Will our love be possible?
He....the one who wants to destroy everything for me.
He....who has the heart of Satan just like me.
He....who only tells me he loves me when he has sex with me.
He....who never gave me true love.
But why? I still hope
One day he will truly love me.
"I love you, Min Yoongi."
"Just a servant Don't be shy and tell me you love me!!"
He....the only one who surrendered to me.
He....the only one who has never run away from me.
He....the only one who accepts my meanness.
He....the only one who yearns for my love.
But why? I'm so scared
With giving love from your heart to only him
“Stop saying the word love to me. It's annoying!!"
"How can I get your love?"
The greater your capacity to love, the greater your capacity to feel the pain.
KIMTAEHYUNG.
I know, but I was not ready to accept the fact.
MINYOONGI.
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@ CONDOMINGI NUMBERROOM 707
Building, building, building
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“Welcome back. Yoongi-san,” Taehyung said, smiling cheerfully when he saw the person he had been waiting for since morning. When Ryundi heard the sound of someone on the sofa, she turned to look as usual, but there was no smile to be revealed at all.
"How are you going to work?"
“Go prepare a tub for me. I'm going to take a shower."
"yes"
Even though Taehyung already knew what was going on, the person who had just arrived didn't care about the questions he asked but still stubbornly asked questions like this every day. Hearing Yoongi's orders, he got up and went to do his duty without hesitation because Taehyung knew that Yoongi didn't like people who disobeyed his orders.
The meeting of the two people was not very beautiful. Taehyung was sold to Yoongi by his own parents in exchange for getting out of debt when he was only 16 years old. Yoongi wasn't as cruel as Taehyung thought. He sent Taehyung to study like a normal person until now he's graduated. He didn't confine him, but Taehyung had to exchange it for having to be a comforter for this person, both physically and mentally.
Various services such as housework, taking care of clothes even sex And of course, Taehyung said that he wasn't as mean as he thought, but it wasn't that he wasn't a mean person. Even though Yoongi never physically harmed Taehyung, he hurt with words that pierced the heart more and hurt with indifference.
The coldness that Taehyung receives every day These days, Taehyung doesn't run away from Yoongi just because of love.
"Taehyung"
"yes?"
"Change your clothes and follow me to the bathroom."
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BATHROOM
“Rub yourself for me.” After changing into a bathrobe, Taehyung followed into the bathroom. I was met with a white, slightly muscular back from exercise, facing my back in a wide, circular bathtub. Taehyung swallowed hard because his left breast was working hard at the sight in front of him.
"Did you not hear what I said?" The people in the tub turned their heads slightly when the person who came in didn't follow his orders. Taehyung heard this and hurriedly walked into the tub with bathing equipment.
Taehyung sat down next to the tub, taking shower cream and squeezing it into his tan hands. Gently smear the shower cream onto the white back, then gently smooth it from the back of the neck to the waist that fits comfortably in your hand. Taehyung mischievously scanned the body of the person in front of him while gently flicking his tongue over his lips. Then slowly lean down and kiss this back."
How long are you going to rub my back?" When he regained consciousness, he hurriedly sat down as usual. "It's finished." Taehyung made a move to get up but was grabbed by another person's wrist. "It's not finished yet."
"Ah"
Cabinet
The current situation turned out to be Taehyung straddling Yoongi. Taehyung looked shocked that Yoongi suddenly pulled him into this tub, causing Taehyung to be completely wet. The bathrobe he had worn was flowing down, revealing nothing. Yoongi gave a mischievous smile, satisfied when he saw the other person was wet and his arms resting on the edge of the tub.
“Continue with your duties, Taehyung.” Taehyung nodded reluctantly and sheepishly ran both hands over the white chest in front of him to clean it. But the other party felt amused when the person in front of him reacted the way he wanted. Yoongi then took one hand and slowly opened Taehyung's bathrobe. Taehyung quickly brought his own hand to grab the wrist of the person in front of him.
“Do your duty,” Yoongi said in a slightly irritated voice.
“What are you going to do to me, Yoongi?”
“Is that what you want to know?” Taehyung nodded slightly in response.
“Ugh!!” People like Min Yoongi were unpredictable and Taehyung could never keep up with his game. Yoongi grabbed the back of Taehyung's neck and brought him down to his own lips, causing their teeth to chatter. Yoongi was the leader of the game with Taehyung following. Even though it wasn't the first time Taehyung and Yoongi kissed, Taehyung was still excited by Yoongi's kiss.
Yoongi's lips still do their job well. Slowly and carefully, the kiss was just right, not soft or harsh at all.
From plump lips, the position changed to a slender neck. Taehyung raised his head with his eyes closed and his mouth slightly open in response to the feeling he was receiving.
“You still haven't finished your duty, Taehyung.”
"But I...can't take it anymore."
“You dare disobey my orders?” Yoongi raised his eyebrows as he looked at Taehyung's face, causing their eyes to meet. Yoongi stared deeply into the other's eyes, causing Taehyung to look away. Seeing that reaction made him smile in satisfaction before leaning down to whisper in his ear.
“You know how to talk to me,” Taehyung pressed his lips together. I thought hard about whether or not he should say those words. But lust is beyond thought. Taehyung thought and said. "I need you...Min Yoongi."
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BEDROOM
The sound of the two making love continued to grow louder. After Yoongi carried Taehyung from the bathroom to the bed on the way, the two of them took turns exchanging sweet nectar non-stop all the way to the bed. Yoongi immediately placed Taehyung on the bed and straddled him. The kisses became more and more intense according to Yoongi's demands, causing Taehyung to start gasping for air until he had to protest a little from the person above.
Yoongi parted his lips to allow the person beneath him to grab air. Leaning down to her neck, she planted a small kiss before creating love marks around her neck. Yoongi's white hands began to caress the other's body, stroking from his shoulder to his abdomen. After Taehyung finished taking in the air, he began to act as his follower again.
Gently kissing the white shoulder blades.
“I love you, Miss Min Yoongi.” When Yoongi heard Taehyung say that, he stopped everything and turned to face the person beneath him, spouting words that were like needles stabbing. slow “Do you have a goldfish brain? I already told you to stop saying those stupid words.” Taehyung paused for a moment. After being stabbed by the first needle
Even though Taehyung should act normally, what will happen after that if he says these words? But I never got used to it, I even felt hurt. Why? Taehyung just wanted to show his love for Yoongi but why was he still so indifferent to what Taehyung was giving him?
“Are those words really that crazy?” Taehyung said without fear of the person in his body.
“Now my mouth is much better. You should have known a long time ago that I didn't love you.” The second needle stabbed slowly into Taehyung's heart.
“So what did I do to make you hate me so much? That's why you're like this."
“Huh, I want to know?” Taehyung nodded instead. “Because you're just a sex toy!! Don't think that I will lower myself to love trash like you. Just me adopting you is enough merit for me.” If the last words were like needles, These words would be like a knife inserted into the heart once and it would kill instantly.
After Yoongi spit out his mean words, he stood up to his full height. Walking to the closet to put on his own pajamas, he chased Taehyung away. “You get out of my room. I'm bored with you." Hearing that, Taehyung didn't hesitate to leave the room. Before leaving the room, Taehyung turned to face Yoongi, who was putting buttons on his shirt.
"It's cold tonight. Don't forget to cover yourself up, Min Yoongi."
1 WEEK LATER.
02.16 a.m.
It's been a week since Taehyung and Yoongi haven't exchanged words, even though they usually don't talk to each other except during sex. Taehyung was now sitting on the sofa waiting for the person he loved to return. “It's already this late. Why haven't you come back yet?"
Taehyung muttered as he still couldn't see the shadow of the person he'd been waiting for since a little over 7 p.m. He was very sleepy right now but still forced his body to see Min Yoongi's face for a third. The second he sees Taehyung, he will wait.
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His heart began to beat immediately after hearing the sound of the door, knowing that the person he was waiting for had arrived. Taehyung quickly pretended to walk into the kitchen near the door. When he walked in, he saw another figure lying on the marble tile floor. Taehyung immediately went to check on Yoongi's condition. “Mr. Yoongi! Can you hear me?” Taehyung gently held the unconscious white-skinned face in his arms.
Then Taehyung got the answer as to why the person in front of him returned home so late. Go and have a drink. "I'll take you to the bedroom."
Taehyung picked up the unconscious person in a princess position and immediately walked to Yoongi's bedroom. As he carried Yoongi, he heard a slight mumble that didn't make much sense other than the word sorry. When they reached the bedroom, Taehyung gingerly placed Yoongi on the bed. Arrange the pillow to fit the sleeping person's head so that he or she sleeps comfortably.
After that, he went into the bathroom and came out with a small, clean cloth and water in a small basin. Taehyung sat down next to the bed, soaked the cloth in water, wrung it out and used it to dab on Yoongi's body, slowly starting from his face. When it came to his chest, Taehyung took care of it by slowly unbuttoning his black shirt from the first to the last button.
Gently lift the shirt a little so as not to make him too uncomfortable. Taehyung looked at the other with genuine love in his eyes. Then he slowly spoke his mind after keeping it for many years.
“Does Yoongi know anything? When I first saw you, I hated you like you hated me. My first thought when I saw you was This old man would definitely sell us. The first few times I stepped into your life, my brain thought of running away from you.
But after you didn't hurt me like I thought So I abandoned that idea."
“You must be wondering why I love you. Honestly, right now I still can't find that answer either. But I just love you more every day even though you never loved me. You know when you said mean things to me? I really miss you, but I don't want to say anything to make you hate me any more.
So I just kept quiet and accepted it.”
“Every day my routine is to sit and wait for you to come back to your room every day. No matter how late you come back, I will always wait for you to come back. Even though you never answered my questions and were indifferent. If you heard that, you'd probably think I was crazy. But all the things I've done, even if you don't see them or see them but don't care,
I want you to know that No matter how much you hate or want to leave me But what if there is a day when you think you have no one left? You still have me behind you. I will take care of you in every matter. Do everything you command. I won't run away from you."
"I love you." After saying this sentence, Taehyung then slowly leaned down and kissed the person he just spoke his mind to. But it suddenly stopped when something unexpected happened.
"What are you going to do?"
I don't know if it was bad luck or luck that the owner of the white-skinned figure who had been sleeping suddenly woke up. “Are you awake, Mr. Min Yoongi?” Taehyung tried to act as normal as possible. He rose to his full height and held a small basin. But stopped when Yoongi said this sentence.”
Do you think that by talking dirty talk you can go anywhere?”
“Did you hear that?” Yoongi nodded in response. "Since when?"
“Since you haven't said anything yet,” Taehyung's face cringed as soon as he knew the answer, unlike Yoongi, who instead flashed a mischievous smile.
“Huh, you act as obnoxious as ever, little Taehyung.” Yoongi stared at Taehyung, who kept his head down and refused to look at himself.
“Do you think you're the heroine who after saying these disgusting sentences, I'll accept my love?” Let's make eye contact with him. "No matter how trash you are, you're still trash to me."
"Yoongi-san, I think you're really drunk." Taehyung suppressed his feelings from bursting out. Taehyung knows that fighting with drunk people is never a good thing. Especially a drunk person like Min Yoongi.
"I'm drunk and am I a scumbag like you?"
“Huh, that's why I bought you. I have never had sex with you even once.”
“Do you know why?” Yoongi approaches Taehyung's ear and whispers softly, but he immediately pulls away. "Because trash like you is only worth it for me to take."
"A word is trash, two words are trash, that's too much, Min Yoongi."
"Who are you calling my name so bluntly?!"
This was the first time the two had quarreled. The violence began to multiply as no one gave in. Both sides looked at each other indifferently. Taehyung looked at Yoongi with a pained expression. The heart that he had given hundreds of times was stabbed with a knife by the other person every time. There was never a time that I didn't get hit.
Taehyung closed his eyes to calm himself again. Because right now I'm exhausted enough and in a few hours it'll be morning. Yoongi looked at the other's face with indifference and then turned into a satisfied smile. Before slowly walking towards Taehyung, he said words that were like knives.
"You love me, don't you? Just saying this, why can't I accept it?"
"Or what other role will you play? Do you want me to choose for you?”
"...." The cruel person stopped walking in front of Taehyung. He brought his white hand to caress the neck and then bent the other person's neck down. “I think you're playing the role of the one giving it away. It's perfect." Taehyung immediately opened his eyes and smiled, causing the people in front of him to not understand. "If I were just trash Then you've got a trash wife!!"
Too much!!!
Thump...
Taehyung fell under the force of the other's punch. A small basin fell to the floor causing water to pour out. He could only be shocked that Yoongi had suddenly attacked him for the first time. The body was still and there was no movement. No one even raised their head to look at the other party. Yoongi's side was no different. He looked at his own hand that had just hurt the person in front of him.
But the feeling of guilt was not replaced much by the effect of the intoxicant. Yoongi walked up to Taehyung and pulled the other man's wrist to follow him. Throwing Taehyung onto the bed carelessly, even though Taehyung is taller. But when it comes to strength, Taehyung has never been able to beat Yoongi.
“Heh, people like you only meet me, Taehyung,” Yoongi said, slowly unbuttoning his own buttons. “What are you going to do to me?” the person on the bed said in a trembling voice. Goosebumps for no reason As if something frightening was about to happen, "Silly question, am I taking out trash like you?" When he finished undressing himself, leaving only a pair of black jeans on.
Yoongi immediately straddled Taehyung without hesitation.
"I'll tell you something."
"I beg you."
"Satan, even though he was evil, lost to this person."
The first feeling he felt was pain from his plump lips. After Yoongi finished saying that sentence, it immediately rushed into this plump mouth. There is no gentleness, only increased violence. Yoongi bit Taehyung's lip until he realized the mix of blood and alcohol taste.
Taehyung tried to push Yoongi away from him but it was no use. He didn't feel anything. He also brought one of his own hands to hold the other's arms above his head. His free hand began to expertly unbutton Taehyung's buttons while his mouth was still tirelessly intertwined with his.
“I..I can't breathe..” His voice trailed off as Yoongi continued to occupy his lips. Yoongi allowed Taehyung to grab some air and immediately resumed the violence. The hand that finished unbuttoning the button became mischievous again. Caressed the body until it stopped at the thin waist, then slowly thrusted to satisfaction.
As a result, Taehyung let out an embarrassing sound. As a result, the people who did it were quite satisfied.
Yoongi's lips began to shift to the shape of a swan's neck. Violence still continues. Yoongi didn't kiss Taehyung like he always did, instead he bit Taehyung's neck contentedly, slowly creating a love mark around it like he always did.
“It hurts,” Taehyung gestured as he felt pain in his neck. “Who cares?” The person above said it like it was normal words that could be spoken on a daily basis. Taehyung felt the tightness around his wrists before realizing that Yoongi had tied his arms to his leather belt. “The fun starts from here, Taehyung.”
“Don't do anything to me,” Taehyung begged again. This wasn't the first or second time Taehyung and Yoongi had sex, but never had Yoongi had sex with him in such a barbaric way.
"Wish a good night baby:)"
08.58 a.m.
A new morning has begun. A little bit of soft sunlight shone into the bedroom. A white-skinned person sitting on the bed was sitting and looking at the owner of a face that anyone who saw would fall in love while falling asleep. Yoongi slowly looked at the person in front of him, whose clean body was now dirty because of him again.
Every part was replaced with love marks and bite marks all over the body, including the wrists that were from the straining again. Taehyung's uncleanness is because of him, if Yoongi hadn't gotten drunk and ended up with Taehyung. It probably won't happen like this. Every time he tried to save Taehyung, it turned into him every time he destroyed Taehyung. Yoongi knows that. How much did the words he said hurt the other person?
He just didn't want anyone to see his weak side. But he was too stupid for feelings.
He knew how much Taehyung loved him. And he loved Taehyung very much as well, but his brain came up with this. If one day he and Taehyung break up, it will be too painful to bear. The best way is to stop this feeling. Cut off the power from the beginning of the wind. Yoongi did everything to make Taehyung hate him and make him indifferent to Taehyung.
The result has never been effective. He felt guilty every time he hurt Taehyung. And this time was different in that he felt so guilty that he couldn't forgive himself.
Thoughts rushed in suddenly. Therefore, Yoongi quickly grabbed a rectangular object and pressed to call the person in the status called friend. Within seconds the other end of the line picked up, "Namjoon, I need help with something."
1 WEEK 4 DAY LATER.
@ DONGU ROAD.
2:06 p.m.
How long had Yoongi been missing from Taehyung? Later that day, when Taehyung woke up, he found emptiness and only a note that said: 'Don't Find Me' with a credit card with code only At first, Taehyung thought it was Yoongi's plan to tease Taehyung. After a few days, Taehyung realized it was true that Yoongi had disappeared.
This was another day when Taehyung went looking for Yoongi. Taehyung went everywhere Yoongi had taken him or thought Yoongi would be. But again, I didn't find anything. Taehyung tried to go to Yoongi's company during work hours but didn't find him, but instead saw Yoongi's friend named 'Namjoon'. Taehyung asked him to please call if Yoongi came to the company. himself immediately
Taehyung was now sitting at the bus stop. After Yoongi disappeared Taehyung felt a little unhappy. Can't eat, can't sleep like a heartbroken person. One part of me, if I meet him, I want to curse him for 3 days, 7 days, but another part of me wants to hug him so much. Even though Taehyung had to be the one to escape for Yoongi.
But why did it turn out to be Taehyung who had to find him? His brain stopped processing thoughts when he realized the vibrations in his pants pocket. Taehyung found out it was Namjoon and immediately answered the phone.
[Hello Taehyung]
"Taehyung said."
[I know where that bastard is.]
“Really!!” Taehyung's heart came alive again when he heard the answer. The joy that he couldn't contain made the person on the other end of the line aware of how long Taehyung had been waiting for this answer.
[I'll send you the address]
"Thank you very much!!!"
[It's okay, I'm always ready to help Tae.]
When the call ended, Namjoon immediately sent Yoongi's address to Taehyung. Namjoon's guilt instantly subsided. It was true that he had made a deal with his albino friend not to tell Taehyung his location. But if it comes to seeing the effort that Taehyung has towards it It would definitely be just as soft-hearted as him.”
I'm sorry and I'm friends, but I feel sorry for you when I see Tae."
@BYEONSAN BEACH.
6:55 p.m.
Taehyung stopped in front of the medium sized house that had been where he lived in the past before meeting Yoongi. My heart fluttered again when I knew I would meet the person I had been looking for for a long time. The whole way Taehyung was riding, he was very worried about Yoongi. I'm afraid he'll be sick. Have you eaten a full meal? Or how much alcohol did you drink?
Finishing with his hesitation, Taehyung opened the large wooden door without any locks. Taehyung really wanted Ed, the owner of this house, to be alone. Why didn't he lock the door? When he walked into the living room, he found bottles of alcohol strewn all over the room. Looking at the table, he saw a pile of food that had been eaten or was gone. There was also a large TV with a basketball program on, but there was no person in the room that Taehyung was looking for.
So the goal was changed to the bedroom instead. As I walked, I could smell the smell of alcohol along the way and beer cans scattered throughout the walkway. Even though Taehyung knew that Yoongi liked to drink, he didn't see the need to drink so much. I only have a small body. If my body collapses, what will I do?
Taehyung walked into the bedroom with the door not closed. I met the owner of the white-skinned figure who was sleeping on the king-sized bed. Judging from his outfit, Yoongi must have only slept for a few hours. Around the bedroom, in each corner, there were small piles of clothes. The room was filled with the smell of cigarettes and things that were regularly encountered, even though they came in, were still things called intoxicants.
Yoongi, why is he so stressed out that he drinks so much like this? Taehyung slowly walked over to the sleeping person and slowly sat down on the wooden chair next to the bed. His eyes had been looking at the person in the bed with concern and longing for the past several weeks. Yoongi's face looked a bit thin and dull, but still had a charming charm to it.
A tan hand gently smoothed out the hair that fell into the white man's eyes. A smile appeared unconsciously as he sat and looked at the other person without getting tired of taking advantage of this happiness. After Taehyung gave Yoongi a satisfied look, he got up and went to clean the house and make it bright again.
9:01 p.m.
The sound of pans being stir-fried and pork sizzling can be heard throughout the kitchen. The aroma of pork stir-fried with gochujang sauce floated throughout the house after Taehyung finished cleaning everything and went out to buy ingredients to cook for Yoongi. The menu that Taehyung intended to make for Yoongi was something that Yoongi liked, including soup to cure hangovers.
The cook is in a good mood and can't wait for another person to taste his food. When the food was finished, it was arranged and placed on the dining table, which was now full of delicious colors from each menu item. Taehyung took off his black apron and walked to the sink to thoroughly wash the kitchen equipment.
“Why are you here?” Taehyung's brain processed and turned to look at the owner of the voice who was on the edge of the kitchen door, one hand holding the head of his hangover.
"I came to follow you home."
“Go home?” Taehyung nodded. Yoongi just smiled a little, looked at the person at the sink and said words that were like knives. "Who wants to go back to trash like you?"
Taehyung made a face of not understanding. Why was it him again who was subjected to such cruel words? Why doesn't this heartless person think about how long he can put up with words like this? Taehyung came here to want Yoongi to go back with him, not here to face such mean words. "Let's go home, Mr. Yoongi." Be kind and fight the tiger. Taehyung thinks so.
Yoongi looked slightly stunned after Taehyung said those words. Why? He ran away from Taehyung so he wouldn't have to endure being with such a cruel person. Why? Taehyung still searched for him all the way here. Yoongi came to this house to avoid Taehyung so that the person in front of him would be happier than staying with someone like him. Taehyung should stop loving Min Yoongi.
"I think I've given my former comforter an answer." He pretended to be indifferent even though he wanted to touch him to death.
“So are you cooking for me?” Yoongi looked at the food on the table and slowly walked towards it. Picking up the stir-fried pork with sauce, he walked up to Taehyung who looked at him confused before slowly pouring the dish onto Taehyung's head. A satisfied smile appeared on Yoongi's face, but in his heart he was praying for the other person to get out of here as quickly as possible before he was forced to do something even more hurtful than before.
Taehyung closed his eyes to keep the sauce from dripping down into his eyes. The nose clearly recognizes the smell of food. Both hands rubbed the frame of his face, pushing the sauce away. Opening his eyes, he was met with a heartless person facing him who was smiling happily. "I know it's true. You need me like I need you.”
Taehyung clearly knew as if he had the upper hand when Yoongi's shocked expression changed to a smooth one. Taehyung smiled and grabbed the other's wrist with one hand. "Let's go back, Yoongi."
“Are you deaf, Taehyung?”
"No."
“You go back to that rat nest alone. Don't put your filthy hands on me!!" Yoongi slammed into Taehyung's face as he tried to shake his own wrist until it was free from the other's hand. Yoongi tried to walk away from there as quickly as possible but was hugged from behind by a strong force. "Let go of me, Taehyung!!" The screaming voice started again along with the force of struggling back and forth, but this time it didn't. It was successful because over the past several days Yoongi had allowed himself to indulge in alcohol and junk food to the point where he didn't have the energy to fight back.
“Why are you running away from me, Min Yoongi?” Yoongi felt the sobs and trembling of the person behind him. My heart dropped to my eyes immediately. This was the first time Yoongi had ever heard Taehyung cry. There was no strength to struggle, allowing silence to cover the two of them. Yoongi clenched his fists when he let his loved ones cry because of him. “Min Yoongi.
Please go back with me."
“For the past week I have been looking for you. If you think me being with you hurts me.”
"Not having you in my life hurts me more."
"But I've always hurt you." It wasn't a neutral tone, it was a tone that showed how sensitive and weak Yoongi should be right now. A heavy feeling of guilt came over me. Yoongi has always had someone who loved him this much, but why did he destroy it like this? Every time Yoongi hurts Taehyung, he still forgives him and gives him a chance.
“It's just the past. Everyone can always improve.”
"Aren't you angry? You don't hate me at all?" Taehyung shook his head in response. "Ever since I knew I loved you These words can't do anything to me."
"Please let me go."
"The bathroom is on the left. Go take a shower. Eat and then we will go back tomorrow afternoon.”
“Are you willing to go back with me?” Yoongi nodded softly. Taehyung then hugged the person in front of him more than before. My heart swelled as soon as I received the answer. “I love you, Min Yoongi,” Taehyung whispered into his ear, leaning his face into Yoongi's white cheek and showing his soft love.
“Thank you for saying those words to me. But please wait for that word with me.”
"I will wait. No matter how long it takes, even if death takes me apart, I will wait."
"Talk greasy. Go take a shower, stir-fried pork with sauce."
"I am like this because of who?"
“You're really good at arguing these days, Kim Taehyung,” Yoongi chided softly, but it didn't stop people like Taehyung from seeing him as cuter than Yoongi at the moment, like a white Persian cat. Fur in his arms
3 MONTH 20 DAY LATER.
@ CONDOMINGI NUMBERROOM 707
8:28 p.m.
kiss!!
“Ah!” Taehyung jumped up from the sofa when he felt the softness on his cheek. Turning around, I saw the owner of a charming face with the status of girlfriend, and myself wearing only a bathrobe, with brown hair slightly wet, and a mischievous smile on her face when she saw the other person's reaction. “What are you doing to me, Yoongi hyung?”
“Showing love to you, little one,” was so blunt, Taehyung thought, after the incident with Yoongi running away. The day the two returned to their room as before. Yoongi immediately changed from the front to the back of his hand. It made him unable to adapt quickly at all. A side that Taehyung had never seen before. Like just now, it was a new side that Taehyung just learned about.
Yoongi sat down on the sofa, slapping his hands against the empty cushion. Taehyung then wondered, "Why are you standing here and watching a movie next to me?" The story you wanted to see is coming now.” Taehyung's face immediately heated up. Even though we've been living like this for a while, Taehyung still hasn't gotten used to these kinds of actions. The person sitting on the sofa was a little annoyed that his boyfriend didn't follow his orders, so he pulled Taehyung's wrist and made him sit next to him. "Ah."
"Really stupid, sir."
"Well, brother.."
“Shh, the movie has started.” Taehyung didn't respond when the other man's fingers separated his lips, so he stopped for good. When Yoongi saw that the person next to him was still, he wrapped his arms around the other's shoulders, bringing him closer. At first, Taehyung looked a little shocked but he didn't resist and put his head on the other's shoulder.
The atmosphere was quiet for a while as they focused on what was in front of them. Yoongi started to say something. “Tomorrow you will go to the office with me.” Taehyung looked up at the voice with a questioning expression. “You go so I can have more encouragement for my work,” Yoongi said softly because he was just as embarrassed as Taehyung.
“What do you mean by talking sweetly to me like this?” Taehyung smiled brightly at Yoongi. "Do you want to know?"
“Yes,” Yoongi smiled a little, causing him to lean his face towards Taehyung who was shocked. Their lips touched, Yoongi leading and Taehyung following as always. Taehyung's body slowly leaned down to touch the cushion, with Yoongi above his plump lips. Yoongi gave Taehyung a gentle kiss without any harshness or harshness.
Their hands mischievously roamed each other's bodies.
Taehyung teased, biting Yoongi's mouth lightly. Making him slightly taken aback, he looked at the face of the person he was. “So now you're learning to play tricks?” Taehyung smiled, biting his lip. “I guess I'll get a lot of you,” Yoongi smiles mischievously, making a slight noise in his throat as he shakes his head softly at the person beneath him.
The love song begins again Yoongi indulged in his plump lips for a while, then dragged his own lips down to the nape of her neck, giving Taehyung a slight kiss, making Taehyung aroused, then creating a small love mark. Taehyung's brain now felt white with only the emotions Yoongi gave him.
A tan hand slowly removed the cluttered bathrobe from view.
“Ah!” But then Taehyung was replaced by Yoongi's body. “Show me what you got from me.” The sly smile of the person who ordered it appeared. But he looked quite shocked when Taehyung didn't seem embarrassed or shy at all. Taehyung slowly leaned down and kissed his ear, then trailed down from his face to his collarbone.
Stopped at the crook of his white neck. Then he slowly kissed all around and turned his eyes to look. “Give this kid a reward.” Yoongi smiled in satisfaction. This is another side of Taehyung that Yoongi really likes as well. Exciting and never boring. "Let's go to bed :)"
@ MINYOONGI Co.,Ltd.
2:29 p.m.
In the room of the executive position named Min Yoongi, there was an additional guest who was sitting and reading a book about literature. Today, Yoongi came into his company in the afternoon to wait for Taehyung, who had slept from last night, to wake up in order to have full energy today. But when Taehyung woke up, he found that it was 10 AM.
It was already over one hour so he gave Yoongi a little hug before rushing into the bathroom to take a shower. Yoongi was currently sitting and reading some documents, alternating between looking at the people on the sofa he had reserved for guests discussing deals, spread out and reading the book he had bought for them before entering his company. "Where did Taehyung read it?"
“It's almost over, do you have anything?” Taehyung looked up at the person sitting at his desk. “After reading, then come to me.” Taehyung nodded and hurriedly finished reading the book.
"What's wrong with Yoongi?" When he finished reading, Taehyung immediately walked over to Yoongi. Yoongi looked up at Taehyung, "Sit."
Taehyung facepalmed at Yoongi, "On my lap." The person sitting there gave a mischievous smile to Taehyung, who was shocked by his words just now. Taehyung hesitated for a moment but finally sat down on the other person's lap. As a result, Yoongi was quite satisfied, so he brought his left hand to caress the other's head, "Good girl."
“Then please give me your reward.” Taehyung smiled at the older man. Taehyung always has something to surprise Yoongi with. “What do you want, hmm?” Yoongi's hands became mischievous again. His free left hand began caressing the back of Taehyung's neck without the other knowing. He was concentrating on asking for a reward.
Yoongi's gaze on Taehyung was a gentle look that no one had ever received. "It's your birthday this Saturday." Taehyung was taken out of his thoughts and nodded in response. "Do you have anywhere in particular you want to go?"
"Um.. I want to go to the beach."
“The sea?” Taehyung nodded. "Then let's go to the beach this Saturday. But I want to be the one who thinks.”
“Yes, I can!” Taehyung answered in a loud voice. Yoongi then smiled at Taehyung and slowly leaned in to meet his plump lips, but he was interrupted by another hand. Yoongi looked up at Taehyung. “What are you going to do Yoongi-hyung?” Taehyung asked with a shy expression.
“How about a reward?” Yoongi grinned.
“But it's still daytime. Moreover, at my company, what will I do if someone comes in?” Taehyung tried to come up with a hundred reasons to negotiate. Yoongi then sat back down. A white-skinned hand pressed down on the company phone to dial the secretary.
"Mr. Secretary Jeong, if you don't have any urgent business today, do not let anyone into my room at all."
“Lock the door for me. It's just that I need some alone time :)"
It seems like the reason Taehyung brought up probably didn't work....
@ Jungmun Saekdal Beach
6:05 p.m.
Now it was time for the sun to set. Yoongi then took Taehyung to look at the beach. This morning after landing, Taehyung looked quite excited about coming to the Maldives. Because this was another place that Taehyung wanted to come but never came. Yoongi was able to make Taehyung's dreams come true. This birthday is therefore considered to be the best year since Taehyung's existence.
Yoongi held Taehyung's hand and walked leisurely along the beach. The two talked back and forth. There were some things that neither side knew about each other, like Taehyung used to dip Yoongi's toothbrush in the toilet water in the first days or Yoongi used to burn Taehyung's favorite clothes. At first the two looked stunned by the story but then laughed together as if it was a joke.
Yoongi takes Taehyung to a stop at a two-seat dining room table amidst the setting sun. The table was surrounded by white lilies that Taehyung liked and carnations of various colors scattered on the sand. On the table was a cake of Taehyung's favorite flavor and a savory meal for two. Even though the wine was placed with two long candles,
“Did you make it for me?” Taehyung asked in a tone of uncontrollable joy as he turned to face his surprised owner. Yoongi smiled and nodded slightly. When he got that answer, Taehyung immediately hugged Yoongi. Making him stagger a bit before hugging back, "Kim Taehyung."
“Yes?” Taehyung slowly removed the hug and looked at Yoongi suspiciously. It had been a long time since Yoongi hadn't called him by his full name like this. Taehyung looked shocked as he suddenly knelt down. “What are you doing Yoongi hyung!! Get up.” Yoongi looked up at Taehyung, who was frantically trying to get up. “Would you please listen to what I have to say?” Taehyung suddenly stopped. When Yoongi saw this, he began to speak his mind.
"For all the time the two of us have known each other, You're the first person to do anything for me like this. No matter how much I've hurt your heart You never thought of running away from me. Even though I pushed you away You are still in my life forever. When I'm drunk, you take care of me. On days when I'm stressed out at work, there's still you beside me to encourage me.
No matter how late I get back, you're still waiting for me to come back. The day I ran away from you You still searched for me until I found you.”
"Yoongi hyung..."
"I'm sorry for always hurting you and I thank you for always being by my side no matter how mean I was to you. So, Kim Taehyung, you married.."
“Oh, TaeTae,” Yoongi's conversation abruptly stopped when a mysterious voice interrupted. Yoongi rose to his full height, brushed the sand off his body and turned to look at the mysterious voice along with Taehyung.
“Jungkook,” Taehyung said in shock. This made Yoongi suspicious of the new name he had just heard. Throughout Yoongi's time with Taehyung, he came to know that Taehyung only had one friend named Park Jimin. But why had Yoongi never heard of this new person? “Who is it?” Taehyung asked, curious.
"Oh, he's a friend..."
"It's an ex-girlfriend," the owner of the rabbit's teeth replied, smiling unabashedly. This was different from the two of them, Taehyung was making a sad face and Yoongi was using his brain to process. Taehyung had told him that he didn't have a boyfriend before, so why was that person Taehyung's ex? “What do you mean?” he asked, curious.
“I'll explain when I get home,” Taehyung replies, deflecting the issue, making Yoongi cry a little because he doesn't like people who lie, especially to those he loves. When Taehyung didn't think to answer his question. Yoongi changed his target and asked another person instead. “Then please answer my question, Jungkook.”
Jungkook smiles a little. "Taehyung and I were lovers when we were in our second year of high school." Hearing that answer, Yoongi immediately realized that Taehyung lied to him. Never had a boyfriend before. “Ah, your name is Min Yoongi, right?” Jungkook started talking more, pointing his finger at Yoongi.
"How do you know my name?"
"It's just that Tae Tae told me about you when we were lovers."
“Jungkook!! You stop talking so much,” Taehyung interjects, but what Yoongi is most interested in isn't Taehyung, but what Jungkook is going to say from now on. “Tae Tae said he would trick you into loving him in order to get easy money and then kill you.”
“Jungkook!” Taehyung shouted loudly on the beach. Jungkook revealed a devilish smile as he saw that the events that followed were becoming more fun. “Looks like I have to go. Have a nice day, Mr. Yoongi and TaeTae. I'm still waiting for you to come back and tell me you love me." After pouring gasoline on the fire, Jungkook then walked away until he was out of sight.
At this moment, Yoongi was completely motionless, without a sound or movement. Taehyung walked over slowly and placed his tan hand on his white shoulder. “Don't touch me, you trash.” Taehyung immediately brought his hands back down to his sides when he heard Yoongi's anger-filled response. Yoongi, who is gradually breaking down the barrier of love, is being forced by Taehyung to return to being the mean person he was before. "Yoongi hyung.."
Taehyung tried to control his shock. "Please listen to me first."
“What else do I have to listen to, Taehyung? Please tell me that what you said is not true.” Yoongi looked at his face with a pained look in his eyes. I tried to lie to myself that it was all a lie. Taehyung pursed his lips tightly in answer. This made Yoongi immediately realize that It's true Yoongi's dark mind has worked....
"Oh... I really shouldn't have adopted a f*ck like you. What a waste of cooked rice,” Yoongi hissed. His eyes had changed to the same cold and cunning expression as before. “If I had known right then and there that you would kill me. Right now, you must be the mistress of a lustful old man who wouldn't set foot in a good place like this.”
“I'm sorry.” The clear water from his heart slowly flowed down Taehyung's cheek. Taehyung's heart is now filled with guilt that he is hard to forgive. It was just the age of the mouth that made him say something without thinking like that. "Yoongi hyung, don't.."
"I'm just a low-level creature. Don't call me you and me!!"
"...." Taehyung was slightly shocked when he was scolded. This time, Taehyung wasn't angry at Yoongi for saying hurtful things to him. It's because of him. Because of Kim Taehyung's stupidity “Let me ask you, do you still want to kill me?” Yoongi brought Taehyung's face to his own. Taehyung didn't respond. This made Yoongi even more upset than before.
All of a sudden! Boom!
Salty, the first feeling that entered Taehyung's head. Yoongi punched Taehyung into the clear water. Totally merciless, no feelings could replace this anger. Yoongi hates liars. But this time it made Yoongi hate Taehyung, the person who always looked at Taehyung with eyes that were like looking at animals."
Is there something that makes you no longer angry at me?” Taehyung raised his head and looked at Yoongi with guilt in his eyes.
“You get out of my life!” Yoongi replied immediately without hesitation. Taehyung was silent again. There was no movement except looking at Yoongi's face lovingly. “Stop looking at me like that. I don't believe anything anymore because you're a liar.” A white arm pulled the tan wrist up. Taehyung rose following Yoongi's momentum.
The heartless person threw Taehyung towards the dining table, causing both Taehyung and the table to fall at the same time. Yoongi smiled happily. “People like you are better suited for dirty things like this.”
“Is there any way that I don't have to leave you?” Taehyung continued to try. Yoongi's consciousness began to return and wrong knowledge took over, again? that he hurt Taehyung Why? He turned to the dark side and attacked the people he loved again. Yoongi looked at Taehyung carefully and saw that Taehyung's body was full of food stains.
The clothes he wore were wet with seawater. His charming face was covered in bruises from his punches. But when you play as a mean person, you should play until the last moment.
"If you don't get out of my life."
"I'm out of your life."
@ SAEKDAL ROAD
9:16 p.m.
His eyes looked ahead with empty eyes. Yoongi chose this as the best option after making that announcement to Taehyung. Yoongi ran out immediately without looking behind him even though Taehyung was almost hysterically screaming his name. It's like Yoongi's body only has a rough body. The mind floated away and disappeared with the wind.
Walk continuously without looking left or right. like a soulless person Even though it's really getting better, why? He broke it again. If he would just calm himself down a bit. Now we can adjust our understanding. Maybe both of them are happy. Everything really fell apart because of him.
The road was full of cars waiting for people to cross the road safely. The moment Yoongi was crossing, a large truck with its brakes failed was rushing in front of him. The crowd was buzzing with both calls for Yoongi to stop and screams. But he did not hear any sound at all. There was no response, only the two legs kept moving forward.
Bang, bang, bang.
"Scream!"
"be careful!!"
Cabinet!!!
@ BIGHIT HOSPITAL.
11:19 p.m.
In front of the ICU room, there was a figure with a fishy smell of blood on his clothes, and another figure who was being resuscitated by a professional medical team, Taehyung.
Taehyung risked his own life to save a worthless person like him. Will there ever be a time when something bad like this will happen to Taehyung that was caused by Min Yoongi? His legs shuffled back and forth in front of the ICU room. Yoongi prayed to God even though he never believed in God. Now it has been 2 hours.
Hours have passed and there is still no sign of the doctor coming out. Yoongi didn't feel hungry or tired at all. The feeling he felt right now was fear. He was stupid and weak for not accepting the truth. He was stupid and weak for thinking it was right to leave Taehyung for something good. He was so stupid and weak that he couldn't control himself. He was stupid and weak and never said the word love to the person who loved him the most.
Yoongi stopped walking and sat down in the waiting chair. Two people holding a red velvet box. Inside the box were two smooth silver rings. Yoongi's true intention today was to propose. He wanted Taehyung to be happy for his birthday this year more than any other. But in the end, why did the two of them have to be in a place like this?
Yoongi won't blame fate or God's persecution. It was all his fault.
"Taehyung, please don't leave me."
Dut, dud, dud.
"I haven't asked you to marry me yet."
Dut, dud, dud.
"We haven't really lived together yet."
Dut, dud, dud.
"I haven't hugged you yet."
Dut, dud, dud.
"I haven't kissed you yet."
Dut, dud, dud.
"I haven't said those words to you yet."
Dut, dud, dud.
"I love you, Kim Taehyung."
@ FUNERAL
5:23 p.m.
The sky was covered with cloudy clouds indicating that the weather today was not as bright as every other day. It was like the mind of the owner of the dark brown haired figure dressed in a black suit. In one hand he held a red velvet box with a lily that the other liked. For those who once said it was like dying. Today, Yoongi understood what that meant.
It had been a while since the ceremony had finished, but Yoongi didn't seem to move from the grave. Yoongi sat down on the dirt-covered ground that soiled his pants and shoes. But Yoongi was more interested in this grave up ahead.
Yoongi still sat there, absorbing the true taste of pain. His face was deadpan, but his eyes were filled with pain. It wasn't long before the clear sky changed to heavy raindrops falling down. This causes the dry hair to become soaked that it covers a sad face. No matter how heavy the rain falls
Yoongi didn't shiver at all compared to his shattered heart. He stared at the grave and lied to himself, it wasn't true. Even though he knew in his heart that if he went back, he would never get to see his lovely smile....never to return.
"Kim Taehyung, you lied to me again."
"Why did you say you were going to take care of me?"
"Why did you say you would be happy with me?"
"Why did you say you weren't going to run away?"
"Why did you say you'd wait for that word from me?"
"I love you, Kim Taehyung. Marry me."
This request doesn't feel like happiness to Yoongi. But it turned out to be a very good poison that could harm him until he died. Yoongi's clear waters continued to flow down. Mixed with the raindrops hitting the face For the first time, Yoongi cried without caring about his surroundings. He let sadness and guilt run through his mind.
A box of red velvet and white lilies was placed in front of it. Yoongi picked up the ring box and opened it. Pick up a ring and put it on your left ring finger. and put it in the original place
Yoongi felt the warmth radiating around him. Perceive the familiar scent Looking up, he saw the person he longed for and wanted. That now was only a translucent figure. Taehyung, who was standing, sat down in front of Yoongi. He didn't show any fear of Taehyung. It was even more reassuring to see the person he loved.
Taehyung smiled at Yoongi and slowly brought his face closer to his. Taehyung's mouth was pressed against Yoongi's lips, which was just like a gentle breeze passing over his lips. Then Taehyung slowly returned to his original position. He looked at Yoongi from his brown hair that was wet from the rain. His eyes were filled with sadness. Pale lips from the cold weather will say the last sentence and disappear into a gentle, sweet breeze
"You will be in my heart forever, Min Yoongi."
Choyongi jamdeun bangeul yeoreo geeugeul geonae deoreo
Open, quiet bedroom Her memories came rushing in.
buseojin sigan vieseo seonmyeonni neoneun toolra
You always shine Even though you're not here
Kill ireun mam sokkaeol gadun chae sara
You remain in the hearts of these lost people.
WAY BACK HOME : SHAUN
It's finished.
There is no sequel or anything. Haha. Is there anyone who sheds tears? Show yourself quickly.
Even though Wright composed it himself, I burst into tears myself. Wright considers this short fic to be an introduction for Wright and himself.
If anyone likes Wright's work, don't forget. Follow the next work. During the month of March too. It will be a short fic as well, but there will be many chapters. This is about Bangtan. Anyway, thank you for coming to read.
You can criticize but don't criticize Wright. Wright's mind is fragile.
Thank you for the beautiful theme.
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