my lips. We hadn't done anything more than our lips touching. Looking at it, I knew that both of us must have blushed a lot. It was a good idea to turn off the lights or else we would have been even more embarrassed.

"Jeno, do you like me?" I asked him because I wanted to know the answer.

“And with everything I've done, what close friend do you think would do this?” he told me before kissing a strand of my hair.

“Do you know how long I had to keep this feeling in check? Because the word "close friend" is supporting my neck." I let it all out.

"I know because I'm just like you. But now that we're lovers, we won't be close friends anymore," he said while patting my head. I hugged it tight again.

"I love you," I decided to say.

"Oh, I love you too." He leaned down and kissed me one more time before we both fell asleep. Please let today be a reality and not a dream.

My request.....

true

Both of us are really lovers.

Clap your hands, what are you waiting for? (Paste, paste, paste)

It's over, fireworks are lit, boom.

Talk

Wow! It's a really short story that doesn't make any sense at all. Hahaha. But no matter what, I want everyone to give a lot of support.

Promise that in the future I will dress better. Even though the language may not be very beautiful. But I'll try again. Fighting!!